also you can't look me in the eye because you can't stop thinking about me

Listen up folks...

I’m not gonna talk about what sparked this rant. It doesn’t matter. What does matter is what I’m about to say.

I’m freaking done with the hate.

This SPN Family is supposed to be encouraging, accepting, we’re supposed to at least try to get along. Apparently that’s too hard. Now I could rant for hours about how some people in the SPN Family are treating eachother, but that’s for another time. This rant is going to be about one thing, the hate that the wives of the two leaders of this SPN Family receive. For this post I’m going to focus on one of the wives in particular…Danneel Ackles.

Once again as the Ackles family was nice enough to share parts of their life with us, people decide to be douchebags. This time Jensen isn’t happy with his life because he isn’t smiling in the photo of him & JJ. Also apparently comparing his kids to the comedy & tragedy is just a terrible thing to do. Oh, did you also hear that the twins might not be his because he said “my” twins instead of “our” twins. This is all Danneel’s fault too because she makes Jensen hate his life.

She can’t do anything right in the eyes of some people and it’s pissing me off. What did she do to cause so much hate? Now is the part when I ramble on about all she’s done…

She told her husband to go to a convention for the fans a few days after giving birth to twins.

Jensen told the story about finding out about the twins…JJ gave him a letter about it when he arrived at the airport…meaning he couldn’t be at the doctor appoint. How many doctor appointments do you think he had to miss because of filming?

She uses her “celebrity” to bring awareness to different events and situations going on in the world. I didn’t know about the Yulin dog festival until she talked about it. She does different work for a variety of charities, freaking google it if you don’t believe it.

Her husband is in a different country for the majority of the year while she stays back home in Austin. Have you ever had your husband away for a long period of time? Cause I have. It sucks. I complained about it on social media ALL THE TIME, but she never does.

She was a working woman in Hollywood. IMDb that shit. She was a steady worker in Hollywood however she slowed down/stopped when they had JJ.

Think of all the times she’s been out with her husband, cause that’s what Jensen is, he’s not “omg Jensen Ackles TV star”, he’s Jensen, the pain in the butt who forgot to take out the trash or forgot to grab the milk when he ran to the stores. Think about how many times she’s probably been out with him & had to deal with people coming up to talk to him. Now think about how many times this has happened & people have ignored her existence or used her as nothing more then a photo taker. Fans don’t mean too, but that shit probably happens more often then you think. I would get so sick of that.

Did I forget to mention how Jensen freaking lights up whenever someone brings up Danneel? CAUSE I WITNESSED IT IN PERSON A FEW WEEKS AGO & HE LEGIT LOOKS LIKE A TEENAGER IN LOVE WHEN SOMEONE TALKS ABOUT HER!

But no.

Apparently we’re supposed to hate her just cause.

Now is when the “haters” start to go, “you just like her because of who she’s married to.”

No haters.

No.

I knew about Danneel before I knew about Jensen. I know Danneel from One Tree Hill but I started to admire her when she hosted Maxim’s Hot 100 in 2009. She was the really pretty model/actress that I looked up to because she was funny & pretty. It wasn’t until I started watching Supernatural in 2015 that I had the “holy cow they’re married to each other” moment.

So.

To sum up this rant; you don’t have to like Danneel, just don’t be a dick. If you admire Jensen as a human, don’t disrespect his wife or his family.

Basically if you wouldn’t go up to a person & say it to their face, don’t say it. Plus why bother wasting your time hating something when you could spend your time on something you love?

End rant.

Naruto confession to their lovers
  • Naruto: Hinata... I was wondering if you could...you know...spend some fun time with me and eat together in the Ichiraku Ramen Shop. Also...we could hang out..and...takes things to the next level?
  • Hinata: *blushing so hard* ....er....i....well..
  • Naruto: I...is t...that a yes or a no? *sweats continuously*
  • Hinata: Yes, yes yes!
  • Naruto: Alright! (This will be he best day of my life, I was so scared if she said no!)
  • ______________________________
  • Sasuke: Sakura *wind blows his hair* I know I have done terrible things in the past and...this time. As I have been traveling. I notice how I was stupid to cut you of out my life. I really want to spend time with you. I really mean it. I-
  • Sakura: Sasuke-kun?
  • Sasuke: *takes out Sakura's hand and puts it on his chest and lets Sakura listens to his heart beat*
  • Sakura: *blushes* Sasuke...*cries a little with joy*
  • Sasuke: I want to be with you.
  • ____________________________
  • Shikamaru: Temari...you are the only one who knows me well and even though you're scary af....er...I-
  • Temari: *looks pissed* what is that suppose to mean?
  • Shikamaru: woah wooah ....I'm not good at these things but Temari. Even though you are a troublesome beautiful lady, I would like to stick with you and never let you go. Would you like to spend some time with me?
  • Temari: Are...you..serious *blushing* ...being with yo me is such a drag
  • Shikamaru: *chuckles* Yeah, I know but I'm sure of it.
  • __________________________
  • Sai: *enters Ino's flower shop* Hey, Ino! I'm looking for a beautiful flower.
  • Ino: What is it for? For decoration? For-
  • Sai: For a girl
  • Ino: *looks a little bit upset* A ...girl?
  • Sai: Yup, she's so beautiful. I think of her whenever I see her and she recused me so that's why she's so precious to me! She's an angel that I can't take my eyes off!
  • Ino: Is...that so...?
  • Sai: I have a drawing of her...do you want to see?
  • Ino: *looks upset* s-sure....w..why not?
  • Sai: *gives Ino the drawing* See? Such beauty....I wish she'll be my future girlfriend!
  • Ino: *sees a portrait of herself* Eh.....it's me!
  • Sai: *goes closer to Ino and whispers* I know it's you, Ms Beautiful..
  • Ino: Sai....wait...do you mean it? About me being your...
  • Sai: Why would I lie? *touches Ino's hair* Would you want to go on a date with me? I could even show you more drawings I created of you.
  • Ino: ...er....
  • Sai: I'll take that as a yes, my princess *kisses Ino's hand*
  • _____________________________
  • *Kiba and Tamaki walking around Konoha*
  • Kiba: ....Tamaki....
  • Tamaki: Kiba-kun? What's up?
  • Kiba: Remember our first chat together?
  • Tamaki: The one when you were helping your friend to get honey wine?
  • Kiba: Er....yeah
  • Tamaki: What about it? Wait is it about Momo, my cat? Did he say rude things about you?
  • Kiba: No no no..
  • Tamaki: Phew....then what is it?
  • Kiba: *stops walking and goes closer to Tamaki* Damn it! *blushes* I'm not good at these things and i stutter when I say this but it's time that I should do it!
  • Tamaki: Kiba? You're not making any sense....
  • Kiba: Ah, crap.....I really like you...Tamaki....and I thank god that i had the opportunity to see you at Sora-Ku! I would really like....if....we....can...well....consider ourselves as.....
  • Tamaki: A couple?
  • Kiba: *blushes so hard* ...I.....
  • Tamaki: You're so easy to read, dog boy. Of course! I would love to spend my life with a handsome man *puts her arms over Kiba's shoulders* like you, Kiba-kun? Because...I like you...really...I mean it! Me too, I'm glad we met. Even though we are different, who says that dogs and cats can't be together?
  • Kiba: *hugs Tamaki* I'm glad you feel the same, cat girl!
  • Tamaki: me too, dog boy!
  • ______________________________
  • Choji: Karui, you're the woman who doesn't give no bananas about my size and I'm glad that you don't. I'm very happy that we got to hang out more and I really think that i might have feelings for you, chococlate sunshine.
  • Karui: Ehh.....You really think so?! I...well...think the same. You care about my opinions and you are always there for me! You're my big strong butterfly....I'm glad that you like me because I like you too!
  • Choji: So do you want to go to my house and eat something together *holds Karui's hands and blushes*
  • Karui: *blushes* S..sure... I would love that.
  • ______________________________
  • *Lee and Tenten in a training hall*
  • *Lee stops training*
  • Lee: Tenten?
  • Tenten: What's wrong? You stopped training?
  • Lee: ....I.... *takes a deep breath*
  • Lee: We have spend some time together and we have similar connections and i would like if our connections collide into one. Tenten, to me, you're one of the strongest kunoichi that I have seen and I wish to spend more training with you and see you grow! I may be so annoying to you in the past but right now, I just....want you to see me as a man and show you how much I want to spend more time and...l-love with you...Tenten...I
  • Tenten: *kisses Lee's forehead* You are already a man to me and I would like to see our connections grow together and become one...Lee...Yes... I would like to be with you.
  • _____________________________
  • Shino: I know it's weird saying this to you and I'm kinda freaked out on saying this but I really...like talking to you and I wish we hanged out more and well...united....
  • Akamaru: woof....(wtf)
  • Shino: ...damn it.....I can't do it....no one likes me....
  • Insets: buzzzzzzzz (you have us)
  • Shino: I know I have you.
  • Akamaru: Woof....woof woof...(I should find leave and find Kiba)
  • Shino: I'm glad that people wouldn't see me crying as I walk around Konoha.
  • Shiho: *looks at Shino from a distances and giggles*
  • Shino: Huh? *turns around and sees Shiho*
  • *both of them look at each other and blush*
  • *Kiba sees the connection as he walks towards Shino*
  • Kiba: Oooooooo... you have a crush.....
  • Shino: Stop it!
  • _____________________________
  • (Requested) ;---; NejiTen
  • Neji: Tenten?
  • Tenten: Yeah...
  • Neji: In the future, I always think in what will happen to me? Will I die (;-;)
  • Or will I live (;----;) but the most important question is who will I be with before this happens?
  • Tenten: Yeah...okay....what are you trying to say?
  • Neji: Tenten, if the world ends today, I would like to be with you and stick with you. I know you see me as a team mate but i would to expand that. I was a pain to you and harsh before but I want to change! ...and become the man you want! And I'll do it - if you like me....
  • Tenten: You felt this way....you like me?
  • Neji: I will always do you, my ninja twin bun strong kunoichi.
  • Tenten: then, promise me you will stick with me and protect forever.
  • Neji: You don't need to be protected by me! You're so strong. Even I can't touch you...
  • Tenten: Neji....*lays on his lap* I will always stick with you and protect then....no matter what.
  • ______________________________
Pick SomeoneWho’s Supportive

Ok something very exciting happened to me last night. I have been on another planet literally since and just can’t keep it to myself anymore. I ran it by some friends on here I trust a ton (sslarrysettingsail, bromanceshmomance, and pianolouis) and decided to go ahead and share. It’s super long though, so you may want to grab a beverage and get comfy.

