also these would not upload for the life of me so im sorry that some look terrible


Originally posted by tt-aeils

bear with me please this is my first bullet point fic and my first fanfic since like 7th grade?? mlp was a dark stage

-okay so you aren’t tumblr famous really but you do have a few hundred followers on tumblr and you put time and effort in your theme and stuff, like ur blog is classy but trashy,,

-you pretty much use Tumblr daily and you are a bts blogger and post gifs that you make for bts and a few headcanons

-so one day in math class you get like 30 notifications that someone liked and reblogged your gifs

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Dear Evan Hansen Headcanons

- Jared once bought heelies because as the school funnyman it’s practically his job- but then he rolled down a ramp and crashed into a fountain

- when Connor was alive he punched a kid who made fun of his black nail polish

-Evan has both a fidget cube and spinner, but uses the cube more often. Jared used to tease him for it but then he saw how much it helped Evan and let the boy be free

-Evan has actually been handling his anxiety a lot better since the whole Connor project incident, and it makes Heidi and Jared so happy because: you’re doing great sweetie look at you go

-it took Evan a really long time to tell Jared how he actually broke his arm and when he did it was very a random very fast word vomit while they were hiking.

-Evan falling out of the tree is now the one thing Jared will not make fun of

-Jared once tried to ask Evan out and ended up screaming “YOU WANNA GO” at him and Evan instantly thought Jared wanted to fight and was Afraid

-things were incredibly awkward with Zoe for a long time. Most of the time they accidentally met in the orchard and Evan would always, without fail, start apologizing. Zoe is so used to it that whenever she sees Evan she instantly says “it’s ok.”

-Heidi takes as many days off as she can but she’s still really busy, whenever she’s home she’s making all of Evan’s favorite foods and they chill out and watch cop shows

-Heidi usually asks how Evans day went and if he’s doing ok, and Evan makes sure she’s not over exhausting herself

-One time in the middle of Evan’s routinely “I’m sorry I fucked up so bad” speeches Zoe suddenly asked “so you wrote that letter?”

-Evan didn’t go to the orchard for a week after that he was so shook

-whenever someone accidentally steps on the back of Evan’s shoes he loses his shoe, everything in his pockets, and face plants

-Jared is gonna make fun of Evan until he dies but if anyone else does Jared will personally show up to your room that night and end you

-Zoe actually helped to mend their very awkward relationship by making stupid jokes before Evan could open his mouth and after that they were able to just have a comfortable silence

-Jared is the living embodiment of “I made you a friendship bracelet” “lol that’s so stupid” “you don’t have to we-” “NO IM NEVER TAKING IT OFF”

-he may or may not have a few of Evans friendship bracelets around his ankle

-after middle school Jared actually got really afraid of being bullied, so when high school started he upped his teasing to the next tier

-Evan tries really hard to comfort Jared when he feels like shit- which is more often than you’d think- but it’s just so hard to tell when he is and he always throws it off with a dumb joke

-one time Jared teased Evan about the Connor project, and went too far, Evan didn’t speak to him for the rest of the day, Jared almost cried

- sometimes when he can tell Evan is having a rough day he invites him to places randomly- “hey so all my totally awesome friends bailed on me for the mall, and I figured you’d wanna go since you have no life or whatever”

- alternatively Evan sits by Jared and makes awkward small talk, and just gives the boy a chance to tell him what’s wrong. He’ll give him his cube if Jared seems especially anxious

-Zoe once asked Evan if anything he told her was true, and he told her about the printer story. She seemed somewhat happy that Connor cared she was in the letter.

-Zoe once stabbed Connor in the eye with mascara and still finds it one of the funniest memories of him

-Zoe is a music depression person, she sits in her room with music full blast a lot

-“wait Zoe you know that you don’t have to like forgive me and be friends with me right like that’s totally ok i know I screwed up so-” “I know, I also don’t have mourn Connor” “…so why are you at the orchard so much”

-she never explains this

-one time Jared jumped on Evans back and they both ended up in a river

-he knows Evan has the strength to hold him up and dammit he’s gonna prove it

-one of the things Evan doesn’t regret about the Connor project is his speech because he still gets messages of the video thanking him and telling him how helpful it was

-Evan really wants a hamster, like really fucking badly

-Jared constantly greets people with “sup I’m gay” or “sup Hereros”

-Jared also constantly points out hot guys in hopes that Evan will agree because he can’t tell if Evan really is bi or not he just gets bi vibes from him

-“hey can you help me find updog” “what is..updog…?”

- this happens with Bofa too

- Connor used to be the master of avoiding situations. If you tried to have a serious conversation with him he’d either distract you or you’d turn around and he’d just be gone.

- he also does this thing where he pulls his hoodie up and pulls the strings whenever he just can’t deal with how stupid this is

-Jared was the first to drive and oh god what a mistake that was, he’s terrible

-Zoe once laughed really hard and spat gum at a teacher by accident

-one time while hiking with Evan he reached over and ate a leaf and Evan can’t even look at him the same way- what is wrong with you, Jared

- operation ask Evan out part 2- Jared tried to let Evan come to him because who wouldn’t you know? Then Zoe explained that she solidified the relationship- so he took Evan to the park but ended up eating too many chili dogs and throwing up on the curve when he got nervous. He was still trying to ask him out while hurling

-Alana becomes Number One Leader, she’s great at it, she’s learned to listen to other people more often.

