aloneing

What depression is really like:

•caring about your grades but not enough to do anything about them

•thinking about suicide more than graduating

•considering suicide whenever any problem arises

•tired

•no motivation

•no energy

•walking is so hard

•sometimes even talking is too much work because you’re so god damn tired

•laying in bed for hours because you’re too tired to move

•feeling nothing but sometimes everything

•knowing you’re not alone but still feeling alone

•that constant mindset of, “Who cares? I wont be around much longer anyways.”

•wishing to be left alone, while also wishing for people to stay

•never believing you’re good enough

•always putting yourself down

•never planning to far ahead in time

•fake smiles, fake laughs

•long showers because that’s you’re little moment of escape

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Dear white people,

Here’s a little tip. When you ask someone who looks ethnically different, “What are you?” the answer is usually, “A person about to slap the shit out of you.”

  • MC: hey i made lunch
  • Saeyoung: aw yeeeah boi sandwiches
  • Saeran: oh great sandwiches
  • Saeran: and they have provolone on them
  • Saeran: i hate provolone it literally is the worst cheese
  • Saeran: it's always a circle like at least cheddar is considerate and square so it fits on your bread
  • Saeyoung: hey
  • Saeyoung: leave prov-alone
  • Saeyoung: it's done nothing to you
she’ll be the girl who answers your texts at 1 am
and picks you up when you’re too drunk to get home. she’ll look at you with stars in her eyes and knots in her stomach and she’ll ignore the blood in her mouth when she sees you kissing another girl. she’ll laugh when someone asks her about her future and try to shrug off her fear of being alone for the rest of her life. she’ll be the girl who will slit her wrists and call you for help because she needs someone to save her or at least want to try. she’ll say she doesn’t need anyone to make her whole but jesus fuck it would be nice if someone wanted to for once. she’ll be everything you need and everything you want, but she’s not the type of girl you love.
—  she’s used to being alone now
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I forgot to post this, but I received my Pharmercy anthology in the mail about four days ago.

The anthology is a graphic novel collaboration between a bunch of South Korean artists who all worked together to draw Pharmercy for this book.

(And yes, I still bought it despite not being able to speak a lick of Korean. Never underestimate my love for this ship …)

Fortunately, there are people who will translate the anthology for English speakers and I for one, really look forward to it.

This aside, I just wanted to post this because the artwork for the anthology is nice, and it was well worth what I paid for it.

P.S: There’s also been talk of doing a similar collaboration among the English speaking artists. I don’t know how that will go, or if it will ever get off the ground, but I wouldn’t mind lending my support to that work as well. 

The Avengers based off things my friends and I have said
  • Steve Rogers: Please stop dying it's really not healthy
  • Tony Stark: Make an annoying noise? BALAANJCNSAJNDJQO
  • Vision: 'my bad' is grammatically incorrect. It is like saying 'my interesting,' use 'my fault' or 'my mistake.'
  • Thor: I was in the south for a week! I started calling soda, coke! I started calling coke, pepsi!
  • Bruce Banner: you are not annoying! If you're annoying, then I must drive people to suicide!!
  • Pietro Maximoff: you know I like this guy but sometimes I get scared so I just run away
  • Wanda Maximoff: *after having a fight* I'M A HORMONAL TEEN WHO LIKES CARTOONS
  • Clint Barton: I blame Barbie for all my acne
  • Natasha Romanoff: he's siX FOOT FUCK
  • Peter Parker: *singing to spider man theme song* i give up! I give up!