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Do You Believe in Soulmates? Part 4

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Summary: Reid comes into terms with his feelings for you and you start to avoid him. Morgan figures out about the genius’s feelings for you and tells him to gets a move on before someone else catches you. However, all feelings have to be put on hold as a case comes through that is nothing like any cases the BAU team has ever seen. 

A/N: Please reblog and like if you like this story! 

Thank you so much to everyone for all the support that you guys have shown me. I really almost gave up on this story as I have been going through a rough patch and kind of lost motivation. It was your support that gave me the motivation to keep going so thank you so much for liking and commenting! I love you all!!!

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader

Fandom: Criminal Minds, Supernatural Crossover

Warnings: Angst, some talk about the case, a bit of gory details. 

Word count: 2,608 a bit longer than most of the other parts. Sorry not sorry :)

Originally posted by loving-criminal-minds

“Spence slow down, what did you say?” JJ asks, trying to listen to her friend over the music of the bar. “Hold on I’m gonna head outside.” She excuses herself and goes outside, the cold air hit her face like a ton of bricks but being filled with the warmth that the beer she drank earlier JJ was not bothered. “Now tell me that again.”

Reid took a shaky breath and paused for a couple of seconds. “I’m in love with (Y/N), and I’m terrified.”

JJ immediately felt a wave of contradicting emotions go through her, she was at first jumping for joy that her friend finally came to terms with his feelings, but then she was also scared of why it was making him terrified. She was also kind of disappointed because you had left earlier with a handsome man that seemed to be in love with you, was Reid too late? Will his heart be broken again? Will he just deny his feelings for you later saying that you were just his best friend, leading you to have your heart broken?

“JJ, you still there?” Reid whispers, she could tell that he was crying at this point.

Her heart broke for him, she quickly replies, “Yeah Spence I’m here. Why are you terrified?”

“JJ, she’s my best friend and I’m in love with her. After I left the bar I followed her and the guy, they seem so happy together Jayge. I want her to be happy, but I also want her to be with me. She has been through so many bad things and still manages to smile. She was there for me through everything, she still comes to my place whenever I call her, whether it’s 2 in the afternoon or 2 at night. She’s been such a good friend to me and now I’ve fallen in love with her,” Reid pours his heart out while tears escape his eyes.

“Reid, I don’t see what’s wrong with the situation,” JJ admits confused at the situation.

“Don’t you understand? JJ come on, you saw how she looked at the guy, and how he looked at her. They’re so in love with each other, he’s in her apartment right now as we speak. They’re probably having sex, and tomorrow she’s going to want to talk to me about it. They’re in love, and just like how I talked to her about Maeve, she’s going to want to share his feelings about him with me. I want to say that I’ll be a good friend and listen to her but I’ll probably distance myself. Then she’s gonna rack her brain over what she did wrong, about why her seemingly best friend will no longer even look at her. She going to be so hurt and knowing her she’ll confront me about it and in the heat of the moment, I’ll confess that I’m in love with her. After that JJ everything will change, she’ll distance herself from me, she won’t look at me and my heart will break into a million pieces. Now, do you understand why I’m terrified?” Reid exclaims letting out his deep fear of losing you to his coworker. “I can’t lose her JJ. What do I do?”

JJ takes a deep breath and says, “Spence, just because they seemed like they were in love doesn’t mean they are. You know that sometimes when two people who are very good friends interact it can come off as being in love. Also, just because they’re in her apartment together doesn’t mean they are sleeping together. Reid, you are worrying yourself over a bunch of assumptions, just wait til tomorrow to find out what actually happened and then you can panic okay?”

“Alright,” Reid agrees.

Needless to say, Reid didn’t get any sleep that night, the thought of you being with another man raided his mind. The thought of someone else caressing your soft skin made him furious. You were his. You belonged to him and he belonged to you.

You had about the same amount of sleep that Reid did. Though your skin wasn’t being caressed by any man and you were furious at everything. Reid was yours. Heaven’s decided that he belongs to you and you belong to him, you have no say. It felt wrong and you wanted nothing to do with it. At the same time, the thought of you being with Reid, the love you have for him finally being reciprocated did make you giddy.

