am i talking to myself

No but. Honestly. I wanna leave.
I’m so tired of tumblr labelling everything transphobic/racist/sexist/some other terms i didn’t even know about, all the time, then claiming the exact opposite.

Maybe this decision will bite me in the ass someday but I’m going to go out more.

So I’ve acknowledged that I’m an introvert and going out requires a lot of effort for me, but part of it was due to my health issues. I’m recovering from that and maybe it’s time to push myself a little.

Staying in was comforting when I had difficulties gathering energy for surviving a day. Now it’s just bothering me more.

In case that leap proves to be a little too much for me, I won’t be telling my friends just yet. I don’t want them to expect social wonders from me. I don’t want to break any promises, like I did when all of this begun.

For now, I just want to live a little more and I finally have the energy to do so.

Day three without sugar

I still have headaches. My energy is dipping. I am even more agitated though my mood seems to be hitting highs and lows.

I’m not sure the people in my life understand what I am trying to do. My dad tried to talk me out of it. I felt like he was dangling my grandmother’s homemade apple pie under my nose just to get me to quit it. I said no to the apple pie :/, and as a peace offering, he went out and bought me “no sugar added” fudge pops, which still have sugar in them(only 2 grams a pop. I am alright with this.)

I ate pretty well today. I had to talk myself out of making an iced coffee a few minutes ago. I am now eating some popcorn and pretending its chocolate.

sitting here thinking “I am important, I should talk about myself.”

“I eat approximately 3 croissants a day,” was the first actual fact about me I was gonna share that popped into my head.

…nods a little.

I really, really, really hate it when people make their relationships super dramatic. Relationships are suppose to be enjoyable, fun, and a breath of fresh air. Sorta like a getaway from the rest of the world. So what if your partner didn’t text you in 10 seconds!! Stfu ugh! You don’t have to make a big deal of it.

Di Gata Defender Problems

So there are a total of 2 (+ me now i guess so 3) people in the motherfucking fandom. OKAY IDEK IF THEYRE APART OF THE FANDOM SO AM I ALONE HELLO SOME ONE HELP WE NEED TO STICK TOGETHER WTF WE’RE PATHETIc

God my 1 follower is probably like

 "what the fuckk"

Ok, real talk for a second. Some days I am super down on myself about the way I look. I have some insecurities, just like everyone. One of my main ones is how uneven my eyes are. You can’t tell in person and it’s actually a very common thing, but sometimes in photos it gets exaggerated due to my makeup, and it really bums me out. I have deleted this photo so many times only to recover it, so you know what? Fuck it. I love this photo despite my eyes. It was beautiful and sunny out, and there’s no room for self-hate on a day like that.

(Please don’t remove my caption, thanks!)

leorexx asked:

[ SO I ONLY JUST REALIZED THIS IS YOU CORINNA IM A STOOP also your bellatrix is A+ - also you know how I got tipped off? Your bunny gifs ]

took you long enough, corinna! gosh this is like talking to myself. 
i am not. i am talking to you. and yes, it’s me, in all my bunny glory, and now
thank you so so much you wonderful noble creature of the universe !!