Hey loves! This is the first chapter of my new series. You can read the
synopsis here and read up on the characters here. Enjoy. The characters in the
first chapter can be viewed below. Ahsha Davenport-Roman, Nate Kendricks, Jackson
Roman, and Harper Roman.
Ahsha’s body convulsed against the warmth of Nate’s tongue
as she climaxed for the second time that morning. The young model was 10 years
younger than Ahsha and could please her body better than some older men. Well,
with the exception of her soon to be ex-husband. No one could ever treat her
body the way that man did, Ahsha had to say so herself.
Nate peeked out from under the cover to get a glimpse of
Ahsha in her post-orgasmic state. He was beyond cocky and that was one thing
that drew Ahsha to him. At only 25 years old, Nate knew where he wanted to go
in life and he was doing everything he could to get there. He began modeling at
the age of 19 after moving to New York from Virginia. Since then, he had been
modeling for a few commercial ads and local magazines. His goal was to make it
to New York Fashion week and he was working with his agency to get the wheels
turning on that venture.
“I really needed that,” Ahsha sighed in sexual bliss. She
had to be at work by 11am and it was already 9:35. Lately, the job had been
driving her insane, leaving her beyond stressed. Plus, dealing with two school
aged children and their many activities was not helping matters. Ahsha loved
working for Alvin Ailey and it was a dream come true, but she needed a
“No problem. You know I got you,” Nate purred, resting
between Ahsha’s legs. “Whatchu got up for today?”
“Work and picking the kids up from school. Today’s their
last day until the fall,” she replied, caressing the smooth skin of Nate’s back.
“Plus, I have to sign Jackson up for baseball and Harper wants to start piano
lessons over the summer. So I’m pretty busy for the next week.”
“You know I could help you with all this stuff…if you
introduced me to the kids,” Nate suggested, his eyes squinting. Though Nate
oozed with sex appeal, his boyish charm made it really hard to say no. His
dazzling smile almost had Ahsha screaming ‘yes’ but she couldn’t. Jackson and
Harper were her world and she wasn’t ready for them to meet another man. The
children were having a hard time dealing with the pending divorce between their
parents and Ahsha wasn’t about to confuse them even more.
“No, Nate. They aren’t ready for that yet. Neither am I,”
she answered, trying to look away before Nate’s face dropped. “That’s a huge
step for the both of us.”
“But I love you,” Nate confessed, shocking both himself and
“Um…it’s only been a few months,” she shot back in response
to his confession.
It wasn’t the answer
he was looking for and Ahsha felt bad for breaking his heart. The thing was,
she wasn’t over her ex. No matter how many times his infidelity crossed her
mind, she couldn’t take her heart back from him. Kyle had told her he had moved
on to some young, up and coming actress and they seemed very much in love. That
burned Ahsha to her core. People viewed Derek and Ahsha as the IT couple. They
were King and Queen of the Los Angeles Devils and what many deemed as the
couple that would last forever. Ahsha met Derek her first year as a Los Angeles
Devil Girl. He was their star player and was as charming as they came. The two
hung out once after a game and after that they were connected at the
hip…literally. Derek wasn’t the type of guy Ahsha would normally date. Her type
was more reserved and what some would call nerdy. Derek Roman was very
intelligent but he was cocky and very outspoken. He was the perfect definition
of a bad boy and Ahsha was hooked instantly, even after she tried to deny it at
first. The baller was equally as hooked on the Ahsha Davenport potion. Three
years after dating, they were married and three more years later Ahsha was
pregnant with Jackson. Things couldn’t be going any better. Four years after
that, they had their second child, Harper. That’s when their marriage began to
change. Two children meant less time alone. Their children were two of the best
blessings but neither one of them thought about how much time and care went
into raising two children only a few years apart. Life was no longer simple. Matters
worsened when the Devils hit a rut and Derek’s position as head coach was
threatened. He was lucky to even get the job after he retired from the league.
Not many players were blessed with that opportunity right after retirement.
