also all of these scenes make me cry

Dear Evan Hansen, Jul. 13th 2017 (Act 1)

Dear Evan Hansen,

Today’s going to be a good day and here’s why:

Because Michael Lee Brown was on as Evan Hansen, and you get to review him! (and cry a lot more than you already have.)

This is Part 1 of my summary and review! A second part will come soon!

I’m dedicating this whole thing to @neglectedrainbow because they seem to love Michael Lee Brown as much as I do. (I also love their writing and their account)

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Thoughts about the finale

mixed feelings about this. 

I didn’t like it. Don’t get me wrong. I was rooting for twincer, I was rooting for the emison babies. I was rooting for mona being the bad bitch she is. I was rooting for wren being involved. But my problem isn’t with all this. Going with the twincer story, there was only one way marlene could’ve presented this, and it was the abandoned twin is sad lonely and vengeful. Which i understand. It was boring yes, but my theory came true so im not complaining. this is my problem:

It was the presentation that was just god awful. The first 30 minuted of the show had absolutely NOTHING happening. I kept checking the time and waiting for something to happen. I understand that we were supposed to see the liars lives and choices post A.D, but i’ve been watching this show for 5 years for the mystery!! I do want to see the liars in their lives but i wish the priority had been the mystery.

The reveal

I got so excited when i saw spencer look into her reflection. All she had to do was look at herself for me to know what was about to happen. Boy i got SO excited. That scene was AMAZING. Troian acting was phenomenal. That was one of the few things that i absolutely loved. I was expecting that twin but i was not expecting that accent. That left me shook. Besides that i really didn’t really particularly enjoy the reveal. The problem was that it was SO predictable. We all had guessed the airport scene was twincer. We all guessed wren shot twincer to look identical. We all guessed twincer had sex with toby. I was expecting that. What i wanted to know though, was the lies within charlotte’s story? why sara was working for charlotte. I know they mentioned that but i still have no clue. and out of ALL people, it was jenna who realized the truth about twincer. not toby not aria not melissa but jenna. One thing i truly will never know is if jenna is really blind or not. Bitch can see i swear.

More plot holes. How did spencer know what book toby was referring to if alex gave it to him? They played it way too safe in my opinion. Jenna is one bad bitch, they could have incorporated her into the story so much more. Lets not forget WREN. wren could’ve been an AMAZING sidekick. He was a creep in radley, it would have explained how charlotte got in and out at times? Secondly, before wren was ingested into the rosewood crap, he was a pretty decent guy. When you see your exgirlfriend’s sisters secret twin, you just hook up with her? That is some creepy shit how did he not pick up the phone and dial up melissa? that is the most unreal thing i’ve ever heard of.

The end

Let’s talk about that ending. Toby not knowing his way around his own house that he built? come on? I enjoyed the last scene with the liars together. However i really wished we could have seen more of the hastings. I mean, i wanted to see Veronica react to Alex. I wanted melissa’s reacting. When they said they were bring melissa back i was SO excited. She is one of the best actors. But what we got was 1 scene of her next to a horse? i mean are you kidding me. i get she has chicago med to film, but they couldn’t have her in one more 2 minute scene, maybe of her hugging spencer post alex or SOMETHING. Besides that the end scene with mona. Loved it. Really made me feel full circle. i didn’t quite understand how that happened but i was okay with it. I don’t know why mary was in there. She didn’t really do anything wrong in my opinion. I actually liked mary but ok fine.
The end scene. Those 3 girls in the cabin. one girl wakes up (aria parallel), asks where addison is. The 4th girl (spencer parallel) comes in. Addison’s gone. “i think i heard her scream”. LITERALLY WORST ENDING EVERY HOLY SHIT. I don’t think ive ever been so angry. That was TERRIBLE. JUST AWFUL. I hated it. I had suspected this happening, when addison+4 were cast but i prayed no. I hate the whole history repeats itself thing. History already repeated itself x3 already! jessica/mary. Spencer/alex. Lily/grace. If this addison thing is really history repeating itself then we already know whats to come. not to mention how many damn girls disappear in this town damn. I get it was supposed to be full circle or whatever. But it felt like a fucking pentagon. The devil’s pentagon. Hated it. I probably would have minded it soo much, if it wasnt so specific. but everything down to the lines was exactly. the. same. I did not watch this show for 5 years and waste my youth to watch addison and co. being the last scene

I’m not even disappointed to be honest. I have always watched the show with low expectations. I hoped this being a series finale would make it somewhat better, but nope. I thought i would cry at some point. But no scene in this whole episode made me cry. I didn’t hate it completely. There were times where i was smiling so wide. I was having a stroke during that twincer reveal. I loved parts of it. Lily and Grace were cool. Troians acting was amazing. all the scenes with the 5 girls were also so lovely. but generally i wasn’t too impressed. If anything i feel content that its finally over. 

Goodbye pretty little liars. You had the potential to be the greatest show, instead you got fucked over time and time again. 2010-2017. 

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Back when Sanji was talking to Pudding in her bedroom while Luffy was fighting the enraged army in 845, he was telling her about his “hell” of a childhood with his family and how he was just gonna give in, and Pudding was crying, telling him that “she wouldn’t make this marriage hell for him”. I always thought it was weird that Sanji didn’t somehow spot her lie, as he has proven to understand women really well (“A man forgives a woman’s lies”, etc.) and has “never doubted a woman’s tears”. She was evil, so why he couldn’t he spot the deceit in her, especially when she cried?

And now, it makes so much sense. Pudding was lying to him with words in 845, but her tears were genuine. Hearing his past no doubt brought forth memories of her own (their pasts are super similar), and caused her to cry, which explains Sanji’s interesting expression afterwards. He saw that her tears were true, which makes it all the more believable why he was blindsided by her being evil in 850. He had seen her genuine sadness. This also makes this scene where he compliments her eyes so much more badass. He understood her the whole time.

Damn, son.

why i went into guardians of the galaxy vol.2 apathetic & with low expectations and came out with my crops watered, my skin cleared, my bills paid for and the angels singing (or – why everyone should please watch this blessed movie – MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD IF U CARE ABT THAT):

i just rly need to make this post bc this film was just So Good it took over my whole bitter-at-marvel being in under a week k thanks love u byyye:

1) okay, first: the whole movie was character-centric and contained. you had REAL EMOTIONAL RESOLUTION. and you had that real emotional resolution because they BUILT THE PLOT around the characters, rather than establishing a plot and having the characters enter from stage left. for one of the first times ever, I watched an ensemble superhero film where every single character got a decent individual arc that somehow complimented the central arc of the film, also character centric, and it worked. nearly all the arcs felt satisfying, because they were all interrelated, because they whole thing was about family. someone said that it was like, a really good fast and furious film in space but with no casual sexism, and tbh like …. really tru boys. the stakes of the film were in the characters, not the End Of The World or in some MacGuffin device. yes, ego’s machinations would have caused death and destruction on a galactic scale, but that was secondary to the real conflict; peter’s understanding of who his real father was, and, ultimately, who he was, through his relationship with his family – the other guardians. the movie was frickin’ hilarious, action-packed, and entertaining the whole way through, and gave you a unique story structure that didn’t feel like a cookie-cutter rehash of so many other action/superhero films we’re given lately. and when the movie ended, you felt alive. you felt like you really had closure, and that everything came together well, but you were also sad, and yet had also simultaneously had a really!!! fun!! time!!! 

just … i’ve seen so many sad attempts at ensemble movies in the past and while it’s obvious that writing an ensemble story is tricky, they really, really, truly, for the first time ever gave me the ensemble superhero film I have always wanted.

moving on:

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Top 20 All Time Favourite Fics

Contains muliple ships and fandoms. 
Sterek, Destiel, FiKi, Bellarke, Olicity, McShep, Malec, Hictooth, Bagginshield. 
I should just mention I’ve read all these fic’s MULTIPLE times, like stupid amount multiple. 

