always has a light

Finn Headcanons
  • Finn has trouble sleeping. He’d always been a light sleeper and that coupled with the nightmares he gets means that he just has trouble willing himself to sleep each time. Later, when the war is over and it’s just him with his partner, Finn spends hours counting their breaths so he can lull himself to sleep.
    • It’s a little thing but hearing his partner breathing softly next to him, laying in the dark wrapped up in each other’s arms makes him feel at ease. Which helps him a lot in his sleep. Back when he’d been with the First Order, Finn had always found himself sleeping with one eye open
      • Extra headcanon is that a lot of Stormtroopers who’d be slated for elimination or reconditioning were often taken at night so as to not rouse any “excitement” according to the officers. Finn had the unfortunate experience of seeing one stormtrooper taken and never return.

  • Finn develops a taste for spicy foods the minute he’s able to expand his palate. He genuinely cannot get over the spices that he knew of but didn’t really get to experience when he’d been in the First Order.
    • Catch this boy saying something isn’t spicy enough later on down the line and added chili flakes.

  • Finn wakes at the crack of dawn and runs. And runs and runs. The nightmares that plague him at night seem to slip away in the early mornings and fall down to the ground with his sweat. So he runs every morning without fail. And only when it feels as though he’s about to bust a lung does he eventually stop and looking up at the sky. 

  • Finn is really good at diplomacy. He’s good with his words and is able to convey so much meaning without even trying. He’s persuasive, a natural born leader and that is why Leia has him sit in on meetings more and more. They start off as simply strategic meetings; things that require his intimate knowledge of the stormtrooper training. Then it grows to outlining future battles. Then it grows to coming with her to meet senators and working on diplomatic missions to other planets. It just grows and grows until it’s simply natural to have Finn at Leia’s side. Helping and working with her.

  • Finn has a lot of admirers: people who heard about his help in destroying Star Killer, people who heard about him defecting and people who just look up to him as the leader he’s become. People watch for him, they notice him and it’s a little overwhelming at first. A little too much that has Finn on the edge of his seat. But over time he gets used to it. 
    • Plus, people bring him a lot of treats and tbh that’s amazing and Finn treasures them all. 

  • There are still days though that make Finn feel disconnect; from reality, from the events that are happening around him. There’s a part of him that still feels as though he’d wake up and he’d back with The First Order, killing at their orders and having no will of his own. Sometimes this part of him hisses that there’s a catch. That there’s always a catch and Finn needs to figure it out before he’s cut loose and set to drown. 
    • This usually happens during the moments right after he wakes from his nightmares. Those moments when it’s just his harsh breathing and the slowly brightening sun around him. 

  • When Finn first meets his family he got so excited, so apprehensive that he accidently force lifted everything in the space around him….Including his family. They all laughed about it when it happened and Finn wore the biggest grin for like a week when his mother pulled him close and told him “welcome home son.”

  • Finn has an older sister. She’s older than him by about 12 years. She’d been there when he’d been taken; taken right from her grasp in fact. Their meeting is subdued in all actuality. His sister slowly walks over to Finn and pulls him super close and holds him for a really long time. Finn hugs her back just as fiercely. It doesn’t take long for the two of them to cry silently in each other’s arms.

  • Finn is Force Sensitive. Extremely so. He spends hours researching and learning more about his ability now that he doesn’t actually have to hide his abilities. He spends the days learning and listening to holos about anything Force related.
    • He spends a significant amount of time with Leia as she and him go over his force sensitivity, what it means, and how he can control it. Leia, after having sensed Finn’s wariness with how extreme the Jedi’s teachings were (Finn is very much attuned to his emotions so asking him to not accept them, to reproach them is too much) introduces him to other schools of thought. Careful to tell him that each has its own merits and detriments. 