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ivy-raven  asked:

So, a prompt! First, do you write for IronPanther and StarkQuill pairings? If yes, I might be back with more prompts for them, but I'd really like Stuckony where HYDRA sent the WS to kill Tony before launching Project Insight, so he can't somehow stop it at the last minute, as heroes are wont to do. He's sent UC in SI, because that's the only way to get close, but Tony, exhausted, trips and twists his ankle in front of him and dozens of witnesses, so he can't kill him yet. (1/2)

He’s forced to pick him up and take him to the med bay, being the security guard and visualy strongest. But he’s desperatly touch starved, and really like touching/carrying Tony, and he smelled so good and was really nice to him, so he decides Tony must absolutely never die and tells him everything, declaring himself his new bodyguard. Steve/Tony is established, and both are aware of Bucky’s feelings for Tony (before and after regaining memories) so they invite him into their relationship. 2/3

And Bucky is super confused, like, punk, we’re already in a relationship?? Keep up? And picks Tony up and takes his two fellas on a date! - ok, that was super long and detailed, sorry about that! I can just imagine it and it’s so cute! You don’t have to include all the elements, I realize it’s a lot, I just really need touch-starved Bucky imprining on Tony and the ‘we’re already dating, punk’ scene! Thanks so much! (3/3)

Haha, this is adorable! How sweet. :) I do not write StarkQuill. In fact I’ve never even seen Guardians of the Galaxy! I should get on that, haha. I can write IronPanther though. I hope this lives up to your expectations! Keep an eye out for under the cut!

This work can also be found on my Ao3 here.


The Asset had barely even touched his gun when the Mark tripped and went down in a flail of limbs and loose papers. He had to fight a sigh. Some might think the clumsy marks would be easier to kill, because it could be made to look like an accident, but actually it was much harder—they were more likely to accidentally dodge attempts on their lives.

The Mark sat up, looking shocked. “Ow.”

“Sir?” one of the secretaries called, standing from her desk. “Mr. Stark, are you okay?”

“I think so?” The Mark pressed his palms to his eyes, letting out a sigh that betrayed deep exhaustion. “Yeah.” He took her hands when she offered them to him and pulled himself up, letting out a little noise of pain as he finally stood. “Ow!”

The secretary began patting him down, concerned. “What? What’s wrong?”

The Mark batted her hands away. “I’m fine, Ms. Carmichael. Just a twisted ankle.”

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re·al·i·za·tion

noun

The moment of sudden clarity when feelings are finally recognized, or are made aware for the first time.


It hit you one random afternoon in the studio, a soft beat filling the silence in the small, dimly lit room as you curled up even more snugly into Yoongi’s blanket on the black leather sofa. His back faced towards you, bits of his blueish black hair sticking out from beneath his black beanie, his head bobbing slightly to the beat as he clicked away on his mouse. From the side, you could see the black mask tucked under his chin with one strap behind each ear, his fair skin strikingly pale due to the contrast with his dark clothing and onyx eyes. He chewed on his bottom lip in concentration, mumbling softly to himself as his other hand fiddled around with the different controls on his sound board. He was in the zone, as per usual, and over the course of the past few months, you’d come to learn very quickly that he did not appreciate being bothered while he was in this state. Just like the very first time you’d met in your composition class.

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Love yourself, baby.
  • Namjoon: Wait, are you going dressed like that ? It's really hot outside, baby !
  • Y/N: I know right but I'm fine, thank you.
  • Namjoon: What, I'm worried- Are you sick ? We can just order instead, you know. I'll just offer our reservation to one of-
  • Y/N: It's already, Joonie. I'm all good, see ? Perfectly fine.
  • He's obviously still not convinced. In fact, he now looks really suspicious. You know right away he won't give up, being too thoughtful for it. Even though you know it's all good intents, you can't help but feel frustrated.
  • You two are going on your third date but the weather won't co-operate with the outfit you planned to wear tonight. But you won't change for nothing; screw the summer heat !
  • Namjoon: Then please change your outfit, love. I don't want you to pass out from the heat, okay ?
  • You sigh. You know how stubborn Namjoon can be. You have known each other for months now and even though you liked him from the first time you met, you weren't ready to date. He didn't mind it at all; he completely understood it and told you he'll just wait for you. Per say, he's someone really patient and understanding.
  • Y/N: Jeez, Joonie, I'm fine with this. Just-
  • But of course, he's not only that, Namjoon is also far from oblivious; in fact, he's the exact contrary. He is smart but stubborn.
  • Namjoon: Then what it is, baby ? Is there something you don't wanna tell me ?
  • Another sigh leaves your month. You didn't plan on telling him about it so soon but it's not an easy task; anyways, if you two are going to date, you know you have to trust him with your insecurities.
  • Y/N: I don't know if you noticed it... I don't- It's about my stretch marks. I don't like them; I don't wear summer clothes because of them. They're ugly and disgusting and all over my skin- I, yeah.
  • His eyes widden and by the next few seconds, his arms are wrapped all around your waist and he's kissing your cheeks.
  • You don't really know why but you voice comes out into a whisper and it's shaking. Your words suddenly sound stupid now that you said them out loud.
  • The awkwardness only grows into an uneasy silence when a few unbearable seconds passes by and Namjoon shows no reaction. His arms are still wrapped around you but he's still quiet and you grow impatient. You're not even sure anymore if he heard your words. You push him away and scratch your nose out of nervousness.
  • Y/N: Hum, you're right, Joonie. I don't feel okay- I think, I think I caught a flue- We should hm just cancel the da-
  • It's obvious your trying to break the tense atmosphere by the way you're stuttering, your voice is shaking even more now and you feel hot tears of uneasiness filling your eyes.
  • But you go limp when you feel his hand pulling up your chin. The next thing you know is that his lips are pressed into yours.
  • Of course you're taken aback; it's the first kiss for both of you. And it feel totally different from what you have ever imaginated. His lips taste like candies and something else that reminds you of the fresh sea. It's quick but sweet and gentle at the same time, leaving you completely overhelmed.
  • Namjoon: Y/N.
  • Y/N: Duh ?
  • He chuckles at your widden eyes and your elate state. You feel really embarrassed right now and he's not helping at all.
  • But just as you're about to whine for him to stop his foolishness, he stops laughing. He's now very serious. He helds your hands into his and lightly kiss your knuckles.
  • Namjoon: Y/N, I want you to repeat after me. My stretch marks are not a flaw; they are art painted on my skin; they are an amazing gravure printed on my beautiful body.
  • You don't really process his words but you do what he said anyway, still a little carried away by the feeling of his lips remained on yours.
  • Namjoon: I love my stretch marks. I am sublime with or without them. They are nothing but a masterpiece. Say it.
  • Y/N: I love my stretch marks. I am su-sublime with or without them. They are a masterpiece.
  • Namjoon: And I will show them to the perfect Namjoon tonight.
  • Y/N: And I will show them to the perfect Nam- Hey !
  • He cracks up at your flushed cheeks. You give him an unimpressed look, but even then you can't help but chuckle lightly.
  • Namjoon: Okay, now wipe off these dried tears and put on your prettiest dress. Show me your sexy legs, baby.
  • Y/N: Kim Namjoon !
Wilder - Part 1

Genrefluff/angst, dancecaptain!hoseok, highschool!au

Pairingreader/hoseok

Length: 11.7k

SummaryIf you asked anyone who Jung Hoseok was, they always said the same thing: bad boy, popular, heartthrob. Happiest person you’d ever meet. One winter later, Hoseok changed. He was a darkened echo of his former self, keeping out of the limelight and pushing away his closest friends with no explanations. Your best friend Eunjae, intrigued as to what had happened to her crush, forced you to find out the truth. Unwillingly, you stepped into the complex life of Hoseok, and you began learning and discovering what it really meant to be wild and free.

01 02 03 04 [End]

The whispers were everywhere, each rumour more incredulous than the next. Jung Hoseok got in trouble with the police, was one you heard. JungHoseok cheated on his girlfriend. Jung Hoseok is a criminal.

