My emotions were quite conflicting today. Nervous, excited, surprised. I was to meet my son today…I never realized I had a son. I knew it was possible for it to have happened but I never thought it had. I had only become aware of Elliot about a week ago.
There were only two outcomes for this situation; either we would form a bond and try to establish a relationship or he would hate me and never want to see me again. I at least thought that I should meet him once. I almost considered pacing as I waited for him to arrive.