also my face is so huge

  • Me: I want queer kpop idols
  • Also me: I understand that although queer idols exist it must be extremely difficult to come out due to the extreme homophobia of not just South Korea but also many western countries and that even though many fans enjoy slash are actually very homophobic and so if anyone were to come out they could not only face huge backlash but also the potential end of their career and possibly their entire group's career. I also understand that staying in the closet is whilst not enjoyable may be safer than being out so whilst there are currently no out queer idols I will continue to support and love all the closeted idols as not just celebrities but also my queer family and I hope they are all comfortable and happy. I also think that it is up to fans international or not to make fandom and life in general safer for not just queer idols but queer fans as well. We are all responsible for our words and actions and I hope that one day idols will feel safe enough to be able to come out and show that queer people are everywhere and beautiful

labiotte  asked:

im half asian, but am i the only one with HUGE deep double eyelids in the morning but get thinner in the day. and also rly thick when i havent gotten enough sleep and even change shape if im tired lmao? like they get higher

A lot of my friends were like this. I think it’s because in the morning you might be more bloated than later in the day (this is when the water drains from your face), so your eyelids get thinner? I think eyelid shape/depth/etc generally depends on the water balance in your body (that’s what I’ve been told). *EDIT: @voguekorea said it is about blood circulation too~
- Kylie








Stanuary week two: Protect
He might not always be able to be there to protect his brother from bullies, but at least he can keep him from taking their words to heart.

You can see all of my Stanuary entries here.


Prompt: Newt x Reader Sex 


  “Do you recall,” Newt began as you walked hand in hand into the kitchen where he had, not even 10 minutes before, chopped up huge slabs of meats and other various foods, and thrown them in the buckets, now empty, you both held in your other hand. “The very first time you met my Niffler?”

   “Of course!” You shrieked,“That little heathen stole my grandmothers favorite broach from my hat!” You inevitably giggle a little as a large grin spread across The mans face. 

   “Well, I just so happen to know he also stole something else that day.” The man with the unmanageable red hair had a smirk plastered to his face that told you he thought he was getting away with something. You rose an eyebrow. You weren’t missing anything else, were you? 

   “What may that be?” You giggle in response, rolling your eyes as you set your buckets on the counter. He turns to face you, smoothly picking up a hand and kissing your knuckles. 

    “Your heart. And then he gave it to me.” You couldn’t help it, a laugh fell from your mouth, but quickly stopped when you saw the look on his face.

     “How long did it take you to work up that line, Newt?” You giggle as you bend in and kiss his freckled cheek.

     “The entire morning, in all honestly…” He looked down blushing red in embarrassment. Rolling your eyes with a silent sight your wrap your arms around his neck and lean in for a slow, sensual kiss.

     “Don’t be silly, Mr. Scamander,” you slurred seductively, “He didn’t take it, I forfeit it to you the second I saw your handsome face.” With a small smile, he ran his hand through your hair.

     “Oh please, don’t stroke my ego any more than necessary.” He coughed out blushing. You grinned at the man’s comment. 

     “Say’s the most selfless man I’ve ever know.”         

    “Oh trust me, darling. It seems, I have my moments.” He mumbles clearly reminiscing about something. You laugh as you turn to close cupboards and clean buckets. 

      “Well, maybe, if it’d be alright, we could adjourn to the bedroom once I’m done cleaning up you mess?” You ask, turning your head away so he doesn’t see how red your face is. 

      “Well, as we’re married, isn’t a shared mess?” 

      “You’re delusions are adorable, Newton.”

      “Which is exactly why I married you. Everyone else just finds them annoying.” 

      “No, no. Your annoying enough on your own.” Blushing wildly, Newt smiles at the ground. “Oh, you know I find it endearing!” The room was quiet for a moment. 

      “Oh, and to your previous question, yes I’d like that very much.“  He spoke again, after a quiet moment. 


    You were suddenly pressed against the wall, legs wrapped around Newt’s waist, trousers thrown in a sure to wrinkle puddle beneath you, pressing yourself completely against him. You buried your mouth into his neck and began to suck and savor the sweet, smooth skin, flicking you’re tongue as you hear him gasp. With a sudden dominance, he pulled you back and threw the two of you atop your shared bed, ruffling the duvet to nearly in-repairable fashion. Pushing your blouse up past your navel. Newt bent to place delicate kisses in a slow line down it. His eyes suddenly flicked up to meet yours, dilated and filled with desire, the both of you. His hands ready to pull your panties off, but only delicately lingering on the band, waiting for consent. 

