i might have lost him, but the more i think about it, the more i feel like life’s taking a turn for the better lately. you never know what’s right around the corner, and i love it that way. i never in a million years thought i’d lose him the way i did. it all happened so fast. it hurt so much that for over a month i couldn’t even think straight. but i also didn’t know that two months later i’d have a job that i love, and now I’m making friends, i’m getting a car soon, i’m starting college in august, and i have taylor’s concert on halloween which IM STOKED for. i’m just going to take it slow and see what happens, and focus on myself. i just wonder who’ll be my mystery date to the tampa show. maybe it’ll be the guy i like, who i’m waiting to ask me out. or maybe it’ll be a new best friend, that’s even better. all i know is i’m just so excited, i can’t even handle it.
see you in Tampa, Taylor!!!!!! I love you so much!!!!