1. The Best Years of Our Live, My Ass - ireallyhatecornnuts
Destiel. I read this fic all the time, it’s fanstastic. Love all the family elements, the plot is great, the relationship is cute and totally them. It’s just a perfect fic. 

2. Divided We Stand - KouriArashi
Sterek
. Also another I’ve read mulitple times, it’s just so good. I could read this a thousand times and never get bored. This is one of the greatest fics (and series) I’ve ever read. 

3. Cornerstone - Vendelin
Sterek
. Read mulitple times, always amazing, always makes me smile and cry and gives me all the feels. It’s sweet, accurately describes mental illness, it’s got steamy sex scenes and is a little heartbreaking. All you need in a fic. 

4. Angels Among Us - Vaerin
Destiel.
This is always such fun to read. I love all the Asgard chapters, love the chimera, all the squabbling between Angel parents. All The Wing Love! It’s full of fluff and a bit of heartbreak, but it’s amazing! 

5. Our Lives Are Changing Lanes - grimm
Sterek.
I adore this fic, it’s so sweet and I love me some Single Parent Derek Hale. His daughter is a mini version of him and I love Stiles trying to win her over. Also the dates are adorable, and Cop Stiles is amazing! 

6. Hitchups - AvannaK
Hictooth
. One of the best thing’s I have ever read! It starts in the middle of the HTTYD movie, from there it just takes off! Hiccup and Toothless travelling around, growing up, learning to fight and all the mystical creatures! This is just as good as the movies! 

7. Cas, You Had A Baby? - allthebeautifulthings9828
Destiel.
Cas stealing a fledgling and raising it with Dean is perfection. Then they make this little community of baby angels and get the safe, happy life they always deserved. It’s beautiful. 

8. As Luck Would Have It (I’m Already Smitten) - Whisper91
Sterek.
A Perfect Dom-Sub universe. It’s fluffy, perfect amounts of the BDSM universe, and some interesting plot. Love all the Hales and the pack feels. The Liam and Derek / Stiles scenes are too cute! Still a WIP but it’s amazing! 

9. How Dean and Cas Got Fake Married - allthebeautifulthings9828
Destiel.
Clearly this author know’s how to write amazing Destiel fics! While I do kinda wish there were some sexy times, the fic is still amazing without them. I love them living a normal-ish life while still kinda hunting. It’s just great, okay?

10. The Boy and The Beast - Dira Sudis
Sterek.
Derek stuck as a wolf is my favourite. The kind of season 1 retelling with Derek actually kind of earning Scott’s trust, and totally dating Stiles is amazing! 

11. Nightfall - Leletha
Hictooth
. Hiccup got taken as well as Valka. Feral Hiccup not knowing he’s human is amazing. All the dragon talk and how much Hiccup and Toothless adore each other is so cute. I just love this fic, okay? It’s amazing! 

12. Convenient Husbands - Annie D
Destiel.
I just love creature Cas. He’s so snarky and sassy and Dean is happy (which should be canon, he deserves some happy). I love how they interact with each other and the Roadhouse sounds awesome! 

13. Raven Feather, Lion Heart - KiliDurin
FiKi.
Feral Kili is amazing, Fili being all princely is great. The Durin family is awesome and I love all the dwarven culture. Also, friendly warg is everything! 

14. Max Two ‘Verse - heartsdesire456
Malec.
omg, this series is so freaking cute. Alec adopting baby Max, then Magnus adopting Max and Alec. Max is adorable. I love seeing the Lightwood-Bane’s growing into their little family. It’s sweet and just everything good you could want! 

15. Opposites Attract - goldenlionprince, liddie
FiKi.
This is one of the sweetest fic’s I’ve ever read (and re-read). It’s so fluffy and so unbelievably adorable. Plus, Punk-ish Fili is amazing! 

16. Raising Madison Series - MrsHamill
McShep.
This series is so great. I love dad!Rodney, and Sheppard is such a good step-dad. The series is all family feels, and amazing Atlantis life. 

17. I’m Not Asking Much Of You - emmylou
Bellarke.
This is my favourite Bellark fic. It’s so sweet, and I love the fake-relationship, it’s also kinda sexy at points. Hello, Bellamy giving Clarke a lap dance, then vise versa. Also love the Clarke Raven friendship. 

18. What Happens In Vegas… - redtoes
Olicity.
I’m not super into Arrow anymore, but this fic has always been amazing. It’s refreshing to see a fake-relationship that isn’t incredibly angsty. It’s sweet and has a good plot, all around great. 

19. Convincing A Hobbit - seekerluna
Bagginshield.
I don’t read much Bagginshield but this is so freaking amazing! I love courting fics, and the drawven and hobbit courting rituals are amazing. Also Fili and Kili being adorably childish. 

20. Settle Down - wearing_tearing, whatthehale
Sterek.
I love mpreg fics, and Daddy!Derek is so cute. Love their building relationship and merging of the packs. Everything is sweet and adorable. 

So there you have it. My All Time Favourite FanFictions! 

12x11 Episode Review - What a Ride That Was!

Having just completed my second watch of this episode I have to say I am slightly stunned. I guess the best way to put it is ‘not what I expected’. But then what did I really expect? I was expecting pain, heartbreak, drama, interspersed with some humour and a big “no homo” scene to counteract last episode. I was expecting some dudebro Dean to appease certain types of viewer, along with a nice helping of deep subtext into Dean analysis for us to eat up that would go straight over that type of viewers head. I was certainly not expecting… Larry.

I haven’t looked at tumblr yet, except to glance at my askbox. I assume that you are all suitably going mad over Larry. Over the implications of Larry. Over the sheer insanity of the episodes biggest innuendo fuelled moments and probably laughing about it. I expect a hundred gifsets. I want to reblog those gifsets. I am also sure that Larry has already been meta’d to death… But what’s the harm in a little more meta to add to the massive pile gonna do? Because I wanna meta the FUCK out of Larry.

But there is a lot more to this episode than just Larry. We did get heartbreak. We did get drama and we did get some really nice character moments. Rowena particularly was amazing this episode (who am I kidding though she is always amazing) and I loved learning more about her thoughts. Overall I think it was entertaining, though not one of the best episodes, but that could be because the writing was a bit sloppy and sometimes the story didn’t make sense. I’ll get to why in a bit. Let’s just say that Meredith Glynn isn’t my favourite of the new writers by any means. I didn’t even review The One You’ve Been Waiting For because I didn’t feel particularly inspired by it at all.

But having said that she gave us Larry, and for that I will forever be thankful… even if she didn’t intend for us to take it the way I have (and I am guessing most of you reading this have too).

