Sorry about not putting up more listings! I ran out of spoons when my mom called to tell me my uncle had been missing for three days and they suspected the worst. He’s been suffering with depression and has a lot of hard drug use in his past. I spent the rest of my night throwing together an impromptu spell. This was one of the rare instances where I left a candle burning all night unsupervised.
Today I woke up drained at like 11, but my uncle has been found safe, no other details yet but it’s like a weight has been lifted off my chest. I’m gonna resume stuff a little later. Also will thank the beautiful babes who bought things!
I like to feed birbs because I love them and I can’t have pets and having the little guys fly up to my 12th floor window and waking me up in the morning makes me happy, but by god why the hell do all the tit balls available contain beef fat? Like, no, tits and finches don’t usually eat cows ffs! Use a plant oil you cheap fucks! GAWD.
Finally picking this project back up again. My grief blanket, started in memory of my sweet cat’s passing last October. In a few days it’ll be the one year anniversary. I’m glad that I still have this to work on. I’m thinking of gifting this to my sister at Christmas, since she loved Toby as much as I did and she was the one who was able to be with him in his final moments.
One year later, it hurts a lot less. I’m still sad and I miss him a lot, but looking at the colours of this blanket, into which I have stitched so many painful moments and grief, I can see life.
everybody screws up. that’s what happens. it’s what you do with the screw-ups, it’s how you handle the experience - that’s what you should judge yourself by. i have a great life and an amazing kid. and i took a detour, i ended up some place good.