also why keep telling me these stuff

Spinning

First Part: Brave
Second Part: Breathing Space                                                           Third Part: Plotting                                                                        Fourth Part: New Arrangement

Part 5 in my developing Roman/Virgil University!AU

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They coordinate rehearsal times so that a few times a week, once Virgil’s lectures are finished, he knocks on Roman’s door. The first time he does so, Virgil hesitates, shifting from one foot to the other. What is he doing? It’s not difficult, just open the door and-

“Virgil? You can come in, I don’t bite!”

He opens the door, and finds Roman perched on a stool playing his electric keyboard. It’s an upbeat song- ragtime, Virgil recognises, after a beat. Roman glances at Virgil and grins, not stopping his playing.

“Hey! Make yourself at home.”

Virgil sits on the bed, crossed legged, and looks around. There’s a few more fairy lights pinned along the walls compared to the start of term. They give the room a comforting golden glow. Virgil bites back a laugh as he scans Roman’s ‘Disney wall’, noticing how he has written a tally chart next to his many posters.

“When are you going to stop?” he teases, nodding at the wall. “101?”

“Oh, ha, ha,” Roman drawls. “Think fast!”

Virgil ducks to avoid a sheaf of papers to the face. “Charming,” he says. He picks up the papers and turns them over to read ‘WICKED: THE MUSICAL’ in black embossed writing. “Oh, I read the script last night.”

He says it casually, and is surprised to see Roman’s face light up with delight.

“Really? The whole thing?”

Virgil shrugs. “Well, yeah. Wanted to have some idea of what’s going on.”

“You’re-” But, Roman doesn’t continue with whatever he was about to say. He just shakes his head and smiles, then clears his throat. “Anyway, it’s just to make sure I know my lines- so punch me if I try and peek.”

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(personal) I’m going thru the “unable to stop re-living the trauma” phase,  which happens every now  and then, and I’m just  miserable, my entire body feels so heavy and tired and every bit of it hurts, but the worst are legs, stomach and neck and i have no idea why those areas in particular, but they’re pulsing with pain, i can actually feel my heartbeat in them. I’m also very hungry because entire day I’ve been unable to actually make something to eat, I can’t even get up, my brain keeps pushing intrusive images of me being beaten with a pipe, me being imprisoned and left to die, me being back there and facing abusers with a small body and no power again, and keeps telling me that is how it should be, and all of this escaping stuff is just a delusion, i’ve never escaped, i’ve been back there, just dreaming myself free. Nightmares are now so bad my roommate told me i’ve been talking in my sleep! apparently I just kept saying “leave, leave.” 

I can’t do anything, and stress from tasks not being done is piling up, I can’t calm down, I wish I could at least cry or have an outburst but I am just frozen in time, and back then I couldn’t have done anything, I couldn’t have had an outburst or express my anger or even cry, I’ve been forbidden, and just having pain pile up inside while being unable to say a word is so much worse than crying and screaming out loud. I’m desperately trying to distract myself with anything until this phase is over because I can’t do anything but wait it out, I can’t even make it happen faster. What kind of fucking hell are people who are able to do this to me. 

Fake Chats #142
  • Yoongi: Jungkookie~
  • Jungkook: Yoongi-hyung?
  • Yoongi: how's my favorite maknae?
  • Jungkook: he's good, why? Why are you so...loopy?
  • Yoongi: I am not! I just wanted to cuddle.
  • Jungkook: okay, who are you and what have you done with Min Yoongi?
  • Yoongi: I haven't done anything with him!
  • Jungkook: but you're acting weird!
  • Yoongi: you know, when I act like this with Jimin, it's not complicated. He just says I'm cute and does whatever I want.
  • Jungkook:
  • Yoongi: that's why I have a soft spot for him, but I have one for you too, shh, don't tell Taehyung because I also have a soft spot for him.
  • Jungkook:
  • Yoongi: and one for Joonie, of course, and Hopi, my sunshine. And I guess Jin-hyung, 'cause we're the parents.
  • Jungkook: so basically you're soft for all of us.
  • Yoongi: I'm saying that I love you!
  • Jungkook: see? Weird!
  • Yoongi: see if I take you out for lamb skewers again.
  • Jungkook: hey, come on, you can cuddle!
  • Yoongi: thank goodness. Jin-hyung keeps nagging me about stuff and I was trying to be nice, but my soft spot for him isn't as big as my soft spot for you.
  • Jungkook: I don't understand you.
  • Yoongi: if I fall asleep you can sleep in my bed.
  • Jungkook: of course you're going to fall asleep. Even when you loopy Min Yoongi, there is that one guarantee.

