I’m not even sure if I should try to reply to that post. I don’t know how to phrase anything in a way that it cannot come off as a guilt-trip. I am not trying to guilt-trip. I never have. I’m just sick of being stuck in limbo over an RP that was the best thing to happen to me in years.
I realize you’re trying to protect your friend, and that’s great. Good for you. And I understand where you’re coming from. I really do.
I just need closure. And I’m not getting it. I’m getting maybes and not right nows. And I thought of a logical way to circumvent this that will not trod on any toes or insult anyone’s emotions further.
But no, to even mention it is apparently guilt-tripping.
You won’t even accept any of my multiple apologies, neither of you will. I feel bad and I’m sorry. Cut emotion from the equation and consider my logical alternative. Or at least let me know for sure what’s happening. Because I don’t know anymore.