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in all seriousness though watching a lost little warlock find one of her own people and connect with him as soon as she realizes he’s just like her is so healing because i truly know this feeling when i run into someone else who’s also of my ethnicity. i’m never more glad that it’s magnus bane whose allowed to make madzie feel safe and comfortable rather than some white shadowhunters

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this scene has no chill whatsoever AND WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY ACTED THAT IT WILL CONTINUE TO DESTROY ME ON A REGULAR BASIS but anyway.

raven doesn’t even understand what the first “I’m sorry” is for. she looks at him, kind of expects something, because it doesn’t click for her yet, but then there is him - murphy - who feels he needs to repeat what he just said, because it’s something that pulls so strongly at his heartstrings that his mind flares and he cannot do anything else but go and say it again. only this time he says it in the way she will understand “i’m sorry for doing this to you, raven”, bringing all their history to the foreground with a single line. and note that by mentioning the past he doesn’t make it about the past only - murphy literally talks about the now “doing” as he is in the belief that he is still causing raven pain. that he is the reason that she feels it every single day. that he is the reason she wants to stay behind and chooses death in order to free herself from it all, because in zero g she doesn’t need her legs, right…? (as she said in 2x02).

raven is actively vulnerable with him, opening up like she has never before and is even kind in the way she does it, because she does it with a certain care that envelops murphy fully - she doesn’t want answers, but wants to share her feelings. she doesn’t want to lose her mind, but wants things beyond what the bunker can ever give her - but from where murphy is standing he feels like the root cause for this somewhat unsolvable problem, feels responsible for the path she chooses now, because he took (accidentally, and from his point of view) more from her than he initially believed (there is a reason why spacewalks are brought up so much this season and i will get into it in a separate post).

so, there is heavy sense of guilt involved in this moment with which he regards himself. and the interplay is fascinating because while it gets very hard for him to deal with everything surrounding her pain - to the point that he has to look away when she talks about her leg, because he didn’t expect her to say that (she is not mad but can deal with it) - he is also not putting any walls up, but lets the weight of her words sit on his shoulders, which then also absolve him of his guilt. he says “I’m sorry” twice, because he is opening up as much as she is and he really means it, but then again raven is there to look him in the eyes and tell him “this is not your fault”, because that’s how it is. there is a difference between what happened to her leg, and what happens to her mind and how involved murphy is in both events (or not for that matter if you know what i and raven mean).

the magic of it all is that he starts to connect with raven and she frees him from his pain and therefore her own, because “this is not your fault, murphy” means, “let’s make peace” and not “I hate you!”. this is not a simple “I’m sorry” from him. this is not a simple statement she makes. it’s about how they feel.

so what happens here is that she literally crushes his image of how he sees raven the same way he crushed his image of how raven used to look at him (4x06). the sheer narrative intensity with which this scene approaches their relationship is truly a highlight, because its the uncontrollable way memories heighten the emotions and make room for new character development that both go through at the same time. through their self-destructiveness they have snapped and found the middle ground within their own dynamic, and there is so much maturity in both of their concessions that they finally understand one another like they have never before.

in that sense, it’s important to note that raven and murphy are quite literally mirror images of one another. he is the cockroach who has come a long way, from the person who sought out revenge and now really cares and looks out for the people he loves. and she is the raven who was once feeling nothing but the pain in her leg, who couldn’t forgive and now has come to the point where she can actually deal with it and make that step towards him. they are so connected to their past, but also so distinct from how they used to be… the best part of it all is that they meet halfway to hug and say goodbye, because yes they have had a very rough beginning, but who said that they couldn’t have a nice ending (or a new start? who knows… all i know is that i am crying again).

i’m just saying that they are both killing me at the moment.

Just Friends // Baekhyun (1)

synopsis: your relationship with Baekhyun used to be full of hatred until one little school project makes the feelings swerve everywhere

chapters: one // two

genre: fluff and angst in the future

pov: 1st

word count: 1,878

author’s note: if this chapter gets fifty likes or more, i’ll start working on the second chapter! this was actually really fun to write as well. as always, i hope you enjoy and requests are open!

TRIGGER WARNING: this chapter includes domestic/child abuse and alcoholism

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It wasn’t always this confusing. In fact, when we were younger, we despised each other. I guess it was due to the fact of us being children, and like all children, we were most likely drama queen and king. Actually, the only reason our relationship is confusing, is because of what happened last week. You’re probably confused, aren’t you? Well how about this, I’ll go back and explain our relationship, what happened, and how we ended up in this situation. Then, we’ll be where we are now, does that sound good?

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Walking through the doors of preschool consisted of me holding on to my mother’s hand, desperately tugging at it to make her take the both of us home. My older brother told me that preschool was the best year of school ever, and I believed him. Until we walked through the doors. Kids were everywhere, yelling, running, and playing. It’s terrifying. “Y/N, you have to let go of my hand, sweetie.” Mom chuckled, gently removing one finger at a time from her hand.

“No way!” I exclaimed, grabbing onto her arm instead. She gave me ‘the look’ before proceeding to walk away. She mouthed an ‘I love you’ before leaving the place. At the brink of tears, I slowly walked into the hectic room, trying to avoid any trouble, along with the noisy kids.

“Baekhyun, slow down!” a young lady, presumably the teacher, yelled, running after a brown haired child, who is most likely Baekhyun. Soon enough the brown haired kid would run past me, but he instead ran into me and knocked me down to the ground.

“Watch where you’re going!” he exclaimed. “You almost gave me cooties, how gross!”

I have never even heard of cooties until this very moment, and my small, frail body ended up trembling, the tears that welled up in my eyes being released. Cooties, he sounded so angry when he said that. And that was frightening. Needless to say, I started to think I was dying, as if I had this disease called cooties, which was the most deadly disease in the world. Thanks to me being an over-dramatic four-year-old, I thought I was on the brink of death, like I could die at any moment. To sum up, the word “cooties” made me think I was in danger and I ended up breaking down, tears finally streaming down my face.

The mysterious lady (who I had absolutely no clue of her name) scurried over to me, her face etched in worry. She picked me up and looked down at the boy and scolded, “I have had enough of this behavior, Byun Baekhyun! If I have to scold you one more time, there will be a call to mom and dad!” She yelled, she actually yelled. I remembered my brother saying, “if the teacher actually yells at a preschool student, it means they often get in trouble, so don’t worry about getting yelled at unless you choose to be an annoying rascal.” Did I know what the word rascal meant? No. But I assumed it was pretty bad, considering he used it in the context of “don’t get in trouble or you’re a rascal.”

After hearing her yell, I buried my face into the crook of her neck. I was never a person who could handle anything revolving around yelling or fighting. Call me weak if you must, but it’s who I am and I’ve come to accept it.

From that moment on, I swore to myself that I would avoid Baekhyun at all costs. That plan, however, failed. First of all, it just so happened that my assigned spot was right next to Baekhyun, which meant that he could torture and annoy me whenever he pleased. And let me tell you, he took up that offer every moment he could.

Ever since then, every single day I came home, I would whine and complain to my brother about how infuriating Baekhyun was. And every single time, he had the exact same reply: “He has a crush on you.” (Admittedly, the first time he said crush I was very confused since crush usually means smash, break, destroy, and etcetera.)

Then the next year of school came around, and with just my luck, I managed to be in the very kindergarten classroom of Byun Baekhyun. However, he ignored me for a few months. He was too busy hanging out with his newfound best friend, Park Chanyeol. He was (and still is) a lengthy person, his legs very long. For the most part, I really liked Chanyeol. The taller male was an angel: whenever Baekhyun came my way to irritate me, Chanyeol steered him away, instead dragging him along to the action figures and other toys, a great distraction for any five or six year old. To put it simply, I felt like Chanyeol was a guardian angel, always steering the annoying Baekhyun away from me.

For a majority of kindergarten, not much happened to me dealing with Baekhyun, though first grade is where hell truly took place.