moonshoesweasley  asked:

I just have to say that I am usually not a huge fan of anything Marauders era, but your artwork has given me a whole new appreciation for them. The interactions you write/draw are so natural and it brings the characters to life in a way that hasn’t happened for me before. You already know I love your work, but I just wanted to tell you again! ❤️

That is so so nice to know, thank you!. i’m so excited to explore the Marauders in my current style. I know this all began with Harry - and I intend to keep drawing Harry! - but now I feel so inspired to bring to life the Marauders era characters. Just like we don’t know about Harry’s life during those 19 years, we also don’t know what happened years before he was born (only the essential stuff, but not details), so that’s why I’m here. It’s all work of my inspiration. Even if someone feels the same about Marauders era, I hope they enjoy and have fun with me :) So that’s why I appreciate your message so much!

Positive Mind

Originally posted by shwaybum

Artist: Jay Park

Word count: 1.1K

You were currently in Jays studio trying to get him out of it for a little while and have a break but he wouldn’t listen or agree to any of your suggestion, even a nice relaxing movie night. 

“Baby come on, it won’t be for long, we’ll just go to the café down the street” you told him. 

“I can’t, I have to finish this song” he said 

“It won’t be long and it’s my treat” you said trying to bribe him jokingly. 

“I really can’t” he said in a serious tone and you got his point. A pout formed on your lips but you quickly smiled at him not wanting him to feel bad or anything but that didn’t go unnoticed with Jay. And he did feel bad because you guys haven’t hung out for a while now. 

“Okay fine, I’ll just leave you to your work” you said pretending to be mad in a joking way but Jay knew you too well, he knew how you were feeling and he felt shitty that he didn’t even take an hour of his time for you when you did that for him all the time. 

“I’ll just see you later on” you told him, gave him a kiss and left not wanting to bother his work any longer.

You were going to a café on your way home since you were already out and you didn’t feel like going home just yet, so a stop at the coffee shop sounded nice to you. When you were about to enter it you noticed that you didn’t have your wallet on you, you didn’t freak out because you thought you had just forgotten it at home.

But suddenly you got a call from Jay, you were wondering why he was calling you when he told you he was busy working on his song. 

“Hey babe” you said after you answered 

“Hey, where are you” he asked rushing you

“Well I was about to go get coffee but silly me forget her wallet at home” you said and chucked at your act. 

“Lets meet at the cafe shop you said you wanted to go to” he said

“Babe, its fine, you don’t have to go or anything I know your busy” you told him

“Its fine, a little break won’t hurt” he said

“Okay, sounds good, I’ll meet you there, love you” he said 

“Love you more” you said and hung up the phone.

It was pretty weird because you knew how much of a workaholic Jay can be, and he’s the type to finish his work and then go out, so it was super odd that he actually wanted to take a break, but you weren’t complaining since you got to see him and he got to take a break.

You were waiting for Jay until he came just scrolling through your phone trying to pass time when suddenly you heard the chair across from you move. 

“Hey, long time no see” you said jokingly once Jay sat down and he just chuckled at your lame joke. 

“You didn’t order anything” he asked once he didn’t see any drink in front of you. 

“I told you, I forgot my wallet at home” you said and that reminded Jay of the whole reason why he came out. 

After you left Jay had noticed something on the floor next to his chair which didn’t look so familiar. He picked it up and noticed that it was actually your wallet, only you would lose your wallet and not notice right away he thought. He opened to see your ID picture since you always hid it from him because you hated it but he thought it was totally cute with your chubby cheeks. Suddenly all the content fell from it since he was holding it upside down. He went to pick up the pictures you had in it and money when he noticed how little money you had on you. 

“Oh you reminded me, I found your wallet on the floor in my studio” he said and pulled it out to give it to you. 

“Oh thank you, and here I thought I forgot it at home” you said and took it from him. 

“Baby you wanted to treat me out when you barely had anything” he said jokingly to you. 

“I know, thats why I’ve been saving up to treat you to something” you said very seriously with no hints of joking or being offended because you knew Jay said it in a joke, Jay was confused because he thought you were joking but you said it so seriously it got him thinking.

“Babe you didn’t have to come out if your really busy, you know we could always hang out when your done with work” you told him

“I know, but really needed a little break from the studio”

“Well you made a good choice” you said. You guys were sitting and talking when Jay asked what has been on his mind.

“Babe is everything okay with you” he asked

“Yeah everything is fine, why do you ask” you asked confused with his question.

