ya’ll really gonna tell me that blarke is canon after clarke consistently manipulates bellamy, chloroforms/DRUGS him, KIDNAPS him so that he couldn’t object to HER fucked up decision, breaks his trust, and not to mention…. she’s also gonna point gun at him when he tries to leave???? really??? that’s not “love.” that’s toxic.
when i have Bad Brain Time or a breakdown there are always ppl who are like "no that's not true you're not a horrible person ily" and i know they want to help but??? I just go "oh god i've manipulated them into thinking i'm a good person i'm the worst human being ever how have i lied to them so much that they think i'm a good person????" and it just makes everything worse. but also if nobody tells me anything it just confirms everyone hates me and no one cares. @ brain: can you chill maybe -Ivy