am i fitspo now

Seeing these pictures makes me want to cry. I knew I’d gained weight in the past few months, but I think it was more than I thought. Not that I was much smaller than this.
Getting to where I want to be seems like an impossible, daunting goal, but I know that continuing to eat like shit, not logging my foods, and lacking a proper workout regime will only worsen this situation 👆

I wish that I had supportive people in my life, but I want the confidence, happiness and self love I’ve been lacking for over a decade because of how this body looks, so I have to do it alone.

This summer I’ll be away from these unsupportive people, so I will be able to break free from their junk food and lazy lifestyles.
I am strong, I am fit, I am healthy, but I could work so much harder for my goals than I am working right now.

I think this is the first time I’ve posted a picture with my face in it haha hi this is me!!

Left: November 5th 2014
Right: May 15th 2014

I know it’s just my face but you can tell a huge difference not only in weight but how much more confident and happy I am now:)