During summertime, when I was transitioning from kindergarten to first grade, my mom lost her job and started drinking. For the first few days, she’d have a beer every day, but then it turned to more. It was three drinks, four drinks, five drinks, and so on, until it eventually became a new beer after the last was finished. Throughout the summer, all I saw of her was her either drinking, drunk out of her mind, vomiting, or passed out. My father was dealing with her, doing his best to make sure she didn’t pass, but then she did something truly awful. One time, my father refused to give her another beer, all the beer that had been in the fridge was either thrown out or stashed away, and that’s when my mom lost it.

She started becoming violent, both physically and emotionally. At first, it was aimed only towards my dad, so he often times came to mine and my brother’s room, discussing how we should at all times possible stay in our room or at a friend’s house, which is what we did for quite a while. That is, until, my mother started breaking even more. She eventually demanded we open the door, and when we wouldn’t, she kick at it. At first, we were fine with that. We knew she was out of her mind. But then she finally kicked the door down. When she did break the door, she started screaming like the madwoman she was.

Once she came in, she grabbed my hair and pulled. She kept pulling at it, even though I screamed and yelled for her to stop. She started pulling the hair out, and to this day, I have a scar on the right side of my head, forever there to remind me of the awful day.

Luckily for me and my brother, he was able to grab his phone in the midst of this and called for dad, when he picked up he was a sobbing mess, begging for him to come inside and take us away. The first thing my father did was call the police, to tell them about the domestic and child abuse going on, and then he ran. No matter how slow he normally was, he ran as fast as the speed of sound and made it to us, quickly hitting at my mother until she fell back, which is when he picked me up and grabbed my brother’s hand, running far away from the house.

By the time first grade started, I was still an emotional mess due to the whole mother situation. To make it worse, Baekhyun was still in the same class as me while Chanyeol was over in Ms. Kim’s classroom. He managed to make another friend though. His name was Sehun, but he’s an even shittier person than Baekhyun, which made my life ten times more miserable than it was on its own.

In addition to that, exactly one week before Mother’s Day, my class started our projects for gifts to, if not obvious enough already, give to our mothers. My teacher was kind enough to whisper to me during nap time (the one time other children would actually fall asleep, which was oddly strange) that I could draw my dad a picture instead, so that is what I did.

My drawing was a picture of my father, my brother, and myself in our quaint house next to the park. Of course, I never even thought of my mother once through the entire drawing process (as much of a process as there is for a seven-year-old). My time drawing my small family was peaceful, until the two notorious brats Sehun and Baekhyun decided to waltz in and think they knew enough about my life to criticize the picture.

Sehun for the most part was on the shy side, but once he was with Baekhyun he was the devil, which made this experience so much more enjoyable. “Hi, Y/N!” Baekhyun said, a cheery ass smile on his face.

“What do you want?” I asked, immediately furious, knowing the two boys were up to no good.

Sehun instantly replies. “You’re drawing is wrong.” Baekhyun just snickered in agreement. What assholes.

“How is it wrong?” I questioned, voice innocent yet dripping with anger.

“You forgot your mommy, the reason why it’s being drawn.” Baekhyun answered. Okay, I may have thought to myself that I had moved on from the situation, but do to my reaction, I clearly hadn’t in the slightest. Instead of the calm reaction I was hoping for, I ended up bursting into tears, not only making me even sadder, but also embarrassed for the rest of the school year (until Hoseok ended up peeing himself during snack time one day).

This scene seems all too familiar. Though at the time I didn’t realize this, Baekhyun made me cry just like in preschool, and yet again, I had a teacher scurrying over to me, ready to help out. “What’s wrong, sweetie?” she asked, eyebrows raised in concern.

“They-they said that… that m-my drawing was wrong!” I confessed, gripping onto the back of her shirt for dear life as I cried to my heart’s content. With her already glaring at the two boys, I continued on. “They said it was wro-wrong because it didn’t have a mommy!” I hiccuped. Once I finished crying and calmed down for the most part, she gave a stern look to the two boys and made them follow her outside to the hallway while some girls ran over to play with me and attempt to cheer me up.

“Just ignore them,” one of the girls, Jennie, said, giving me a hug before asking if I could join them. By the end of the school day, Jennie and I were calling each other best friends (but doesn’t every seven year old child do so?) and planning to meet up. My next few years were peaceful, as I managed to get through with the help of Jennie and Baekhyun being in other classrooms. But once I got to high school?

This is just the start of my life, I am nowhere near done.

My take on SnB:Vs Episode 14, another long trash post from yours truly. Damn I should make ‘My take’ a thing now! LONG. SUPER LONG since I’m ChariNina trash

WARNING: This post is very long and includes rants as well. Read at your own risk.

First I would like to finally say the words I’ve been meaning to shout to all yall, anti or not.

BTCH IS THIS NOT CANON ENOUGH FOR YOU? IS THIS NOT? LOOK AT IT. LOOT AT IT DAMN IT. AINT IT NOT FCKNG BEAUTIFUL? IS THIS NOT FCKNG CANON ENOUGH FOR YOU? BTCH IF YOU’RE BLIND TO THE TRUTH (No offense Chari) THEN LET ME SHOUT IT IN YO EARS AND IF YO TRYING TO BLOCK MY DAMN VOICE LEMME SHOVE IT IN YO FACE CAUSE IT’S CANON. C A N O N CANON BTCH.

That was good, that was reeeeaaaaaal good. WHAT? STILL DON’T BELIVE ME YOU PIECE OF- beautiful human flesh THEN LEMME POINT OUT HOW AND BRUH THIS IS GONNA BE LONG.

First up, my harto. I was stabbed multiple times because of that new opening and no it’s not because I have a raging cold that I feel like something is stabbing my heart I legit felt that. Like bro look at this.

LOOK AT IT. (Apologies for the low-quality screenshots, I couldn’t help myself since I hadn’t downloaded it online and was streaming it so yeah)

You know it’s legit when they’re the first ones in the OP but wait there’s more! (You clearly know this is gonna be pure ChariNina with a little bit of something something but still mainly ChariNina)

Okay time out, let’s appreciate the Chari fan service since people were complaining that they were making Nina fan service now.

I certainly am not complaining though,

Okay back on track, things I like to point out during this episode (basically all the ChariNina in this episode) and starting with the OP.

Okay fine since I like this I’ll- OH WAIT OH MY GOB THAT’S LUCIFER. BABY!!! I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU FOR 1 SEASON AND A HALF NOW OMG YOU STILL LOOKING FINE. Oh hey Azazel you’re looking okay too. You both look fine as hell though… quite literally huehuehuehue

Okay back to the OP, it was siiiiick. Some people said they didn’t like it compared to the 1st OP but this one was sick and intense like the first one, sure a little different, more on green less on red but it’s amazing for me. What I do want to point out are these.

Me while watching: GO NINA, RUN TO YO MAN!

Still me: *quiet*

Still me: *gasp*

Me: OHMYGOB CHARIOCE TEARS OMG PLS SEND HELP GET ME A BOTTLE CAUSE THAT SHT’S PRECIOUS! WHY YOU CRYING CHARI NOOOOOOO. I smell a backstory coming up.

Okay now to the episode, I’m sure most of you have seen it so I’m not gonna make story tell cause yall are here to see this trash of a post so you know how it goes, but still here; cute Nina coming home scene which is cute.

Yep, cute. Also, Nina is flexible af

Okay now were moving to the moment where all of us were either too focused and in it to fangirl or were fangirling because of everything that has been said.

Second up, OMG.

Me while watching this: Nina you better say yes.

