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“I thought it was hopeless love” Taehyung story - Part 6
“W-what?” you were in shock
“I’ll give you time to choose” he looked at you and stand up
“Taehyung…” you said taking his hand but he moves it away
“I’m sorry” he looked at you and walked away
You sit down again,and try to think.It was just too much for you.
“Y/N!” Jimin walked in with a lollipop in his hands
“Oh hey” you fake smiled at him
“What are you doing here? Come with me” he laughed and took your hand and lead you to their dressing room
“I will show you around” he added opening the door
While Jimin was telling you what is this and what is that,you look at Taehyung who didn’t want to look at you.
“Y/N heeey” Jimin waves in front of your face
“Focus” he said and you laugh
“Okay,sorry” you smiled
Taehyung gets up and walks pass by you and Jimin.
“You..Umm..Guys okay?” Jimin points
“No” you said
“What happened?” Jimin was curious
“I don’t want to talk about it…I’m gonna go home now…See you” you smiled and walked outside of the hall where they were performing and you see Taehyung standing there alone.
“Taehyung” you said and walked over to him,he just looked at you
“I don’t wanna lose you” you said looking at him
“So you already made a decision?”
“No I didn’t,I am afraid that this that you made me to do now,will destroy our friendship”
“Even if it does,I will always be there for you” Taehyung licked his lips looking at you
“I know you will” you smiled
“I just gonna need time..:” you added
“I know…” he nodded his head
“Thank you..For being at the concert” he added smiling
“You guys were amazing!” you smiled and waved your hands in the air
“I should go…I’ll see you” you said
“We’re gonna go tomorrow to another city Y/N” Taehyung said
“What? I won’t see you?”
“For a little time,yes”
“Have fun then” you smiled and Taehyung smiled at you and you walked away wanting to hug him so badly,but the situation is awkward to now hug him.
Taehyung watched you walk away..He didn’t feel okay,but he knew that decision to make you choose is the best for both of you.
Soon you become a little dot and disappeared.He sighs and comes back inside to take his stuff so they leave home.
Jungkook and boys noticed he is a little down..They didn’t want to ask questions because it will make him down even more or frustrated.
“It must have been something with Y/N” Jimin wispers to Jungkook
“I think the same” he wispers back
“Boys we are gonna go to the airport right now,so we get there day earlier” the manager looks at them
“Okay” they nod their heads
IN Taehyung’s head is just you.He thinks you will choose Luke on the end because he’s your boyfriend,but he thinks how he is your best friend since high school..He knows so many things about you that Luke will never know.For example,you only let him touch your hair,you hate when someone else does that.
Thing he’s worried the most is losing you trough your decision.He doesn’t want to lose you forever,not at all.
He licks his lips and gets up
“When are we going again?” he asked
“You didn’t listen?” J-Hope asked
“I..I was thinking about something…” he said
“Tonight” Jimin said
“Okay..” Taehyung nodded his head and walked to him room
You were at home not knowing what to do with yourself.In your mind is Luke,but your heart says Taehyung.
But you don’t know yet.
“Hey Ariana” you sigh as you answer the Skype call
“What’s up girl” she said painting her nails
“Tae…” you teared up and laughed
“Why are you tearing up?” Ariana gets closer to the camera looking at you
“It’s hard for me” you started
“Tae..He made me choose between him and Luke”
“Oh wow” she said being suprised
“It’s sooo much preasure that is why I am tearing up” you explain
“Well I mean Luke is your boyfriend…”
“But you love Taehyung more” she finished for you and you nod your head
“Then why don’t you just that to him?”
“I have Luke…He’s still my boyfriend you know” you roll your eyes
“I know,but why don’t you have a conversation with Luke about the relationship?”
“I think that is a good idea…I’ll call him..Wait a second..”
You took your phone and call Luke.
“Y/N” he answers
“Luke..I need to see you” you said
“I want to see you too” he said
“Can we talk tomorrow at the park?”
