almost crying because hes so adorable

dating tom holland...
  • okok but he would be the sweetest 
  • like he’d always ask about how you were doing
  • and he’d instantly know if you needed cheering up
    • so he’d just bear hug you until you finally gave in, finding his warmth comforting
    • “wanna talk about it?” he’d ask and if you said no, he’d never push for it
  • i feel like he’d be the one to wake up first cause of all the travel so his sleep schedule is all messed up
  • so he’d just sit up in bed and grab his phone while his free hand just gently played with your hair
  • and when he stopped or removed his hand you’d whine until he continued playing with you hair
  • SO MANY CUDDLES
  • lazy cuddles where you two are just draped over each other
  • after sex cuddles where you’re tucked under his arm as he holds you
  • sleep cuddles where you’re both barely awake but still playing with each others fingers
  • i think’d he’d be ok with pda tbh cause like fuck everyone else he’s happy 
  • he’d always be touching you, but not in a sexual manner just a sweet one
  • like an arm around your waist or shoulder or his hand in yours as you strolled through parks on sunday mornings
  • he’s a whiny bitch let’s be real
    • so needy in the mornings 
    • “five more minutes” which end up being five hours
    • its too cold without you”
    • “if you leave i wont ever cuddle with you again” followed by “NO I DIDNT MEAN THAT IT DOESNT COUNT”
  • he adores you and would literally do anything for you
  • “darling” and “love” 
  • calling you ‘mommy’ in front of tessa almost making you cry because he’s so fucking cheesy
  • “who’s that tessa? could it be mommy?” when you visit him at home
  • tessa also being super excited to see you and always invading you and tom’s cuddle sessions because she needs cuddles too ya know
  • you and him could be sitting on the couch and he’d be drinking tea or something and you’d just go “wanna a blowjob?” and he’d nearly choke
    • “uh, I-I, you, uhm” while he stutters you can’t help but laugh at how shy he can be
  • but you know he can be dominant when he wants to be
  • like when hes had a rough day and needs to take that energy out somewhere 
    • “darling” he’d practically growl while you were reading on the bed
    • “strip. now” 
    • i wanna hear you, kitten”
    • but also “are you okay” and “you’ll tell me if im hurting you, right”
  • there’d also be lazy sex where you’re both really tried but too horny to fall asleep 
  • l o v e m a k i n g
    • he is so big on that dont even fight me
    • he wants to make you feel the way you deserve to feel
    • everything is about you and only you in that moment
  • he definitely will pinch and squeeze your bum, especially if you’re in line at like starbucks or something too busy with the menu he’ll pat your bum to tell you to move up 
  • or when you refuse to get out of bed for early morning flights he’ll tap your bum until you let out a giggle and finally get up
  • you don’t even have to steal his clothes cause he deadass just gives them to you
    • “you look really hot in them” with no shame and a smirk on his face
  •  whining when you refuse to give him attention
  • his entire family loves you so much you’re practically family to them 
  • his mum calling him to ask how you’re doing
    • “i know you’re doing fine I asked about [Y/N]”
  • “wanna do the spiderman kiss????????” “tom, no” 
  • so. much. pouting. 
  • begging to do the spiderman kiss because it would “look so cool”
  • finally agreeing to do the kiss but he ends up snapping the tree branch and falling to the floor
  • trying to stop laughing but you cant because he literally ate dirt
  • what if i was really hurt” “but you’re not so its ok to laugh”
  • so many “c’mere darlin’”
    • especially late at night when all he wants to do is hold you
  • convincing him to get a manicure with him (no polish for him) and he just whines and grumbles the entire time
    • “what if the paparazzis see?”
    • “is she taking pictures??”
    • “are you taking pictures??”
  • but he turns out to like it saying its “relaxing”
  • eskimo kisses all the fucking times alright mate dont fight me on this
  • cheek and forehead kisses whenever because he fucking can
  • but you dont complain because you’re so heart eyes for him
  • he would take so many pictures of you
    • “tom will you stop im just making dinner”
    • “what if i get amnesia and forget these moments and the only way to remember them is by pictures??? what then????”
    • you just rolling your eyes playfully 
  • squeezing your cheeks in his hands when youre mad to make you laugh 
  • “youre my second favourite girl” “uhm whos the first????” “tessa obviously”
  • he would try to do your hair in the morning to try and save you time but you’d have to re do it cause itll fall out in the next three seconds if you dont
  • showering with him after the gym yo 
  • showering with him in general 
    • “it saves water” he says while wiggling his eyebrows
    • shower sex is messy and dangerous so you both just opt for actually showering
    • tom getting shampoo in his eyes every single time 
    • “it hurts get it oooouuuut” 
    • you got yourself into this you’re getting yourself out of it”
  • him singing in the shower and you recording it because have you heard his singing voice 
  • playing pranks on each other
  • declaring truce on the prank wars but as soon as you do he sprays you with silly string
    • “i hate you”
    • “nonononono you love me, c’mon repeat after me [Y/N], i love you”
  • him leaning in for a kiss but he ends up licking you at the last minute
  • tom is always so full of energy so you tell him to go for a walk to calm down and when he returns he’s picked a bouquet of wild flowers
    • you nearly crying
    • “did i do something wrong????” he asks worried as you shake your head
    • “i love you, you dork”
  • he is your dork™
  • so much love for each other
  • always giggling and making jokes
  • him asking “im your dork, right??” 24/7
    • “you’ll always be my dork”
  • him trying to make ‘i love you’ pancakes but they just end up looking like a huge blob
    • “its about the effort” you tell him as he smiles shyly, pressing a kiss to your cheek
  • “i’ll always love you, you know that right?”
    • “yes tom, i know”
  • having to take care of drunk tom 
  • drunk tom is excessively touchy with you
    • “i jus’ wanna hol’ you hand” as he squeezes your bum
  • complaining about his hangover even though it was all his fault 
  • never taking his eyes off of you whenever you’re at an event together
  • he would wanna talk about you for days 
  • he would be the best boyfriend i wanna die rn