     "Would this be alright?” He asked slowly. “Do tell me to stop if you get uncomfortable for even a second and we can return to more, uh, conventional methods.” You nodded profusely, closing your eyes in pleasure. 

     “Oh please, Newt, keep going!” You pant. With one last look of skepticism shaken away, he returned to his natural savage state, pulling slowly dragging them down your long legs letting his fingers caress the smooth skin. Carefully, he let his kisses drop into unexplored territory, as he spread apart your legs and directed the attention of his tentative tongue to your clitoris, flicking and circling it with a surprisingly skilled gentleness, that made you gasp at the sensation. In one swift move, he paved a steady trail down you, then swiftly back up to your clit. You tilted your head back in ecstasy, your legs beginning to shake. When suddenly, his tongue thrusted inside you, you let out a loud moan. Your scream resonated through the room and suddenly, Newt rose from between your legs startled. 

     "I didn’t hurt you, did I?!“ He asked, worry plastered across his guilty face. You widened your eyes and gritted your teeth. “Newton Artemis Fido Scamander. Don’t you even dare stop!” The intensity of his full name made him fall suddenly back to where he was and continue the job he was determined to complete. He kept with his steady pattern of circling the clitoris, but direct yet indirect stimulation, than drawing a thick line down to your opening were he thrusted and back up again until he refused the pattern by adding steady pressure and massaging of his thumb against your clitoris. You arch your back and let out a shriek as the pressure releases within you.  Wiping his mouth, he crawls back up, and hovers above you, setting a sweet kiss against your neck, where a mark is sure to set, next time you look in the mirror.  

    “It isn’t exactly fair that I’m always the one to get to completion, is it?” 

    “What was that I was was saying earlier about you being the most selfless man, I’ve ever met?”

    “I’d hardly consider that an example!”

    “Touche, Scamander.” Then you kissed once more, sweet taste of yourself on his lips. A man so awkward, so sure of himself in your arms, intertwined in every way possible.  Your fingers push into his hair and grip tighter as you push him onto his back. 

    "I’m in control, now.” You speak in a throaty tone, eyes dilated. 

    “Only fair, isn’t it?“ Your lips press together once more in a fashion that shows theirs so going back. You finish peeling the clothes off his body, shirt, suspenders, bow tie, trousers, a pile of cloth mixed in a unidentifiable pile with the sheets and blankets. Light poured through the drapes and left you in the darkness, only lit by the light of each other. Soon, your eyes were locked, as pants of ecstasy echoed through the room. Your sweaty body pressed against his, as you rode him to completion, a steady pace built as you bounced up and down, collapsing beside him when he finished. 

    "That was good, wasn’t it?” He asked panting beside you. 

    “Yes, love. As always, that was very good." 

     "Good to know I’m yet to disappoint." 

     “Yes, but one thing could improve.”

     "What’d that be?“ 

     "Look at the floating fruit in the corner.”

     "What?” He turned to look in the corner, “Dougal ! My god, get back in the case, you banana loving bloke!“  Sudden appall appeared on Newt’s face as he scurried, pointlessly, for the blanket to cover you  as the Demiguise came into view and stomped his way back into the case.      

      "New rule. No case in the bedroom.”

I am…always emotional about Captain Holt. Everything. Everything about him, his career, his A-type personality, his nerdy sense of humour, his temper, his HUSBAND, HIS WEIRD NERDY DOMESTIC LIFE.

and I’m so T_T ♥ T_T ♥ T_T ♥ T_T ♥  about the way the show handles his sexuality and the obstacles he’s faced and the sheer everydayness of his WEIRD NERDY MARRIAGE

I love that jokes about his sexuality are always at someone else’s expense - (Kevin’s parents are “huge homophobes who think that I made Kevin gay with my magic genitalia“)

I love that he and Kevin get to be WEIRD AND NERDY together and in their mutual nerdery they are shown again and again to fit together beautifully - not perfectly (because perfect doesn’t exist!).