“Sure,I’ll be there”
“I love you Y/N…”
“I love you too” you said and hang up and lay back on your bed
“What am I doing with my life?!” you shout
“You are in a serious problem” she laughed
“Oh shut up!” you laugh and roll your eyes
You woke up next morning and took your phone in your hand and see that you have a message.
“Y/N..I am sorry,but It is best for us..I didn’t want to put so much pressure on you,but I feel like a fool,because when I say I love you mean it,probably you don’t,because you have another person in your heart,that is him.I mean yeah we kissed,but do you mean it when you say you love me too?
I love you as a best friend but also more than that,I feel like I shouldn’t have done that,but I had to..I started liking you when you were senior year,but I could never say this because I didn’t want to ruin the amazing friendship we have..” - Taehyung
“Of course I meant it you fool” you thought to yourself
You didn’t reply to his message you just couldn’t..
Later on Luke and you meet up at the park.After a hour of talking
“I think is the best that we..Take a little break” he looks at you
“We should do that” you nodded your head
Luke and you hugged each other and he walked away.He knows that you love Taehyung.He can see it..The way you look at Tae is different as the way you look at him,the way you smile at Tae..
But he still thinks there is hope for him and you to have a good relationship.
You sigh and nod your head thinking this was the best thing to do.Just to put this relationship on hold because you guys have been arguing more and everything has been going down.
A week later,you were alone at your home.And you get a message from Jimin saying that you come on the skype,so you did.
“Ahhh Y/N!!!!!!!!!” him and Jungkook shout
“Heeeey guys” you smiled
“How are you?”
“Better” you smiled
“Just personal problems” you laugh a little
“Ohh I see…” Jungkook nodded his head
“Anyways!!!!! WE finished the concerts and we will be going tooooo…..*jazz hands* Kota Kinabalu!” Jimin shouts
And both of them start to jump around
“Yaaaaay” you laughed watching them
“You’re going too by the way” J-Hope comes to the camera
“What did you say?” you were confused
“You’re coming too” Taehyung comes next to J-Hope
Your heart skip a beat when you see him with his smile on his face.
“How,what?” you laughed still not believing
“Long story short..You’re coming” Jimin smiles
“When are we going?”
“In two days,I mean one….We’ll come tomorrow back to the town then pick you up and goooo” Jimin laughs
“Can I bring Ariana?”
“Ariana her best friend” Taehyung explains to Jimin
“Sure” he licked his lips
While you were talking to all of them,nothing felt awkward or weird while talking to Taehyung a little..It was just like nothing has happened.
You two time to time would just stare at each other for minutes.
“I missed you” Taehyung send you a message and looked at you waiting to see your reaction..You smiled and looked at him and he laughs.
“I missed you too” you reply and look at him
“I know you did” he said looking at you
“You know me” you laughed
Everything seemed okay.
“What are the personal problems that made you feel down?” he asked moving away Jimin
“Get out” he said
“Noooo” Jimin said laughing
“Y/N and I need to talk” he kept looking up at Jimin
“Okay” he sighs and goes out
“Soo?” Taehyung asked
“Why are you acting like this?” you were curious
“Like nothing has happened week ago” you said
“You didn’t make you decision yet?”
“No I didn’t..But Luke and I are like taking a break from our relationship” you said
“How much more till you do make a decision?”
“You said you’ll give me time” you look at him
“But not like a year now” he said and both of you laugh
“I am glad you’re still the same with me” you smiled
“Why I wouldn’t be?”
“Because of everything”
“Y/N you’re my best friend” he made a serious face
“I know,but..:” you cover your face by putting your hands
“You think decision will ruin everything?”he asked and you nod your head
“I don’t think..So” he said
“Taehyung…Look at this” Jungkook camed inside and showed him something on the phone
“Ahhh awesome” Taehyung smiled poiting at the screen
“I AM STILL HEREE!” you shout
“Oh right” they laugh and you roll your eyes
After few hours of talking with Taehyung,you guys didn’t mention the decision at all,you wanted to but you didn’t want to break the nice vibes and fun you guys were having.