“It’s just… look I didn’t mean to look in your wallet or anything, but when I picked it up the contents fell and I know you didn’t have much money” he said slowly so he doesn’t offend you in any way

“Well yeah I don’t really have that much money because I don’t make that much, and the money I made I paid bills and rent and all that stuff so usually at the end I just have little money her and there” you explained

“If you’re struggling why didn’t you tell me baby” he said

“But babe I don’t feel like I’m struggling, I have everything I need, I have enough money for food everyday. I may not have thousands in my bank account but to me that’s fine” you said trying to reassure him, you were also trying to save up for Jays birthday gift.

You were always trying to be positive even when the situation are very stressful, and stuff like that keep proving to Jay positive you and how lucky he was to be with someone that could affect his life in a really good way, you were always supporting him despite his long busy schedules.

“Ugh your so amazing I love you so much” he said suddenly which made you chuckle at his cheesiness.

“I love you too” you said and squeezed his hand in an loving way still giggling at his cuteness.

“I just want you to know baby that no matter what, if you need help or a little hand I’m always here for you okay” he asked

“I know, thank you baby” you nodded and said.


I hope you guys enjoy it.

I’m sorry I haven’t been posting that much here but I’ll try my best to be more active.

Follow for ... what?!

Last night I got a message that puzzled me: “Follow for follow?”

Why? Why would someone even consider that? To me, this whole concept doesn’t make sense. EVEN THOUGH I am - as some might know - a big Genesis fan, right? But even they prove my point: “Follow you follow me” is one of their weaker songs.
I don’t understand people, who would only follow a blog for a re-follow. Like… what is it about for you? The content of the blog? The person? Your follower count? What will you do when you reach your following-limit? Which is to my knowledge at 5,000 blogs at the moment. And who can keep up following 5,000 blogs? There is no way of keeping up with 5,000 blogs.
What a message like “Follow for follow?” tells me, is that you have no real interest in what I post. But are primarily interested in that I follow your blog.
Which is a legit thing. But then why not simply tell me: “Hey, I have stuff on my blog that might interest you.”
You don’t have to “pay” me with a re-follow. You “pay” me with cool content. Because that is the only reason why _I_ follow a blog. Completely unrelated to whether this blog follows back or not.

Peace out!

Originally posted by giantmonster

Let’s talk about this~

Yesterday, a new article got released by EW and it Revealed us a tons of new information. 

one of them is each of the characters information such as Donad..

and i wanna talk about this particular words from Frank Angones

“In our world, about 10 years ago, Scrooge and Donald used to go on these big, crazy, rip-roaring adventures, and then they stopped talking to each other, to the point where when we start our show, Huey, Dewey, and Louie don’t even know that the richest duck in the world and this legendary explorer is their great uncle.” 

So what happened exactly 10 years ago between Scrooge and Donald?? Donald used to go on Adventures with his Rich uncle scrooge, and somehow stopped talking to each other for unknown reason.

there’s actually a lot of possible reason why this is happened between these two. and here’s my guess

What if the reason why Donald’s leaving an ‘Adventure’ Life for something more important?

remember the time when frank said that The boys is about 11/12 years old?

well in that case Donald’s must’ve been having the boys at that time.

and here’s another words from frank in the Article we’ve got yesterday

“He’s been a single parent obsessively taking care of the boys, and he’s a little bit overprotective and doesn’t want to take a lot of risks, whereas so much of Scrooge’s success is based on the fact that he’s willing to take risks,”

Donald’s is an Overprotective Dad figure to the Boys..(and doesn’t want to take a lot of risks)

the #1 trailer showed us this scene where Huey and Louie wearing a life saving jackets while Donald wearing a suit looking like he’s about to go out from His Boat house leaving his nephews..

by this we can tell that the reason why these Precious Square ducks wearing them is because Donald don’t want anything happen to his Nephews (since they live in a boat house and surrounded by Sea, anything could happen)


sooooooooo,,,,,,maybe the MAIN reason why Donald leave his Past Exciting life where he and his uncle go on adventures.. is because after that day when he got the Triplets at his House, he realized that life is much important to risk for. and he know that by taking care of the boys. 

the boys didn’t know about scrooge because Donald never tell them about him at all, why? well..Scrooge is Their family, and Donald’s knew that time when the boys grew up, the boys will somewhat involved with Scrooge’s Crazy Adventures

Originally posted by kiwikandy

having Adventures with this Rich guy would also include some dangerous situations, and Donald knew this from his experiences.

Donald’s just being a dad who want to keep his Child Save and Sound.

well, this is my guess. feel free to add some possible reasons

Bitty’s YouTube Career

I’ve been binge watching Fine Bros Reaction videos and it just got me thinking.