By the end of the day, you’d heard enough about Jung Hoseok, and all you wanted to do was go home and put on a movie. You’d heard of him before then, of course you’d heard of him. The real question was, who hadn’t? He was a notorious bad boy, the leader of mischief, but could talk his way out of trouble with his witty humour and a few cheeky smiles thrown in.

You couldn’t care less. You’d never spoken to the guy, nor had any interest in what he got up to outside of school. Your best friend, Eunjae, told you it was because you were too uptight.

“You never break the rules,” she complained once, stuffing her running shoes in her locker, along with a yellow detention slip that joined the plethora of others underneath her stack of books. “Turn up a minute before the bell, never forget your kit, homework done the day after it’s set.” She closed the locker with her eyebrows furrowed, turning her dark eyes on you disapprovingly. “Honestly, do you ever live a little?”

“Nope,” you replied happily, swinging your rucksack over your shoulders. “Detentions are horrible. Tell me, what was it this time?”

“None of your business,” she said, clicking her tongue. “But I heard Hoseok got in trouble today, so fingers crossed he’ll be joining me.”

If you didn’t have Eunjae, the most you’d know about Hoseok was his name. So when the rumours started spreading a few days after the beginning of term, you were convinced Eunjae would have all the facts, not even batting an eyelid at all the false information. From what you’d gathered over the course of the day, something had happened over the holidays, and Hoseok had been acting strangely ever since. Normally no one would’ve cared, except he’d begun wearing the school uniform for the first time ever, and he’d told his friends to leave him alone and had spent the whole day traipsing the corridors, his head hanging low. You could understand why the rumours began spreading, though; Hoseok and his friends were an unbreakable force, and you rarely saw them apart. But on that day, you caught glimpse of his best friend, Jeon Jungkook, staring unhappily at Hoseok as he sat on a bench by himself a few yards away, and even Kim Seokjin looked slightly lost when Hoseok walked by him without an ounce of recognition.

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anonymous asked:

At first I found the joke about jimin around whit people funny, because I'm a POC that works in retail that's my face all the time with rude costumers but then I just started disliking the joke. Cause you can tell my baby just shy and he doesn't know what to do exactly. He's in a new culture and country so of course he's going to act a little confused and mono tone. The he was getting hate that seriously was so stupid. I hope he doesn't see any of it because I don't want him to beat himself up.

Thank you for agreeing with me! I’m just furious about how people can overlook the fact that at least some people that has the same point of view as mine and disagreeing with the “joke” were not thinking about how it would hurt the “white” but JIMIN!!!! 

Why use color? Why use his pics in such a joke? I am offended by the joke, not because it uses the word “white”, but because you use Jimin for your ridiculous vendetta. Do you know how much hate he will get by people who misunderstood things? Do you know how many people are now looking at the boys and into the fandom thanks to Billboard? And how many there are that just now joining the fandom and might not get the joke?

No, I’m not talking about how it’s hurt people in that skin color, or any certain race. But how it will hurt Jimin. Don’t you people know how easy it is for them to get access to everything we put online? Even if you’re going to say “no, the boys don’t have tumblr”. This is the internet! People in twitter has access as much as we have to theirs and they can spread our posts as much as we can spread theirs on our blogs, and it’ll be no problem for that “joke” to reach their eyes sooner or later. Stop overlooking that fact alone, and please consider how Jimin would feel if he sees, when he must’ve already feel bad that day for being so out of place and nervous about the award and the event itself. He was in a foreign land. If only you use the caption “Let me go home” instead of that caption, then I will laugh along with you.


Anonymous said: It’s a joke. Don’t worry it won’t be affecting white peoples privilege in the end of the day :-) I don’t care if they get butt hurt over a joke when they don’t get discriminated/oppressed in real life. Poc get murdered for just their skin color and lots of other things I can say.

This message just came in at the same time I was typing that long answer above, so I’m just going to put this here because I know there are many of you who thinks the same as this person and I hate having to type my answer all over again, when I know for some reason our logical answers can never get through to your heads. Please read my long answer above your message, my kind person. And tell me this, have you watched the current interview on Kiisfm FB live? Did you see the interviewer mentioning to the boys how the phrase “third guy from the left” becomes a trending topic? Now when you do see this, please imagine if the boys go to the internet, and not only they find those posts about Jin and Jungkook, but also the Jimin’s “joke”. Now try to imagine how they feel about it, and come back to me. Please don’t point your fingers at me calling me whitey as you guys did to my POC friends. I’m Asian. My skin color tone is yellow and I have nothing against others with different skin color than mine.

This will be the last time I answer this matter. Like I said in the previous tag, anyone coming in trying to talk about this again and disregard my long ass answer above will be ignored. I’m done talking. And if you’re not going to listen then so be it. I’m just praying no hell is going to be let loose. And praying that Jimin is having a hell of fun out there.

diamondsparkle42  asked:

Thank you for answering my request earlier. If it's okay, I'd like to make another one. I got this idea from the hc you just wrote about the dark letters. I would like to request letters to MC from the RFA + V and Saeran describing how they get jealous of the other members because of their relationship with MC. If you can't do Jumin, Zen and Yoosung again, that's fine, and if you can't do V (since he is an adorable, angelic cinnamon roll) that is also fine. Thanks!

Jumin

You are with Seven

And Jumin is like:

Originally posted by evilbjork

The first thing he does is cut any type of personal contact with you.

You can just talk to him on schedule dates and only talk about work or RFA.

And is not because he hates you…Is more like to forget you.

But he can´t.

He even considered transferring into a company on another country.

It hurts to see you with somebody else but It hurts more that he doesn´t know why…

He will try to drown in work out the only thing he can think is one you.

He considers having another cat.

Every time Seven makes a joke jumin says “So stupid” “You act like a child” “Is not funny” but it doesn´t matter what he says, you are still laughing.

One day Jumin and his dad were planning something of the company in Jumin´s office

-“Yeah…I think I it will be more sufficient if we-“

-“Jumin!” you open the door “Sorry I don´t have an appointment but is urgent that  you – ohh sorry you are in a meeting”

-“Don´t go! I will sign them fast”

-“Ohh thank you!” you have him the papers

-“Do you have a pen?”

-“Ahhh…Yes I think so” you search in your bag and find a teddy bear pen, you give it to Jumin “Take”

-Jumin smirk when he sees it

-“Sorry I just entered put I didn´t saw Jaehee…”

-“She is on here break”

-“ohh ok…”Since you were waiting you saw the old man next to Jumin “Oh! Hi..”

-“Hello,My name is-“ the dad of Jumin was introducing himself to you

-But Jumin cut him off “There are the papers.You can you know”

-“Okay…Bye”

-When you go Jumin´s dad says “You love her”

-“what?”

-“oh my! Even a blind guy can see that you love that woman.So why are you courting her?”

-“…”

- “ahh! There´s another man?”

-“How?…yeah…”

-“I really can´t see the problem.”

-“The problem is that she is in love with somebody else”

-“And?”

-“And I can´t-“

-“You are a “HAN”  I´m sure if you put effort, She will fall for you like this”

Originally posted by ungifable

Zen

You are with Jumin

So fucking angry

Unlike Jumin, Zen will be your best friend.

(zen you like te pain our what?)

He wouldn’t show his jealousy so much

He will treat Jumin worse

Get out of the room if you two are kissing

Always threats Jumin by saying “If I see Mc just a little bit sad because of you I WILL BREAK your arms  and BREAK that sweet Elizabeth’s neck” (he will do nothing to Elly.Don´t worry)

You know the normal…

And obviously in your wedding with Jumin.He will get drunk as fuck.

And when Seven and Jumin are lifting Zen fro preventing him from falling

-Zen will punch Jumin out of the blue

-“WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?” Jumin yells at Zen

-“Your existence” and Zen punches Jumin again

-They get into a fight and Seven is like “Should I film this or make them stop?”

-Since Zen is AF drunk is pretty essay to win him.

-Jumin get´s over Zen and grabs his hands so he can´t move “I ask you, what´s your problem!”

- “My problem?” “My problem is that You have the person That I love!”

-“What?”

-“I´m talking about MC! You big idiot trust fund kid!” Zen with tears in his eyes says “Look! Jumin, I don´t know Why or how Mc fall in love with you but she did.I´m begging you to promise me that you will make Mc more happy that I could ever can! PROMISE ME! PROMISE ME!”

-“I promise…”Jumin said without noticing that Zen had blackout.

Yoosung

You can be with anyone on this one.

So,Yoosung kinda saw it come.

He thinks it will be a surprise if somebody like you could be with him.

So he is very happy that you made the correct desition

He is the most mature of everyone.

Well…He was on “vacation” with her mom (but In reality, he was at the house of his mother crying and cleaning for like a month)

-“I´m so happy for your relationship with Mc”

Seven

You are with Saeran

He is happy for you two.

Super depress

Sometimes HE “Jokes” about having a threesome

Long cat is te only one that can know about his love for you.

HBC and Dr.Pepper  as antidepressives

Saeran

You are with Zen

This boy as 0% fucks about what Zen think

He doesn´t like hugs but will hug you all the time just to fuck with Zen.

Basically, Saeran will cling to you.

Totally get you in trouble with Zen.

But even he know limits and don´t do nothing more.

V

You are with Rika

Ok..no…wait no that I´m thinking about it nahhh or yes?

Nahh..

You’re with Yoosung.

He is loud and laughs a lot.

