always and forever is a promise

I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE HAPPY THAT I WAS WRONG about the pub wedding being better than a barn wedding. Garage wedding is where its at.

They got married in the garage! Their relationship is about them, the two of them alone. That’s all it has ever been. Nothing flashy. Just each others time, company and sexy time was enough. I’m even glad it wasn’t about Liv. Just the two of them taking a private intimate moment to breathe the same air and whisper promises of forever together. They are proud of their relationship, because of one another. This intimate private wedding was exactly what they needed because fundamentally they carried this relationship, nobody else supported it. It was out of an intense need to always be in each others company away from judgmental eyes. The garage was the reason for them meeting. The first offer of intimacy and the first offer of friendship was in that garage. And that’s what marriage is about, friendship + good sex and now a promise of commitment. Thus, the garage was a glorious idea where they can be honest, comfortable and intimate with one another alone, and still rejoin for family moments.

Do you like Killing Stalking? Then read these!

I promise this is a 99.99% KS content blog, but I want to take a moment to gush about my favorites in the psychological/horror genre (some which might be even more fucked up than KS even).

1. DEAD TUBE (ongoing)
This is one of my all-time favorite ongoing manga. It. Is. BLOODY. There’s gore everywhere and there’s always someone losing some limbs or dying. 
There’s this site called… you guessed it: Dead Tube. It’s like Youtube or Vine but about a million times ‘WTF’. The aim is to create videos that will shock as many people as possible. People will murder, torture, do sexual acts, take unsolicited videos of other people, and pretty much do every single fucked up thing imaginable on the list. Once you’re trapped in the game you can’t get out. If your videos don’t get many views, you get killed. Every single character in the manga is batshit crazy. There’s extreme violence, gore, and nudity every chapter. KS is probably ten times tamer, so if it’s your limit, I suggest you at least tread lightly at first. (NSFW pictures under cut). 

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Little first moments between the Inquisitor and their love interest that it makes my heart happy to think about:

- The first time Cassandra finds he’s left something for her, a rose lying across her favourite book or a little message scrawled on a piece of parchment cut into the shape of a heart, and realises that the flowers and the candles and the moonlit glade weren’t a one-time thing, this is going to be forever. The first time she picks up the gift and holds it close, knowing it’s not just a gift but a promise that he’s always going to make her feel like one of those women from her books, always going to see the woman inside the armour.

- The first time Blackwall wakes up beside her after she learns the truth, and remembers that he’s not hiding anything from her anymore, she knows exactly who he is and what he’s done and she’s still right here in his arms. The first time he looks at her lying there, and feels tears of a kind he’s not familiar with sting his eyes, tears charged by joy, and at last there’s no burning pang of guilt and grief clawing at his insides - because she knows, and she still chose him, and he can just look at her and be happy.

- The first time Bull slips off his eyepatch, feeling… not awkward, exactly, just very aware that this is the first time his kadan has seen him without it, that so, so few people have ever seen his face just as it is. The first time his lover smiles at him and reaches up and takes his face into their hands, traces the jagged lines of his scars with gentle fingers and presses their lips against them, and murmurs to him that he’s beautiful (and hot, of course).

- The first time Dorian kisses the Inquisitor in a street or in the throne room or in the courtyard, where everyone can see, and his smug grin has a touch of wonder behind it because yes, they can do this, they can show what they feel in front of the entire world and no one is going to come up to them and wrench them apart. The first time he glances at the people who’ve seen them and realises that some of them are even smiling to see them together, that the people around them want them to be happy.

- The first time Solas looks at her and realises with a jolt that he’s stopped seeing the vallaslin, that the silent voice inside him has stopped screaming about the wrongness of it every time he sees her, that while he still wishes it were gone, her face has become the most important thing. The first time that the way she smiles and the warmth in her eyes seem to outshine the marks of her slavery and ignorance, and he aches to think of all she doesn’t know, but she is so beautiful, so beautiful.

- The first time Sera hears the Inquisitor call something shite or frigging and stands frozen for a moment, her grin too wide for her face, because her girlfriend’s speaking like her, those are her words coming from the mouth of the woman she loves. The first time she realises that she’s become a part of the Inquisitor, part of the way she speaks and thinks and lives, and feels joy sweep through her because the Inquisitor is part of her, too, always will be.

- The first time Cullen goes through a whole day with no feverish longing, no shaking, no sick feeling in his stomach, and he knows the battle isn’t over and that all the pain could come back tomorrow, but right now he can look at the Inquisitor and think, this is what the rest of our life could be like. The first time he can really picture long nights and longer mornings beside her with no nightmares and restless sleep, years ahead of listening to her laugh, and he almost cries from the terrifying beauty of it.