The next morning you entered the bullpen sporting a massive headache and bloodshot eyes more so from all the crying you did last night rather than the alcohol. “Good Morning sweet thang!” Morgan exclaimed as you sat down at your cubicle which was unfortunately right next to his.

Morgan sat at the corner of your desk and slurped his coffee every couple of seconds until you finally broke. “Why are you doing that?” you grunt narrowing your eyes.

“Doin’ what suga’?” he replies innocently smirking that his plan worked.

“Don’t play naive with me Morgan, you think you know something and you clearly want to tell me so spill,” you huff, Morgan chuckles and shakes his head trying to stretch out torturing you as long as he possibly could. However, your eyes immediately jump to Reid walking towards you with two coffees in his hands.

“Here (Y/N) that usual,” Spence says with a sweet smile. Though Reid bought you coffee every morning, today it felt different. Everything about Reid felt different, his smile was brighter, his eyes, though bloodshot like yours, seemed more warm than usual, his hair, if it was even possible, seemed more unruly. Overall, everything that made Reid attractive in your eyes seemed to be amplified. The last time you felt like this was when you first realized that the genius stole your heart for good. It took you a couple of seconds to notice that you hadn’t taken the coffee he had extended to you. 

“Oh! Thanks, Spencer!” you take the coffee ignoring the odd look that Reid gave you as you addressed him as Spencer. You never called him by his full first name it was either Spence, Reid, or one of the other nicknames you had for him.

Morgan broke the silence, “you and the mysterious man last night. How was he?” Spencer tried really hard not to pay attention to the conversation but as soon as the mysterious man you left with was mentioned his attention was nowhere but there. The genius tried to pretend not to listen in but Derek noted pretty boy’s sudden change in behavior. “Come on pretty girl. You dragged him out of the bar and was basically shooting love arrows with your eyes at him. Tell me everything.”

You chuckle at your coworker and say, “Derek what Cas and I have is pure platonic love. We haven’t seen each other in months and so I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible.”

Derek looked at you unconvinced, clearly analyzing your behavior for tells that you were lying. Grunting you added, “Derek I slept alone in my bed last night. Anyways, why am I trying to prove myself to you? You can believe it if you want,” and with that, you dove into finishing up paperwork.

Spencer was much happier now that you confessed that nothing was going on between the mystery man and you, and tried his best not to show it in case anyone figured out his feelings for you. However the happiness that shown on his face caught the attention of the team’s handsome hunk, and when the genius got up to refill on coffee Morgan decided to play on his hunch.

“So you gonna tell her?” he asked.

“Tell who what?” Reid replied.

“Are you gonna tell pretty girl over there that you are head over heels in love with her?” Morgan tossed out hoping to get a confirmation, which he got almost immediately as Reid choked on his coffee so badly it was coming out of his nose.

“Did JJ tell you?” Reid managed in between coughs. 


“Listen, kid, I may not have an IQ of 187 but I do have eyes, and I like to think I’m a skilled enough profiler to notice your behavior towards her and interpret it,” Morgan reassured Reid that his secret keeper had indeed kept his secret. “When are you gonna make a move?” Morgan questioned. Reid who had recovered from his coughing fit looked at Morgan with wide eyes at the question. Morgan lets out a frustrated sigh and continues, “Reid, you are a provable genius how can you not understand that she is just as much in love with you as you are with her.”

Reid shook his head refusing to believe it, “Morgan I’ve been friends with her for years, I know her well enough to know her type and unfortunately, I am nothing like the men she is into.”

Morgan rolled his eyes and opened his mouth to reveal your long time crush on him but was interrupted by Hotch calling you all to meet up. As they were walking to the conference room Morgan leaned in and whispered to Reid, “Just make a move on her before someone else does. Trust me Reid if you don’t you’ll regret it for the rest of your life.” Reid didn’t have much time to dwell on Morgan’s words because as soon as he entered the conference room Garcia started to explain the case.

“I hope you all had a light breakfast crime fighters because this one made me empty out the contents of my stomach this morning,” she pointed all of your attention to the television which was displaying the happy family pictures of the victims.

