alone nights

anonymous asked:

"I was trying to ask for directions and you accidentally pepper sprayed me cause you thought I was your stalker.” With Alex summers please please please doll 🌹🌹🌹

Alex Summers x Reader

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You let the door of the small diner you worked at shut behind you, the cold air stung your skin as you pulled your jacket tighter around you. It was late at night, you had the night shift, which you tried to avoid, but you needed the money.

You let out a small sigh as you begin your walk home. You wish you at least had a buddy to walk home with at night or a car, for that matter. Walking alone made you nervous and walking home alone, at night, made you even more anxious.

The sound of your shoes hitting the concrete of the sidewalk met your ears as you shot a few looks behind you every few seconds, not wanting to take any chances.

The closer you got to getting home, the lighter your chest felt. You weren’t sure if your ears were playing tricks on you as you heard another pair of footsteps pick up somewhere near you. You whipped your head around to see no one walking behind you, but you still didn’t feel good about this.

Your feet picked up speed as you reached into your jacket pocket, gripping the pepper spray you carried for nights like these. You really hoped you wouldn’t have to use it.

You could see your apartment building in the distance, the streetlights illuminating your path home. You stopped for a moment, taking in a small breath, attempting to relax yourself, nothing bad would happen, but the feeling of another persons hand touching your shoulder said otherwise as your instincts kicked in. You quickly whirled around, pulling out your pepper spray and pointing at whoever was behind you, holding down on the spray.

“Ow, ow, ow, fuck!” The stranger stumbled back, his hands flying over his eyes to somehow get the pain out of his eyes. “What the hell?!”

You stood there, shocked at the strangers reaction. If he was trying to hurt you, he surely would have continued to try and attack you, right?

“What do you mean ‘what the hell’?! You’re the one who comes up to me in the dark while I’m walking alone!”

The man is still covering his eyes. He’s clad in a leather jacket, much taller than you and the feeling of intimidation doesn’t go away.

You look at him with questioning eyes, your hand still on the pepper spray just in case.

“I needed directions! God, fuck.” He rubs his eyes again before he pulls his hands away, blinking a few times to try to get rid of the pain he was feeling from the pepper spray.

“Oh.” You stated, simply, until you let that go through your head. “Well, it’s your fault you didn’t just ask!”

“I didn’t get the chance!” He argued back, bringing up part of his shirt to wipe his eyes. “Jesus, is this stuff supposed to last this long?”

You bit at your lip, feeling bad for pepper spraying some random dude who simply wanted directions. You shot a look behind you, looking at your apartment building before you turned your attention back to him. “I apologize for pepper spraying you, I’m just paranoid when I walk home alone in the dark.”

“I don’t blame you, I might run into people like you.” He teased before he tried to rub at his eyes again. “I’m Alex.”

You laughed in response before you rocked back and forth on your heels. “Y/N.” You pause. “How about I let you wash your eyes out at my apartment and then I’ll give you those directions?” You tried, still feeling bad for what you did.

“What if I’m some kind of murderer?” He responded.

“You’re right, have fun.” You turned around, smiling as you started to walk away.

“Hey, wait up!”

You stalled your steps, laughing to yourself as you waited for him to appear beside you, again.

ABCs of Me!

I was tagged by @yourinfernalmajesty1

A - Age: 29

B - Biggest fear: I don’t think I have one biggest…there’s lots.  Heights, driving too fast, horses, seeing my reflection in windows in the dark, being in the sticks alone at night, people being able to read my mind, basically all insects(including butterflies and ladybugs), and just a whole bunch more.  I’m a nervous pervis all of the time.

C - Current time: 8:45

D - Drink you last had:  Water

E - Every day starts with: Snoozing too many times and my cats meowing outside my door bc they want FOOD DAMNIT!  Then me leaving my house at 7:50 and clocking into work at 7:58

F - Favourite song: I can give you my favorite Ghost song…I mean I don’t have one ultimate favorite song.

G - Ghosts, are they real?:  Welp, I’m inclined to say no bc I don’t believe I’m them…but I have a specific memory from my childhood that makes me question whether or not I believe.

H - Hometown: Glenwood, IA

I - In love with:  Well, other than my real loves like family,  cats, and husband…Obvi Henke 👌 and then like music is my biggest love (doesn’t say just person right?)

J - Jealous of: People with good hair, like how do some folks not have frizzy hair?  I looked frazzled all the time bc it’s so goddamn humid here.  Also, everything too 😂 but people with good makeup skills.  Oh, and people that have no allergies,  like HOW DID YOU OBTAIN THAT SUPERPOWER?????

K - Killed someone: like murdered somebody, or even accidentally?  No.  With kindness?  Also no 👍

L - Last time you cried: literally like 30 minutes ago in the shower bc the song that was playing conjured some feels

M - Middle name: Jean

N - Number of siblings: 4.  My oldest sibling died when she was a baby, then the twins are my half siblings,  and then one full sister.

P - Person you last called/texted: Called, I don’t use the phone except perhaps to order pizza or Chinese…so probably a few weeks ago when we had some ‘za 🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕  and I just texted my dad a minute ago to tell him that my Papa song came on and made me cry 😢

Q - Questions you’re always asked: “did those hurt” in reference to my tattoos.  Also in reference to my tattoos “don’t you think you’ll regret those when you’re old” and my favorite “WHY DON’T YOU SMILE???” I just hate human communication (most of the time)

R - Reasons to smile: Funny memes 😂 idk, having a day where I don’t feel 90 is always a good reason to smile.  Generally in the winter there aren’t a lot of pain free days, but luckily  (thanks to global warming…so not luckily) I have had many more pain free days compared to most winters 🙃

S - Song last sang: Kathy’s Song by Simon & Garfunkel

T - Time you woke up: 7:15 is when I peeled myself out of my bed

U - Underwear colour: I could lie and say like an adult kind of skivvies…but I’m wearing Mario Brothers boy shorts…so they’re a multitude of colors

V - Vacation destination: Just anywhere I have never been!  I’ve really only been to Colorado on vacation.  I’ve visited a few other places but only for a day or two.  And I had the worst vacation ever in Florida a few years ago…and I lived in Houston for a hot minute.  I’d love to go to Iceland, Norway,  and Sweden!

W - Worst Habit: Jesus, lots.  Probably being a fucking snarky bitch all of the time.  People think I’m mean bc I don’t like to laugh at things that aren’t funny, and I will absolutely not put up with anybodys bullshit.  So I guess that’s a bad habit.  Tbh I think popping my gum is my worst habit…I can’t help it though.

X - X-rays you’ve had: Heaps of dental!!! And I almost puke every time, and I have puked a handful of times.   Other than that I’ve had several…both hands, left ankle, neck twice (car accidents), shoulder, ribs…and many MRIS, CATs,  and chest x-rays.  Long story short, I’m a fucking mess and incredibly clumsy 👌

Y - Your favourite food: Pizza, pretty much all the Chinese and Japanese cuisine I’ve tried,  pineapple,  cheesecake(the real kind not that fake ass no bake bullshit), and broccoli 🤓

Z - Zodiac sign: Libra

(There was no letter O…)

I’m so late to the game on this and I think everybody has been tagged! So I tag anybody that hasn’t been tagged. So do the thing


happy birthday to.. me! haha uh its kind of a birthday tradition of mine to draw whatever i feel like no matter how little sense it makes lmao anyway here are yuuri and victor in kinda matchy KotOR star wars robes!! its very late!!! this is not an au dont @ me victor would never work for the jedi he is good and i trust him okay im leaving now bed time