am i having too much fun with this

elainarcherons  asked:

Would you mind doing 3, 4, and 45 for elucien? (I lovelovelove your headcanons!) :)

Yes, I would love to, thank you! I never talk about elucien either! (Sorry my answers were mostly Elain, but I have Reasons.)

3. Who hogs the cover/ Who loves to cuddle? I feel like these are two different questions, but I think that Elain hogs the covers - she is all over the place at night, like she’s so little, especially compared to Lucien, but she somehow manages to take up the entire bed? Lucien has no idea how. Every night she swears that she will try to take up only her rightful portion of the bed, but then when they wake up every morning he is pretty much on the edge, and she is wrapped around him. Limbs everywhere, all the sheets and bedding wrapped around her. It’s quite the chore to extricate herself from this situation every morning.

The cuddling, I think this is both of them. She loves it on principle, and maybe he isn’t that into it, theoretically, but actually he can’t help it? Like she looks so cute and rosy and darling? And he loves it when she looks up at him and he kisses her nose. Like a cat. They spend a lot of time like this, sharing a chair that is far too small for two people, but Elain insists, and of course Lucien doesn’t actually mind.

4. Who wakes the other one up with kisses? ELAIN AGAIN. omg why the fuck are these two so damn cute, ugh. Because I change my mind, I think it’s both of them? Whoever wakes up first. It is the duty of the first waker to alert the other to morning with the liberal application of kisses. I… really need Lucien to have all of these things.

45. Who is more likely to get drunk? Ok this one is definitely Elain, because Lucien, by this point, has figured out his limits. He knows how to handle himself, but Elain has never really learned this. She’s never had the chance to, and even years later, he warns her that she has already had three glasses of wine, and so a fourth will not serve, it will be no good at all. And she sort-of knows this, she recognizes that this is Not A Good Idea. But also she doesn’t care? In theory. Of course in practice, later that night when she is moaning and he has to carry her to bed, and then the next morning when she is sighing dramatically and can’t sit up without the world spinning, she will remember why it is that she actually doesn’t like wine.

50 OTP things

anonymous asked:

tgatnw #11?

11: What do you like best about this fic? // The Golden Age that Never Was

There’s a few things? Oh man I should be writing short answers and yet HERE I AM NOT DOING THAT

* The worldbuilding has been so much fun. Like, shifting the Guardians to Lune, giving them all roles, creating this culture with its entrenched and brutal classism, but also being able to have like…Seraphina with her garden, or the fruit that Jack just doesn’t know, or this abundance of gold and the frescoes and the cobblestones of the City of Lune etc. I really enjoy describing this place?

* Taking my time. I have no chapter plan, I’m winging it, I’m not trying to top the SALverse experience, and I don’t care if people don’t really like the story (I mean I’m very glad people do, I really want people to like it!, what I mean is - the story isn’t going to change for the people who don’t like it). I always wanted to write a Golden Age fic, and doing it is as epic and sprawling as I always imagined it would be. There’s no writing schedule (which meant you know, sorry for that 9 month hiatus) and I’m basically following the characters along. Sometimes it’s infuriating, but one of the things I love the most about fanfiction in general, is how you’re not bound to industry rules. The only ‘rules’ I follow are basically tag frequently and often, and a rise/fall of pacing and hurt/comfort when I can. That’s it. Lol. Everything else has been instinct and happy accident.

* Realising how much I always loved Rise of the Guardians and the characters within. I had a few experiences at the end of SAL that made me think I didn’t like the media anymore, when instead it was just a few pockets of fandom giving me a hard time and some irl stuff that was crushing me. I took a break, I even said in asks I was ‘done’ - but time helped a lot, and I came back to Jack and Pitch and realised that they were waiting for me, and that you know, it felt amazing to be writing these characters again. If I stop writing Rise of the Guardians after this, it won’t be because I’m ‘tired’ of the characters, it will only be because I have so many other stories to write. It’s felt a little like a kind of homecoming.

I cry, again.

Originally posted by krastyalex

700 what now?  Can you guys please stop making me cry because this is too much.  

700?  Like 7-0-0?  Seven hundred?  I can’t even believe it.  

Thank you guys so much. 

For everything.  For the support, for the laughs, and the tears, and the feelings, and just everything.  This has been a hell of a ride, joining tumblr, and there is lots - and I mean lots - more to come.  

I already set up my celebration for 700 SPRING HAS SPRUNG CHALLENGE- go check that out if you haven’t already!  I have lots of prompts still to give out!