I love that they have an argument ABOUT MATH you glorious married nerds I love you so much

and I also… just really love that in the latest episode the show brings up Holt & Kevin’s sex life. We’ve had other character’s sex lives addressed - up to and including showing characters in bed together after sex.

but queer sex is still taboo, queer romance remains in many ways taboo - our simple displays of affection are seen as too sexual, from hand-holding to chaste kisses.

so it just…meant a lot to me, that b99 decided to pursue a storyline about Holt being wound up because his work schedule was causing his sex life to suffer. And they end the episode with Holt going (more or less) “yep, I had sex with my husband. tension gone.”

(I also love that Amy’s attachment to Holt makes her consider Kevin her “dad” too. lmao)

anonymous asked:

For that cat allergies anon: I have a devon rex and my mother (who is very allergic to cats) has only ever reacted to her when she's pet my cat and then immediately touched her eyes. Like, she can be in the same room as my devon rex and she's fine, and for her that's huge. unfortunately (in this case), they're also very cuddly, so as an owner it might be impossible to keep from getting fur in your face, but yeah--great for my mom's allergies!

i so deeply want one of these lamb elves to rub against my face

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What a Season 6 Renewal Means For Arrow
Of all the shows The CW renewed today during their presentation at the Television Critics [...]


Of course this is not remotely a surprise, but it’s nice to have it announced earlier.  The Flash, Supergirl and Legends of Tomorrow were also renewed. LOT was on the bubble, but given that it’s part of the DC four night line up, and that the CW doesn’t give a flying flip about ratings, I wasn’t that worried.

Normally, I’m not a huge fan of articles, but this one peeked my interest. Here’s why:

“The series will also likely have a new face when it returns in season 6; the members of the original Team Arrow have been scattered to the four winds this season, but seem to be playing a bigger and bigger role as the season wears on. Meanwhile, the new recruits will likely not be all gone when the show returns next season.”

So, the good news is it sounds like Original Team Arrow will be getting an increased focus as the season continues. Hallelujah. However, THIS is what really had me interested:

“Meanwhile, the new recruits will likely not be all gone when the show returns next season.”

I think I’ve theorized about this before, but I can’t remember which post. Either way, I’ll just theorize again. The sudden influx of new cast members has been… odd. Don’t get me wrong. Arrow always introduces new characters - that’s just part of the show. But normally it’s only one or two at a time, especially in terms of the team. The introduction of Rory, Wild Dog, Evelyn and Curtis has been a major focus of 5A. Such a large focus that three original Arrow cast members have been benched to make room: Felicity, Thea and Lance. There’s also Billy, Susan, the new DA Adrian Chase and, of course, Prometheus. That’s a lot of additions.

My theory (that I can’t remember where I posted before) is… I wonder if this is like Grey’s Anatomy Season 6? 

Keep reading


This dress makes even my flat pancake butt look huge. Susie hasn’t decorated her tree, but it’s a great backdrop for ootd shoots. Also, Susie and I are so happy military-style coats and jackets are back in the style so we can get away with wearing all the bright buttoned pieces.

Size: 22-24, 3x-4x, 47"/49"/56"
Leggings: Torrid
Knee boots: Remonte
Jacket: Deb (are Deb stores even still a thing? I got this forever ago omg)


This is what a fangirl looks like.

Impractical Jokers Meet and Greet was so much fun. The guys loved my dress, each calling the others over to look at it, taking photos of it and my posters on their phones. Everything was so ridiculously rushed that I didn’t manage to get a photo with Joe, although he did talk to us and sign my poster and told me I won “Best Dressed” for the night (then told everyone else to just go home). Murr pointed me over to Sal and said “Have you seen her dress?” and Sal did that thing where his eyes go huge and he doesn’t say anything, then silently took out his phone to snap a photo. The face he drew on my poster cracks me up every time (also his face in that professional photo).

God, the guys are just so amazingly friendly and down to earth and just such great fun to hang out with. I just wish things lasted a bit longer.

Much recommend if anyone gets the chance.

seeya123458  asked:

Okay I saw the morningmark comic for wholesomeweek and I loved it but what were you supposed to be the death star or the blood moon ball

Comic here.

Unlike many other fans, I don’t actually a definite avatar, as in a “personification”, if we want to call it like that. @seddm and @cid331 have their human-looking counterparts with their usernames written on their faces, @areablog has a human avatar that I suppose it’s a self-portrait. And so on.

My profile picture is a purple Bill Cipher from “Gravity Falls” but really, the whole “illuminati” imagery is more of an “aesthetic” than an avatar. I might try to join the fun someday and make an actual alter ego for my Tumblr trash.