SHE SAID YES OMG!!! I made it sound like she said yes to Chari proposing to her… that could be arranged though…

Me: *starts to fangirl*

Me: *Fangirls even more*

Me: *FKCNING FLIPS A TABLE*

Me: STAHP, STAHP DOING THIS TO MY HEART OMG THIS IS TOO BEAUTIFUL. SHE FELT SAFE WITH HIS OMG I’M CRYING.

Me: NINA GIRL YOU AINT THE ONLY ONE WHO’S HAPPY. I’M HAPPY, HE’S HAPPY, YOU’RE HAPPY WE’RE ALL HAPPY BECAUSE OF YOU TWO. JUST FKCNG KISS ALREADY.

Me: KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MAPPA WHAT THE HELL!!!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAA OMG I CAN’T OMG I JUST CAN’T I CAN’T RIGHT NOW I CAN’T. AGAIN, BTCH THEY CANON. AND YES NINA YOU WERE LITERALLY MADE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH CHARI.

Me: *insert lenny face here* (This galaxy is beautiful btw, props to the art in BahaSoul this is legit beautiful)

Me: Hihihihihihihihi. Huehuehuehuehuehuehuehuehue. I am pointing out again to the people who thought Nina’s heart was broken after she found out Chari was the King in the previous eps please go and suck on this.

JEANNE IS LITERALLY THE FANDOM RIGHT NOW. LIKE MAPPA LITERALLY PLACED A REPRESENTATION OF THE FANDOM IN-ANIME AND HOLY SHT JEANNE I COULD NOT AGREE MORE.

Me: *pauses*

Me: Naw Nina you don’t mean that girl… I mean you hated what he did as King, not as Chari!

Me: I know Nina… well I don’t know but what I would want is for you to get together.

Me: SEE NINA?! THANK YOU FOR GETTING MY POINT. YOU DON’T HATE HIM, YOU JUST DIDN’T LIKE WHAT HE DID! (Let’s appreciate the triple A writing here like this is some emotional sht right here)

Me answering for Nina and the fandom: YES.

I just want to point out how I said before that Nina wasn’t broken. Sure she felt hurt and this proves it now but she’s mostly confused and is in a state of wonder as to why he did all these things and how she should feel towards a person she loves but is doing all of these things to the other races. This is like Romeo and Juliet yknow. *end of serious*

Me: SEE NINA? YOU DON’T HATE CHARI! THANK YOU FOR CONTRADICTING YOURSELF.

Okay I just wanna point these out. The last images of Nina’s flashback to Chari was when Chari was smiling at her, and the last one was with his disguise as Chris. I feel as though this symbolizes that she didn’t fall in love with a king but in fact a person; a kind and great guy as she describes herself.

I mean look at this.

Aww

Awwww

AWWWWWWWW

All of what she remembers last is his smiles. THE SMILE PEOPLE THOUGHT WERE SARCASTIC AND WAS MEANT TO TAUNT HER. LOOK NOW BTCH, WHERE’S YOUR ANTI A**?

Ehem, anyway. I like what Jeanne is pointing out here.

(Jeanne really is literally the fandom in this right now)

Me: IT AINT A MAYBE JEANNE IT IS REAL! But seriously this is some good sht right here like dang, wow. This speaks to a whole other level, this can be applied in the real world.

Some of you maybe pointing out ‘but Jeanne doesn’t know who she likes and if she does she will definitely say no to this!’ My gob you antis never really shut up huh?

Do you really think Jeanne doesn’t have an idea of who this person may be when 1.) she saw how the king interacted with Nina back at the prison and 2.) she was literally there when Nina fought as a dragon to save her! She saw how Nina didn’t bite off Chari’s head when he came near her and it would be impossible for her not to see how she de-transformed into a human and he carefully caught her because she was fkng there and watching!

And if she really doesn’t know who this person Nina likes do you think she’ll hinder Nina from finding her happiness when the girl who was a complete stranger to her decided to be kind and help her? Nina could’ve left her but she didn’t and that’s because that’s who Nina is. Do you really think Jeanne would be selfish enough to try hinder Nina’s feeling for Charioce? Do you really think Jeanne would be the type of person who would tell Nina she can’t love him because he’s a bad guy?

Gob if you think so then you really don’t know who Jeanne D’Arc is and is just trying to make a way to break of Charioce and Nina.

Jeanne isn’t selfish enough to try and separate Nina from Charioce because of what he’s done. She might ask Nina if she’s sure with this and if Nina answers yes then she’ll support her, if Nina answers she doesn’t know then Jeanne will help her. Jeanne won’t stop Nina from loving who she wants and I want to make that perfectly clear not unless the creators suddenly decided to make Jeanne a dck which is highly not possible.

Okay moving on.

Here we have Nina contemplating on life rn. Don’t worry Nina baby we feel you.

You know something else I really liked this episode? Mama Dragon, I mean she’s not a dragon but Imma call her Mama Dragon. Mama Dragon is so nice and lovely and I feel bad because she lost her hubby, now I see where Nina gets her charms!

Also, thank you Mappa for giving us a legit mom and not some hot super model mother who looks the same age as her daughter. Very nice.

Mama Jeanne and Mama Dragon mom time. This is legit probs the only time Jeanne has ever cried her feelings out, leave it to a mom to comfort another mom.

Overall, I am very happy with how this episode turned out. We go an insight of Nina’s feelings and saw how she’s coping with the info she got. This gives a new depth to Nina since people just see her as an overly optimistic person but just because she’s optimistic doesn’t mean she doesn’t have trouble too. Now I’m happy most especially about badass granny dragon! Like look at her! She’s so cool!

Ah 2017 has been a good year for romance. Not for me though but ChariNina’s romance is enough to make me feel happy for love.

I was gonna add my ED thoughts in here too but that would be a liiiiitttttlle to much for one post (as 2k words isn’t already ‘too much’) so if you’re interested you can go ahead and see that too!

Well this ends another long a** post and yes, this is canon now, you just saw the proof.

I hope you enjoyed my thoughts, I aint here to cause arguments and those anti anti things are just forms of expressions so don’t take this too seriously and attack me, although I would like to hear your thoughts my intention is not to cause fights but to fangirl and give my honest opinions.

Feel free to reblog and comment and have a ChariNina filled life!

omgchulbulipandey  asked:

I feel like Derek is the sweetest to drunk Stiles. Like once Stiles loses his inhibitions Derek loses his asshole act. So he says yes to EVERYTHING Stiles says, with zero percent snark or eye rolls. Like Stiles could go, I want a pony with your face on it and Derek would just be like, 'okay dear' but the sad part is that Sober Stiles doesn't remember any of this so he can't blackmail his boyfriend for being so mushy to his drunk self.

I am 1000% here for Derek being a pure little cinnamon roll underneath all the gruff and leather. Which, hey, let’s be real here - this is actually canon. Derek Hale talks a big game and he snarls and growls and threatens to rip your throat out but this is also….a bit of an act. Or at least, these are the kind of things Derek’s walls are built of. After all, he’s had to learn to protect himself, emotionally speaking. His first love died and the second woman he opened himself up to murdered almost his entire family. He’s an abuse victim - several times over by season 3 - and when he lost Laura, he not only lost the very last person he trusted but the very last person who loved him.

Sarcasm is Stiles’ defence and while Derek is snarky and sarcastic and is pretty much the only one who can go toe to toe with Stiles in a game of verbal tennis, we all know he is also this guy

We all know, at Derek’s core, he is cocky and arrogant. We all know he is a book nerd and likes to show off. We all know Derek Hale is, in fact, a dork. 