-she hangs out with Jared and Evan a lot, she usually organizes the hangouts

-was voted most likely to succeed in life and honestly? It was probably unanimous

- Jared and her are in the “Evan was a dick to me” club and have tshirts

- eventually they let Zoe into their club

-one time they were hanging out and invited Zoe without Evan knowing and Evan nearly jumped out a window he ran away so fast

- Alana saw Zoe’s stars on her jean cuffs and got so happy “oh my god that’s such a great idea it looks so cute!” “Oh thank you it’s just-” “do you mind if I do it too?” “Not at all but why-” “do you have a marker?”

- Evan can’t tie his shoes

- Alana ends up uploading a bunch of videos of Zoe playing songs, and they get some good attention. Zoe was shocked but Alana just explained that it was inevitable

-Jared goes through everyone’s phones and changes people’s contact names to memes

- “Evan stop apologizing so much” “I’m sorry-” “Evan no. None of that. Please” “ok ok I’m sorr-” “EVAN”

- Evan and Alana hate litter. Like a lot. Jared will never understand it but whenever the two are out they’re just picking up all the litter they find and throw it out.

-Jared once made a joke “maybe you guys should just carry around bags to carry garbage in”

-After they started doing this Jared made another joke: “why don’t you two make a recycling project”

-after Alana and Evan become save the world co-presidents Jared learned he really needs to stop joking.

-Jared cried when he graduated

Pekka 5th/6th November 2007.

Sturmgeist89 | 5th November 2007
How are you and your bitch? She sure is a cheap whore :P.

Sturmgeist89 | 5th November 2007
You only care about your fingernails, rich and spoiled little girl. Have a happy life together, weakminded worthless bitch and superdupersuperdupermegasuperhypersuper aryanman :D
Sieg Heil to your hilarious relationship (I’m sure it lasts long like her every other relationships in the past (LOL) and now which are on LOLLLLL).

Between the 4th and 7th of November Pekka removed 5 videos from his page. (On the 4th November Pekka had 91 videos uploaded onto his channel. To this he adds “Antisocial Aggression” (5.11.07), “Just Testing My Gun” (5.11.07)  and “JHSM” (6.11.07) bringing the count up to 94 videos on the 5th. By the 7th November, only 89 were showing on his page.)

There are rumors, along with some people claiming to have viewed the video, that at some point Pekka made a video stating that Tanascheel would now “have his blood on her hands”…

Close friends of Tana made reference to the “blood on your hands” thing. Other YT users also commented about about this.

Media picked it up and briefly documented the statement.

I have no idea what the 5 videos Pekka removed were. I have never seen any firm proof of the “blood on your hands” video. But one thing is certain, something else must have happened along the way, much more than the comments here, in order for Tana to “demand” that Pekka apologize to her publicly.

6th November 2007 Pekka sends a message to RobinMcVeigh asking her to pass this message along to Tana after she had again blocked him from contacting her.

I am actually sorry for everything and also sorry that I have been behaving as lame as I did yesterday. I realize it was actually not very good idea. Also I wish the best for you and Ryan.

And I just went bit mad at her since Ryan and I had a small debate and she seemed to support his white suprematicist views.

But I’m sorry anyway. I haven’t taken medication few days either, my moods have actually been bit hostile and might be one reason for my yesterday’s lashing out against her since I actually was over her long time ago now.

Today I took my medication again and my stomach was not so good, heh… Better start taking them again on time.

Anyway, I’m going to shooting now and then sleeping but I’ll be back later and talk to you then later in the evening.

Tana responds:
If you want me to accept your apology, then do it correctly. You said that shit publicly, be a man and apologize publicly. I unblocked you, but I can’t take your fucking mood swings anymore. If you go off like that again, that’s it.

2 hours later, Tuesday, November 6th, 19:51, Pekka again messages RobinMcVeigh:  Hey, you don’t need to send that message to her, I apologized [to] her in public - look at her channel.

So, you coming online soon, or bit later? I mean this drama thing is now over (has actually been long time now) and now I have apologized [to] her.

Sturmgeist89 | 06 November 2007
I am actually sorry for everything and also sorry for that I have been behaving as lame as I did yesterday. I realize it was actually not very stupid. Also I wish the best for you and Ryan relationship and I have no reason to be what I was.

I haven’t taken medication for a few days either and my mood has actually been bit hostile and might be one reason for my yesterday’s lashing out against her since I actually was over this all long time ago now

Sturmgeist89 | 06 November 2007
*was actually stupid
* lashing out against you

I hate typos.

Sturmgeist89  | 06 November 2007
And hopefully this did not ruin our friendship totally.
Okay that is all.

- Pekka

Sturmgeist89  | 06 November 2007
So, Im happy and over this and terribly sorry of what I did. All the best to you and Ryan, and I still respect you.

Respectively yours,

tanascheel  | 06 November 2007
Okay thank you. I accept your apology, hope you are feeling better today.