In the comic, I’m the Blood Moon because I also run the shitposting @blood-moon-is-watching side-blog, but it turns into a Death Star because both @moringmark and I are huge “Star Wars“ fans and yeah, that’s really cool!
And I’m also really flattered to be part of this wholesome event.

Hope you guys have fun with the sweetness.
You better do: February ( = darkness) is coming.


trying to learn to love my huge lips

My fiancé just barged into the living room with shaving cream still on his face and was like:
“Yo, hey, I have a BRILLIANT idea for a Voltron fanfiction. Alright Listen, hear me out.
So, ya know, we all know  the castle is huge and old as shit, and it constantly needs to be renovated and rebooted, alright. And let’s be honest, everyone’s using so much energy, the lions and Voltron itself need so much energy, and space is cold af so there’s probably also a lot of energy and heating going into keeping the castle nice and warm and cozy. Where does all that energy come from? Where does all that MONEY to maintain the coziness come from? I know Allura is like a princess and all so she probably has a shit ton of money but one day, one day she’s gonna run out of daddy’s fortune and all the dudes and gals will have to make money on their own to keep their lavish lifestyle up.
SO. My idea. Cause that’s how it works.
They decide to become porn stars. Lance is trying to become a porn star and his name will be Lance Hardwood.”

Holy shit, you guys *_*

I am so completely blown away by the response to my Commission post. Thank you so much for all of your kind words, reblogs, commissions and donations. Mary and I are coming into an incredibly difficult time, but knowing that we have such a HUGE family here supporting us has made it a lot easier to face.

For anyone interested, my Commission post is HERE and I have FIVE SLOTS STILL OPEN. If you don’t make it in time, you will be first on the list for the next round!

I’ve also had some people ask about donating. PLEASE let me stress that there are so many worthy causes at this time of year, especially the ACLU and Planned Parenthood. But I’m not currently in a situation to turn anything away, so the paypal address for that is

Seriously, thank you all. I can’t remember the last time I cried so many happy tears :)

It’s just———

RENT was so important to me as a young Gay ™. It literally gave me the courage to come out to my mother at a time that I was suffering from the worst of my depression and anxiety, at a time that I really didn’t know I was allowed to be the way I was.

So Anthony Rapp’s face (along with the faces of the rest of the cast) just makes me feel warm and safe. His mannerisms and his voice are so familiar and so comforting because he was my MARK. 

The fact that he’s now going to be a part (even if it’s a small part) of a franchise that has affected me in myriad other ways– that has also helped me find confidence and surety and inspiration and a sense of morality– just—

It feels really really good? It feels like two huge pieces of my heart are coming together to form something new and different and great and I’m just happy. I hope that’s okay, that I’m just happy. 

Don’t You Want Me? (Jooheon x Reader)

YA’LL. WHAT IS GOOD???? It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything and what a great way to return then with some Monsta X? I’ve recently fallen extremely hard for this group of boys and I’m already in way too deep. Help, I’m drowning in Wonho and Shownu’s back sweat. Ew, okay that was gross. Anyway, without further ado, here’s some yummy first-time smutty smut with my dimple-faced angel Jooheon (◕‿◕✿) I mean who wouldn’t want to lose their virginity to this babe????

P.S. He’s literally the cutest???? But also very hot??? I live for his forehead 

Originally posted by destinybbb

You couldn’t ever say no to Jooheon, no matter what the request, big or small. You were already a huge pushover, but when it came to that dimple-faced angel, you were completely powerless to him. So when he begged and pleaded to go camping down by a popular creek to celebrate your six month anniversary, he didn’t have to try too hard to break your will.

You liked camping, but you didn’t love it like all the crazy outdoors nuts. You liked laying out in the sun to tan, eating the delicious camping food, and just lazing around without a care for what time it was or what you had to get done. You didn’t love, however, the bugs, the unpacking, the packing, the greasy hair, and the stink that just clung to you no matter what you tried.

But you would put up with it, for Jooheon, because you loved him more than anything…and you also had a surprise in store for him.

So you found yourself crowded around a blazing campfire, the moon barely peeking through the branches as night set in. Jooheon sat close to you snuggled under a cozy wool blanket, looking positively radiant as he poked the fire with a stick. He hadn’t stopped smiling since you had arrived at the campsite and he was just having the time of his life. What you appreciated was the fact he was making sure you were comfortable and having fun with him as well, which made your stomach knot up in happiness. The boy was always bouncing with energy, but he was practically generating enough electricity to power your now sadly dead phone in this tech-less wildness.