And the thing is, while older!Derek is emotionally closed off, is hardened and scared, his experiences having shaped and changed him, we still see glimpses off this boy and it hurts. I mean, ffs, almost ten years later and he’s still using basket balls to flirt???

HELP THIS BOY. HE THINKS HE’S SO SMOOTH.

And to be honest, if we do look at this scene as Derek flirting with Stiles, or at least being playful, it actually really hurts because Stiles is the only person Derek does this with. Derek “bad mouths” Stiles a lot but he also likes to play with him a little and it’s like, just for a few small moments every now and again, Derek can be himself. He can be this guy

(coincidence these scenes are also with Stiles?? *looks at the camera like I’m in the office) 

He can be the person underneath all the walls. And what is beautiful is that even though Derek likes playing with Stiles in the beginning, he does not like Stiles playing with him back. We see that several times. He’s not ready for that, it scares him and he is very wary of it. But then you get to this scene

and it’s so beautiful and makes me want to cry because

DEREK LETS STILES PLAY WITH HIM.

And I think, little by little, as they get closer and closer (aka Stiles going to college and “oh my god, Derek?? what are you doing here??”) Derek will let his guard down for Stiles. Will his walls go away? Of course not. But will Stiles build a goddamn stair case up those walls? Will he get to peer over and see a whole other side to Derek, a side Derek is very protective of other people seeing? I have no doubt, because what gets me about Sterek is that Derek Hale, while being someone who shuts everyone out, and understandably so, (even though all he really craves is pack and family) he lets Stiles in, bit by bit. This is why, even though their relationship in canon is never an explicit “I love you”, I don’t give a fuck because what their relationship in canon is is this whole build up of beautiful, beautiful trust. 

It’s Derek letting Stiles put his hand on his shoulder when he’s at his most vulnerable. It’s Stiles being hesitant to put his hand on Derek’s shoulder because he fucking knows Derek’s deal with being touched at this point. 

It’s Derek trusting Stiles enough to leave his baby sister with him, even though she is all he has left in this world.

It’s getting to THIS FUCKING POINT

AND I REALISE I DIDN’T ANSWER YOUR HEADCANON, EVEN IN THE SLIGHTEST, BUT MY ANSWER IS YES. DEREK HALE WOULD BE THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER TO DRUNK!STILES AND THAT IS 100000% CANON. HE’LL PUT HIM TO BED AND COVER HIM WITH BLANKETS AND LET STILES SNUGGLE WHEN HE ASKS, ALL THE WHILE FREAKING THE FUCK OUT BECAUSE HERE HE GOES CARING ABOUT SOMEONE AGAIN. AND SO HE’LL ROLL HIS EYES AND SAY SOMETHING SNARKY BUT DON’T LET HIM FOOL YOU. HE CARES THE MOST. OUT OF EVERYBODY, DEREK HALE CARES THE FUCKING MOST AND IF YOU CALL HIM UP CRYING AT 3AM AND ASK HIM FOR ICE CREAM, HE’LL GO AND BUY YOU THAT ICE CREAM BECAUSE HE’S ACTUALLY JUST A CONCERNED DORK WHO HASN’T CHANGED HIS FLIRTING GAME SINCE HE WAS FIFTEEN. 

Not Very Sexy At All

Request: I was thinking something like the reader and Seb had been together for ages, and he was shooting a new film that had a sex scene the reader thought they actually had sex in the scene and didn’t know how it worked, she got upset and wouldn’t speak to seb, and ignored his calls, so he files back home to her, and reassures her and it’s really fluffy at the end, if that makes any sense - @melconnor2007

Triggers: none

Word Count: 900+

A/N: Sorry this took so long and the hardest part was the name tbh.

Masterlist

Originally posted by rubyrosettared

‘I’ll miss you, Sebby’ you whispered against his neck. He kissed your hair in response, squeezing your body with his arms.

‘I’m gonna miss you too, babygirl’ he mumbled into your hair, rocking you back and forth while still hugging you.

You heard the uber hit his horn to get Sebastian’s attention and you broke the long hug.

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THIS IS THE BEST SCENE I HAVE ALREADY REWATCHED IT LIKE 4 TIMES I CaN’T KIlLIAN JONES IS MY EVERYTHING

BECAUSE FUCKING LOOK AT THIS ASSHOLE

SO SMUG ABOUT HIS JEWELS PLAN

AND THE OH I DIDN’T MEAN TO INTERRUPT. NO NO. YES I DID. ASSHOLE.

AND FUCKING, EVENING BLACKBEARD! WHAT AN ASSHOLE HONESTLY.

AND LOL THE TRYING TO GET THE SAND OFF HIS COAT IS FUCKING ADORABLE EVEN THOUGH THE SECOND HE SAYS PART OF A LONG JOURNEY HOME, I CRIED 4 TIMES.

BUT HERE’S THE MAGIC OF IT THO. BECAUSE DESPITE HIM BEING CONFIDENT AND CHARMING AND AMAZING, THE SECOND HIS SAYS MAGIC BEAN, HIS FACE AND HIS VOICE CHANGE.

BECAUSE THIS IS SERIOUS AND REAL AND HE NEEDS TO GET HOME TO HIS SWAN OK?

LIKE THE FUCKING JAW CLENCH BECAUSE HE’S REALISING THAT IT’S NOT GONNA BE AS EASY AS HE’D MAYBE BEEN HOPING BUT HE ALREADY KNOWS AND HAS A PLAN FOR WHAT HE’S GOING TO DO NEXT.

AND OK THIS LOOK, THIS LOOK IS WHAT HE’S ACTUALLY FEELING. THE REST IS ALL FOR SHOW AND IT HURTS ME AND ALSO LIKE FUCKING THIS IS WHAT KILLIAN JONES WALLS LOOK LIKE.

AND HE ALREADY KNOWS WHAT’S HE’S GONNA HAVE TO DO AND THERE IS LIKE NO HESITATION BECAUSE EMMA FUCKING SWAN IS HIS FUCKING HOME LIKE HOW DID WE GET SO FAR I CANNOT EVEN BELIEVE

THE EAR SCRATCH OF DEATH TBH

AND LOL SMUG ASSHOLE IS BACK. I LOVE HIM.

ALSO WHAT KILLIAN JONES’ WALLS LOOK LIKE BUT ALSO HOW FUCKING WELL IS HE MANIPULATING BLACKBEARD THO? IT’S FUCKING AMAZING.

ARE YOU TRYING TO ANTAGONISE ME? YES I AM.

OMFGGGGGGG CONFIDENT KILLIAN JONES IS MY EVERYTHING. I AM WEAKK.

ALSO THIS MOMENT WHEN HE PUTS THE SWORD DOWN AND HIS VOICEEE

SOMETHING MORE CIVILISED.

AND THE FUCKING CARD SHUFFLING IS FUCKING AMAZING AND ALSO KIND OF ADORABLE AND ALSO KIND OF TOTALLY FEEDING INTO MY THING WHERE CONFIDENCE IS HELLA ATTRACTIVE

A GAME OF CARDS FOR THE JOLLY ROGER LIKE THE FUCKKKKKK AHHHH

AND OMG THE DORK IS CONTINUING TO PLAY WITH THE CARDS IN THE BACKGROUND. HE’S SO CUTE AND I LOVE HIM.

ALSO THIS. THIS IS ABSURDLY ADORABLE.

AND THIS. THIS IS THE BEST.