“Garcia where are the crime scene photos?” Rossi asked.

“I’m sorry, sir. I had to look at it all of last night and then I got a nightmare because of it, and so I wanted 2 hours of no crime scene photos. I uploaded it all to your tablets and for my tech-allergic oldies I made Anderson print them out,” Garcia explained. You send a sympathetic look towards her, usually, the technical analyst could stomach the gory photos we had to look through but if the case had shaken her up this badly then it must be our goriest one yet.

“This is Sharon Kerrigan,16, only daughter of  Andrew Kerrigan, she was found three nights ago 100 miles from her home in, cue the twilight zone music, Danvers, Massachusetts,” Garica paused and looked around for everyone to make the connection.

After two seconds, everyone naturally turned to Reid to tell them the significance of Danvers, Massachusetts but when he kept starting at the file before him you decided to speak up, “Danvers, Massachusetts, formerly known as Salem village, Massachusetts. The home of the Salem witch trials.” That was your first red flag on the case.

“Right you are my kitten,“ Garcia smiles at you and continues on, “two nights ago, Marissa Lebowski, also 16 was found 30 miles from her home in Danvers, Massachusetts. And yesterday night guards at a local bar in Salem found Alyssa Jethro dead, she was also 16 years old. I’m still waiting on the M.E.’s reports but from the crime scene photos I can tell you that their eyes were burned out.”

“Burned out?” you asked.

“Yeah seemingly liquefied,” Garcia nods. That was your second red flag, one more and you’d have to call in re-enforcements.

“Three girls in three nights, that’s a spree,” Morgan commented.

“Which is why we are leaving for Danvers immediately. The town is still trying to recover from the action of people who lived 300 years ago, and this unsub is not making it easier. Wheels up in 15,” Hotch said as he got up.

Gathering your thing, you hoped to God that the red flags you had raised would just be a coincidence. Your brothers had warned you that if you did cross a case that was more of their league than the BAU’s to give them a ring and they’d take care of it, but you never really worked out the kinks in that plan. And now you were sitting with a potential demon case, with no idea what to do. Worrying about demons and all other things supernatural you didn’t notice where you were going and bumped into Reid, who had turned around to see why you were so quiet.

“Sorry Spencer,” you apologize and practically run out of the room which was now completely empty, not wanting to deal with your emotions until after there was some clarification on what this case was and who you were dealing with. You tried your best not to look back at Reid, you knew that your odd behavior towards him must have started to hurt the genius by now. He may even be questioning whether you were telling the truth about Cas, but for now, you couldn’t be bothered. Your hunter instincts were taking over and if there is one thing being a hunter for almost all your life taught you, it’s that you can’t let emotions cloud your mind at any point of the case.  

20 minutes later you were all up in the air heading to Massachusetts and once Garcia patched through you started to review the case. On the jet rides, you always sat next to Reid, always. So when you decided to sit next to JJ instead of him the entire team knew something was going on with you. However, since they had a case at hand everyone decided to go on as if they hadn’t noticed.  

“Other than being 16 years old,  there is nothing that seems to connect these girls. I mean Sharon was a blonde, who playing on her school field hockey team while Marissa was a brunette who was shy and volunteered at her church most of the time,” Morgan observed from the case files.

JJ was the next to throw her thought out into the open, “Yeah, and Alyssa was more into the gothic lifestyle. Black hair and dark makeup, listened to emo metal, intimidated half the school.  I mean how is the unsub even getting to these girls?’

“There is one other thing that connects them, all of the victim’s mother’s died violently at the age of 10,” Reid added noticing the pattern. 10 years, the same amount of time for a demon deal to expire, you silently noted.

“Oh yeah, forgot to mention that. All the mothers of the victims before dying went crazy,” Garcia stated.

“Unfortunately in our line of work crazy is a common term could you be more specific Garcia?” Rossi who took the seat next to Reid asked.