It was late spring into early summer, so a light chill was still clinging to the air, and being located down on the banks of the deep creek made the coolness even more evident. You sidled up to Jooheon, looping your arms through his and shivering in the process, not just from the cold though, you were nervous on how to approach the subject.

Jooheon and you had been together for six months and not once had he tried to pull a fast one on you. He knew you were a virgin, unlike him who was suspiciously experienced (not that you were complaining). The farthest you’ve ever gotten was a drunken blow job in a public bathroom and him rubbing you outside of your jeans. He never asked if you wanted to have sex with him, which worried you immensely. Did  he not want to have sex with you because you were inexperienced? Or was he getting his satisfaction elsewhere…? You shook yourself of those thoughts, knowing they couldn’t possibly be true. Jooheon was incredibly loyal and never even stole a glance at other girls, but still…

He looked down at you in amusement, “Is it getting a little chilly for you, baby?”

You feigned teeth chattering, dramatically making your voice weaker, “Yeah, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to do anything ever again if you don’t do something.” Anything to distract you from your paranoid thoughts, you should have more faith in him, you thought.

He played along, gripping you by both shoulders, eyes wide, “Oh kitten! If there is anything I can do to make you better, just say the word.”

You beckoned him close, fake coughing and feigning a weak voice, “A perfectly toasted marshmallow, smothered with chocolate, and placed between two golden graham crackers, please.”

Jooheon snorted, picking up a stick and poking a perfectly white marshmallow through it, “The things I do for love.”

You leaned over and kissed his dimple, grinning, “I’m sure we can find a way to reward you later.” You pushed yourself against him to emphasize your point, it was now or never. Your stomach went in to a nose dive as you waited for his response.

He chuckled to himself, his beautiful angled eyes twinkling, “I think a kiss from my gorgeous girl will suffice.”

Your heart hit the ground face first. Splat.

You blushed, feeling your sunburn heat up in embarrassment. He didn’t understand what you were hinting towards at all. With a tight lipped smile and sadness resting in your wounded heart, you connected your lips with Jooheon’s, trying your hardest to not show how disappointed you were.

His lips moved sweetly, gentle as they caressed your own, his hand coming up to cup your face and draw you closer. You were becoming frustrated with how softly he was treating you, wanting more of what you knew Jooheon could be like; at least what you been told. The sex god his friends always teasingly whispered to you about, how infamous he was in bed. You thought of all the times you’d been teased for not jumping Jooheon’s bones or letting him have his way with you, people calling you a prude, delusional.

You’d had enough of that.

Taking Jooheon by surprise, you parted your lips defiantly, letting your tongue venture out to prod at his closed mouth. His eyes flew open as you cupped his face and brought his lower lip between your teeth. He clasped your shoulders and drew you back, his face a mask of confusion. “_____, what are you doing?”

Good question. You had no idea what you were doing. You felt tears of frustration pool in your eyes as you whispered, “Don’t you want me, Jooheon?,” you angrily brushed the tears away. “I finally have the courage to sleep with you and you completely blow me off!”

His eyes widened in shock, lips parting slightly at your outburst. Jooheon reached for your hand, looking puzzled as he started, “_____-.”

You wrapped your arms around yourself, feeling horrible, the anger was fading into pain now. Your voice quavered, you vision blurring with tears, “I understand why you wouldn’t want to have sex with me. I’m inexperienced and I can’t please you like other girls-”

Jooheon firmly grabbed your face, forcing you to look dead into his dark brown, almost ebony, eyes, “How could you think I’d never want to sleep with you?,” he looked baffled, more so at himself than you. “Baby girl, I’ve been wanting to fuck you since the moment I laid eyes on you!”

You were taken aback, “Then why did you never say so?” You didn’t expect him to admit that so straightforwardly, then again, he was quite blatant with things he wanted.

He pulled you closer, his eyes holding your gaze even when shame swam in his dark orbs, “Because I didn’t want to mess it up like every other shitty relationship I’ve been in.” The way he said it was like someone who had been harboring a heavy secret for a long time. Your heart clenched painfully knowing he’d been holding this in for so long. “I wanted you and I to be more than just physical, you’re the first girl to make me feel so emotionally attached and in love with another person. Never have I felt that with anyone else, so I didn’t want to ruin what we have,” he embraced you, his face burying itself in the crook of your neck. “I care about you more than anyone, you’re the girl who showed me what love is really like.”

