So obviously I’ve been MIA for a while. I’ll be honest, things kind of took a dive with my health for a little while. After my first run in with a doctor that was truly fatphobic beyond all logic, a loss of 35+ pounds in less than two months because of a complete inability to tolerate food and a brief trip into malnutrition and kidney failure, I am probably the least healthy I’ve been in a very long time. But things are finally looking up, and I’m scheduled for surgery on Wednesday- with another doctor of course. I have a lot of thoughts on everything that happened, but I’m not sure how much I want to say, if you know what I mean. Thank goodness the doctors who have known me for years had my back, and were able to refer me to an excellent surgeon who thought the same way they do.
Meanwhile, I’m alive if not quite well and Hinkey wanted in on the selfie action.
I don’t even care that it isn’t munday. I am feeling really great about myself which hasn’t happened in about ten months. Postpartum depression and anxiety on top of gaining weight and struggling to lose it on top of looking older because of being tired and developing wrinkles can do a nasty number on your self esteem. So I’m not even going to apologize for this.
Art of May!!! (ok I couldn’t put them all on one post because it was starting to be really too much ^^’)
Painted on PS [2017.05]
It was a really good month, I experimented a lot and had so much fun. Also I want to particularly thank all of you for your supports, your likes, reblogs, comments, tags and messages. I am sooo overwhelmed and I feel so blessed by all of you and yup Thank you guys, you are amazing and I am so lucky!! Have a really really beautiful day