He will say thinks like “I´m ok! Just that Yoosung´s Joke was very funny”

Always hug Yoosung and giving him strong handshakes

Sooo nice to you two

-“And Like a wedding gift, I bought you a House”

-“that´s too much, V”

-“It´s okay”

(V! is not okay)

Special Agent 606, Out.If you want to request here are the rules: HERE/Masterlist: Here

Crushes

Ok, so, due to the fame of the VLD fandom, I’ve been mostly keeping my blog ship-free… but I’ve had a HORRIBLE writer’s block for the past month or so, so bad I couldn’t even look at the stuff I had already written, and well, this is what I finally could write. I don’t really vouch for the quality, but it’s been a terrible block and I’m not gonna be picky now.

Based on @lordzuuko‘s Spiderman Homecoming AU, with SpiderKeith; inspired by this. Many thanks for the inspiration. Seriously.

There might be more where this came from (probably for the reverse spidersheith au). I have so many ideas. (But I’m also a remarkably unreliable writer, so don’t expect anything, ok?)

I borrowed @yami-scribbleyard‘s game expertise a bit, credit where it’s due.

922 words, full of fluffy and pure pining. Mostly Shiro POV, but some Keith POV sneaked in at some point.

Most of it under the cut.




It wasn’t like Keith had suddenly grown a foot taller, gained 100 pounds of muscle, joined the basketball team and started dressing exclusively in pastel colours. He was still as short as his temper, thin, wickedly smart and part of the academic decathlon with Shiro. Nothing big had changed, except he’d gotten a Stark internship, stopped wearing the big dorky glasses without any explanation, and Shiro could swear his usual black t-shirts and school uniform didn’t fit as loosely as they used to. Then again, he’d always had a huge, debilitating crush on his best friend, so that last part was probably just too much staring. Probably. Yeah.

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a version of you and a person there who can't remember: pt. 2

•  summary: in which you stumble across long-lost childhood friend jeon jungkook in a therapist’s waiting room and it’s more than a bit awkward for the both of you. (college au)

• word count: 6.2k

• warnings: depression; swearing

→ note: part one is here. enjoy~


Suddenly, Jeon Jungkook is everywhere.

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The First Day

by sunsetsrmydreams

To Jessa, who blew up our world with a tiny drabble inspired by a grocery store. Thank you for being so encouraging!  

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Been Too LOOOOONG!!.... and my fan account of B.A.P Party Boom LA! *it’s LOOOOOONG*

Hello everyone!!! Hope you’re all doing well. Sorry, it’s been so crazy, that I haven’t really been able to do much if anything at all on Tumblr. Things are starting to slow down & I missed ya’ll…. If you still remember me :) I had to catch ya’ll up on what happened. I’ve changed jobs & moved all for the better, much, much happier with all of that, but it’s had me busy!!!!

Ok, so I HAVE to give my fan account of Party Boom LA, most in the chatrooms for @mjupnet already know. So my bestie Hana & I are checking into our hotel Sat around 3pm, I see a black mercedes sprinter van pull up & I tapped her shoulder thinking, could this be B.A.P? But I noticed that on the side it said tours, so I turned back around & told her never mind, as she was checking in. Less than what felt like a min later, I turned back around for kicks & I noticed the 1st person off the sprinter because of his bucket hat, it was BANG YONGGUK!!!!!! So my heart skips & I try to get my friends attention (without looking crazy) she keeps telling me hold on.  she FINALLY turns around & just nods her head & bugs her eyes a bit, but we’re trying SO hard to stay composed! By this point, now Zelo & Himchan have come in, while Yongguk & Jongup stood outside talking, then their manager & about 3 staff come in and stand right behind us for the check in counter. At this time, we haven’t seen Youngjae or Daehyun, but we’re DYING inside B.A.P IS IN OUR HOTEL!!!!! We’re trying to stay calm & not freak out (until we got to our room) The clerk couldn’t take ANY longer than he did, asking us about all of these upgrades!

Himchan, Zelo & 2 of their staff were headed towards the elevator, at the same point that we had to go up as well, but I was tooooo chicken to take the same elevator, sadly (what a fail) Hana still picks on me for this! I’m pretty sure if it was Yongguk & Jongup, I would’ve no hesitation, but they were still outside talking. We go to our room & SCREAM freaking out that we’re in the same hotel. There was a pool party & we raced to change & go chill, hoping that B.A.P would also be there. In the elevator, some of who we later learner where their staff were in their too & asked where we were going, we spoke of the pool party & they said they wished they could join, we told them they should, but they had to take care of some things for a special event the next day (we knew what it was ^_^) so we REALLY thought B.A.P would be there now. We lounged, the DJ was awesome, tons of ppl were there, but NO B.A.P, but we made an agreement, that since we fly to LA, this isn’t just for B.A.P, but also for us to have a vacation! SO we still enjoyed ourselves, had a yummy cocktail & then decided to go eat after about 2.5hrs. We head out to valet to get our rental car & as we’re sitting there, Youngjae walks right past us, I tapped Hana and then we see a few staff, there all headed to their van parked on the side. Then my eyes were blessed, Jongup walks past, a few times actually! it was pretty funny, he seemed so lost, yet adorable! I think after the 3rd time, I giggled, so he looked over, then smiled & waved. LOL! Hana had to go in & ask how late the pool & office would stay open, when she turned around, Himchan was just sitting in the lobby. So she greeted him in Korean, told him that we’d be at their concert the next night & hope they enjoyed their time & get to relax. He thanked her & was so kind, even when he walked out the door he greeted me & said thank you. Out walked Jongup again yelling HYUNG!! and Himchan happily waited for Jongup to catch up.

We were hoping our car would take longer, as Yongguk & Daehyun hadn’t come out. But NOPE, our car came & we didn’t want to just sit there, as we had to get food, etc… So as we drove off we waved & they waved back. We finished up what we were doing, came back changed again to go out at night, the lobby turns into a cool lounge w/ an awesome dj! So we chilled there, but my friend loves AOMG, and was like Bound LA is lit, we need to try that out & we can always come back. As we finished up our drink we were walking out, I see this guy sitting on the lounge chair & I said to Hana, wow, now HE’S beautiful, he looks up & smiles & it’s JUNG DAEHYUN, I wanted to die, but just smiled, but my heald down & walk faster to Bound LA (popular Korean club) But was annoyed, thinking he was going to chill in the lounge & possibly w/ other members… ie Yongguk & Jongup. But Hana was like I REALLY want to go & we can always come back. Well, thanks to coachella, what usually is LIT was not at all, there were probably 10ppl ttl inside. But we were like, more dance floor for us, met some cool ppl, had a drink & then decided after more dancing we’d leave & head back. We decided on another drink, as the bartender was really good & were just chilling there enjoying the music, Hana was facing the door & my back was towards it, but I saw her face & I knew….. we weren’t alone. Himchan, Jongup, Daehyun & Yongguk walk in & immediately go to a booth, they were probably as shocked as we were w/ how empty it was! But we knew then, WE WERE NOT LEAVING!!!!!! So we went back on the dance floor, now with about 5 other ppl & just had fun, not caring who was watching, (it’s was so empty, it was hard not to notice, but we ust had fun) But soon we once again got hungry, haha & after a few hours left & headed to BCD tofu house. We changed into comfy clothes, were chilling there & in walks Daehyun & their manager. A few min later Jongup and another staff member, no Yongguk or Himchan. And they were seated 1 table away, behind us on the right. because of a couple guys near us getting a little annoying, their Manager positioned himself to see & watch us (so nice) and made eyes w/ Hana (she was facing them) to make sure we were ok. They also alerted the waiters as well that were helping us all. The night calmed down & soon they left and us about 30 min later. 

By this point, if you’ve even read to this point, you’re wondering why we haven’t approached them more. Well, there were girls that stayed at our hotel ALL DAY for a glimpse of them. We didn’t want to be clumped into that group as those type of fans, in fact if we got stopped by some to ask if we saw them, we’d give opposite directions! Some of the staff (we didn’t know at the time) we’re in the elevator & some young girls asked if we’ve seen B.A.P… We told them, no (even thought we had JUST saw Himchan walk in) Soon we heard thank you, turned around & it was their staff, appreciative of how we handled it, we explained while we’re fans, we want them to enjoy & relax, they seemed shocked! 

Ok, so on to Sunday, still reading? almost done…. We assumed the boys were doing soundcheck in the am, blah blah blah & decided to just do our thing per usual, I was craving neng myun & we went to our fav place, as we waited for the car Himchan & one of the photographers walked up from getting juice (nope, not coffee) At this pt, we’ve bumped into him the most, Jongup 2nd, Daehyun 3rd Yongguk 4th, And only 1 time saw Youngjae and Zelo when we 1st checked in. Zelo had posted the brunch at our hotel & we assumed after that they left. We came back to the hotel after eating, changed & decided to chill by the pool. Hana wanted to in the sun & I wanted to chill in the shade, so I laid on the chairs. The music was really chill, had a nice summer vibe going (pineapple vodka in my hand) I was grooving & then an old school song came on & ppl starting reacting. In particular, me & a guy next to me, so we looked at each other & smiled, I kept my cool, but that guy was ZELO!!! I smiled back and laid back down, then texted my friend saying Zelo was 2 chairs away from me, so she made her way over! LOL but we still left him alone, he had 1 staff member with him, it was their translator for the US leg of the tour. We just wanted him to enjoy, so we left him alone.Even at one pt, his staff left & Zelo was just by himself about ½ hr, we almost felt protective of him, HE IS A PRECIOUS GUMDROP and sooo adorable, tall 7 very pale, ppl they are NOT whitewashing him…. the others, YES!!!. We did get to meet Yongguk, Himchan & Jongup last year, we even got to talk a bit more to them then honestly.    While we didn’t get a photo w/them, this meant the world to both of us, we saw them & saw them A LOT, but as THEMSELVES, not B.A.P! Let me tell you, They’re beyond beautiful w/out makeup & beyond nice, they also were very appreciative with how we let them be & even shielded them from some fans. But I think they thought we really weren’t fans, since we didn’t “act” like normal ones….. so when High touch came & we were in the last 10ppl to do high touch, the look on their faces… O_O…  & their reactions PRICELESS… We knew, they knew then we were fans & it all clicked! They wen’t to another spot for dinner after the concert & left in the afternoon the next day (Mon, we left Tues)they actually did late check out, due to the amount of fans waiting in the lobby :(.. and just probably tired. 

