although i will cry like a baby at this scene

MY THOUGHTS ON 7x19 'FAREWELL MY LOVELY'

OMG I LOVED THIS EPISODE AND I NOW HAVE MANY SUSPECTS MAINLY EZRA AND CALEB HOLLYYYYY SHIT


PLL 7x19 REWATCH

- Very predictable that Aria was able to save her ass and retrieve her keys before that cop saw the body and dragged her tiny lying butt to jail.

- Ezra dragging the girls to the ground, pointing out that they’ve all made mistakes they have to live with and Aria is no different. This episode was lacking a snarky comment from Hanna or Alison shading Ezra for being a lying, stalking predator. (I can dream, I just want them to say it out loud again!!!)!!! It’s my aesthetic.

- Directly after a scene where someone hid Aria’s keys in the trunk of her car along with the body, Caleb mentions Aria having spare keys???? Caleb has been so shady this episode like, my heart couldn’t take him being AD, just for the fact of Hanna, her reaction would destroy my soul, I mean she’s targeted the most and Halebs love seems the most pure:(((((

- pie????? And the Alison Varjack / Holly Golightly reference???? HELLO EZRA, I SEE YOU

- Mary Drake is my favourite. I actually love her Idc


- wtffff? We waited so long for that classroom scene only for it to be a gas leak related dream Emily had???? Wtf Marlene really does know how to disappoint

- Why cant Emily tell Alison she loves her? I mean Emily is the one that has been pining over Alison for years and Ali has said it twice, but Emily can’t seem to say it. Marlene just sort your ships out ffs

- ‘You have an alibi, you’re in the clear’ at what point did Aria speak to Ezra about this little prize AD gave Aria? Hmm hmm or should I say, the prize he gave her.

- Are all these scenes of team Spahaleb together to make us as viewers forgive Marlene for the ATROCITY THAT WAS SPALEB??? The whole situation wasn’t fair on any of them.

- Can we just talk about that Mona and Caleb scene for a second, it’s like when they were talking over coffee that time and seemed very comfortable around each other. Well, in that scene or was almost as if Mona was expecting Caleb, as if he were the one she were meeting with. The way Caleb takes control and literally gives Mona a order as if being at an a team meeting.

- wow there’s a secret passageway between the three crows diner and where Charlotte was killed. Ironically, Caleb knows exactly where to look hmmm

- Oh Ezra aren’t you just the biggest hypocrite “I think they gave up the right to be your friends.” Well Ezra Fitz, I think you gave up the right to roam freely after breaking the law and involving yourself with two minors, one of which you built a relationship with on lies, stalked, lied and manipulated whilst writing a book about the other. You my lovely predator can’t say shit.

- Ezra my masters degree In American literature will help me dispose of a body so that the police won’t find it and trace it back to either of us Fitz. Can you please dispose of yourself in prison now thanks

- THE BODY IS GONE???? WHAT A SURPRISE???? NONE OF US SAW THAT COMING… HUH EZRA..?

- Wow what another disappointment. Honestly Marlene should get an award for the biggest disappointments. We all really wanted that kissing rock video to have some relevance but nope we can’t have that

- AD DOESNT GET MESSAGES, THEY SEND MESSAGES. IS CALEB HINTING AT HIM BEING INVOLVED. OMG OMG THERE ARE SO MANY EZRA AND CALEB CLUES ITS LIKE THEY COULD BE SECRETLY IN CAHHOOTS

- Have I ever mentioned how much I love Troian the director, producer, writer and actress???!! Have I ever documented my love for her talents and screamed to the rooftops about how much this woman deserves the ultimate happiness in life and millions of Grammys??????

- ITS PROBABLY JUST TROIANS ABILITY TO AMAZE ME WITH HER ACTING SKILLS BUT THAT SPALEB SCENE WAS .. sweet

- Alison apologising to Aria. CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. QUEEN BITCH ACTUALLY APOLOGISED 👏 👏👏👏

- STOP. MAKING. MENTALLY. ILL. INDIVIDUALS. THE. VILLAIN. WE. WOULD. NEVER. HURT. ANYONE!!!!!!