You held him close, stroking his hair, “Oh Jooheon,” you cooed softly,“I’m so sorry, I didn’t realize.” Guilt pricked you, thinking back to your initial reaction.

You felt his breathe tickle your neck as he spoke, his voice barely above a whisper. “Don’t be sorry, _____, just say that you still love me even though I’m the world’s greatest idiot.”

You smiled, feeling a great deal of affection wash over you as you rubbed his back tenderly, “Of course I do. I still love you, you big lug.”

His arms snaked tighter around your waist, his lips brushing your neck, “But if you’re still wanting to, I’d be the happiest man alive if you let me make love to you, _____.”

You froze, suddenly feeling hot. Now was the time, your whisper was soft as a feather, “Yes.”

Jooheon’s demeanor changed completely then, the sweetness in his touch felt like hot brands on your skin, everything was replaced by this new boy in front of you who you had no clue about. He lifted his head, holding his gaze was like lifting a heavy weight. There was so much withheld emotion and want in his eyes, you didn’t know what to do except kiss his waiting lips.

He immediately responded to your touch, lifting you so that you sat in his lap, straddling his waist. His lips tasted like passion and every time he bit your bottom lip, you let out a small noise of appreciation. He was patient with you, letting you figure out what you liked and where it was you wanted to be touched, he wasn’t even close to forgetting that this was your first time. His hands roamed around your body like embers, but as soon as he let his hands slip under your shirt and brush across your hips and back, you lost it. His fingertips were rough against your fragile skin, warm as a sun. You groaned when they traveled to your thighs, squeezing them tightly before releasing and then repeating again. Jooheon broke from the kiss to gaze at you in both amusement and amazement, he didn’t realize how satisfying it would be to finally hear your sounds of pleasure. You’re usually strong voice was weak and wanting, and it completely turned him on.

“Jooheon,” you whispered against his lips, loving the sensation when they brushed against his. It felt so intimate, so right.

He let out a groan, his hands coming up to grasp at your breasts through your shirt, which earned him a moan in appreciation. “Are you okay, baby girl?”

You could only nod frantically when his hand traveled to your clothed crotch, rubbing you through the rough material of your jeans. Never had he seen you look so undone before and both of you were still fully clothed. You had the same thought at that moment, and tentatively reached for the hem of his shirt, you fiddled with it, not sure what to do. What if you were going too fast?

He noticed your hesitation and slid his hands comfortingly over your own, helping you to pull his shirt off, “It’s your turn now, baby.” His smile was warm and in that moment, you knew he was going to take care of you through this.

You allowed him to slip both your shirt and sports bra off, feeling the heat from the fire more intensely as the light flickered over your bare skin. You felt a rush of happiness mixed with pride as you saw Jooheon’s eyes roving over you skin hungrily. You got the same cocktail of feelings when you would catch him checking you out. You felt a demand rise within you, “Touch me, Jooheon.”

He snapped back to reality and gave a gorgeously crooked smile, “You don’t have to tell me twice.” He allowed himself to kiss all over your chest, his hands finding your hips and tugging you toward him rhythmically.

You let your hands slide into his brown hair, pulling at the tips as your hips rolled into him. You savored the way your jeans rubbed against your increasingly aroused center, “O-oh.”

Jooheon’s voice rose an octave as your crotch slid against his member, “Shit, baby girl, you sure you’ve never done this before?” He began to pant, as you increased your speed, suddenly feeling frantic as you continued to ride him over his jeans.

Your clit throbbed, confusion and desperation mixing together to form want, “Jooheon, please.”

He slowed your hips, making sure he had your full attention. He didn’t want to hurt you, your word was final. His voice was tender, “Are you sure you want this now? Tell me to stop and I will.”

You felt panic in the back of your throat for a second, but it wasn’t from fear, it was the thought of not having him tonight. You thought yourself, realizing how ridiculous you were being. “No, please,” you calmed yourself quickly, collecting your thoughts, “I want you.”

Jooheon nodded, his eyes darkening as he caressed your cheek, kissing you chastely before he began to unbuckle his belt. You felt your anticipation rise at each clink of metal, your hands going to the button and fly of your jeans as well. The two of you watched each other with bated breath, not wanting to miss what the other was doing.