THIS IS THE I AM SO FUCKING GOING TO WIN AND GO HOME TO MY SWAN.

JUST YOU WAIT.

JUST SAYING, THIS SCENE WAS AMAZING AND COLIN IS FUCKING INCREDIBLE FOR MAKING ME FEEL SAD AND HAPPY AND LAUGH AND CRY ALL IN THE SPACE OF A FEW MINUTES BECAUSE DESPITE ALL THE BRAVADO, HIS EVERY MOVE FEELS LIKE A DESPERATE STEP TO GET BACK HOME AND IT IS EVERYTHINGGG.

EVERYTHING, I SAY.

changhomin-hatsukoi  asked:

Alec is amazing: Like this is literally his first relationship EVER, he never even had any casual hookups before.. and already he is the best boyfriend compares to anyone else in the show (and gotta admit, even outside of it). When he said he knows that relationship takes effort, he really meant to give his all. Like those arent just pretty words in the heat of the moment thing. He fights the very foundation of what he's been taught from little for this love. He went against every rules - 1/3

2/3 - and stood up against every bigots out there for this love. He doesn’t take shit from anyone who dares to even hint that this love is wrong. And yes, we all know how lucky he is to have Magnus - patient, beautiful, kind, gentlehearted Magnus.. But by God, Magnus is so lucky to have Alec too. He just loves Magnus so SO f much! he made mistakes but he tries so hard to make it right again. And i love how fiercely protective,how soft and gentle he is towards Magnus..

3/3 - Honestly one can’t help but feel like the most precious of treasure with boyfriend who treats you like that. If only Magnus could see how gentle Alec was with Val!Magnus. seriously that time he cradled Magnus’s face and ‘hey, talked to me’ and again, cradled Magnus’s head and hugged him to reassure 'Magnus’ that he’s okay.. I just ;__; (sweet but at the same time OMG~ why). Off-topic: i love how Val!Magnus was so confused and surprisingly very patient in dealing with affectionate!Alec..lol

Thanks for making me all emotional now, pumpkin. I am definitely not crying what are you talking about. 

Also yes, that the real Magnus didn’t see how Alec held his face, brushed his cheek and looked at him is still making me so angry. Valentine!Magnus’ shook face was priceless like… why is that Lightwood boy touching and hugging me like this? What is this? lol But still…. give me these scenes with the real Magnus when Alec shows how much he loves and worships his man. <3

Confessions (Ban Ryu Imagine)

Summary of Request: After Ban Ryu is forced to join Hwarang, you try to comfort him, but he just gets an attitude and snaps at you and realizes he fucked up bad.

Pairings: Ban Ryu x Reader

Warnings: Smut (at the end of imagine, separate part to it) 

A combination of two requests.

Originally posted by acelululala

Gif is not mine, credit to owner. 

Sacred Najeong

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A few hours passed since the boys that dared fight in the sacred grounds of Najeong were released. Ban Ryu walked out of his house, letter in hand, and walked to the only one place he knew he’d be understood.

He stood at your front door knocking on the wooden rapidly, wiping away quickly of what was left of his tears. Your door opened to reveal your six year old sister, smiling recognizing the older man in front of her.

“Bunbun!” she squealed. The nickname that was given to him from her since she can speak, they tried to get her to say Ban Ryu not Bun Ryu, but Bun kept coming out, thus the nickname BunBun was created.

Ban Ryu smiled, holding in the tears that threatened to spill, “Is Y/N here?” 

Your sister shook her head, “Not right now, they went out with a friend a while ago.”

“When they come back, can you give her this to her?” he asked holding out the letter in front her. She nodded her small head frantically, “promise not to open it?” Ban Ryu asked lifted an eyebrow giving her a small smirk.

“Ahh yes?” she answered shyly shifting from foot to foot. Ban Ryu sighed, “good enough, I will see you later.”

“Bye Bunbun!” she waved goodbye with the hand that held the letter and shut the door with the other. He stood there for a good while then walked away, tears welling up in his eyes again.

Hours passed the sun began to set, arriving home you can hear the small sniffles coming from inside. Walking into your home can see the figure of your younger sister sitting on a mat. You rushed to her side picking her up in your arms setting her on your lap, “what’s wrong A-Yeon?”

“Bunbun is leaving!” she wailed flinging her arms around your neck. “Where did you get this information from?” you asked moving parts of her hair out of her face.

“The letter! I wasn’t supposed to read it, I didn’t understand a lot, but even I understood that he’s leaving! I’m sorry!” she cried into your neck. You can feel the tears running down your neck. You picked up the letter she spoke of and read carefully, trying not to miss any important information.

It was true, your sister was right, he was leaving for Hwarang. Night time began, the sky was slowly becoming darker, after drinking some tea and keeping each other company, you tucked your sister into a restful sleep.

Pacing back and forth, letter in hand you sighed, leaving your own note on the table of where you would be and the nice old woman from next door would be there in case of an emergency. Setting the note down you walked out the door closing it slowly trying to not make much noise and made your way over to Ban Ryu’s house.

As you walked you can see couples happily enjoying each other and sharing love between each other, whether it’d be with a small kiss or just each other’s company. Hopefully, yours would stay like this.

A house away you see Ban Ryu’s stepfather step out of the house along with his assistant(?). Once they are both out of sight you walk up to his door and knock waiting patiently for him to answer. No answer, not a single sound of movement inside.

You knew better than to just leave after, oh no you were gonna make sure he opens that door. If so help him that you decide to hold back the urge to kill him from the letter he gave you and that he doesn’t answer the door.

Knocking on the door several more times, still no answer. There is always another resolution. You cleared your throat and cupped your hands to your mouth and shouted, “Ban Ryu! Help me not want to kill you more than I already do by opening this damn door! Ban Ryu! Ban Ryu! Bun-” caught off by the door swinging open a very flustered Ban Ryu on the other side.

Pulling you inside and slamming the door close he stared at you as if you gone mad, “Do you realize the respect I would lose if you called me Bunbun?!”

Rolling your eyes you stared directly into his, his angry expression turning into one of slight confusion. “What why are you staring at me as if you were about to kill me?”

“That’s exactly what I am going to do, if you don’t explain this!” shoving the letter into his hands, crossing your arms waiting for an explanation.

“Y/N I… I didn’t know how else to tell you. I couldn’t just go up to you and say oh how are you today Y/N? Really well that’s great anyway I’m leaving in a couple of days for Hwarang and might not see you for weeks! Is that what you wanted to hear?” he ranted to you, having these rants with him many times you understood every word that came out of his mouth.

“Yes! As long as you would’ve talked to me and told me and not from stupid letter!”

“Here I thought you would understand what I’m going through, but instead you’re here yelling at me! At least I had the courage to write to you, telling you I was going to leave instead of not telling you at all!” he snapped.

“And what just leave me and make me wonder where you went for weeks and then come back like nothing?” you cried tears forming in your eyes.

“Y/N, don’t cry please it the last thing that I’d want you to do, but we won’t see each other for so long and only see each other sometimes, so please leave, you can walk yourself out,” he said solemnly, his back facing you now as he walks further into house.

“Ban Ryu I can’t!”

“Why not?!” he asked his back still facing you and continued to walk.

“Because I love you dammit!” you snapped, realization hit you, that was your fist time one of you guys have said I love you to each other.

Ban Ryu realized this as well frozen in spot, he fidget on what to do. He turned around to face you again and quickly walked his way over to you slamming you onto the door.

“Why? Why can’t you just leave?” he croaked having you pinned up to the door.