This isn’t going to be coherent enough to be like a paragraph so it’s gonna be a list instead

-Bitty’s a YouTuber

-He posts regular updates to his vlog, and interacts with fans on his channel and through other forms of social media

-Now N never really tells us how YouTube famous he is, but I’m actually willing to bet that a vlog like that would have at least 1 million subs. But honestly I’m imagining more like 3-4 million, and these especially picked up during Bitty’s time at Samwell (like he had a smaller following before this, and the spike definitely happens like sophomore year and just grows into Junior/Senior year)

-(Bitty wasn’t hella aware of how much he was pining after Jack and people were there for the drama)

-SO YouTubers aren’t solitary creatures, they tend to interact with, and follow each other on YouTube and on other social media platforms

-And once Tubers become bigger, other bigger names notice them. They’re verified on Twitter, so any @’s they do are noticed by any bigger people

-(which means Beyonce definitely tweeted Bitty into his Junior/Senior year and says she loves his vlog)

-(this being in response to a tweet he sent out for his most recent video where he gushes on a Beyonce event)

-(Beyonce says she’s binge watched a lot of his stuff and now follows him on Twitter and YouTube)

-(Bitty is shook)

-ANYWAYS

-So I imagine Bitty does lots of collabs! He’s totally done several with NerdyNummies, since they both bake

-and honestly? He’s paying for his college with this dough. Like he’s not making a small sum, and he donates a fuck ton of it to LGBTQ organizations, cause he likes money, but not that much. 

-Like I can see him as someone who doesnt want to spend his money on himself

-Going on, he’s friends with a lot of YouTubers. He doesn’t talk about his channel much to his friends and teammates

-UNTIL ONE DAY HOLSOM BURSTS INTO HIS DOOR AND IS LIKE

-”BITS WHAT THE FUCK WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME YOU WERE GOING TO BE ON YOUTUBER’S REACT???”

-And Bitty kind of shrugs and is like “I mean, I told you guys I had a thing in NYC”

-Holsom is fuckin speechless and like dies and ends up subscribing to Bitty and watching a lot of his collabs and asking him questions and stuff

-Bitty gets into YouTube rewind for 2016

-When he gets asked, he DIES. He immediately tells his team, because this just isnt something he can keep in

-Also imagine Bitty with his silver and gold play buttons <3

-Tons of YouTubers have books, so after much prompting from his fans, he makes a cook book for them

-It sells millions of copies

-He’s on YouTubers React AGAIN but to react to Rewind

-Also, Bitty going to like Vid Con and being invited to Creator Summits

-Bitty having Vine and Music.ly phases

-Doing more collabs just with his team and like they love it and you can tell he’s just really relaxing into YouTube and like friendships and his like genuine openness about having a BF and being out to his channel and like having such a support group

-His parents totally know and love him so much. Suzanne is soooo proud of him and buys the cookbook and like all of her friends do too its SUCH a big deal

-Just <3 I need more of Bitty on YouTube and how this affects him because with his sunshine personality and everything, like he’d get a following. He really would.

It’s a celebration!

So, there’s this thing that happened a few days back…I needed a double take, and then one more.

Originally posted by sooper-dee-dooper-natural

I hit 1k!

I mean, that’s great, but I’m still having a hard time believing it - I never could’ve imagined that a thousand people would want to see my stuff! I think I owe y’all a big THANK YOU for following me AND a celebration.

Originally posted by mishxckles

Since I’m quite a traditional gal, I’ve decided to host a writing challenge. And cause Supernatural is the thing that brought me here and connected us all, it probably doesn’t surprise anyone that SPN will be the subject here. :-)

Details (and prompts) are below the cut and I’ll be tagging my forevers and a bunch of other people in case you’re interested in participating, and if not, maybe a signal boost?

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Originally posted by oursisthefvry

Prompt:  “I don’t understand why you feel like you have to keep stuff from me.”

Character: Steve Rogers

Warning: Angst


“Why didn’t you tell you had a mission? 4 days, Steve, 4 days I had no idea where you were or if you were okay. I had to find out from Tony!” The moment he walked through the door you started on him, knowing he was tired but also knowing that you needed to have this conversation sooner rather than later.

“I…”

“I don’t understand why you feel like you have to keep stuff from me.” You had been terrified when you had no idea where he was. It was horrible and you were fed up of him hiding what he was doing and what he’d done from you.

“I didn’t want to worry you. My job’s dangerous…I thought if you didn’t know you wouldn’t worry.” You watch him rub the back of his neck, obviously now realising how upset you had been. That his good intentions had simply hurt you.