This was a trip we’ll NEVER forget & I hope they’ll remember it as fondly was we do & that we get to see them again next year!!!

IF you read this, you deserve a medal!!!! <3

anonymous asked:

Eremin and "I can't do this" ? :)

It’s not very long, and the ending is kind of.. Well, you’ll see. I tried to be clever and cut it off like a TV episode or something, so let me know if that’s dumb, and I’ll never do it again.

Also, I was going to do angst, but then I made Eren cry, and I just didn’t want Eren to cry right now, so you get this instead. I hope it’s alright?

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“I can’t do this.”

“Eren, it’s just—”

“No, Armin. I can't—” Eren took a deep breath and held it for a few seconds, eyes closed and grip tight in Armin’s hand. “There’s no way I’m doing this.”

“You can, and you will.” They’ve had this conversation at least a dozen times in the past week, and Armin tried not to let the fond exasperation leak into his tone. Sure that it did anyway, he gently said, “Dr. Ackerman is a great oral surgeon. You’ll be fine. Now lets go Inside, okay?”

“No.” He shook his head and locked his door. Armin had to turn away and hide a smile behind the hand that wasn’t connected to Eren’s. “There’s no way in hell I’m going in there.”

“Eren, it’s really not that—”

“You keep saying that, but Connie told me that it really is that bad.” Armin sighed and turned his whole body towards him.

“And you’d believe Connie over me?” Eren turned his head to the left with an exasperated expression, and Armin giggled, which made Eren smile in return.

“Not funny, babe,” he said with faux annoyance. “I’m freaking out over here.”

“I promise it’ll be okay. They’re putting you to sleep, so it’ll be over before you know it.” Eren groaned, so Armin continued. “Don’t listen to what Connie told you because every last word of it came straight from Jean’s mouth, and you know he just wants to hear about how you freaked out.”

“But I’m just… worried. What if I end up being allergic to whatever it is that they give me beforehand? What if I just stop breathing? What if—”

“Eren, stop. Breathe.” He watched as Eren took in a huge breath, held it for a few seconds, and released it. He repeated the process a few more times before Armin asked, “Better?” Eren nodded, so Armin continued. None of that will happen, but on the off chance that it does—" he ignored the absolutely horrified look that was thrown his way — “they will take care of you and make sure that you’re okay.”

Eren sighed, leaned his head back against the headrest, and asked, “Can’t you come back there with me? You know, for moral support or some shit?”

“No, I can’t,” he said for what was probably the fifth time that week. “But as soon as you’re done, we’ll go home together and watch a movie if you’re up for it.”

“If I’m up for it?”

“Well, you’ll probably still be really tired once they wake you up, but everyone experiences it differently, I think.” Eren still looked like he wanted to run away, and the time that they were scheduled to be there inched closer and closer, so he squeezed his boyfriend’s hand and pulled it up to his mouth to place a kiss there. “I swear to you on my parents’ grave that you will be fine. Nothing bad is going to happen, love.” He kissed his hand again.

With a sigh, Eren pulled his hand away and unbuckled his seat belt. “Time to go in, right?” Armin nodded, and Eren groaned. “Lets get this shit over with.”

They got out the car, walked inside, and after a few minutes of paperwork, Armin didn’t see Eren again for the next two hours.

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“Armin Arlert?”

“That’s me,” he said as he locked his phone and stood up. He looked up and found Dr. Ackerman in the doorway that led to the surgical rooms.

“He’s crying for you, so please come with me.”

Armin followed him through the doorway and down the hallway that led to the room that Eren was in. Before he even got to his room, he could hear that Dr. Ackerman did not exaggerate; Eren was crying, and he kept asking the nurse where his boyfriend was.

As soon as he stepped inside, Armin said, “I’m here, Eren.” He walked over to his distressed boyfriend and grabbed the hand that Eren had immediately thrust out for him to take. “I told you that you’d be fine.”

“I missed you so much, Armin,” Eren said through a sob. His voice was muffled with all the gauze in his mouth. “Please don’t leave me again. Don’t leave me.”

“I’m not going to leave you, love.”

“And tell Jean to go fuck himself next time he gives you goo-goo eyes. You’re mine,” Eren said. His brows furrowed, and if he were completely coherent at that moment, he would have looked angry, but instead, he just looked worried.

“You don’t have to worry about that,” Armin said gently. “Everyone knows I’m yours, and they know I’d never leave you for anything or anyone.” Someone cleared their throat then, and Armin looked up to find Dr. Ackerman mock glaring at them while his assistant hid a smile behind her hand.

“If you two are done, I’d like to explain some very important stuff to you both right now and send you on your way. Does that sound good to you?” Armin smiled apologetically, and Eren tried to glare at the oral surgeon. It was really quite a site since Eren couldn’t quite do it properly at the moment.

“Umm, sorry. We’re done.”

“Thank you,” Dr. Ackerman said. “Now, the gauze needs to be changed every—”

