started playing ts3 but got tired of cas always lagging when i’m trying to start up a new world,,, so instead i started converting stuff to ts4 and forgot to actually check a guide when uv mapping lol so i ended up with this 😭
this little series is going to be an extension from a previous post of mine where i briefly listed what monsta x would be like as boyfriends. i have a few requests in my inbox for a longer version so here ya go! turn on your notifications if you want to keep up with the rest of the series. nOTIF SQUAD WHERE U AT??
he’d be the shyest most awkward thing when he meets you for the first time
prolonged staring from a distance when you’re not looking but if you caught his eye boy would he look away so fast
if he liked you, he’d be the blushiest thing o h my god
the type to cough or drop a book loudly to catch your attention
immediately regrets it when you look over at him because he’ll feel so self conscious
“wait you like me too what”
CUE SHOWNU’S SIGNATURE BASHFUL EYE SMILE THAT COULD LIGHT UP THE EARTH
he’d be the type of bf that every little girl dreams of
the actual definition of a gentleman
“there are three things that girls never touch on dates, the door knob, car door, and the bill”
he’d help you with anything and everything, literally he’s a call away
will change your tires, light bulbs, help you with around the house stuff
really awkward at first with skinship but will eventually ease into it
he’d keep his arms around you in public to protect you and show everyone that you’re his
would play with your hair nonstop
always down to cuddle with you 24/7
likes it when you rest your head on his toned chest
“i work out just for you, babe”
WORKING OUT WITH SHOWNU O MG
would do a 360 degree personality flip when it comes to exercise, like what happened to my boyfriend i did not ask for a personal instructor
sweaty gym dates [ insert creepy moon emoji ]
“your posture isn’t right”
proceeds to get really close to you and place his arms/hands around your waist/legs/arms etc. to fix your form
he’ll realize what he’s doing five minutes later and get really flustered
at dance practices he would show off his new choreo proudly
“well, i am monsta x’s best dancer”
if you pretend to not notice him or compliment another member he’d know you’re joking but would be lowkey jealous
he’d give you that bashful grin to show you that he’s okay but on the inside he’d be envious
if he’s real desperate he’d use the aegyo he has on reserve for dire circumstances
tHE SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT
he’ll try to laugh it off but he’ll probably feel flustered for two weeks straight
constant texts asking if you’re okay and if you’ve eaten yet
he would be the best listener and would always be open for whatever rant you may need to get off your chest
late night jamming and dancing to your fav songs
the type to hold you tightly in his sleep
his heart would swell at literally everything you do because he loves you so much
you’d literally never see his eyes because he’d be so smiley
also would be so shy and bad at expressing his feelings
“isn’t it implied??”
he’d get so embarrassed but would love seeing you in his clothes
especially in his t shirts and sweatshirts
bACK HUGS ALL THE TIME
especially surprise ones, like while you’re cooking
if you’re shorter than him, he wouldn’t hesitate to rest his chin on your head
“son hyunwoo you’re squeezing me i can’t breathe”
he’d never want to let you go but would eventually out of concern
gentle af unless some ass hurts his girl
he’s just like a big ol’ teddy bear, so cuddly and fluffy
Do you have any writing tips for poetry or just texts in general? Your poems are strange, grotesque, absurd and weird in the best way posible, and your writing is also fantastic! I think you would have some nice tips
strange, grotesque, absurd and weird …. god, that’s exactly how i want them to be. that’s exactly how i want to be described wow. thank you so much!! i’m so glad that you think so!! like i’m smiling so loud you can probably hear it.
there are a few writing tips that i’ve collected throughout my years:
read. read read read. if you don’t know what to read or where to get started on reading, tumblr is an okay start. ( i say okay because i have a lot of beef with ‘lit’ side of tumblr. ) you can follow blogs that post poetry quotes. like, i’ll just scroll through @lifeinpoetry and find a quote that just really sticks out to me and go read the whole poem. they usually have the source right there & that’s a good way to find lit mags which’ll have more poetry! poets.org and poetry foundation both have a poem of the day that can get you started!
but also, consume all types of media, not just poetry. watch that movie you’ve been putting off. read that book sitting on your shelf. sit for two hours at a comic book store and read through them. interested in some weird thing that’s not even related to poetry? read about it! watch a youtube! ted talks! just put yourself into everything you can. you’ll learn so much from it and not even know.
@boykeats answered this ask about repetition in poetry which i know a lot of poets feel that they do and honestly? just … probably one of the biggest reasons why i restarted my poetry blog. like if i wanna write 235 poems about digging bones out of the mud and the concepts of decay then that’s what i’m going to do. who’s going to stop me? no one.
another thing for feeling like you’re repeating yourself too much in poetry is to create a blacklist. write down all the themes/words/feelings that you feel you’re overusing and just don’t use them.
“write what you know” is a buncha hogwash. write what you want to write. write what you want to know. write because you feel like writing. i write about a buncha nonsense. i write about my characters in my stories. i write about how i wish i felt, i write how i think certain memories could’ve played out. i write about things that’ve never happened. i write about feelings i’ve had or haven’t had or could have had. write whatever you want to write. and write it because … you want to write it.
write down the line in your head. you might never use it, you might write the next epic with it, whatever. but if you lose it, it’s gone forever. write it down.
when you realize that you should only ever write for you, oh my god—the fucking freedom of that. do you know how nice it is to sit down and be like: man, i want to write about decomposition and i can just …. do that. i literally can … just do that? like … you literally can just sit down and write whatever the fuck you want. and once you learn that … oh, man. it’s going to take you so far.
and @nnhorn, an absolutely prolific writer, says “sit down and do it and stop scrolling tumblr pretending like thinking about it is good enough.” and honestly? mood.
addition: “always push for five-hundred more words. always just five-hundred more. it’s enough for a scene, enough for a good chunk of dialogue and description. it’s enough to make you feel satisfied but enough to dissatisfy you too, making you want to continue until there’s five-hundred more”
Anyone who has spent five seconds around me ever:
yes, you love dragon age, we know, you love dragon age so much, it is the light of your life, you love it so much, you just love dragon age, we KNOW, you love dragon age you fucking love dragon age ok we know, we get it, YOU LOVE DRAGON AGE. WE GET IT.
my girlfriend told me that she kind of wishes they held off on Missy or cast someone else as her, because then we potentially could’ve gotten Michelle Gomez as the next Doctor, and girl if I wasn’t already caught up cryin’ in the club……..