“Well I do worry, Steve. I worry all the goddamn time and it’s made worse when I have no idea where you are or if you’re safe! Just talk to me. I don’t want you to hide these things, I know you’re job is dangerous…but the least you could do is tell me so I can say goodbye just in case.” You don’t want him to leave without telling you and never coming back one day. You don’t ever want to have to deal with that. 

“I’m sorry…I…I know and I’m so sorry, I promise i’ll tell you from now on.” He pulls you into a hug, holding you as you feel tears start collecting, “I’m so sorry.” You know he’s sorry and you believe he’ll change…but in that moment you’re just grateful that he’s okay.

Soy Luna 2x43 - Lutteo at the Blake (translation to English)

Matteo: Wow, wow, wow! Be careful! Be careful! Hey!

Luna: Oh, sorry.

Matteo: How strange to bump into Chica Delivery, isn’t it?

Luna: I was distracted.

Matteo: Ah, really? Ah, you’re right, I forgot that you always have your head in the clouds.

Luna: What? No, no, no, no, no! It’s that… Look: I go on vacations to the clouds. My house is in Mars.

Matteo: Ah, look at that. And when are we going together? Because I would like to see it.

Luna: No. No. I really don’t know if I should invite you… But I’ll think about it.

Matteo: Well, I’ll ask your mom.

Luna: Yes. Yes, you can ask my mom for permission but… No, sorry, I don’t think you can come. Also, I have a lot of stuff in my head…

Matteo: Let’s see, let’s see… I want to know what you have in your mind… Let me guess… Hmmm… You like a guy.

Luna: Maybe.

Matteo: Yes? And that guy is cool, elegant, romantic, loving, Italian…

Luna: Ah, you forgot “unbearable” and “snob (fresa)”.

Matteo: Hm… So why do you like him?

Luna: It’s just that… I don’t know… You know, love is weird. It doesn’t make any sense.

Matteo: Let’s see… I want to know a little: who’s he?

Luna: I can’t tell you because it’s a secret.

Matteo: A secret? I’m very good at keeping secrets.

Luna: I’m very good at keeping secrets too! I’m an expert at keeping secrets!

Matteo: Well, then tell me a little closer…

Luna: No, Matteo, no. We’re at school.

Mateo: Why not?

Luna: No…

*phone rings*

Matteo: The phone…

Luna: *looks at her phone*

Matteo: What happened?

Luna: Nothing. I have to answer.

Matteo: Ok.

Luna (on the phone): Well? Yes. Yes, yes, of course. Perfect. We’ll see you there. See you later.

Matteo: Who were you talking to?

Luna: To no one. I have to look for Nina…

Matteo:  No, no, no. No. Don’t go without giving me a kiss.

Luna: *kisses Matteo on the cheek and leaves*

Matteo: Bye!

bloo14  asked:

Lemme just say,,,your artwork is fantastic and I commend you so much,,,, doing so much better than me when I was 13, jeez. Keep up the great work and don't let anyone get you down!!! Also, is there anything you can tell us about Tear Grim?

how sweet of you, thank you very much, i’m glad ;-;!

sure, Tear Grim the daughter of Grim Reaper and human, she’s mixed between human and grim
but she different from her father, she don’t take souls but she eat sadness of humans to make them feel better
and those sadness turn to hurt her after she eat it
she suffered from depression
that’s why i usually draw her crying or with drugs stuffs 

Manhood

It always seems a little bit ludicrous to me how certain people seem to take a vicious delight in bashing the “patriarchy” (whatever that may be) and get all emotionally worked up about how men are treating them unfairly and stuff like that.

And then they turn around and use all the standards for themselves that the patriarchy is using. 

Like, why are you using men as the standard for what you should be? You keep telling me you’re not a man. Having grown up in a house-full of guys, I know that they have a tough enough time being held up to the standards of decent manhood. Not sure why all these girls want to be held up to the standards of manhood that guys can barely reach.

(Also, as a girl in a house-full of guys, I never had to act like a guy to get respect. My brothers wouldn’t ever dare to tell me to go to the kitchen and stay in my girlish place, because they were all taught to respect girls and treat them like ladies.)

Anyway, being a girl with feminine standards has always been so nice, that I’m awfully sorry that not every girl is trying to be live up to the amazing standards for womanhood. Maybe we should glorify womanhood, not just women. I mean, what is so bad about being excellent in the traditional role of a woman? And before everyone starts crucifying me for being backward and condescending to me for being so oppressed that I’m actually thinking like all the horrible men want me to think, please ask yourselves one little question:

What about manhood, about being out in the world and having to sweat and burn for a living and money is better than being at home and sweating and burning for a family? Everyone says that women are abused in a man’s world, but let’s not forget that men can be abused in a woman’s world, too. Really, all of this hasn’t got a thing to do with being a man or a woman, but just with being a decent person.