- UMMMM IM REALLY IMPRESSED WITH VANESSA RAY’S ACTING IN THE MONA VS CHARLOTTE CONFRONTATION SCENE. LIKE IM LIVING FOR IT. AND DID I MENTION HOW FABULOUS JANEL PERFORMED IN THAT SCENE TOO. ALSO MONA HAULED HER ASS OFF THAT ROOF LIKE MY GIRL IS STRONG. BUT WHY DIDNT WE GET TO SEE IT??? AND WHY IS THE BELL TOWER SIGNIFICANT TO THE SHOW I MEAN, CECE WAS LITERALLY SHOVED BY ARIA OFF IT AND IAN COMMITED SUICIDE THERE???


- Mona’s the most intelligent person on this show. When the doctors and Alison were blinded by Charlotte and believed that she was getting better, Mona had doubts and she knew that Charlotte wasn’t sorry, she knew that Charlotte was going to start the game again and I seriously don’t believe that Mona had any intent on killing Charlotte, just wanted to scare her.

- 'Not only did you lose the game, you lost the story’ Why does this seem to me that Charlotte is low key hinting at stealing Charles’s story thus not actually being Charles???? I hope. Please Marlene

- Mona is so precious. I’m so in love with her. I want to protect her.

- 'She went back to a safe place. Where she only had to worry about you being mean to her in the cafeteria.’ - Spencer throwing shade at Alison again 2k17. I’m here for it. This also sticks out to me considering they have been shoving this kind version of Alison down our throats since she came back in season 4, and it could totally hint towards the whole Alison we seeing now isn’t actually Alison, reminding us that the bitch still exists

- EZRA MONA AND CALEB. THE A TEAM HMM

- The relevance of the body being buried in the fake Charles one to me, emphasises Charles being alive and not CECE. Also lmao they go to leave and Tanner turns up. And then Mary drake makes the ultimate sacrifice and CONFESSED TO BOTH MURDERS BUT TANNER JUST FUCKING LETS THE GIRLS LEAVE EVEN THO SHE CAUGHT THEM WITH A SHOVEL LMAO WHAT

- These bitches get away with everything and I’m so fucking done with it. Lock them up. Kill them. I’m done

- SASHAS ACTING IN THE SCENE WHERE MARY CONFESSES TO KILLING JESSICA HAD ME CRYING LIKE SASHA IS SO GOOD AT PORTRAYING EMOTION


- don’t ever try to convince me that Mona vanderwaal doesn’t love and care about Hanna Marin. Mona would sacrifice everything for Hanna, and although I love Haleb, IM HERE for Mona and Hanna running away together and having Vandermarin babies ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

- AS A MEDIA STUDENT I REALLY LOVED THE END SCENE WITH AD DRIVING OFF INTO THE SUNSET BUT WHAT BITCH WANTED TO LESVE ROSEWOOD THIS EPISODE??? EZRA PREDATORY RAPE FITZ THATS WHO

john and sherlock doing zapping, nothing interesting on telly, when they stumble with “the lion king”. The film has already started but they haven’t missed much, because it’s the scene where Mufasa is showing Simba their lands. John remembers having watched this film sometime but he barely holds any memory of it, meanwhile sherlock keeps sulking like a four year old and burying his head against the pillow he has in his arms, muffling sounds of disapproval and asking john to just turn the tv off and go to sleep. but john has none of it and keeps watching the film. he tells sherlock he might like it, but sherlock comes off with a retorical argument of how unoriginal and unproductive this film is. but he watches it anyway, because john has no intention to leave the couch and sherlock isn’t sleepy and although he won’t confess it out loud, he craves for john’s company right now.

they don’t speak for a while then and when Mufasa dies in the film, john’s eyes tear up a little bit. “If i was a kid i bet my kidneys i’d be crying like a baby at this. Sherlock?” John finds sherlock sobbing silently against the pillow, his swollen eyes focused on the tv screen, and when he notices john’s attention on him, he hides his face from embarrassment. “Go away John.”

“Sherlock, is okay to cry. It’s an emotional scene. It is meant to be like that.”

“I don’t cry over kids films.”

“It is not really a kids film, you know.”

“Gnfhj.”

“And it’s the feeling everybody has when someone we love leaves this world.”

“…”

“I felt like that when i thought i had lost you that time.”

John.

“And i know it’s what you felt when you lost your dog.”

Sherlock’s tears increase. There’s a strangled noise coming out of his throat and then he’s clutching John’s sleeves with anxiety. John shushes him down and opens his arms to welcome him in the warm space they’re providing. “Shhh, it’s okay, Sherlock. Let it all out. It was about time you did that. Let it all out.”

John grabs the tv controller and turns it off. 221B is filled with broken sobs as John’s heart breaks a little bit.

