also not cool but i was feeling feelings

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I… honestly am full of too much emotion right now to describe how this night made me feel, how this fucking incredibly kind and talented and sweet and considerate man made me feel tonight. (also big shoutout to @hikasho who let me scream with them and helped me keep my cool agdusjsg E im so fuckin glad i could share this experience with you!!!)

the show was UNBELIEVABLE, they were so into it and intense it was incredible, we met so many nice people and the bands they played with were out of this world, and i got the tour shirt!! AND THEY DID A DAVID BOWIE COVER WHICH KILLED ME INSTANTLY

meeting him was absolutely the most heartfelt and honest meeting ive ever had with someone I admire, hands down. there were autograph hounds waiting for him but he came out to see us anyway because he cares so so much about his fans, the people who care about him, and he took SO MUCH time with everyone?? like he was making actual conversation with us and making adorable monty python references, and he asked my pronouns unprompted!! that was incredibly important for me, that doesnt happen in my daily life and to have ezra, exhausted from an intense concert and putting all the gear away and still out talking with us at 1am, he took the time to ask right away what my pronouns were, and that will always be special to me. i almost wore the exact shirt hes wearing in the pics, and when i excitedly told him so he said “oh wow really? this is the first time ive worn it!” and he was just so happy and calm and sweet with us, and gave the BEST hugs on the entire planet, of that i am certain. and like i was there with E and it definitely seemed like he wanted to talk with us more, like he kinda lingered with us? and he gave me another hug and like grabbed my hand and held it softly and im so very compromised right now.

he also asked if id be at the show in san diego tomorrow and i said maybe, and he seemed so excited that i might go that it made my mind up right there, so i guess im seeing them again tomorrow XD i told him to drive safe down there, and then he asked me how i was getting there and told me to travel safe as well, and im just way too full of love and admiration and gratitude for this man. gah.

(in the last pic he said “lets make shapes with our hands like beasts” and i was like yes ezra of course lmao)

life is pretty good away from this hellsite. i went on vacation, got my teeth fixed, met some really cool women, got a spot on hockey team by beating several dudes, had a goal, an assist, a goal line save, and got player of the game in my first game. also i haven’t worn much makeup at all in the past few months, and everyday i feel a little less anxious and horrible about existing, and i feel better about living my own life and not living my life in the eyes of someone else. 👌

Mark’s video just now made all the feels come. This is why I love doing fanart and fics, not because of views and comments, but because of the joy that comes from it.

And when Mark says he loves the feeling of the wonder that artists and creators can do, is exactly what I feel. They do so much and I wanna strive to be even close to what they can do and accomplish. Also his fear of disappointing us; dude you put out good content and you have a winning personality, and you work fuckin hard for what you do and be who you are and that’s what we love about ya.

Mark is a great person, through and through. And him feeling lost, is something I feel as well. Nearly everyday. So knowing he and I can relate on that level, brings a lot of comfort to me especially right now.

So Mark, you keep being your cool self, man. You keep inspiring us and we’ll keep inspiring you, a perfect cycle.

@markiplier

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THIS IS HOW COOL I FEEL

I ALSO FEEL LIKE I’M FAINTING

CAUSE I TRY TO BE COOL BUT I’M MOSTLY LIKE THIS…(yep, the third one)

BUT YOU GUYS STILL LOVE ME ANYWAYS SO…

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anonymous asked:

long haired yurio.

there he is!

“And we didn’t even know each other...”

Look. I know Zayn and Louis applied for the same job. And Niall and Liam went to the same Busted concert (presumably when they were like 8 years old when Busted was touring before 1D was formed). Both of those things are neat coincidences.

But they aren’t very significant to any of them, because they’ve mentioned both of those things like one time in interviews over the course 6 years (and it was arguably to try and make the Script concert seem like less of a thing). 

You know what’s significant? What Harry himself made significant? 

The Script concert. He had to make a public declaration about it…twice!

“This place is incredible to me…I remember coming to quite a few gigs here. I remember I stood right there watching the Script and it turns out, Louis was at the same gig!“ - Manchester, 22 December 2011

“This venue is quite special to me. I’ve been to quite a few gigs here before. And I remember, about 3 years ago, I was stood just about there to watch the Script in here, and it turns out, that Louis was at the same gig!” - Manchester, 23 December 2011

Louis and Zayn have never described their mutual employment pursuits as “incredible” or “quite special.” And neither have Liam and Niall described the Busted concert that way, despite it being literally the same scenario as Louis and Harry attending a Script concert at the same venue on the same day.

So you have to wonder why Harry cares so much, why it’s such a curious thing that they were there, together, on the same night, at the same time, doing the same thing, and they didn’t even know each other. 

But then fate twisted, and they did meet, and became so important to each other, that it made the night they missed each other that much more significant. 

Being an hero isn’t half as glamorous as they make it sound, really

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also what he meant by “you wouldnt wanna upset the kid” is exactly that. dont do it. hes a nice kid why would you wanna do that you horrible people 

an extension of this comic so I can draw reigen being a good human being. also an actual doodle comic this time. that reminds me of why I dont do actual doodle comics often (hint: because I cant without rolling in my grave over how sketchy it looks)

Looking for SPN blogs to follow

it would be cool if you could you reblog this post if you run an active blog with little or no wank,
+ are generally spn positive
(towards all actors & their families, characters, ships, seasons etc.)

BONUS: everyone who i choose to follow, as well as all mutuals who help to get the word out will receive a detailed compliment promo to 12.5K+ followers!

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“do not touch anything. these are… artefacts from my past, in a time when my power was almost absolute.” (x)

Thank you so much for 1.5k!! I’ve had this blog for practically four years, and I’ve been in a few different fandoms yet I have never met so many lovely people and friends like I have in the phandom. Thank you so much for following this lil dork, you guys all deserve the world (’:

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