If Izaya had a crush on Shun (4)
  • Shun: Izaya-kun! Are you alright?!
  • Izaya: I’m fine…did that beast hit you, Shun-chan?
  • Shun: I didn’t get hit, Izaya-kun you’re the one who’s hurt! Ah, wait – don’t move!
  • Izaya: It’s fine, it’s fine…this is nothing. See? I can still move.
  • Izaya: *shrugs his shoulders, holding back a wince*
  • Shun: Izaya-kun is strong, but you’re still injured. Hey, don’t worry me like that. Stay still, I’m going to heal you.
  • Izaya: There’s no need for that –
  • Shun: Stay still, Izaya-kun.
  • Izaya: …Yes.
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  • Hajime: (…Was he holding Shun’s hand?)
  • Hajime: Shizuo, why did you throw that vending machine?
  • Shizuo: BECAUSE I WANTED TO KILL THE FLEA!
  • Hajime: I have nothing against that, but you could have hurt Shun. And then I would have hurt you.
  • Shizuo: HUH?! …I didn’t hit the girl, I think.
  • Hajime: Girl? …What is that guy doing? Shun!
  • Shizuo: Huh? Hey! It’s dangerous to go near the flea, Hajime!
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  • Shun: *removes his hands from Izaya, the light fading*
  • Shun: Do you feel better, Izaya-kun?
  • Izaya: Thanks to you, Shun-chan.
  • Izaya: *smiles and takes hold of Shun’s hands*
  • Shun: I-Izaya-kun…?
  • Izaya: Thanks. You really do have a magic touch, hm Shun-chan?
  • Shun: *blushing*
  • Shun: E-Eh…
  • Izaya: If it leads to Shun-chan healing me like this, then I wouldn’t mind getting hit by a vending machine again –
  • Shizuo: I-ZAAAA-YAAAAAAAAA!
  • Izaya: *ducks to dodge the stop sign*
  • Izaya: Again, I didn’t mean that literally. This time it’s a stop sign huh, Shizu-chan?
  • -------
  • Hajime: Shun!
  • Shun: H-Hajime!?
  • Izaya: *evades Hajime’s punch*
  • Hajime: You…stay away from Shun.
  • Shun: Hajime!
  • Shizuo: What the hell have you been up to, fucking flea?!
  • Izaya: Well, well. Not only is there one beast, now there are two. Can’t a man get a peaceful date with an angel around here?
  • Shizuo: …You fucking flea…not appearing in Ikebukuro for a week AND NOW I FIND YOU BEING ALL LOVEY-DOVEY WITH SOME GIRL – YOU WANT TO DIE, AHHHHHHHHH?!
  • Izaya: Shun-chan is a guy. And even if Shun-chan was a girl, it’s none of your business if I’m lovey-dovey with my girlfriend. What, are you jealous or something, Shizu-chan? Did you think I was with a girl and you were jealous because no woman would go near a monster like you?
  • Shizuo: HUUUUUUH?! WHY THE FUCK WOULD I BE JEALOUS –?!
  • Shun: Izaya-kun!
  • Shun: *runs to Izaya*
  • Hajime: What are you doing, Shun? Get away from him.
  • Shun: Why, Hajime? Izaya-kun is my friend. What do you have against him? He’s a fan of –
  • Hajime: He’s a bad guy.
  • Shun: …Izaya-kun has been nothing but kind to me.
  • Hajime: …Shun.
  • Shun: Hajime. I don’t know why you don’t like him, but I don’t believe Izaya-kun is a bad guy. …You’re not acting like yourself, Hajime.
  • Hajime:
  • Izaya: The angel has spoken. So if you two could leave us alone on our date –
  • -------
  • Hajime (182cm): You’re short.
  • Izaya (175cm): …Excuse me?
  • Shun (182cm): Eh, I like Izaya-kun’s shortness! I think it’s cute ~
  • Shizuo (185cm): …A taller flea…?
  • -------
  • Hajime: I said you're short.
  • Izaya: I'll have you know I'm above the average height for a Japanese man -
  • Hajime: You're too short for Shun. Shun needs someone who can look at him from the same level.
  • Izaya: I wasn't aware you needed to be tall enough to date someone you like. Also, at least I'm not a prickly porcupine.
  • Haijme: …Prickly porcupine?
  • Izaya: That's right. You're like a porcupine with that spiky hair and those glaring eyes. Is this what girls are into nowadays? I can't see why.
  • Hajime: Shun is the leader of an idol group as well, the rival to mine.
  • Izaya: Oh of course Shun-chan is an exception. Shun-chan is perfect. He's my angel after all.
  • Shizuo: …Perfect? Angel...?
  • Shun: *squealing like a fangirl and not sounding like an angel*
  • Shun: Kyaa porcupine - PORCUPINE HAJIME! HAJIME AS A PRICKLY PORCUPINE IS ADORABLE~!!! Imagine, chibi porcupine Ha~ji~me!
  • Izaya: ...
  • Hajime: *smirks smugly at Izaya*
  • Shun: - I love you Izaya-kun, that's such a wonderful idea!
  • Hajime: ...
  • Izaya: *smirks smugly at Hajime*
  • Shun: I want to see Hajime dress up as a porcupine with his cool glare and his tsun-tsun-tsundere!~Ha~ji~me~
  • Hajime: If it's what you want, Shun.
  • Shun: Eh? Really? Hajime must be in a good mood! Then -
  • Shizuo: You piss me off.
  • Shun: …Eh?
  • Hajime: Shizuo?
  • Izaya: And here we have the second unpredictable man. What's your problem, Shizu-chan? Shun-chan didn't even look at you.
  • Shizuo: Ahhhhhhh?!
  • Hajime: *turns to Izaya*
  • Hajime: I'm not a porcupine. I'm a wolf. Officially. Right, Shun?
  • Shun: *snuggling chibi wolf Hajime to his face happily*
  • Shun: Yes~wolf Hajime~chibi wolf Hajime is my life! But~chibi porcupine Hajime is cute too~
  • Izaya: Looks like you're still a porcupine.
  • Hajime: I'm his life.
  • Izaya: …You realize he's just fanboying, right?
  • -------
  • Shun: Kyaaa chibi wolf Hajime really is adorable!
  • Shizuo: *vein throbbing*
  • Shun: He's too cute his ears are so soft HIS TAIL IS SO FLUFFY KYAAAA I'm so blessed!~
  • Shizuo: *fist clenching*
  • Shun: His cuteness really is MOE! CHIBI WOLF HAJIME IS MORE MOE IN REAL LIFE!! TO THINK I'M HOLDING CHIBI WOLF HAJIME IN REAL LIFE IN MY OWN TWO HANDS KYAAAA I'M REALLY LUCKY I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS MY LIFE!!!
  • Shizuo: *teeth grinding*
  • Shizuo: …OI, IZAYA!
  • Izaya: *looking annoyed from his conversation with Hajime*
  • Izaya: What?
  • Shizuo: *jabs a finger at Shun, eyebrow twitching*
  • Shizuo: This guy is kyaa-kyaaing like a girl and saying annoying things, he's fucking noisy - ARGHHH I WANT TO HIT HIM HE'S A GUY RIGHT?!
  • Izaya: Huh? What does it matter to you whether Shun-chan is a guy or girl?
  • Shizuo: Hah? If he's a guy then I can shut him up, but if she's a girl, then I'll hold back because I won't hit a woman.
  • Izaya: Oh really? Too bad for you, Shun-chan's a girl.
  • Shun: Eh? Me, a girl?
  • Shizuo: ...HE'S A GUY ISN'T HE ARE YOU TRYING TO PISS ME OFF?!?!
  • Izaya: Hah? You're the one pissing me off, Shizu-chan. Don't you dare lay a hand on Shun-chan.
  • -------
  • Shun: *watching the scene with amusement in his eyes*
  • Shun: Fufufu. You're funny, bartender-san.
  • Shizuo: AHHH?!
  • Shun: *giggling and smiling mischievously at Shizuo*
  • Shun: Ehehe. If I'm a girl, then you won't hit me? What a gentleman you are.
  • Shun: *smiles playfully and speaks in a feminine voice*
  • Shun: Then, please think of me as a girl because I don't want to be hit~
  • Shizuo: ...You're trying to piss me off AREN'T YOU..?!
  • Shun: Not at all~I just don't want to be hit. Am I too pretty to be a guy for you? If that's the case, please don't hit this pretty face, alright? I'm a young master after all, and there are few in number who can hit me.
  • Shizuo: ...NOW I REALLY WANT TO HIT YOUR PRETTY FACE! IF YOU CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S YOUR LIFE THEN HOW ABOUT WHEN YOU'RE ON THE VERGE OF DEATH HUUUUUUH?!
  • -------
  • Izaya and Hajime: *share a reluctant glance*
  • Izaya: *readying his knife*
  • Hajime: *clenching his fist*
  • Izaya: …Shizu-chan.
  • Hajime: Shizuo.
  • Shun: That's right. Please don't hit me, alright bartender-san~?
  • Shizuo: *glaring at Shun's pretty face*
  • Shizuo: ...Tch!
  • Shizuo: *stomps away from Shun and slams his fist into the wall*
  • Shun: *looks at the destroyed wall with awe*
  • Shun: Wow~bartender-san, you're really strong!
  • Shizuo: AHHHH?! YOU WANT TO BE HIT?!
  • Shun: *pouts with a playful light in his eyes*
  • Shun: Ehhhh but I'm pretty like a girl so you won't hit me right? Ehehe~
  • Shizuo: STOP GIGGLING IT'S FUCKING ANNOYING!
  • -------
  • Izaya: *frowning*
  • Izaya: Stop yelling at Shun-chan. What did he ever to do you?
  • Hajime: For once I agree with him.
  • Shun: That's right, it isn't polite to yell at a stranger, bartender-san.
  • Shizuo: ...Tch!
  • -------
  • Izaya: (This guy really pisses me off)
  • Hajime: (This guy took Shun away from me)
  • Shizuo: (THIS GUY IS TOO PRETTY FOR THE FLEA IT PISSES ME OFF)
  • -------
  • Hajime: *Glaring at Izaya*
  • Izaya: *Glaring at Shizuo*
  • Shizuo: *Glaring at Shun*
  • Shun: *doesn’t know how to glare*
  • -------
  • Everyone:
  • Shun: …Hey? Since Izaya-kun’s friend and Hajime are here ~Hajime~do you all want to go for lunch together~?
  • Hajime, Shizuo, Izaya: NO.

solitudeontatooine  asked:

Your fic Hard Deviations has had me thinking a lot about Dooku and Obi-Wan's relationship... imagine an AU where Dooku kidnaps Obi-Wan and tries to go through his mind/memories, like Kylo Ren does to Rey in TFA, because Dooku wants to see how Qui-Gon died... maybe Dooku uses some sort of Sith thing on Obi-Wan so that he has a hard time shielding his thoughts

He…actually kind of does this in a short story that I’ve linked to before (which I love love love) when Dooku has Obi-wan captive on Geonosis. 

But I also like the idea that Dooku learns from Obi-wan himself just how Qui-gon died. And in rifling through those memories, most likely reads the anger and pain that Obi-wan carries with him from that event and what transpired right before with Anakin in the Council Chamber. Dooku feels Obi-wan’s loneliness, and *that* is something he can understand (and according to Dark Rendezvous, this is really a core element of Dooku’s personality). And so here they both are, two men who have lost nearly everything - one dark, one light. 

And you know - I could really see this going either way. Dooku finally recovers from the shock that the Sith killed his Padawan. The Sith - who made so many promises, who he decide to join - he sighs. It was a Faustian bargain. He knew that. But so much was broken…the Jedi, the Republic. It was, an admittedly somewhat idealistic crusade, perhaps a miscalculation on his part. But the Sith - they killed his dear student, and Dooku is suddenly struck with images of a young, scruffy Qui-gon holding an armful of plants, soil spilling out onto a somewhat expensive rug in their quarters. An adolescent Qui-gon - tall, lanky - purposefully using the wrong silverware at a diplomatic function just to irk his teacher, a hint of a smirk on his face and mischief in his eyes. The newly-Knighted student - the pride that Dooku felt, but perhaps never showed. The deep philosophical discussions over tea about the nature of the Living Force, about the role of the Jedi in larger society. How long ago had that been, really? Maybe Dooku looks at Obi-wan’s own thoughts, his own memories of Qui-gon - and sees the shadows of himself it Qui-gon’s reticence, his reserve with this young, talented, but angry boy. What had gone wrong? Why had Qui-gon become that way? 