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A man who is Nurturing, Appreciative, Mature, Joyous, Observant, Openminded & Noble deserves only the best. Happy birthday our leader ♡ Thank you for being the catalyst and the beginning of the world’s best team. Thank you for being a person who thinks deeply, who reminds us of the world’s beauty amongst its hideousness. Thank you for showing us what’s worth and for guiding us in the direction of your heart. Thank you for being a sturdy leader, an unwavering soul and an emotional companion who inspires the people around him to do better. We respect you a lot and have a million ‘thank yous’ to say that cannot be put into words :’) Happy birthday our leader. We love you ♡.

modern witches
  • has a jar filled with all the fortunes they’ve ever gotten from chinese restaurants
  • has another jar they fill with change for a money spell, because who the fuck has money these days
  • so many candles. too many candles.
  • has a dedicated sideblog as their book of shadows / grimoire
  • picks up random rocks, leaves, and other knick-knacks they find
  • arms covered in sharpie sigils
  • mumbles prayers to their deity / deities when they get nervous in public
  • mood lighting on point
  • always drinks tea
  • probably owns all the harry potter books
  • has reminders set on their phone for the moon phases
  • moon water in used water bottles
  • tells bad energy to “fuck off” when they’re cleansing a space
  • grows plants in windowsills
  • casts glamours on their mirrors for self-confidence
  • has at least one designated “witchy” outfit
  • keeps quartz next to pill bottles to enhance their effect

A reminder to maybe not throw things at Harry when he’s on stage performing or talking.. :-)


Elrond wants to heal them in any little way he can, even if it’s just bandaging cuts and scrapes.

My interpretation of the MOON signs

(You could probs relate your sun if you want maybe even your rising)

Aries: they take up your life: being loud, leaving mess on the stairs, creating arguments out of thin air and always filling the void with their drama. Very self-centred but oblivious to it so I’ll let it be. Problems they hav always someone else’s fault. Very loving and cuddly and express passion easily. Never stick to hobbies after announcing that its there biggest passion n cant survive without it. Though, they don’t wait around for things to be handed to them - they are always up to something interesting. Independent.

Taurus: they are great to spill your words upon and never flinch when u say something deep or shocking so it makes u chill af cause they are…Most of the time…they can get angered when things aren’t as it should as they are very stubborn. don’t like people who aren’t committed to friendship or plans/dreams and dont like people who dont give their stuff back. Seemed to hav cows eyes: very deep n dreamy and long eyelashes -often brown eyes that i know of or watery blue eyes. lov food or other luxuries.

Gemini: childlike, like everything light hearted and humorous. there has to always be words to fill up the quiet spaces otherwise they start to get agitated. Dont like boring people and will blatantly walk off or something. Nervouusss people. Tapping all the time. When they’re in a goood mood they’re goofy but can become detached and cold and become a bit of a smart arse. Like knowing their shit.

Cancer: homely people. Warm and loving to fault as they are always let down by others who do not give the same warmth and pure emotions back. I think they could probably guilt trip u many times. emotions are not hidden which is good and bad because shots are firedddd and their words filled venom when there really cheesed off. Like lots of nice things. also love cute fluffy animals. Love their family to be always near - protective can become smothering. Talk about the ‘good old days’ 24/7.

Leo: why are you so posey and dramatic? They like to tell a tall tale - love to add bits to the truth to make it more exciting - which is actually interesting to hear tbh so good job :) they love to be centre of attention obvs. Also hold their heads high and always seem taller than actually are. Full of exuberance. & they often believe in their abilities so they achieve good grades and r smarttt!

Virgo: lovs when people do little silly things for them because they like when people are as detail orientated as them. expect too much of people becaus they do too much for others. Nervous but lowkey cause their earthiness sort of makes it hum in the background. Has potential to be shady. I love their organisation, chills me the f out. Some reason i feel they be really good at ASMR videos because of their voice & movements. and they r actually quite talkative but its usually nothing too intellectual or snobbish just good natter. Bites their nails!

Libra: i dont get them. They dont make an imposing impression on me as they’re delicate and not too in ya face. Loves knitted jumpers and wearing light colours Ive noticed. Sweet n gentle. Probs could get away with murder. Gets really into things like a celeb or tv series for a while. Has fan blogs probably. like to talk about things such as kpop, clothes, items in their neat pencil case and make up. Idkkk

Scorpio: protectivveee. Intense. Passionate about theirs hobbies and interests. Can become lost in their own intellectual, abstract world forgetting what is truly important until they realise and become regretful and then hold many unresolved grudges. They are e m o t i o n a l but try to hide it - constantly simmering and on the verge of erupting. Though they are quite interested in their own passion - they’ll hype u up about yours and talk for hours about theirs and your own dreams. Abstract knowledge that seems to appear out of no where when they speak -unconventionally smart.

