College Confession #64
It started 6 weeks ago when I had ordered a new electrical fan and he delivered it. I’m a 5'8 19 year old in college and I think he’s somewhere in between 24-27 and he’s really tall, 6'3 I think. It’s difficult to tell since there’s a step at my door.
He’s so cute it’s not even funny, the first time he came I giggled and I was so flustered I was really embarrassed about it but he was really nice and told me where to sign ect. since it was the first time I’d ordered anything. (usually my parents do all that stuff…)
And now… for 6 weeks I have 2 deliveries average every week. Sometimes more. I always order really cheap crap I don’t even need. I have a “see the delivery man” budget that I’ve set aside and it’s so pathetic but I don’t know what to do and I think he’s catching on too, because lately he starts to make smalltalk and I panic and I say something really stupid but it makes him laugh and I just don’t know what to do anymore. My sister is totally on to me and just now, he delivered 2 small packages and my sister was just coming home and she actually said “So he’s the reason you’re always ordering shit” and walked in.
I am mortified. He looked at her, looked at me and fucking smirked. He must think I’m such a freaking loser. Oh my God. Someone kill me now.
- The College of New Jersey