- The first time Josephine pens a letter to her family and then stops and stares at what she’s written, because she’s told them all about the Inquisitor and how she hopes to introduce them some day, and just like that it seems so official, it’s set down in ink on parchment that she wants the Inquisitor to be part of her future. The first time she gazes at the letter in awe, because it suddenly seems to be the most precious thing in the world.

I hope you are doing well, this is the only thing that keep me sane. The thought of you happy is everything to me. I know things don’t worked the way we wanted. But I love you so much, no matter how much time pass, I’ll always be here waiting for you. Being yours no matter what, you are my first true love and also the last one.
—  I promise I’ll always be here when you need a hand to hold and someone to talk. You aren’t just someone I love, you are my best friend, my favorite person, my life, my everything.

Usually when someone says something won’t last forever,it’s associated with something negative.
But there is beauty in what is temporary.

Headaches and stressful nights do not last forever.
Traffic does not last forever.
Itchy mosquito bites don’t last too.
And fortunately the hurt goes the same way.

The heartbreak you feel now whether they left you ,you left them or when they never wanted you in the first place.
This state of brokenness isn’t eternal.
The scars they left you can fade.
Like the moment he left me when my body was useless for him.

The tears you cried will not always be of sorrow.
This will not last forever.
The ache,the pain and the anger is just a season.
Something fleeting.
Your heart will sing a new song.
And it will no longer ache like this.

So stand up, catch your breath.
You need to continue living.
You will smile again.
I promise you.

I promise you will love again.
You will dance again to a new song.
So please enjoy this tragically beautiful thing we call life.

And your heart will beat to another song as you dance to the music.
You will fall in love with moments that are beautiful.
Your migraine will go away.
And you’ll definitely love a lot better.

There is such beauty in things that are not eternal.
The constant gift of eternal change is maddeningly breathtaking.
Just watch the beauty of life evolve right in front of you and enjoy every single moment of it.
I promise you .
You will definitely smile again.

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170107 BIGBANG’s handwritten messages to V.I.Ps
Translated by: KIMJ1WON

G-Dragon: I feel like our first stage was yesterday but again 10 years later, will today feel like yesterday…? Rather than telling you to love us until whenever, we’ll love you. Not a singer and FAN but like a friend as well as family.. Let’s always be togehter. Even if we’re out of sight and away for a while. We’ll go together by heart. By mind. Until whenever.

T.O.P: I will miss you all a lot for 2 years. Through the yearning, I will come back grown up a lot.

Taeyang: I will become a tree for you all and stay here forever…

Daesung: The last 10 years that promised beyond the upcoming 10 years… The 10 years that we were able to stand because of V.I.P’s love, that power… Thank you for being a precious encounter in my life… Thank you… Let’s go all the way!! I love you V.I.P!!

Seungri: To those who I spent my youth together with, the last 10 years was hot and sweet. At times it was bitter and sore and it was painful, now let’s call the last 10 years as memory and call the 10 years from now on as a promise.

You’ve lost someone you thought was the love of your life and I know you think it will hurt like this forever, but I promise you it doesn’t. I’m not saying you’ll suddenly wake up one day and it’ll be like it never happened – because it won’t…
There will always be a loss, there’s no if’s or but’s about that. If you lose an amazing person from your life – that leaves a hole in your heart that nobody else can ever fill… You can find happiness, you can find other people and things to fill your heart in other places… but the space that belonged to that person will always be empty. Because human beings are unique and complicated creatures, and when you combine two of them together you get a love that is just as unique and therefore irreplaceable. So don’t try to replace them because you can’t… and get out of the mindset that you’ll never love anybody as much or that no other relationship will compare to what you’ve lost. You don’t love people ‘more’ or ‘less’ than each other – you just love them differently.
The way you love somebody else will be different yes – but it will not be ‘more’ or ‘less’ or ‘better’ or ‘worse’… just different… and that’s okay. You will find love again, but it’s never going to be the same love… and it’s only when you’re able to accept that and open yourself to the idea, that you’re finally ready to move on.
—  Ranata Suzuki | Don’t say you’ll never love again
I still catch myself thinking about you. Not just at night, even in the daytime. Sometimes you are my first thought in the morning. This has happened since forever. No I have not forgotten you. That seems impossible. And for a fact, I know it is. But I promised myself I will make space for my future. Which doesn’t involve you, no matter how much I want it to happen. I guess this is why love has always been a weapon of self-destruction.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1107 //  @coffeeinmyvein
Another Klance thing woop there it is

Long Distance AU ideas

•Lance’s family keeps him on his feet at all times so he is constantly having to say brb.