He feels regret that this boy’s apprenticeship had turned out the way it did. Remorse that Qui-gon, independent to the end, had eventually been forsaken by the Order when that Sith struck him down. That Obi-wan had been forsaken by Qui-gon for this…prophecy. Their line, their lineage - it’s all distorted, it’s all gone wrong. Dooku can’t shake the feeling that if he had only been there, hadn’t left the Order…

And Dooku senses how similar he and Obi-wan are, and is just astounded at how the man could still cling to the Light even as he’s drowning in the darkness around him.. Maybe this pulls at Dooku to, to - to do what, Yan, he asks himself. Not rejoin the Jedi Order. No, that time has passed. But perhaps, he thinks, yes, perhaps - were the old stories really true? The Grey force users, the ones in the middle. That could suit him well. He could take Obi-wan under his wing, as he should have done so many years ago. Together…

~~~~Or! Alternatively!~~~~

Dooku could see that exact pressure points he needs to turn Kenobi. If he had only known earlier that they were so similar, if he had only known that the Order killed Qui-gon Jinn through their negligence, through their over-confidence in the fact that the Sith would never emerge again. The young man carried so much of the same doubt, the anger, the loneliness that he had before he had put those emotions to better use. It would not take all that much to turn young Kenobi, to make him see that it was the Order - Dooku raged inside at the image of his Padawan being skewered by that…thingThe Jedi need to end, the older man thought. He took one look at Obi-wan, now crumpled on the floor, panting, murmuring something that sounded like an apology under his breath, over and over. No, this wouldn’t do. 

“Get up,” Dooku ordered. Kenobi fell silent, obviously willing himself back under control, his breaths evening. Impressive, thought the Sith. Obi-wan gave Dooku a glare that would have frozen Tatooine as he unsteadily came to his feet. Dooku walked over to the young man, placing a firm hand on his shoulder. 

“The Jedi Order killed your Master - my Padawan, you must realize this by now.” There was no answer - he didn’t expect one. The response was in Kenobi’s eyes, which had hardened ever so slightly. 

“Come,” he beckoned towards the large doors leading to the guest rooms. “I ask only for your company at dinner tonight. Hear me out. If you disagree with what I have to say, I will let you leave this planet unmolested, and you can return to your precious Jedi Order.” It was a reasonable request, Dooku knew. Of course, he could take the man captive but it was so much better this way… Kenobi held still in defiance, but after a moment the man’s shoulders slumped and he limped in the direction of the guest rooms. Dooku smiled behind him, knowing that he had now just won half the battle. Kenobi would be his before daybreak.

you can’t take the sky from me - ch 7: new plans

a/n: <3 so sorry I am SO late with this chapter. life just got a bit away from me. much love as always to @nymphadoraholtzmann my beautiful beta. if you’re into rare pairs, GO READ HER NEW STORY LAY IT ON ME it is SO GOOD and I might never stop screaming about it tbh.
pairing: pansy / percy
word count(s): 2930//16558
this week: pansy tours the ship, and learns a little more about its inhabitants
tagging: @flintwoodandco @provocative-envy @olivieblake @blood-and-death-will-fall @habababa @newt-scxmander @ff-sunset-oasis @scremereel

{read on ao3!}


No one came to get her in the morning. Pansy awoke late, her body stiff from the (various) exertions of the day before, and spent a minute wondering if she was still a prisoner. When the hatch of her room slid open freely, she took it as a good sign and headed down the deck towards the mess room.

Pansy counted the rooms as she walked. She’d figured the ship was larger than she’d anticipated while she’d worked on the engines, and was pleased to confirm her suspicions were correct. Not only were there enough rooms for the ship’s current crew, but there were at least four or five more, that she could figure.

When she finally reached the dining area, she was slightly off put to find most of the crew sitting there - though a certain redhead was conspicuously absent. Clearly they’d been waiting for her, because when she walked in conversations dropped off and everyone turned towards her.

Pansy frowned slightly and crossed her arms - holding back the pained grimace as she forgot her injuries yet again. “What?”

Oliver smiled and waved her over to the table. “G’morning,” he greeted, gesturing at Luna who disappeared and returned with a plate full of food. “Glad you could join us.“

Pansy narrowed her eyes but sat anyways, unable to resist taking a few bites of toast from her plate. She wondered briefly if Luna even made the bread from scratch - it was delicious. “Y’know, just because you don’t have me in a cell anymore doesn’t mean I’m not your prisoner or whatever,” Pansy snapped, frustrated by the way they were all looking at her.

“Well actually,” Oliver interjected, “that’s what we wanted to speak to you about. You helped us out, so it’s the least we can all do to drop you off somewhere of your choosin’, I think.”

Pansy considered this, trying to see if she could find a way to get what she wanted. A drop off wasn’t particularly helpful, not when her crew was awaiting trial on a Ministry planet and her ship was likely still floating through deep space. “Well,” she began, trying to think quickly. “Yes. You owe me that at least. But, you’re also in need of some replacement parts. I’d be willing to provide you with a list of what you need and show your mechanic a few things about how to keep this ship in the air, for a small price of course.”

{keep reading on ao3!}

So I have a habit of livetexting everything I read/watch to the person who got me into it, and it's generally regarded as quite amusing. My dear friend Mycroft recently got me into Young Wizards, and he suggested that I put one of my livetexts up on Tumblr as my introduction into the fandom. So here goes "Iago reads High Wizardry" (lightly edited to make reading easier).
  • Iago: *picks up High Wizardry* Here we go.
  • Iago: Oh god. Setting up a computer in the nineties. This should be fun.
  • Iago: Dari wearing a Star Wars shirt makes me incredibly happy.
  • Iago: Nita's parents affronted by the fact that Dari can set up the computer without instructions is just perfect.
  • Mycroft: Dairine is the best Star Wars nerd.
  • Iago: She also likes X-Men, which is perfect.
  • Iago: "The sure way to make the world work for you was to know everything. Dairine sat home and busied herself with conquering the world." New favorite character? I think so.
  • Mycroft: I think she became like half the fandom's favorite character at that exact moment. Myself included--I can definitely relate.
  • Iago: *laughs* At least I'm in good company, then.
  • Iago: I hope Dari eventually conquers the world. We couldn't have a better ruler.
  • Mycroft: Amen to THAT.
  • Iago: Oh sweet lord Dari took the Oath we're all toast.
  • Iago: Dari with a lightsaber is a terrifying thought.
  • Iago: Dari's going to have an affinity for computer systems, isn't she?
  • Iago: Awwwww, Nita's upset that Kit didn't notice her new boobs!
  • Mycroft: Also consider this- since Dari took the Oath, she could probably make a lighsaber out of wizardry if she really wanted.
  • Iago: Oh sweet minty Jesus we're fucked.
  • Iago: Oh look, Dari's created a second computer.
  • Mycroft: It's always good to have backups...
  • Iago: It's her Wizard's manual, isn't it?
  • Mycroft: I'm saying nothingggggg.
  • Iago: It's totally her manual. It's fucking taking her to Mars as we speak,
  • Mycroft: Okay yes. That is a thing.
  • Iago: Obviously that means she has an affinity for computers. I'm a writer. i know these things.
  • Iago: It also means that she might have and easier time with wizardry that Kit and Nita, because she just has to command the computer.
  • Mycroft: Brace yourself for the "computer wizard" puns. They're gonna happen.
  • Iago: YUS
  • Iago: How convenient is it that two of the *four* North American Senior Wizards live within relative spitting distance of our main characters?
  • Iago: Wait, puberty gives you more power? Fuck, why wasn't *I* a wizard? That could have made things a hell of a lot easier.
  • Iago: Souls are one to a customer *on this planet*? The hell does that mean?
  • Mycroft: It's a big, weird Universe out there...
  • Iago: Fair play to you.
  • Iago: Ah, the trouble with going to a place about which you know nothing: you find yourself talking to the luggage. I wouldn't be surprised if, at some point, Dari used the wrong verbs and ended up kissing a complete stranger.
  • Iago: Ah, planet-hopping youth. Always expecting something they're familiar with, when someone more experienced would know not to expect anything.
  • Iago: "Tentacled" being used as a way to describe how people get around brings me much joy.
  • Mycroft: SAME. Also, welcome to the Crossings. You'll be seeing a lot of it.
  • Iago: Oh boy. That sounds ominous.
  • Mycroft: Well, I mean it's a popular travel hub.
  • Iago: Fair enough.
  • Iago: Oh my god are those actually dinosaurs.
  • Iago: Holy shit it's like a bloodhound but it's a dinosaur yes good I approve of this.
  • Iago: Oh shit, now she's covering her trail. How the hell are Kit and Nita going to fin her
  • Iago: God, this galaxy sounds beautiful.
  • Iago: Kit and Nita in a "permanent partnership". *waggles eyebrows*
  • Mycroft: INDEED.
  • Mycroft: They're so adorably awkward.
  • Iago: Especially at thirteen and fourteen. This is perfect.
  • Iago: And we're back to Nita considering asking Kit what he thinks about "things".
