always care but never cared for

i have such a hard time reading aos spirk fics because there’s always so much…. het stuff? like spock is never gay and kirk of course isn’t either and their past relationships with women are brought up all the time and it’s just like i dont care!!! i don’t care

xxrainbowtheswanxx-blog  asked:

I have a bf who's mom seems to love me more than he does, she comments on all of my Facebook posts, likes my photos and makes sure I'm doing okay when something isn't going right. My bf doesn't care, comments and likes other girls pics but never mine, I'm always the one to text first, he only cares when I buy him things. I've never cheated on him, he cheated on me though. He has proposed to me and I said yes but Idk if he's right for me. It's a weird situation and idk if I should dump him or not

His mom is really nice but you have to realize you’re not in a relationship with his mom tho… she’s doing the things your bf is supposed to do🤔 He seems uninterested and you should think twice about marrying him

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.