“I mean crazy as in these women might have suffered a psychotic break. A week before their violent deaths, they all started freaking out saying things like their loved ones looked like monsters and being terrified to be around anyone. Every one of them also reported multiple times about being chased by a big black dog,” Garcia explained. As she finished her explanation you tried your best not to fall out of your chair, excusing yourself abruptly you got up and went to the back of the plane ignoring the worried looks of your coworkers. Once you made sure no one was looking over at you, you pulled out the phone you always had hidden you your coat pocket and dialed the first number on your contact list.

“Hey, it’s me. How fast can you get to Danvers, Massachusetts?”

Originally posted by frozen-delight

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Yuri!!! on Ice Episode 11 - On Yuuri’s Love

There is a lot to unpack in episode 11 of Yuri!!! on Ice. Hardly a moment is wasted and though there is a large focus on the part C portion we have information right from the start that helps us understand this story in regards to Yuuri and Victor. Here is my overly long take on the goings on of episode eleven.

We start the episode with what seems to be an in-world introduction to the GPF contestants. Even on what seems to be an in-world piece of media we see Yuuri and Victor and their relationship all intertwined. The footage from the end of episode seven is used and there is mention over it of the fact that Yuuri’s theme is Love. This is any obvious in-world link showing us that not only do we, as the audience, see the connection of Yuuri and Victor’s relationship to Yuuri’s theme, but that it is also noted by the audience in the show.

We quickly move on to Yuuri on the ice for Eros.

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Yuri Plisetsky episode 9 recap

Ok, I know that everyone is focused on the marriage proposal and Victor and Yuuri being reunited, but there is something else I wanted to point out. Truth to tell, we were expecting the episode ending like this, right? What really surprised me was how Yuri Plisetsky acted in this episode. The first thing in here is his Grandfather actually arriving…

He brought him pork cutlet bowl pirozky, which means that not only he listened carefully what Yuri told him the other day, but also made the effort to find out what he was talking about (this can be super complicated for some elderly people, especially if they can’t use the internet), which was something he never heard about. He literally managed to make a dish from another cuisine he never tasted before. Bow down to this man’s cooking skill.

We also heard that he did not come to see Yuri’s last performance because he was ill. This can be really serious for someone his age, but he still manages to come today and I think that Yuri fully understands this.

I do not think though that it is only his grandfather that affects him, though. Can we please also notice that his first thoughts after learning he is currently first is about Yuuri? Niether Victor, nor JJ (or any other of the competitors). But he doesn’t seem angry at all, does he? This isn’t about anyone else now, he fully understands that he can’t win Victor back, but he also realizes he does not need him. He does not need to be angry at anyone.

And after the whole competition, he comes to see Yuuri. Not to scold him (almost), but probably because he sees him as part of his family now. It would be different if he just came to him right after, but he made the effort to look for him too.

He knows when Yuuri’s birthday is. He really reminds me of a cat in this one (the fact that I am spending all of my time in the same room is a coincidence, the fact that I am sitting on your face means nothing at all), especially like he tries to make it seem like it is not a big deal at all. 

And he gets him the pirozhki his grandfather made especially for him to win the competition, the ones he is so eager to eat. He could have gotten him just some clothes or simply wish him happy birthday.

Also notice that he was calling Yuuri ‘’the pork cutlet bowl’’ the whole time in this episode. When he eats this pirozky, he thinks of Yuri, but it doesn’t make him angry at all, he seems more content.

It must be a great sacrifice to give away one of the rare gifts from his grandfather, but he is not looking sorry, right? He is proud about it and it makes me fell warm and fluffy, because he is finally able to feel the love others give him.

And oh my gosh this is the smile that can cure cancer and make world peace. He is so happy, probably for the first time since the beginning of the series. I think that this is his agape, the one where he can not only feel and receive the love around him, but also give it back and it is so beautiful and I am going to cry.

And Yuuri is also happy, even if Victor is not there and he responds to him in Russian, which is not only Victor’s native language, but also Yuri’s. 