“Because I never want this feeling to go away, I love you,” you answered as if you were unfazed by his actions.

Cupping your cheeks with one he smashed his lips onto yours, his other hand going through hairs on the back of your neck. Kissing him back with just as much force your fingers tangling between his hair.

Moving away from your lips in a low voice he confesses, “I don’t want this feeling to go away either.”

Your lips connecting again, moving with a great force of passion and love, his hands moving there way down to your waist pulling your bodies closer. Between your kiss you were able to speak out, “you’ll never get rid of me that easily.”

(Next is just a small smut, on what would happen after, but this where I would actually like to end the imagine, but since anon requested smut with it I’m a try and write it.)

Both of Ban Ryu and you made your way into his bedroom hands all over each other. His back facing the bed you pushed him onto straddling him, not once breaking the kiss. Ban Ryu tried to flip you both over, so he’d be on top, but you were not having it.

 Pinning his arms down to his sides and leaning away slowly from this you breathed out, “I’m in charge.”

“You know that’s not how it works,” he growled.

“That’s not my problem anymore,” you retorted, undressing him slowly.

“Where has this side of you been all my life?” he gasped in amazement.

You smirked and continued to undress him, you decided to let him undress you, which may or may have not been a mistake. He grabbed a hold of your clothing ripping it open piece by piece leaving both of you two in just your undergarments.

Too caught up in the moment your lips dived into his neck teasingly sucking on his sensitive spots, which drove him insane. Ban Ryu was on the brink of letting out a loud moan, but he had too much pride to let it out. Kissing down his neck, chest, all the way to his waist line where his undergarments covered him.

He watched you in anticipation, slowly sliding down his undergarments his member started to show, precum already dripping of it. When the cool air hit him he let out a small hiss. Tossing his garment to the side you teasingly decided to move your hand slowly up his thigh always avoiding his member each time you came near it.

“Y/N,” he gritted through his teeth watching you with a look. You know which one, no? Well lets say it’s a sexy look, seeing him such a mess wanting you to do something.

You place your hand on his member and looked at him curiously, “what? you want me to do this?” you started to slowly pump his member gliding your thumb over his tip. He let out a groan/moan and started to nod slowly. “Or would you rather me do this?” leaning your head slightly to the side, you left sloppy kisses all over his member, upon reaching the tip, you took him whole and started to swirl your tongue around him.

He finally let out that loud moan he was holding back, bobbing your head up and down his member, popping him out your mouth at times to tease him. Reaching his climax he started to move his hips to the movement of your mouth.

He gripped his bed sheets tightly and let out continues moans. Moans turning into small screams, which you only knew meant that he was close. Popping him out of your mouth one last time, you moved on top him centered yourself on top of his member.

“Y/N please, please, please,” he pleaded. “Please what Ban Ryu?” you questioned slowly lowering yourself.

“Let me come inside you, fuck me until I lose my breath, I don’t care do something,” he begged.

Lowering yourself on top of him, stretching you a bit making you gasp. You slowly started to move, his hands gripped onto your waist closing his eyes his bottom tugged between his lips.

Moving up and down your pace quickening as you moved, you gripped onto his shoulders for support. You started to let out moans, his name passing your lips multiple times. You felt a queezing(?) in your stomach, you both new you were close and it wouldn’t take long for him to reach his peak.

His hips meeting with yours thrusting faster into, his hands roamed your body leaving a tingling sensation on your skin, lading on your sides he gripped onto you.

“Ban Ryu,” you moaned.

He grunted in response knowing well your letting him take control now, flipping you over onto your back, he thrusted into you at faster and rougher pace than you, running your hands down his back, your nails digging into his skin leaving marks.

You cried out his name and released leaving you panting mess. Not a few seconds later he reached his peak and came inside you, he rode out his high and fell beside you out of breath.

“Ban Ryu?”

“Hmm?” he responded his arms wrapping around your waist pulling you to him, both of you facing each other.

“How am I suppose to get home if you ripped my clothes off?”

“That’s is not my problem anymore,” he said as he dozed off.

“Ban Ryu!”

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Originally posted by kjstinn

At last, I rise from the death called writers’ block and no motivation. I know all my imagines before are like SUPER CRAPPY NOT EVEN KIDDING, but hopefully with patience and practice I become better.

Disclaimer: I will be using some scenes from the series, but they will not be following the plot of the actual episode unless requested so. Also, I apologize for any mistakes when using some parts of the episodes if the translation is correct.

anonymous asked:

Do you read JJBA fanfic at all? If so, do you have any fav authors or fics you can rec me?

ABSO-FREAKING-LUTELY

Fanfic is actually the thing I look for MOST in this fandom, tbqh.  I love art, but I really super SUPER SUPER love fanfic and authors.

I’m mildly dyslexic so it takes me a long time to read and write sometimes, so I’m pretty picky with finishing fics in general… and so I’ve not read a whole bunch!  And to be completely honest the ones I’ve read the most are JosuYasu ones and only a few other ships here and there, so if that’s not what you’re into then I can’t give too great of recommendations ahaha.


I think my absolute favorite fic at the moment is Orange Tree WHICH IS NOT COMPLETE AT THIS TIME SO BE WARNED YOU WILL GET ROADBLOCKED AND CRY ABOUT IT(but it’s very good and makes me want to animate some scenes its just THAT GOOD)

A special shout out goes to the also unfinished-at-this-time Dollars to Doughnuts, written by winplaceshow who has since become very special to me!~  (I sought out their friendship bc of how much I loved where D2D was going and now they’re very dear to me IRL!!)  It’s a bit more dark, more what I was like when I was their age, and it’s all very super relatable. Also I’ve read the WIP upcoming chapter which is so incredibly amazing that I think about it nearly every day- and also can’t listen to the Violent Femmes anymore without thinking of Okuyasu.

YET ANOTHER UNFINISHED ONE is Friday Night Gurus. Oh my dear sweet bebe lort in heffen, this fic. It’s so many things I’ve wanted in one go.  Usually I shy away from fic that doesn’t have Stands (it’s kinda what I love most about JoJo is the Stands?? so without them I find it hard to stay interested)- but this one DOESNT EVEN NEED EM.  It’s definitely a fic that I would recommend to anyone without caveats.

A fic that isn’t JosuYasu (shocking!) is Evening Bath.  This one hit me really hard and made me actually exhale with a “whhhhhhhhhhhooa”.  It’s heavy.  And so good.  You could actually FEEL their emotions.

Also from the same author, and one of the very first fics in the fandom I ever read and is one of the VERY FEW for a rarepair of mine: Seven Days Makes One Weak. All i can say about this one is: dang.

Also, falling into a different category is Star Catcher. This one I’m really invested in and if you’re into a really interesting and awesome spin on SDC with a twist on how Jolyne happened, give this one a go.  This one is also not finished at this time, either.


Now there’s a bunch of authors I love, too, some I can’t choose a single fic, or some I just really appreciate their work and their style but none of their fics are general enough that I can recommend them (some kinky shit in here, woooboy, you’ve been warned- some things are NOT FOR EVERYONE and I will not stand for kinkshaming here) but I can rec these authors for their storytelling skills: 

Kawauso, jotaro_polnareff, carriejack03, twlboajkawaii_as_heck,  and a personal favorite SmuttiestPrincess.  Also EVERY AUTHOR FROM THE FICS ABOVE OF COURSE.

There’s a few more I’d love to recommend but this is already really long, so if you have a question about a specific fic or author you’d like to know how I feel about, you can ask!