Sagittarius: want to escape reality. Someone i used to know would read a lot of books - probs erotic - she also used her work as escapism? her husband wouldn’t take her on holiday:( another i know comes across very cool and full of knowledge and like to says corny things like ‘you might as well live your life to the fullest because you’ve only got one’. acts like a philosopher. Has gooood taste in music. knows everyone and can keep good relationships with all of them.

Capricorn: thinks they’re are funny af but peeps often laugh at their jokes cause they’re just a bit shit. Tries to come across cool 😎looking for a for job but isn’t working out lol. Wants fame n fortune. they love to talk deep and intellectual without getting too personal. probably quite lovey dovey but it is buried deep inside them. likes to keep it light by listening to music or watching the telly otherwise there thoughts overwhelm them. ( i hav cap moon so might look like a different viewpoint to the others moon signs)

Aquarius: loves to make a point that they are different lol. Intellectual af cause they really smart. Can talk for hours on end but still likes down time. they are the world’s friend but they only let a few know the real them (if thats is actually the real them ). Quirky sense of humour. Hav big dreams and most likely succeed in pursuing them. they are very open about weird stories and experiences they hav had which is fun to hear. will hav something to say about every topic on earth - love to share an opinion.

Pisces: too kind for their own good. They know your weaknesses/insecurities from first time you meet. i think they have melancholy spells which they find themselves in a trance - i catch them staring blankly quite a lot. Love to ask if you’re okay. Mooody. Let down by humanity. Very chatty and has of cool things to say. Music may rule their life - musically talented in one case ik (probs used as escapism). Can be burdened with very unsettling thoughts of not being good enough; making sure they keep there reputation for being the nice guy which means getting pushed about


cora & ryder supporting/being there for each other

Dark Quotes & Prompts

Anonymous said: Hi, thank you for all you do! I was wondering if you would have some dark quotes? I feel like there’s only light, airy ones floating around

Some of these are very negative and, well, dark, so if you’re not one for this sort of thing, please proceed warily.


“She’s a saint with the lips of a sinner. She’s an angel with a devilish kiss.”

“If you don’t fight for what you love, you cry for what you lose.”

“I love you, as certain dark things are to be loved. In secret, between the shadow and the soul.” - Pablo Naruda

“Light is easy to love. Show me your darkness.” - R.Queen

“Hell sent us the most evil disease, and we humans called it “love” “- Conny Cernik

“You know that place between asleep and awake; that place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I will always love you. That’s where I will be waiting.” - Peter Pan

“But my dreams aren’t as empty as my conscience seems, to be. I have hours; only lonely. My love is vengeance that’s never free.”

“They told me not to play with fire, and I should’ve listened because I got burned by your soul and you left me in the ashes.”

“Until we’ve seen someone’s darkness we don’t really know who they are. Until we’ve forgiven someone’s darkness, we don’t really know what love is.” - Marianne Williamson

“We’re all searching for someone who’s demons play well with ours.”

“He saw the darkness in her beauty. She saw the beauty in his darkness.”

“I don’t really get why everything has to end. Nothing can be perfect but instead of quitting, People should try to fix their problems instead of leaving. Love is a really wonderful feeling but most people don’t know the real meaning.”

“He looked at me as if I were the only star in her darkest night and he kissed me as if I were the air that filled her lungs.”

“Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.” - Mary Oliver

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I like when non-black people do those lil buzzword posts about television shows that black people should watch because representation! despite the fact that it doesn’t actually have good representation for most black people. Like they will celebrate and praise shows that feature one light-skinned black girl and almost guilt black people for not taking the time to watch it. They always say things like “this show has a (light) black girl who is bisexual and allergic to nuts, look at all those overlapping identities, blacks should watch it.” Yet they ignore television shows like Claws and Insecure since it doesn’t actually appeal to them. The show with one light-skinned girl on the side line should be revolutionary to black people but shows that have fleshed out black characters who are part of the main cast and aren’t light-skinned are to be ignored? This is the Halsey situation all over again.