Episode 11
  • Victor kissed Yuuri’s ring. ( it’s beautiful T^T )
  • Victor who is usually wearing gloves. specifically didn’t wore it today because he wants to show the world the ring.
  • Emil is as always a precious nice guy that cheers for Yuuri and Michele looking at them warmly.
  • Minami cheering his heart out for his idol.
  • THEY FUCKING KISSD THE RING TOGETHER BEFORE STARTING. ughh.. THIS ADDED YEARS TO MY LIFE. THANK YOU
  • I LOVE ODA-SAN’s VOICE AND COMMENTARY. LOL
  • THIS HUG MELTED MY HEART. THEY’’RE SO CUTE

Victor representing my feeling during the whole program .

Victor jumping together with Yuuri.

  • This frame where everyone is just anxious and there’s Makkachin looking like: “Is that a steamed bun?” XD

THIS REALLY BROKE MY HEART GODDAMNIT

  • PHICHIT CHULANONT IS A PRECIOUS HAMSTER THAT NEED TO BE LOVED, PROTECTED AND NOT BE YELLED AT.
  • PROTECT THIS HAMSTER AT ALL COSTS.

DADDY VICTOR CHEERING FOR HIS SON.

THIS FRAME IS SO IMPORTANT ESPECIALLY WITH THE SUBS.

  • And let’s appreciate Lilia’s very important quote: “People shine brightest when they seek to understand what kind of love sustains them.” 
  • YAKOV SEEING YURIO AS VITYA, THINKING LIKE HE’s OVERFLOWING WITH TALENT AND POTENTIAL JUST LIKE HIM AND LIKE HE’S THE ONE THAT WILL SURPASS VICTOR. AS WHAT HIS SCORE SURPASSED VICTOR’S WORLD RECORD.
  • CHRIS BACK AGAIN WITH HIS BUTT SHOTS and most importantly NOT COMING IN THE ICE.

YURIO CHEERING FOR HIS BOYFRIEND MADE ME SCREAM! IT’S MY LIFE NOW. OTAYU FTW.

MY SON LOOKING SO FUCKING CUTE AWWWW!!!!

HE SMILED!! HE FUCKNG SMILED AT OTABEK’S PERFORMANCE. ALL HE DOES IS SMIRK OR CLICK HIS TONGUE AT OTHER ACTUALLY FUCKIN SMILED.

I MEAN HOW OFTEN CAN YOU SEE YURI PLISETSKY SMILE? 

THAT JJ… HE FINALLY FELT THE PRESSURE AND INTIMIDATION.

FYI: YUURI’S SMIRK ENDED MY LIFE.

AND I ALSO SANG TOGETHER WITH THE CROWD. OK. OK I REALLY LIKE THE SONG ALRIGHT.

JJ’s supportive fiancee 

MICHELE’S EXPRESSION IS SO DAMN GOLD 

AND THIS EPISODE ENDS WITH THIS VAGUE LINE…

BUT AS FAR AS I UNDERSTAND IT WILL BE ABOUT BEING QUITTING COMPETITIVE SKATING. BECAUSE HE SAID “THE CHALLENGE THEY WILL BE FACING TOGETHER” ( idomu in japanese is to challenge/ tackle )


Thank you for reading this long ass post. now i can roll back in my bed and cry.

Otabek will be diqualified because he will step up for Yurio

Okay Imma type this down right now so tomorrow after the new episode I can say i called it.

My new theory about Yuri!!! on ice is that in the 11th episode, we will have JJ insulting Yurio as he has done in episode eight and nine (indirectly in 10, too). Only this time, because everything is serious, it is the final after all, his nagging will be a serious insult.
Enough of an insult to make Otabek feel the need to come to his newly-bonded friend’s help and use some sort of violence against him. That would be the only reason I see for the relation of Yurio and Otabek being mentioned in the anime at this point at all. Think about it. they could just become friends during the event, or at the banquet afterwards (which seems to work well enough for Victuuri).
No. Their friendship had to be established and shown to the audience before the whole thing even starts so we can understand. there is no other good reason for the two of them starting a friendship now. Except, of course, they were desperate for content, but I won’t insult the producers by assuming that.
Another supporting factor is that the narrator of episode 10 was Viktor. We have not actually seen Yurio or Otabek tell anyone about their conversation. And given how private that conversation was, they would not tell anyone.