I’ve nothing against women doing things other than being mothers. My own father even wanted me to be a chemist (after I got straight A’s in chemistry in high school). There’s nothing in me that feels inferior to any man. It’s just that I don’t particularly understand why all these supposedly great women are trying to convince me that I’m oppressed when I’m, well, not.

And I honestly don’t get why all these girls are trying to “break into” a world where manhood has been suffering for centuries.

Maybe I’m missing something, but from over here it’s kinda funny.

Something I Realized

Both Betty and Juggie haven’t LIED to one another, but did keep some stuff from each other (so if you wanna go “lie by omission”, fine)—-purely at the behest of Varfchie/clearly rationalizing it as “not my place to tell/didn’t want to upset you until I knew more/they asked me not to”….

AND…..while they’ll each, initially, (clearly and overtly in Jughead’s case) being hella pissed with the other, it’s obvious this will ALSO be their path back to one another and understanding why/what the other was doing. This is precisely WHY we had those scenes (because otherwise, frankly, both were fairly pointless and throwaway).

My guess is they also, fully and completely agree to NOT conceal things, EVER going forward from one another, which is how this happens:

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Thank you @thatnerdyblondegirl for tagging me to do the bias selfie tag! I’m doing bias wrecker selfie tag with this dumb bun instead because why not? 

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Distant - KSI Imagine

Cursive is a bit of background
Bold are reader’s thoughts
Normal are current events

*WARNING* At one point it leads up to near-rape. If you are not comfortable reading that don’t read the part between the line of stars. It’ll look like this: *****************

That’s all I wanted to say before you read this, so *in Mario’s voice* HERE WE GOOO

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anonymous asked:

I do feel like they're trying to pile everything on Louis himself. They've established now that he has the professional backing of Simon who is his friend, and everything related to Larry he's had to deny on camera basically. If he fails now, they can pin it all on him. If he comes out, they can pin it all on him (because it was all his choice, he had all the support in the world blah blah blah). I really hope they don't use a forced CO/gay scandal as bargaining chip (he does have an ass tat..)

Im not sure of the significance of the ass tat anon? But yeah I agree, Im pretty convinced that they’ve been working for quite a while to set up Louis as the fall guy for the things they’ve done to him. Lets face it they’ve been setting him up as The Scapegoat (and building the image of self hating homophobe) for years, from BS 1 onwards. It’s been vicious and amoral from the start and Louis has always carried the load. A lot of fans saw through it of course, but the simple existence of Houies and the continual cultivation of them and growth in their numbers is its own proof of how easy it is to mould us when they control the release of information.

The farming of Houies got even less subtle last year imo. They forced those endless pap walks with an actual baby, used Jays death to plant even more deeply nasty BIs taking their created image of Louis to a new stage –insecure self hating homophobe now with added ‘unstable’ tendencies and ‘he knows he needs El to help him’ etc etc  – they have seriously upped the ante. 

Its been obvious for a long time (well.. to me) that they have been taking steps gradually to build up the story that Louis was to blame him for the appalling things they’ve imposed on him, and Louis has had zero option but to go along with it… walking himself deeper and deeper into the trap. How he keeps sane I have no idea.

 For example his team taking an interest in JHO promo immediately after Jay died ONLY to push the stunts as hard as they could from his own mouth  (making it clear that the actual song didnt exist for them); using the aftermath of his mothers death to paint a picture of instability through the airport incident and BIs; bringing the stunts to the UK  perform their circus act as Jay was dying and after she died… they are relentless in using even unplanned and/or tragic events to keep pushing their agenda.  Look at it this way - how can BG end now without disappointed, invested ‘fans’ throwing blame Louis all over SM? NOT Sony. Not the people who did it TO him. At Louis. Thats how well their strategy has worked and how easy it is to convince people that the victim is really the one who asked for it. 

So this promo, Louis falling into line didn’t surprise me because of that, though just how manically hard they’ve pushed him to smear the stunts all over himself and his career has been unexpected. I think the simple threat of ‘exposing’ the stunts and using all that tower of ‘evidence’ that it was Louis choice would be enough to make anyone obedient. You can see in this fandom how ripe fans are to believe it, how many now are actively *invested* in believing it. They really can herd us around like sheep.

My main question is why they’d bother with all this just to control Louis alone, given they dont seem to want to reach anything like his full potential. is it to keep Harry obedient too? Just to keep Larry controlled while making Louis take all the blame? 