Ahsha was busy coaching the Devil Girls, plus making sure
the kids stayed busy in activities. The couple barely saw each other during the
week and it was taking a toll on their relationship. The tip of the iceberg
came when a new assistant coach joined them. Abigail Turner was the first
female assistant coach in the NBA, landing a job with the Devils. Derek didn’t
pay her much attention unless they were working together on the job. One night,
they were both staying late and Derek went running off at the mouth about his
relationship issues. Abigail had recently divorced her husband before moving to
California. For some reason, the conversation got heavy and Abigail ended up
kissing him. Bad luck seemed to be following him that day because Ahsha had
come to the arena to surprise him that night. Knowing he would be working late,
she sent the kids to stay with her parents and dressed in a sexy little outfit
to surprise her man. Right when she walked into his office, she saw Abigail’s
lips leaving Derek’s. Her husband did everything he could to convince her that
Abigail had kissed him, but Ahsha wasn’t having it at all. Derek could have
pushed Abigail away and instead chose to let her put her crusty lips on his. Even
after trying to work it out for months, the couple had finally hit the end of
They decided to separate and Ahsha took a job opportunity she
had been offered months ago. Ahsha took their two children and moved to New
York City to take on the job of co-director of the Alvin Ailey Dance Company. The
job was a dream come true. Derek hated to see his children leave and he was
going to fight for them until he thought about the pain it would bring his
babies. Custody battles could get fairly ugly and he didn’t want to go through
that. Their divorce was already stressful enough and it hadn’t even been
finalized. Instead of dragging his children through a court case, he agreed to
keep them for the summer and over the holidays, while Ahsha had them most of
Since separating, Ahsha and Derek only talked to each other
when it came to discussing their children. Other than that, they had become
“Yeah, you’re right. It’s too soon,” Nate agreed, rolling
onto his side. His feelings were obviously hurt.
“I should go shower before I’m late for work.”
Nate had gotten out of bed and began getting dressed. “I
have an audition this evening. I should probably prepare for that.”
“Okay. Well….I guess I’ll call you later,” Ahsha insisted, trying
to patch up Nate’s bruised ego.
“Yep,” he answered curtly.
Ahsha stood there a few seconds longer before retreating to
the bathroom. Before she could even get her shower started, the door to her
condo slammed shut.
On the way to work, Ahsha received a call from Jackson’s
school. Apparently, Jackson had punched a kid in the face and was facing a
possible suspension in the fall. This wasn’t the first time Jackson had been
suspended for losing his temper. After moving to New York, Ahsha noticed a
change in Jackson’s behavior. He became angry, defiant and his grades went from
A’s and B’s to C’s. When he was asked about his sudden change, Jackson usually
hunched his shoulders or muttered ‘I don’t know’ under his breath. Ahsha felt
like she was failing as a parent. The divorce was effecting Jackson and he had
become angry. Harper was full of questions that Ahsha couldn’t answer.
Ahsha called her job, turned around and headed towards The
When the worried mother arrived at Anderson, she found
Jackson already sitting in the front office with his backpack. “Sorry I’m late.
Got caught in traffic,” Ahsha said as she signed Jackson out on the secretary’s
sign out sheet. Jackson was too busy pouting to even see the look his mother
was giving him. “Jackson, what happened?”
“I don’t know,” he muttered under his breath.
“Mrs. Davis wants to see you in her office. I’ll keep an eye
on Jackson while you talk to her,” the secretary said, scooting a pass across
Ahsha gave her son one more glance and headed down the hall
to the principal’s office. This couldn’t be good. All she wanted was for her
children to be respectful and do well in school. Harper was excelling while her
brother was probably on the verge of being expelled from Anderson. It was one
of the best schools in the city and also challenging for her children, who
needed that extra push.
“Hi, Mrs. Roman. Please take a seat,” Mrs. Davis said,
pointing to a chair in front of her desk. The principal looked youthful for her
age. But don’t let her youthful face fool you because Mrs. Davis was as tough
as they came. She didn’t play when it came to education. The Brooklyn born
Puerto Rican, valued education since she was held back a grade due to a
learning disability. Her high bun and high cheek bones gave her a distinguished
“Hi, I’m sorry about what happened with Jackson,” Ahsha
apologized, taking a seat.
“Mrs. Roman,” the principal sat forward and rested her hands
on the dark wood desk. “Your son put his hands on another student. This is his
third suspension and I’m sure you understand that we don’t condone violence.”
“Yes, I get that. I’ve talked to him several times about his
temper,” Ahsha attempted to explain.
“I’m on the verge of expelling your son. He’s had way too
many chances. But…I see the problem. Children of separated parents tend to act
out and I think that’s what’s happening with Jackson. I’ve seen what he’s
capable of doing with his studies. He’s a bright kid, Mrs. Roman,” Mrs. Davis
added. “I highly recommend counseling.”
“Counseling,” Ahsha frowned. “I’m capable of taking care of
my own child.”
“This isn’t knocking your parenting skills. Your son is
angry. Sometimes a counselor can help you with coping skills to help him. Trust
me, there is nothing wrong with getting extra help. It could do wonders. I’m
not telling you what to do but it’s just a suggestion. For now, I will suspend
Jackson for the first week when we return from summer break.”
“I will think about the counseling. Again, I’m sorry for
Jackson’s behavior. He knows better and I will definitely be talking to him,”
Ahsha replied, smoothing down her dress as she stood to her feet.