Ayyeee.. I wasn’t really tagged but  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Challenge by @butterfly-tattoo 

Rules: Take a picture of the sim that’s normally associated with your blog (your legacy founder/lead character in your story etc.), now take away all their cc (except their hair, eyebrows, and skin color), then do a before and after picture.

I’m tagging @plumb-barb, @simtasia, @simgallery@touchmypixels, @cakenoodles​, @girl-just-simming-around​, @fanaskher​, @buckleysims​, @obsimmian​, @pixelddump​, @freckled-pixels​, @lanyxie​, @narusasu-simblr​, @gohliath​, @itsniiaa-simblr 

Notes: I did a girls edition (or at least the more relevant girls that I have). Fenix looks like god either way and tbh for the sake of this I gave her a little more makeup than usual because I normally don’t have her wear lipstick. With Ani I’m very happy I did this because I didn’t realize how much I actually LOVE her with a complete bare face. She looks so different and kind of like this one girl I wanted to model her after.. so she might just wear some tiny lashes from now on and call it a day because I’m into it. And finally there’s Jaide.. she wears the most in game makeup because I spent the least amount of time on her custom skin. I wish I could get her lips the same texture as the one she wears in game.. also her eyes look so different without eyeshadow lol.

P.S. If you did this already then please disregard.. and if I didn’t tag you it’s because I already seen you do it ^_^




I just realised what it is and what it DOES. So ever since this panel happened, it’s been on the back of my mind, and now that the comic is over and I’ve done theories on the Metastuck and found the Apotheosis and Creation Myth theory which is to me the perfect explanation of all things Homestuck, THIS fucking thing still held the one plot thread I couldn’t explain with Alternate timelines, and that seemed a bit too Deus Ex Machina for me to actually enjoy much. “Oh, the last frog? Echidna just helped me remember it was not in the Medium! It was back at my island!” Why. Why would it be back at her island?

And yesterday when I talked to a friend about the ending, I realised. It’s Game Design. Now hear me, I quote from the comic itself:

?GG: oh right
?GG: where the last frog is!
?GG: or was…
?GG: the thing is
?GG: the frog we need is nowhere to be found in the medium
?GG: it was on earth!
?GG: but only very briefly
?GG: it was when i was young
?GG: before i woke up on prospit
?GG: i had begun sleep walking

?GG: both on the island and on the moon
?GG: and in my dream it was very bright
?GG: i saw something in the light
?GG: i couldnt tell what it was so i got closer


?GG: later my grandpa made a robot for me to help me with my sleep walking
?GG: it could do all the walking while i stayed safe in bed!
?GG: it could also record my dreams
?GG: i am sure he always knew my dreams were going to be special
?GG: i suspect he knew it before i was even born

That’s it. the hint has been there all along. This was when Jade started sleepwalking, and that is not just a coincidence. This is the thing that caused the Sleepwalking in the first place. The ‘Seed’ shape glowing in the middle of Prospit, that bright light, has always symbolised a Game Construct, something the game does. Be it the place from which the Temple emerges, the lily time capsule storing people and items within, that’s the main symbol of SBURB that says it’s a mechanic of the game. Now, to explain this I have to take Kanaya, the other Space Player, as an example:

GA: I Woke Up A Long Time Ago
GA: I Had Trouble Sleeping When I Was Young
GA: The Sunlight Was Unnaturally Invigorating To Me I Guess
GA: My Lusus Could Do Nothing To Help
GA: And When I Was Supposed To Be In My Cocoon I Would Often Wander Out To The Desert
GA: Where One Day I Was Visited By A Stranger Who Dressed And Spoke In White
GA: He Put Me To Sleep And I Awoke On Prospit

GA: Where I Have Dreamed Ever Since
GA: He Said He Was My Guardian
GA: And Though He Visited Rarely I Did Regard Him As That
GA: Then Later He Stopped Coming
GA: In Time I Began To Believe He Was A Figment Of My Mind
GA: Like An Imaginary Friend To Give Me Reassurance When I Needed It
GA: But Then While Playing Our Game I Learned He Was Real
GA: He Had Spoken To Others From Our Party
GA: And Had Been Manipulating Us All To Advance His Schemes
GA: It Was Saddening To Learn My Fortuitous Awakening Had Been The Product Of A Nefarious Ploy
GA: Youre Lucky That Your Awakening Probably Had No Such Entanglements
GG: jeez, i hope not…
GA: But I Guess Its Only A Minor Contamination Of Something Otherwise Great
GA: I Was Allowed To See What Skaia Would Show Me
GA: And To Prepare For Dangers Ahead And Try To Protect People