•Keith always stays up to the ungodly hours of the morning just to Skype with Lance.

•Lance often comes back from the longer BRBs to a sleeping Keith, taking screenshots and having a special folder where he holds just pictures of his pretty boyfriend.

•Keith sends Lance one of his grey shirts and Lance sends him his jacket.

•the next time they skype, Keith falls asleep wrapped up in Lances coat.

•Keith cries sometimes and looks at the promise ring on his finger knowing that they’re so close to being together but it still feels like forever.

•Lance tries his best not to be upset over the distance but he sometimes cries too.

•Once they’re finally together they get 7561 tattooed on opposite wrists representing the amount of miles that separated them until now that they can touch.

(1601) Ai fost tu tot acest timp. Mereu ai fost tu cel pe care l-am iubit cel mai mult pe lumea asta si vei continua sa fii pana cand soarele va inceta sa mai straluceasca iar stelele vor cadea de pe cer. Tu esti sufletul meu pereche, genul ala de iubire pe care odata ce o intalnesti stii ca o vei simti cel putin toata viata.. si peste inca 100 de vieti de acum inainte, pentru ca o astfel de iubire nu moare nciodata, ci devine din ce in ce mai puternica odata cu trecerea timpului. Niciodata nu te voi uita, indiferent cat timp ar trece de cand ne-am vorbit ultima oara sau cat de departe am fi unul de celalalt.. Tu vei fi mereu cu mine, in inima mea si in sufletul meu si nimeni si nimic nu va putea schimba asta vreodata. Iti promit ca nimeni nu va schimba ceea ce simt pentru tine, si chiar daca voi mai iubi vreodata pe altcineva, nu va fi niciodata mai mult decat te-am iubit pe tine. #A
—  31decembrie2014
I can’t promise you that I will never fight on silly things because I do have terrible out of the blue mood swings. I can’t promise you that I will make you proud in everything I do because I am not flawless. I can’t promise you that I’ll be the perfect girl for you because I know I am impulsive and I’ll surely mess up things. But I can surely promise you that no matter how many times I mess up I’ll try my best to resolve everything. I promise to be loyal to you and give my 100 percent to our relationship. I promise no matter what we go through in our life I won’t give up on us. I promise to love you from the depths of my heart and soul.

don’t fear the reaper

Summary: Legends tell of a valiant warrior, blessed by the divine, betrayed by the leader he fought so hard to serve, locked into an eternal half-life. Called goblin, this man lives forever, watching the years pass him by, until his fated other half can release him.

(It’s funny, Nico thinks. They say legends are always a little true.)

General Nico di Angelo is killed at noontime, under a sky as blue as his lover’s eyes.

It happens like this, like divine retribution for the guilt he keeps pressed between his fingers. He returns from the war triumphant and blood-stained, followed by a legion of adoring soldiers and whispers of divinity, of spirits, of death. His name has spread across the continent, passed between enemy lips, like a promise. A warning.

If the fates abandon you, and you meet the man with clothes as black as midnight and a sword red as blood, turn back, turn back.

You will not survive him.

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He ran his fingers through her curls
As he looked into her eyes.
She felt her face grow warm and red.
He’s was nothing like those other guys.
It was in the way he looked at her
And held her when she cried.
She could stay like that forever
Lost in his blue eyes.


She had to break their gaze.
Afraid that she might drown,
Because she was falling steadily
And was scared to hit the ground.
As he pulled her closer
His heart was beating loud,
And just before he kissed her
He promised he’d always be around.

—  K.N.B.
I needed you to be there, not half way there. I know that we’ve both said some things, we never mean it nowadays. Those painkillers that we were both hooked onto, it had us by the jaw. No, it wasn’t love. No, it wasn’t love. I promised another always that I couldn’t keep. I knew it wouldn’t be forever, I just tried to be there, I just tried to be there. I’m sorry about being half way there too. I realize now that I didn’t need much, I realize now that I needed myself more. I can read a book, but I have a problem. I read the page and nothing is retained. I have to reread it, over and over again. Maybe that’s how it is. Love, maybe it’s like that. You see this person and you just keep looking for more things to fall in love with them, more reasons to stay, more reasons to say, this person? I’m here for this person. That was our problem, wasn’t it? I couldn’t find enough reasons to stay. When you said that I was a piece of shit and a fucking liar, I got upset. I didn’t get mad because you called me those words, I got angry because I already wake up with those two things in my head. I’m flawed, thanks for pointing it out. Someone once told me, if you wear it like clothes, they can’t rip it off of you. You won’t be naked to the truth. So when you said those words– it didn’t hurt.
—  Half way there