“Thank you for being so involved. I can’t tell you how many
parents have no idea what’s going on with their children,” Mrs. Davis praised.
“You’re a great mother.”
“Thanks. I appreciate it,” Ahsha answered, turning to leave
“Ohhhh, daddy is gonna get you,” Harper teased on the way to
Ahsha’s office. Since Jackson had to be picked up early, Ahsha went ahead and
took Harper out early as well. They would just have to sit in her office for
“Shutup,” Jackson shot back.
“Daddy’s gonna get you, daddy’s gonna get you,” she
continued singing, poking fun at her older brother.
“Harper Lee Roman, stop it,” Ahsha warned through clenched
teeth. “I will not put up with you two arguing today.”
“She’s so annoying,” Jackson added, sticking his tongue out.
“I’m annoying, but you’re in trouble,” Harper spat, hunching
Ahsha had to hold back a chuckle. “And you’re about to be in
trouble if you don’t stop teasing your brother.” The two children finally fell
silent, giving their mother time to collect her thoughts. She would have to
call Derek and let him know their son had gotten in trouble…again. “You know
I’m going to call your father, right?”
Jackson’s eyes widened. “Do you have to?”
“Yes, I have to. I’m very disappointed in how you’re
behaving. You know better and you know I don’t play that. Cutting up in school
will not fly with me at all. I hope you know your summer will consist of going
to summer school and doing extra school work at home. No baseball,” the mother
explained, occasionally glancing in her rearview mirror. Jackson was a spitting
image of his father, especially the way his eyebrows furrowed together when he
was angry. “Now explain to me why you hit that kid today.”
Jackson crossed his arms as hot tears sprung from his eyes.
Being the boy he was, he quickly wiped them away before Harper would find
something else to tease him about.
“Answer me,” Ahsha pressed.
“He talked about you and dad,” Jackson mumbled, still pouting.
“Ooookay. What did he say?”
Taking a deep breath, Jackson said, “He told me you two
didn’t love me and it was my fault you got a divorce.”
Ahsha’s heart dropped. Kids had been teasing Jackson all
year about his parents’ pending divorce. With Derek being a popular baller and
coach, all the kids knew who he was. Their divorce was plastered all over the
media when it was first announced. The mother instantly felt guilty for putting
her kids through this. “You know that’s not true, right?”
“Well daddy isn’t here,” Jackson cried, his voice full of so
“Don’t cry,” Harper cooed sweetly, rubbing her brother’s
cheek. The little terror could be sweet when she wanted to be.
“Your father loves you very much and I do too. That kid was
just being a bully,” Ahsha explained. “Alright?”
“Alright,” he whispered, gazing out the window.
Ahsha would wait to call Derek until she got home. Jackson
wasn’t ready to hear what his father had to say about his suspension. Derek was
going to give him an ear full and it would only result in Jackson feeling
worse. Since their separation, Jackson had grown to be bitter towards his
father. He assumed Derek didn’t love them anymore and forced them to move away.
Their father/son relationship was in shambles and Ahsha knew it had to be fixed
when Jackson and Harper went to visit their father over the summer break. Ahsha
refused to put up with a broken relationship because Jackson needed Derek in
his life. Though his father was trying everything to fix the rift, Jackson only
became angrier. It was part of the reason he was acting out in the first place.
Finally arriving at work, Ahsha led her kids to her office
since she had a very important meeting to attend. The secretary would keep a
close eye on them.
“You’re late,” Jelena’s icy voice rang out as Ahsha entered
the conference room.
“I had business to handle with my children. Thank you very
much,” Ahsha bit back.
“Hmm, that’s just why I don’t have any,” Jelena added,
rolling her eyes as she sipped her coffee.
Ahsha had a nasty remark ready but she decided to keep it to
herself. Jelena Howard was the director of Alvin Ailey, while Ahsha worked
directly under her. Working for Ailey was a joy although Jelena was a complete
bitch. Ahsha hated referring to any woman as bitch, but Jelena really deserved
the title. Since Ahsha had moved to New York, Jelena was nasty towards her for
no reason. They didn’t get along from the start and making business decisions
was difficult. Their employees thought they worked well together and gave them
props for their amazing work with the annual gala and tours. Little did they
know, Jelena and Ahsha hated each other.
“Good Morning ladies,” Lorenzo boomed as he walked into the
conference room and took a seat at the head of the table. He was the head board
member and had held that position for over 20 years. Small in stature, he
commanded respect when he walked into any room.
“Morning Mr. Hayward,” Jelena hummed, putting on her best
“Good morning,” Ahsha added. “Are we the only two you wanted
to meet with?”
“Yes, actually you are. We’re about to make major changes as
a company. Starting with your positions here in New York,” he began.