“See you tomorrow” he smiled
“See ya’ Tae” you smiled and waved
You close your laptop and take a pillow and put your face on it and scream.
“Why do you do this to me Tae” you said
Tomorrow morning,guys were knocking on your door.You camed downstairs and open the door
“Hii” you smiled and jumped into a group hug with them
“So happy to see you!” they said while hugging you
“Happy to see you too” you smiled
Ariana walked downstairs too,still feeling a little sleepy.
“We..Goin’?” she asked smiling
“What’s up Ariana” Taehyung smiled at her
“Oh It’s youuu,a guy who never says hi to me!” she got all mad
“Oh comeee on,don’t be mad” he smiled and hugged her
“I can’t be” she laughs and hugs him back
Taehyung looks at you with a smile
“Hi” he said softly
“Hey” you smiled back
“Ready for vacation?”
“Sure I am!” you smiled
“Let’s gooooooo” he said and you two ran to the van together and sat next to each other
While being on a prive plane …You guys talked,laughed made funny jokes,sang and danced a little while sitting down.
Taehyung would time to time come sit next to,put his arm around your shoulders pulling you closer to him.
Or he would stare at you the way you hate it,but love it when he does that.
“Tae…YOu knooow-” you laugh looking at him
“I love looking at you “ he smiled
You giggled and put your hand on his face and move his head away
“But stop it” you come closer to his face
“What if I don’t want to?” he comes even closer biting his lip smiling
“But you have to” you said looking at his eyes
“Who is gonna tell me that?”
“I am” you smile and look away
Taehyung smiles at you,he loved when you’re too shy when he gets so close to you.
You felt nothing but love for him.There was no decision,from the begging it was always him..Always Taehyung the little fool you loved since second year in high school…That love never was gone,it stayed in your heart.Luke was just covering the pain when you lost him,but you always loved him even after taht situation that happened.
If he broke a leg on his tour,you would probably go anywhere that he is just to take care of him and make him feel better.
If he found himself a girlfriend,you would probably be jealous af,but still be happy for him.
You smiled looking at him while thinking all of those stuff.He was laughing with Suga about something,and he noticed your eyes on him,so he looks at you too,biting his lip and then smiles because he’s shy a little.
“Y/N!” Jimin shouts and sits next to you breaking your and Taehyungs eyecontact..
“What?” you smiled
“She is pretty..YOur friend” he wispers
“I know” you wisper back
Jimin stopped for a moment and kept looking at you..
“I am really happy that you’re here..You’re a really great person” he said
“Whoaah Jimin,why that suddenly?” you look at him
“I am just being honest” he smiled
“Thank you” you smiled and you two hug each other
“Look who is getting jealous right away!!” Rap Monster teased Taehyung raising his eyebrows at him while smiling
You look at Taehyung
“I’m not jealous” he laughed rolling his eyes
“I can see it in your eyes” Rap Monster smiled
Taehyung licks his lips and gets annoyed and you just laugh how cute he’s being.
Finally you guys arrived to Kota Kinabalu…It was one of the beautiful things you ever saw..
Right away you guys left your bags in the hotel rooms and hit the pool.
Jungkook,Jimin and J-Hope jumped right away into the pool fully clothed
“Aww you guys so funny!” you laugh looking at them
They were having fun,dancing,just swimming in the pool.
“Can we talk?” you come to Taehyung who was in the pool with the boys
“Yes” he said looking up at you
“Right after this!” he added and took your hand and pulling you into the pool
“I hateee you” you said and walked out of the pool right away
“We can talk now” Taehyung walked beside you
You two walked around the beach..
“I..Made my decision” you looked at Taehyung and stop to walk
He comes in front of you and waits for the words.
“You” you said
Taehyung looked down and slowly a smile started to grow on his face..He looks up
“You mean it?”
“I mean it” you nodded your head