Sam has never been hugged when he cries

NEVER

NEVER

NEVER

I mean, that’s why Sam girls always want that “someone gives him a hug”.

Of course he has been hugged, out of relief, normally, or after a physical damage, but he has never been hugged after an emotional damage. The closest thing to that was in Sacrifice, but he was also in great physical pain, and there was a great amount of relief on that hug. (And for me, it doesn’t count when the person who holds you while you’re crying is the same person that made you cry, specially when the hug does not come with a sincere apology)

This is not rare in the show. The only time we see a character being physically consoled by other character is the hug Lisa gives to Dean in Swan Song. 

With cracked voice, Sam says “I’m not ok (with Dad’s death)”. Obtains no hugs. With teary eyes, Sam says “I just want you to be my brother again”. That resulted in no hugs. Teary eyes again, “You left and I had to keep fighting without you”. Hug? He obtained a punch that time. “He (Lucifer) says the same about you”. AND NO ONE HUGS THAT FRIGHTENED LITTLE BIG BOY. Nor Dean nor Bobby. Hunters do not hug other hunters or they become women. Hunters don’t hug other hunters. Dean talks about what happened to him in hell and he also obtains zero hugs (although Jared hugged Jensen after the scene). They’re just not raised like that, I don’t know, BUT IT HURTS.

Sam hasn’t been physically consoled EVER in the show. Not even when he was a baby: we saw him crying because there was a creepy yellow eyed stranger beside his crib, but there was no time for his tears then. Not when he was a child, and he found out monsters were real and his dad lied to him. He just goes to bed in tears, and sdfghjklñlkjhgfdfg I can’t keep writing.

He has never been in an honest relationship either, where the girl knows him completely. Lies are for protection in his world. He could have told Jessica about the life he was forced to live, but he didn’t. He could have talked to Amelia about the circumstances of Dean’s death, but he didn’t. Ruby provided physical relief, not comfort.

I just want Sam to have the opportunity to cry himself out in someone else’s shoulder, that person being alive (he has cried cradling Dean’s dead body, just TOO MANY TIMES) and not an hallucination. His hallucination of Mary did exactly this on that panic room. 

All the fics that I write or request are about this. All of them. I need hugs for Sam more than as much as I need them for me.

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Yasu: There’s one thing a parent has to do for the child no matter what. That’s to make sure the child doesn’t feel lonely. It’s said that loneliness accumulates slowly like falling snow, and freezes the heart solid before you know it. That’s why parents have to be the ocean. Be the ocean and keep on smiling. Because snow doesn’t accumulate on the ocean….. Although I don’t know if I was able to do it or not.

Akira: Dad, you know I… never once thought I was unfortunate. Because like everyone else, I was always warm. So… I think you were my ocean, Dad. Thank you, Otou-san.


That’s my fave scene in Tonbi. I’ve finally finished watching this series and I have to say there’s not one episode that I didn’t cry. Yeah, I’m such a cry baby, lol. Well, you really have a heart of stone if you didn’t at least shed a tear or two. 

There are lots of life lessons in here. There are some light moments but not much. I normally don’t watch dramas but I stuck with this because the storyline was good, the acting was great and also because of Takeru, lol. 

He was amazing in this drama. The range of emotions that he portrayed was flawless. I just wish that they have casted someone else for the female lead. They didn’t have much chemistry on screen. Also, Takeru looks adorable interacting with the kids. So if you want to see Takeru holding a baby, watch this, lol.

also i would just like to say that one of my favorite parts about hulkwidow is that it helps to canonically solidify clintasha and stevenat as brotps

not that either of those ships are inherently bad or wrong (although i’m sorry but how can u still ship clintasha after seeing his wife and kids i mean COME ON) but it’s just that the whole “men and women can’t JUST be friends” thing is soooooooooooo tired like

i’m so glad that nat has not one, but TWO brotps and that they are real and lasting bonds that are valid and amazing without having to be romantic. for crying out loud steve practically wing-manned her with bruce during the party scene and clint legit NAMED HIS FUCKING BABY AFTER HER LIKE EXCUSE ME WHILE I CRY OVER “AUNTIE NATASHA” AND NATHANIEL PIETRO BARTON

just ugh yes yes YES i am always ALWAYS here for men and women having strong platonic bonds and genuinely supporting each other without it turning into romance because that is something we do NOOOOOOT see enough of anywhere just YES THANK

anyway her being with either steve or clint feels like something that would be expected of her whereas her being with bruce feels like something that would be her choice