always-missed

The end is here

Today is the day guys, my the odds be ever in our favor.

I love all of the teen wolf family forever and always. 💞🐺 I will miss this for years to come. It’s been a wild and emotional ride but I wouldn’t take any of it back for the world. This has changed my life for the better and I’m so blessed and thankful for it.

Dear Charlie,

I can feel the depression taking over. I can’t go out with friends anymore because of my phobia, and I hate myself more than ever because I can’t do so much as something simple without getting anxiety from my phobia. It’s my fault I’m not with my friends and it’s my fault I’m always the missing one from the groups. I can’t help my anxiety and the depression keeps sinking me lower. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m practically fading away from reality and becoming a sliver of a person. Maybe I should give up, maybe I should just…turn myself off. I’ve already stopped painting and drawing and doing all the things you know I love to do, all because I don’t have the energy. I don’t bake anymore and I only eat small things like crackers and ramen because I don’t have the excitement to make big dinners for myself. My friends stopped caring and I feel alone. I don’t have anyone to depend on. I’m practically nothing now. I don’t know anymore.

Yours truly,
Gabe

You will always wander among my thoughts till the day I die.
—  Poets Love Her