Of course, one could argue it was Bec who allowed Jade to wake up in Prospit, but she spent her entire life with her dog, and it was only after the Frog Event and Jadebot’s construction that she actually woke up there. So everything hints to the fact that the Final Frog is the Trigger that wakes up Space Players in Prospit. Kanaya didn’t need it, because Doc Scratch woke her up. Doc Scratch manipulated others to his whims, so the fact he only visited her a few times and then disappears means he had little interest in what he could get from Kanaya. Which bid the question to me, what did he want from her in such short time?

The Frog is what he wanted. He zapped himself on Alternia, and woke Kanaya up, thus making sure she didn’t wake up the proper way. He became the trigger of her awakening, making it so that Kanaya never saw this Final Frog in the past, and didn’t remember in the future, causing the Universe to be incomplete, cancerous.

In a normal SBURB Session, SBURB will ensure retroactively the Last Frog needed is sent to the past, near the Space Player, as a means of making them interact with a Game Construct and wake up in Prospit. Getting the Final Frog to make the Universe adds the need to search through Time as well as through Space. Doc Scratch preemptively woke Kanaya up in Prospit, saying he was her Guardian, with the explicit purpose of sabotaging the creation of a healthy Frog, and causing a chain reaction that ended in the combined Session that spawned a new Universe Frog, from which Lord English himself would be born.

Fucking. Hell.

Pacific Northwest Gothic
  • The weather forecast says that it will be sunny. You look outside. It is raining. The weather forecast says that it is going to be raining. It said that yesterday, too. It is always raining.
  • Your coffee is local. Tourists go into the coffeeshop. They do not come out. The next day, your coffee is foreign.
  • There is a man on a bike. There is always a man on a bike. He never pedals when you are watching him, and yet he is always biking. The lights always change right before he arrives.
  • Your friend has a beard. The next day, it is gone. You ask them if they shaved their beard. They shake their head, and you realize that the beard is still there. You don’t know how you missed it the first time.
  • You walk over the bridge. You can see a mountain in the distance. You are sure that you know which mountain it is, but everyone refers to it as The Mountain. It seems closer to you than it ever was before.
  • There is a deer in your backyard. It winks at you. You turn around and plant your tomatoes. When you turn around, the deer is gone, and so are your peas. Last year, it was your cucumbers.
  • You always never herbs, but they grow anyways. They are always better than your college friend’s herbs. They always have a taste that you can’t identify, and in the middle of summer they disappear. Next year, you don’t plant herbs, but they grow anyways.
  • It is raining, but your neighbors at the campsite have a fire going anyways. You can’t get yours to start. They come over and help you. The next day, they are gone, and there are no ashes where they were.
  • The clouds always cover the sun. You wonder if the sun even exists. Your friends tell you that they’ve seen it. When you finally do, you realize that they were right. The sun is real. The sun is real. Then the sun is gone. You wonder if it even exists.

Your eyes lock with each other, each look becoming more loving and longing every second that passes by. You rest your head on his chest, making him smile, thanking the gods above for this moment with you. He kisses the top of your head, holding you even tighter, closer, and safer.
“I think I’ve completely fallen for you.” He says.

Summary: In which you worked at the local diner in the city and found yourself to have fallen for Zach Dempsey.

Pairing: Zach Dempsey x Reader (you)


ya’ll i hope u like this cos i do its my fave one so far PLS LMK

Thursday. It was the very first time you saw Zach Dempsey, along with his teammates, step in to the diner. It looked like as if they just got out of basketball practice, as you can tell by the duffel bags and red, leather basketballs they had in hand. Boy, were they rowdy. ­Zach’s tall frame always stood out to you. His attempt to make his floppy hair stay still was your amusement during your 5-hour weekday shifts.

It was every Thursday night that stolen glances, shy smiles, and failed attempts of conversations would happen.

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