I am thinking for my next celebration I want to do some drabbles again because that was too fun.   Here is the masterlist for my last drabbles, for 400 followers, and I think I am going to do something similar?  Maybe?  Or I was thinking of doing a drabble-a-day kinda thing for the month of May (when school is finally over) but we shall see. 

And… yeah!  Thanks again, you lovely beautiful humans. Never change. 

((and there may or may not be some Spock fluff already in my drafts ready to be posted tomorrow in celebration for 700 followers - be ready)) 

Please help me not climb on the crazy train

Every person I have contact with in this case has something totally contradictory to say in regards to what anyone else in the case is saying.

No one has a clue where Kevin will go permanently but everyone thinks it’s them.

The CASA appears to have gone rogue and rather than do her job of figuring out what’s best for Kevin she’s determined to reunify despite all aspects of reality.

Mom thinks Kevin won’t nap at visits because he’s having too much fun playing with them but when he took a nap today it was evidence that they are better at taking care of him than I am (he hasn’t taken a morning nap in weeks).

To top it all off, mom wants to throw a birthday party “together” on Kevin’s birthday which falls on a weekend. She didn’t ask if I wanted to. Just said in the communication notebook today that she wants to and she will talk to the SW about it. The CASA was at their visit again and I have a feeling she suggested this. They don’t even have unsupervised visits so how the hell is this supposed to work? I messaged the SW and she didn’t think it was a good idea either, so I’ll let her be the bad guy.

It was easy to just observe and not get involved when Kevin was heading off to his relative. But with the possibility that Kevin is staying with us I have no idea how to build a relationship with people who do not seem to visit reality very often. I honestly just don’t want to. I do t want their crazy in my life. Advice, please!

Return Of Mod Jana

HI EVERYBODY!

Originally posted by nyanpasuminasan

Mod Jana here! I am back! – More or less, or so. As most of you have been aware I’ve been away because I’ve been sick, actually I am still sick, but as of now I am well enough to start helping Mod Den again.

Let’s recap a little what happened to me. I don’t wanna leave you in the dark.

I’ve had a really nasty stomach bug, or so I’ve thought, turned out I’ve got an inflamed intestine which is exactly as much fun as it sounds. (None at all.) And that of course incapacitated me greatly. The trouble was that it took a very long time to have it diagnosed, because nobody took a blood sample till I got to the hospital. (I am no longer at the hospital, I am pleased to say I am at home now and slowly getting better each day.) Which of course means it took way too long for me to get proper medication to start healing – ugh.

The good thing is, now that I’m getting better I am no longer easily subjected to sensory overload, which was what kept me from my phone and laptop for quite a while too. That TV at the hospital was so horrible guys, it was so old and whenever it was on I suffered a tinnitus. I couldn’t stand it.

As I am still recovering, I’d like you all to be patient with me. Might be it takes me a little longer to write or research an ask, though I am fairly confident in my ability to string sentences together. So at least you won’t suffer through gibberish – haha.

So, I am back to answering your asks, I might be a little slow still, but I am back. I am extremely happy to back, I’ve been sick for a month (and longer) now and could barely do anything for the longest of that time. The only thing that worked for me was reading, which I love so that’s always perfectly fine. I am rambling, am I? I am sorry, I’ll finish this up now.

If you have questions, or anything related, I certainly don’t mind answering them. No need to get all hush-hush just because I’ve been sick, I’d just like you to keep the blogs purpose in mind, so it might be not everything gets answered.

So glad to be back, I’ve missed you all!

Originally posted by tana-the-dreamchaser

- Mod Jana

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

SU fandom in facebook: HAHA LOOK AT THIS! *offensive jokes, terrible shippings, stupid comentaries* UWU SUPER NEAT RIGHT?? PLS LIKE AND SHARE!! 

Me: … its fine i’ll go to Tumblr

SU fandom in Tumblr: EVERYTHING YOU LIKE ABOUT THE SHOW SUCKS AND REBECCA SHOULD RETIRE THE SHOW IS AWFUL IS BADWRITTEN AND-

Me: 

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“The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord approaches… Born to those who have thrice defied him, born as the seventh month dies… And the Dark Lord will mark him as equal, but he will have power the Dark Lord knows not… And either must die at the hand of the other for neither can live while the other survives…”

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I’m crazy into black dusty backgrounds, the mother-son dynamic of Princess Leia and her son and Daughter lyrics … So I combine that shit.

Ok, I lied, I have more Overwatch things I need to draw now. After a run of playing Zenyatta and getting hung out to dry a lil too much, I started doodling sassy Zenyatta. And now I have too many fun ideas to stop, I want to do a lot of these, I am only partially sorry. Also Ascendant is my favorite skin of his so that’s what I’m running with.

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