  • Mycroft: Bless her beautiful relatable awkwardness.
  • Iago: Yes, Tom, tell the magical children to go to major law enforcement authorities. That can't possibly backfire in your face.
  • Iago: planet-sized computer chip = yes good.
  • Mycroft: Wasn't it terrifying when Dairine thought she'd fried her Manual. Stranded in the middle of a distant unexplored planet is not the greatest time for that.
  • Iago: It was too far from the end of the book for her to be dead just yet.
  • Iago: Ah! She's teaching it and everything is beautiful and nothing hurts.
  • Iago: Oo! Dairine's manual is learning, too!
  • Iago: Oh god is she going to make the planet a wizard
  • Mycroft: ...MAYBE
  • Iago: Goody.
  • Mycroft: By the way, you didn't say anything about the Doctor's cameo...
  • Iago: Oh, of *course* that was him. I was wondering why he felt familiar. Which incarnation was that supposed to be?
  • Mycroft: Five. He's Diane Duane's favorite.
  • Iago: Ahhhh. Makes sense why I didn't quite catch it, then. I've never seen a Five story, and I really know very little about him.
  • Iago: oh god it was a *birthing* room?
  • Iago: "Kit, I didn't do it for you 'some'. I did it for you 'pretty much'."
  • Iago: I FUCKING SHIP IT SO GODDAMN HARD RIGHT NOW.
  • Mycroft: YES GOOD JOIN US
  • Iago: IS THERE SOME KIND OF INITIATION CEREMONY OR AM I JUST IN
  • Iago: BECAUSE I WILL WRITE FANFIC IF NECESSARY.
  • Mycroft: FANFIC IS ALWAYS GOOD
  • Iago: Also, That Fucker just blew up a star to kill Kit and Nita. How rude.
  • Mycroftt: Are we calling the Lone Power That Fucker now because I totally approve
  • Iago: We totally can. I figured that capitalizing the first letters of any creative epithet I come up with would get the point across.
  • Mycroft: And it totally did.
  • Iago: Aw, Dairine's making friends with the circuit turtles!
  • Mycroft: With!
  • Iago: Is that its name?
  • Iago: Apparently not. Too bad, that would have been cute.
  • Iago: Gigo's nice, too, though
  • Iago: Mycroft I want a circuit turtle
  • Iago: Oh my god Dairine has just created a new race.
  • Mycroft: YUP
  • Iago: Good lord she *could* take over the world.
  • Mycroft: I would probably support this.
  • Iago: We wouldn't be able to stop her. We probably wouldn't *want* to stop her.
  • Iago: Oh dear god the circuit turtles are going to take over the Universe
  • Mycroft: I think it's more like... reprogramming
  • Iago: They're going to remake the whole damn thing!
  • Iago: I legitimately do not know what the Lone Asshat wants from this encounter.
  • Iago: Oh my god Dari has just used one of my favorite lines.
  • Iago: "You're so full of it that if you had eyes, they'd be brown."
  • Iago: Ah, mental contact. Solves everyone's problems
  • Iago: *flailing* Dari!
  • Iago: GODDAMMIT MYCROFT IF SHE HAS TO DIE TO SAVE THE UNIVERSE I QUIT LIFE
  • Iago: Nita and Kit showed up in the nick of time, and honest to god I was waiting for a, "Surprise, bitch."
  • Iago: "One might be intending to cripple or destroy that Power, but there was no need to be rude about it."
  • Iago: AND WHY NOT
  • Iago: RUDE IS FUN
  • Iago: WHY IS NITA USING HER LIFE FORCE EVERYONE KNOWS THAT'S THE WORST IDEA
  • Iago: PEACH
  • Iago: *incoherent shrieking*
  • Iago: MYCROFT I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL END YOU WHY DID YOU GET ME INTO A SERIES THAT HURTS SO MUCH
  • Iago: WAIT A SECOND HAS DAIRINE ACTUALLY BECOME GOD
  • Iago: SHE HAS SHE'S TOTALLY GOD
  • Iago: JEELSUS CRUST HOW
  • Iago: SHE CREATED A SPECIES AND NOW SHE'S ALMIGHTY WE MAY AS WELL JUST START WORSHIPPING HER
  • Iago: WAIT NO FUCK SHE CAN'T DIE SHE'S GOD
  • Iago: PICCHU. PICCHU IS BACK. IN A DIFFERENT FORM BUT FUCK I'LL TAKE IT.
  • Iago: THEY ARE ALL ALIVE
  • Iago: OH MY GOD NO ONE DIED
  • Iago: NO ONE ACTUALLY DIED HOLY SHIT
  • Iago: EXCUSE ME WHILE I ROLL AROUND ON THE GROUND, SCREAMING FOR JOY

anonymous asked:

Supercorp prompt: "You can't fix this! You can't fix me, okay? I'm not something you can fix!" But instead of the usual Lena being broken how about we turn it around and have Kara broken? (I hope you're still doing prompts)

Lol, yes, I am still doing prompts. Just not as many as I’d like, unfortunately, now that I’m back in school and swamped with end-of-the-year BS. I should actually be getting ready for class and doing homework, but ehhhhhh :)

In honor of Supergirl Returns (also yes I’m salty bc where was Lena in this episode, dammit,) I decided to make time to answer a prompt. Congrats, it was yours! :D

Anyways, back to business- I’m going to combine it with another ask I receive pretty often, which is the whole anniversary-of-Krypton’s-death thing. So…

Here we go. I’ll post it on Ao3 later, when I get a chance. 


kintsukuroi, a Supergirl fanfiction

Summary: 

kintsukuroi (n.) - the art of repairing something with gold, and realizing that the object is all the more beautiful for having been broken

OR

It’s the anniversary of the day of Krypton’s death. Kara’s not in the best state of mind, and Lena tries her hardest to reach her. 


“Can you just stop?”

Lena freezes in place, a look of hurt briefly flickering across her features before a smooth mask of calm settles over her face like a veil. “Stop what?”

And Rao, Kara just wants to shut up before she does any more damage, before she makes Lena retreat any more than she already has, but the words come spilling out of Kara’s mouth before she can stop them.

“Trying to fix everything!” Kara squeezes her eyes shut, dropping her face into her palms as the memory of Krypton’s death flashes through her mind, an endless cycle that she can’t escape- not today. “You can’t fix this! You can’t fix me, okay? I’m not something you can fix!”

She huffs out a low, cynical laugh, and the sound is darker than Lena has ever heard from the bubbly superheroine. “I’m not sure I’m even worth the effort.”

Her cheeks burn with a familiar shame beneath her hands, making her face feel hot. 

Everything feels hot, scorching, the heat of a collapsing core of an unstable planet sending ripples through space and knocking her so far off-course that she’s not sure she even really managed to get back on the right path ever since.

She’s so lost in her thoughts that she doesn’t even realize that Lena’s started moving again until she feels soft hands encircle her wrists. She tenses, part of her longing to sink in to the touch while another part of her screams to run away, fly away, to end all this before anyone can get hurt-

You don’t deserve to be happy, Kryptonian, a voice whispers from the darkest corners of her head, the words sliding between flesh and bone until it jabs at something in her chest, digging deep into a wound that had never really healed in the first place, scraped raw and oozing by her deepest fears.

You don’t deserve any of this.

You don’t deserve her.

Kara pulls away from Lena’s touch with laughable ease, careful- as she always is, always has to be in this glass-and-paper world- not to hurt the other woman as she does.

She speeds towards the furthest corner of the room, hands pressed against her ears, fingers twisting into her hair, hard. “Shut up,” she mutters under her breath, willing for everything to just stop-

You belong with me.

You belong to me.

You were meant to be mine.

But the volume of the voice reaches a crescendo, and it’s all that she can hear, all that she can think, all

Kara drops to her knees with a cry, rocking back and forth, squeezing her hands against her ears with renewed desperation. “Go away, go away, go away, please go away-” Her voice cracks, breaking, just like she is, and a hoarse whimper escapes her throat. “I’m not yours anymore, I’m not, I got out, I got out-”

Inside her, something laughs.

Did you really?

She slumps to the ground, tears leaking from the corners of her eyes and onto the floor, its surface blessedly cool against her fevered skin.

“Kara, whatever’s happening to you, you need to fight it. Do you hear me? You need to fight it.” Lena’s voice is faint, muted, barely audible despite Kara’s best attempts to tune out the ringing in her ears.

Gentle fingers unfurl her clenched fists and smooth messy curls away from her face. “I’m right here, Kara. I’m not trying to fix you. I never have. I know you can do that all on your own.”

Kara moans. “I can’t-”

Lena cuts her off, voice firm yet soothing, pressing a hand to Kara’s cheek. “You can. It’s what we do, people like us. We fix ourselves because we can. You can.”

Kara asks a question that echoes with the voice of the scared, orphaned girl that had fallen to Earth so many years ago, quiet and impossibly fragile. “What if I’m too broken to fix?”

The smile that stretches Lena’s lips is nothing short of radiant. “Nobody’s too broken to fix. We just have to try a little harder, that’s all.”

She shifts, settling her body onto the floor beside Kara, her kryptonite gaze beautifully disarming, still tracing her smooth, slender fingers across Kara’s flushed cheek. “And I’ll be right beside you every step of the way.”

Kara looks into her eyes- warm and bright, even brighter than the memory of a dying planet, a memory that now pales in comparison to the pure love and unwavering faith that shines in Lena’s steady, open stare- and believes.

For the first time since Krypton, for the first time since the Phantom Zone, Kara believes.

Lena shuffles closer, tucks Kara’s body against her own and presses her lips against the top of her head, draping her arm across the curve of the Kryptonian’s waist as she cups her free hand around the nape of Kara’s neck.

And just like that, just like gravity, Kara is pulled one step closer towards the path she’s spent her whole life trying to find her way back to once more.


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