The Simon stuff interests me because… as far as I can tell Simon is pretty much powerless now. Syco are still using him as a useful tabloid/GP figurehead/bogeyman which also works for him because it saves his ego and reputation to still look like the man in charge.  But  I very much doubt that boyband is Simons project- its Syco-Sony’s. Simon may once have had power over 1D but the guysr contracts will not have been with him personally but with the company he no longer controls.  If they were to decide to destroy Louis and plant the gun in his hand, they’d probably use Simon to put a ‘human’ face on it. I use the word loosely of course.

John isn’t really blogging in TST

So sorry if this has been done already but I haven’t seen anyone mentioning it yet so I thought I should write my first meta after a long time…. Sorry if it has a lot of mistakes I write really fast and don’t check more than twice really

Few things I have noticed…

What is John typing if this is an image/picture opened in his laptop? Seriously I don’t think this is a slip up, this is deliberate. Like look at this… the tItle is JOHN BLOG IMAGE.png. Is this a snippet of his screen?

Is that why the blog isn’t updated anymore?

Look at the past series when the blogs were shown… no seriously look

The “live”/as John types the writing is hovering on the screen blog type we get in a Scandal in Belgravia, though no showing of the actual screen…

And here John’s blog counter being stuck in 1895, BUT this isn’t a photo/picture a snippet of his screen like the one in the Six Thachers

Now you get the message, I can’t add all snippets of where we see John’s and Sherlock’s blogs being shown and not a picture but when actually updated the writing is hovering s2 style…

If John was really updating, and with all the brilliant and busy hovering texts we get this series, why is the (since) s2 when John’s blogging the text is hovering scene missing? Sure the episode is fast paced, it is already busy so they couldn’t add it… yeah okay

But why isn’t updated anymore? This is a picture of the draft… John isn’t really typing… and the blog isn’t really updated…

There’s also what John had written(past tense cause this fucking shit is a snippet, John isn’t really updating look at this shit) is quite funny. This is the text(anything in the parenthesis and italicised is my own additions):

Title: 221Back!

Text: And we’re back! Sorry I haven’t updated the blog for such a long time but things have really been very busy (seriously John what kind of sentence is that. Also confirmation that a lot of time has passed since the last blog, The Sign of Three!!! Mary is seriously pregnant but for so many fucking months…. Anyway back to the text). You’ll have seen on the news about how Sherlock recovered the Mona Lisa (no sorry John it hasn’t broken our fourth wall though it seems more exciting than the fourth wall break of the announced of your daughter named after your wife’s freelance assassin facade… sorry name). He described it as “an utterly dreary case” and was much more interested in the case of a missing horseshoe and how it was connected to a bright blue deckchair on Brighton beach.

Next paragraph: I’ll try to write everything up when I get chance but it’s not been missing portraits and horseshoes that have taken up my time. (You sure mate? You missed 59 calls from your elephant term pregnant wife when she was going in labour because you were with your best friend all day?Mate you put an exclamation mark in we’re back but not in the announcement of you being a father? John your unhappiness is showing…)

Next: I’m going to be a Dad. (no exclamation mark, so he’s not excited… this is not a response from a happily married man about his addition in his family)

Next paragraph: I mean I thought I’d spent the last few years being a Dad to Sherlock (wow dad capitalised? Again? and the hurtful baby is Sherlock jokes again? Damn John, you are exuding unhappiness), but it doesn’t compare. The baby runs all our lives (but it’s not born yet, or was it born when you pretended to write this up, Johnny Boy…) (this is John’s parenthesis: Maybe not THAT different to Sherlock then!) (oh boy he exclamated this and not his announcement… yeah he is so happy about the baby…). If I’m not changing nappies, I’m buying nappies (um.. the baby isn’t here yet?) I’ve fought in Afganistan (sorry not present in the screencap but it’s there for milliseconds) and my best friend once faked his own death (still not over it wow!) but none of that ….(I am assuming here he has written compares but his fingers are always in the way however much I slow down the scene) It’s terrifying and amazing and the biggest adventure I’ve been 

Here it ends… We never see what John “writes” as he doesn’t actually write up but pretend. 

Further proof that John has a picture up of his own blog and not actually updating the blog is the actual corner. Now thank God I have Windows 10, same as John, which is weird if they are still in 2014 thanks to the hiatus and the baby etc. but look at this

Like honestly? The time jumps and the continuation problems we’ve always had…. but this is brilliant… not a slip up… 

I am telling you John isn’t updating and this is why the blog also doesn’t update in our universe but I will leave you to further deductions as well…

Next!

The hit counter has changed moved away from 1895, thank god, but still in our real world it isn’t there. The numbers on counter now are 18493 and there’s weirdly an empty space in front of the 1, the hundred thousand space.

and a clearer image here

um??? why the empty space?