“Um, what do you mean by our positions,” Jelena asked,
cocking a brow.
“We’re interviewing two other people to possibly take over,”
Both women glanced at each other before exclaiming in
“Calm down and hear me out. Alvin Ailey is already a large
company with connections to various cities in the U.S. But we want to be even
bigger since we’ve been awarded more grants. We want to expand to California
and we want you two to be the ones that help us start. Both of you would get a
pay raise and we would promote Ahsha up to director and hire another person on
as co-director. Jelena you would still remain director until the company is set
and ready to grow. It will be a lot of work but we know you two are capable of
helping us out. The work you’ve done in New York has been more than we could
ever ask for. I know it’s hard to pick up and move across the country…especially
for you Mrs. Roman.”
“Count me in,” Jelena piped, crossing her toned legs under
the table. “I don’t have any baggage and the move would be easy.”
Ahsha caught Jelena’s shade and rolled her eyes. “My
children are already enrolled in school here in New York. We just came from Los
“I know Mrs. Roman, which is why this position is optional.
If you say no, we understand. This is a once in a lifetime deal and I really
believe it’s perfect for you. Your mind is brilliant and it could be put to great
use in California. It’s a lot to think about so we’re giving you time to make
your decision. I will let the rest of the board know that you’ve made your
decision Ms. Howard. Thanks for your time, ladies,” Lorenzo explained, standing
to his feet to shake Jelena and Ahsha’s hands before leaving.
Once the door shut, Jelena’s smile was replaced with a
devious smirk. “See why I never had children. They can be an inconvenience, huh?”
The petite woman laughed as she gathered her belongings.
“It’s better than dying an old, miserable bitch,” Ahsha spat
back, leaving Jelena alone in the conference room.
Ahsha had a big decision she had to make.
The first thing the Ahsha did once she arrived home was call
Derek. She had to let him know about their son and his recent run in with
“Hey,” Derek answered on the second ring.
“Hi Derek, how have been,” she asked while removing her
heels. When did they get so formal with each other? Oh yeah, when Derek decided
to cheat on her with his assistant coach.
“I’ve been busy. You?”
The silence was deadly.
“Um, I was calling you to let you know that Jackson got into
another fight at school. They’re talking about suspending him in the fall once
school starts back up,” Ahsha explained, removing her jewelry.
“That boy is out of control. Wait until he gets here for the
summer. I bet his ass straightens up then. What’s gotten into him,” Derek
exclaimed, his deep voice full of frustration.
Ahsha wanted to tell Derek about what Jackson’s principal
had said about children and divorce but she decided to save that convo for a
“Maybe he needs a change in scenery. He wasn’t acting like
that when he was going to school here,” Derek suggested.
He was right. Jackson was a lot happier in California and he
had even made comments about hating New York and the cold weather. Harper was
indifferent and could care less. That’s when Ahsha’s mind began turning. Was
this new job offer a blessing in disguise? Maybe moving Jackson back home close
to his grandparents and other family would help his behavior problem. Ahsha
wanted nothing but the best for her children and if that meant moving back to
Los Angeles to help Jackson, that’s what she was going to do. Hopefully she
wasn’t misjudging the situation and jumping too soon. She had Harper to think
about too. Then there was Nate. He would be very disappointed and hurt. Her
children came first though.
“Huh..oh sorry, I was getting ready for dinner and got
distracted,” she lied, laughing nervously.
Derek knew she was lying since he knew her like a book. “Did
you hear what I said?”
“Would you let Jackson move back to California for school,”
“Is that daddy,” Harper interrupted, pulling at her mother’s
hand. “Daddy, I miss you!”
“Put my baby on the phone,” Derek smiled, forgetting that
Ahsha still hadn’t answered his question. Hearing Harper’s tiny voice had him
cheesing from ear to ear.
“Hey daddy,” Harper beamed, propping herself up on Ahsha’s
“Hey baby! What’s daddy’s girl been up to?”
“Jackson got in trouble today,” she blurted out earning a
glare from her mother.
Derek chuckled. “Yea, I know. But I asked about you. Have
you been good?”
“Oh yes. I got two gold stars today and Mr. Davis said I’m
reading on a third grade level,” the five-year-old beamed.
“That’s good! You keep up that good work and I’ll have a
surprise waiting for you when you get here,” Derek replied.
“I really, really miss you daddy,” Harper said, her doe eyes
holding a sadness. Ahsha watched as her youngest child began to pout.
“I miss you too baby,” he said, his voice holding the same
That single moment helped Ahsha make her decision.
Thank you all for reading! I hope you enjoyed the first chapter! Next chapter we will focus on Derek Roman and what he’s been up to since his split from Ahsha.
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