Soon you both were completely bare to each other, the heat from the fire suddenly feeling too hot against your skin. Jooheon spread the woolen blanket on the ground before he lowered you down, gently pressing his weight against you. You felt a sensory overload as you became aware of each place his skin was touching yours. You’d never had this much skin to skin contact with anyone before and it surprised you how warm Jooheon was against you. He suckled your neck, his hand drifting to your soaking center, his thumb making teasing circles on your clit.

You cried out when he slipped a finger into you and he bit his lip at the sound, feeling himself grow hard. You unconsciously moved your hips with the movement of his hand and you practically bucked into him when he pushed two more fingers into you, “Jooheon!”

He groaned, adoring the way you called his name out, “Baby girl, who’s making you feel this way?” He increased the speed of his fingers, crooking them inside of you, and pressing down hard on your clit.

You were a mess. Feeling your eyes squeeze shut and hands ball into fists, you cried out, “You are!”

His fingers suddenly left you completely, making your eyes fly open at the absence of contact. You looked down to see that he was pumping his member slowly, his eyes roving over your naked, wanting body. You watched with bated breathe as his hand moved over himself, feeling yourself instinctively edge closer each time he let out a groan.

Jooheon licked his lips, looking forward to feeling you around him finally. “Are you ready, baby?”

It took you a few moments to process his question as you were distracted with the way his hand was moving, “…Yes!”

He smirked deliciously, pushing you back down onto your back, planting a hand by your head and comfortingly lacing his fingers through yours. He guided his member to your entrance, rubbing your folds teasingly, making you squirm in anticipation.

The pain isn’t what surprised you when he pushed himself into you, it was the overwhelming feeling of completeness. You grasped at the back of his head, anchoring yourself to his hair and gasping loudly as he fully sheathed himself in you.

Jooheon let out the most satisfied moan you’d ever heard, his eyes squeezing shut as he struggled to control himself from pinning you down and fucking the shit out of you. You saw how much he was battling with himself and you whispered, “It’s okay, Jooheon.”

There was raw love swimming in his eyes as he nodded. His voice shook from his loss of self control, “O-okay.”

He began to roll his hips into you, collapsing into you with a moan as he fell down onto his elbow from the feeling of your walls sliding around him. You moaned as well, relishing the feeling of his hot skin against your own, wrapping your legs around his hips to draw him closer. He buried his head into your neck, biting down on your shoulder occasionally when the pleasure became too much. His pace seemed to increase with each second, the slap of skin against skin filling the buzzing night air.

You felt bold in your passion and gasped out, “Let me hear you, Jooheon.”

He groaned at your request, his thrusts become rougher, “Fuck, you’re so beautiful.” He tangled a hand in your hair, pulling it just enough to make you cry out in rapture.

You could feel your thighs begin to spasm as your end approached, a knot tightening in your stomach, your walls clenching, your clit throbbing as he applied just enough pressure!…

You cried out, your climax slamming into you as Jooheon continued to thrust roughly into you, the flicking of his hips becoming more sporadic. You felt his member twitch inside of you, his pants becoming soft whimpers as he finally released. You legs shook in overstimulation as your muscles continued to clench around him, his voice shook, “_____!”

It took the both of you a few moments to collect yourself as you experienced each other’s highs, your voices mixing together in a cacophony of love as you whispered sweet nothings to each other. Jooheon pulled out gently so as to not hurt you, before collapsing beside you and drawing you into his chest, “I hope you had…a nice time?…A nice first time?”

You laughed, your cheeks flushed with happiness, “I did, all those rumors were true apparently.” You had nothing else to base this off of, but you were pretty sure that it would still take the cake.

He languidly brushed your hair, his eyes crinkling with a smile. “What, that I’m the most giving, selfless, well-endowed lover this world has ever been blessed with?”

You smacked him in the chest, seeing the carefree grin on his face, “Hey, don’t look so satisfied.” But you loved it when he was cocky, confidence was really attractive on Jooheon.

He kissed your cheek sweetly, “Why not? I just made love to the most beautiful girl in the world.”

You blushed happily, pulling him in for a kiss, “Well, you can be happy with yourself for that, I guess.”

The two of you enjoyed the aftermath of your lovemaking, surrounded by the quiet chirps of insects and the gentle coos of other night creatures, the creek babbling somewhere in the distance as you continued to try and pull each other closer and closer.

To answer Jooheon’s question: Yeah, you did have a good first time.