UNLESS there is an urgent need to explain why a skater who is known for not being interested in socializing with other figure skater suddenly comes to Yurio’s rescue. And the producers delivered that in episode 10. Yurio will have to deliver it once Otabek has taken action.

Moving on, Otabek will of course be disqualified, taking him from the ranking of the skaters altogether.
How do I reach that conclusion, you ask. The answer is simple.
We have seen the performance of every skater competing in the GPF before, except Otabek’s. We have had a lot of screen time for all of those figure skaters, except for Otabek (Pichitt being his charming self and Chris using his sex appeal and being Victor’s buddy). The animators wouldn’t waste budget on animating a performance that will not be shown in the GPF because Otabek is disqualified from performing it. So they placed him in other skating events than Yuuri but had him appear here and there (episode 6 the starting sequence showing international standings) so the audience wouldn’t completely forget him. they didn’t even waste budget on giving him screen-time. Very efficient producers.

The final will then be between Yuuri and Yurio because they were the most important characters overall (Yurio had the first three episodes dedicated to their conflict). I don’t want to make calls about who wins third place.

And Yurio’s ‘Agape’ will be something completely new, as the fairy will now skate fuelled by the love that Otabek has shown to him. Therefore I strongly hope he will get first place. Otherwise I challenge the producers to give us a second season with him as protagonist.

So thanks for reading this far. I hope you can understand this thesis. Let’s hope it becomes ‘reality’ and JJ also gets suspended, as I really don’t realistically see anyone  getting more points than him, so to not have him win he needs to be thrown out.

Finally, I wanna clarify that I support Yurio and Otabek’s relationship in both friendship and romantic interpretations and a romantic view would not contradict my argumentation at all.

Thank you for wasting your time reading this

The observation isn’t completely wrong. Chiding him for is, though.

Before he got his spot in the final Yurio was too busy worrying about it to be able to focus elsewhere, so it’s understandable that he wasn’t concentrating on cheering for Yuri. Last episode (ep08) he only reached the rink as Yuri was finishing his performance, which is something Yuri does himself. So Yurio couldn’t be supportive because he had his own position to think about. Now that he has that out of the way, he can concentrate elsewhere. And by this I don’t mean that before securing his own position he wanted Yuri to fail, only that he didn’t have the mind to actively show Yuri his support.

But JJ is also kinda wrong; before this match Yuri was doing fine. More than fine, even, and his attitude (alongside Victor) seemed one of happy tranquility. To Yurio who was all nerves at that point, it kinda looked like Yuri wasn’t even taking it seriously, and between his attitude and good results…Yurio didn’t see the need to be supportive

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Is it bad that the ending of EP11 didn’t come as a surprise for me? It’s been low key hinted since the beginning. The moment Yuuri didn’t land the quad flip perfectly, just confirmed it. The subsequent scenes of the other skaters’ performances didn’t help matters. They were wonderful to watch but I just couldn’t enjoy it since it adds fuel to the dread I feel with Yuuri. And the looks he keeps giving Viktor? Yeah… Not good.

This made JJ’s part sweeter and more heartwarming for me though. Out of all the people Yuuri would empathize, right? Thought he was gonna cheer the guy at some point. The scene was a nice break from the oppressing oncoming doom feel I had in the episode. I wish the two of them would have a chance to talk. I think JJ would appreciate a friendly face among his competitors. Tbh, I laughed too when the skaters ignored him last episode but if you look at his perspective, that has to hurt a lot. Isolation is never fun especially among your peers. Small wonder its their faces that haunted him as he breaks under pressure during his performance.

Anyway, the end was no surprise and kind of expected. This is not a first time incident with sports anime. If anyone here knows Slam Dunk, I’m sure you’d understand. Now the question is what would Viktor do? Also, Yuuri’s statement can be interpreted in a lot of ways too. End what? Their relationship off or on ice? Both? What does he mean exactly? The guy is notorious for not giving bald statements (without becoming a dorky mess of blush, stutters, and all) throughout the series but now he did. It’s quite OOC for Yuuri imo. So I can’t get a good read on what his “Let’s end this.” truly mean.

Can’t EP12 come sooner? The suspense is killing me. The creators are cruel for making us stew on this for a week. TT-TT