Okay so clearly John’s blog is booming, so much success is coming out of it, surely why not update it? Why leave fans waiting? Is this an act? Or MP?

Then we get these:

He has a touchscreen Windows laptop with removable keyboard. Okay alright the props and their time continuum is messed up we know this… BUT LOOK HE ISN’T ACTUALLY WRITING ANYTHING UP, IT’S A PICTURE HE IS LITERALLY NOT UPDATING HE IS ACTING UP WITH THE PICTURE ON HIS LAPTOP WHY???

And then we get the blogs up at the same time as the deduction scenes…

we get the s2 as John is writing up the case the blog post is on the screen effect, but here the client’s case is still unsolved, while usually when we see John write up the cases it’s after it has been solved… so they are trying to squeeze up the time here?

Next case, next blog post, this time the name is mentioned, so this one is probably linked to the wrong thumb they sent Sherlock. Nothing significant here…But why no title here? It’s meant to confuse us into thinking it’s the ontinuation of the last case but it’s not

Next: Wow John can’t really finish these blog posts can he? This is such a small piece, but why?

Next cases: The Circus Torso and The Canary Trainer. Oh here’s Hopkins and sorry I can’t remember his name while writing this but can’t bother to go find out. Here both of the cases are left with ellipsis again meaning it’s not finished. Here again not much context of the cases but the blog posts and the simultaneous Skype call (i think, could be face-time) are loading up the screen… Why? Why are we going so fast, and why are they showing the blog posts when it’s not updated. we’ll never read, have nothing to do with most of the episode, and are stealing precious time which only makes this more fast paced?

Sorry such a shitty screencap. Next up The Cardiac Arrest. Probably a pun as well, but we will never know because the blog isn’t updating anymore. Also because of much less context we get, yet it get’s screen time…. What is the point of this???

AHAHAH this is a nice one. Literally out of context, ellipsis before and after indicating it’s from some other blog post but then again we will never know because John won’t update his blog anymore… But look at this and tell me what your first thoughts are. What are you first thoughts? 

221B has literally been circled by assassins before, Mycroft has warned John, and then John’s wife turns out to be an assassin so is it really so surprising? An assassin who turned out to be…. is a great wait to end this quote… beautiful. 

AND IT COMES BEFORE JOHN REALISES THAT HE HAS 59 MISSED CALLS FROM HIS WIFE. THEY ARE LAUGHING AS THEY ARE GOING UPSTAIRS ARE FUNNY AND LIGHT AND THEN THIS SHIT HAPPENS…. BEAUTIFUL…

And then that’s it… all the fast paced no context cases Sherlock took up and the very heavy blog post effects covering the screen end with Mary being in labour, but Sherlock’s texts to presumably Scotland Yard begin…

Now I will continue this as I go into the rewatch more but it’s funny how I am stuck in the first not even 10 minutes of the show, analysing only 3 minutes of cases for the last 3 hours… 

Anyway anything wrong please point it out, and tell me our own deductions from these scenes but there is more analysis coming, and if there’s something wrong message me, reply, tell me but go easy on me this is my first analysis type post after a long time!

Lastly, to answer many people who have been asking me, no I don’t think that John lost his passion to update the blog or even follow Sherlock after Mary’s death, but I guess part of the 221Back explains why John has stopped blogging, because he can’t keep up with Sherlock, baby and then all the Mary stuff going on… I also believe he’s acting suspicious and OOC just like Sherlock because it could be MP or they are undercover or something but I guess we’ll have to wait and see…

Plus they didn’t talk much in the episode like??? 

Conclusion: Something bigger is coming, but John’s posts will never go up. The are just snippets of him writing them… but never up.

please @hudders-and-hiddles @finalproblem @quietlyprim @constancecream @deducingbbcsherlock @loudest-subtext-in-tv @love-in-mind-palace and many others look at this I am so struck by it!

Yo so a head’s up: I’m about to go through my ffnet account and do a clean-up of old fics and delete ‘em, mainly most of the old oneshots and unfinished multichaps that don’t have a snowball’s chance in hell of getting continued

However I do still have all the fics saved on my old computer. So if one is like… one of your go-tos since I’ve been told a few people have those from my stuff, let me know and I’ll be sure to get you a copy soon as I can so you don’t like ya know… hate me.

(There’ll also be a note on my ffnet page I’ll keep up for at least six months telling people they can PM me)

I know it sucks when fics you like (tho hell if I know why you’d like some of my crap) get taken down with no warning and no way to get it back. So I wanna try to at least be fair on that part.