i am currently deceased goodbye world

a/n: part two to this????

Babysitting Together {BTS Scenario’s}

Jin

Originally posted by savethepeebees

When your best friend called you to ask if you could babysit her three-year-old daughter, you immediately said yes. When your boyfriend called to ask if you could hang out five minutes later, you decided he could just come with. 

The toddler in question was a handful. You knew how to handle her, as you’d known her her entire life, but you were glad to have some help.
Jin spent most of his time trying to make the young girl laugh. You watched with amusement as he played peek-a-boo with her. The child was almost crying because she was laughing so hard and honestly, it was the most adorable thing you had ever seen.
You had to put her to bed because she would not calm down when Jin was around. When you finally made sure she was comfortable, you walked back to your boyfriend, who was lying on the couch.
“I could get used to this, Jagi. Could you?”

Suga

Originally posted by jeonbase

Yoongi called you in a panic. He was stuck babysitting a child he did not know how to handle, and he was pretty sick of it. 

After laughing at him over the phone for a good amount of time, you packed some stuff and drove over to the house he was babysitting at.
You walked in on your boyfriend laying on the floor, empty eyes looking at the ceiling, and a small child sitting on his stomach, bouncing up and down.
When he heard the door shut, he stood up quickly, causing the child to tumble off of him and land on the floor.
The little boy started to cry immediately and you rushed over, glaring at your boyfriend in the process.
After you took care of the boy and laid him in his bed, Yoongi and you just laid on the couch for the rest of the night.
Yoongi looked at the back of your head resting against his shoulder. “Man, children are terrible.”
You chuckled. “Not if you know how to handle them.”
He just smiled and kissed your shoulder.

J-Hope

Originally posted by kimthwriter

You and your boyfriend, Hoseok, had agreed to babysit your niece for the evening. You were pretty tired from work this day, but Hoseok had had the day off, and he was full of energy.

The evening consisted of you making dinner for the three of you while Hoseok and your niece were endlessly running around the house, screaming and yelling and laughing.
When dinner was ready, you all sat around the small round table and talked about small things.
You could tell that both Hoseok and your niece were starting to get tired, but neither of them was ready to admit it.
After dinner, the two kept messing around a bit, but when Hoseok started to chase after the young girl, causing her to find shelter in your arms, it only took minutes for her to fall asleep.
You decided to put her to bed, which obviously wasn’t a struggle, and walked back to the living room. You found your boyfriend fast asleep on the couch, one arm wrapped around a pillow.
You smiled and lay down beside him. You were really happy that your boyfriend went along with your family so greatly. You couldn’t wait for the day he’d actually be a part of it.

Rap Monster

Originally posted by rapnamjoon

Namjoon called you from his sister’s house. He had agreed to babysit her little son but was already regretting the decision. The toddler, quote, was ‘destroying the house and my will to live, with it’. It looked like you were going to have to cancel your plans to sit in a bath for the evening and pay a visit to your boyfriend.

Namjoon opened the door more disheveled than you’d ever seen him and you had to stifle your laughter. His hair was sticking out like a mad scientist’s and his clothes were obviously tugged on too many times to count. He looked completely exhausted.
The house looked no better. Magazines were spread over the entire floor, there was a puddle of what seemed to be lemonade on the floor, and the pillows that belonged on the couch were nowhere to be seen. In the middle of the chaos sat a tiny human being, smiling like he was having the time of his life.
At this point, you couldn’t contain your laughter at the insane scene in front of you and you had to hold on to the doorpost to keep from falling to the floor.
Namjoon was awkwardly standing behind you, obviously too embarrassed to say anything.
When you calmed down a bit, you turned around and gave him a quick peck on the lips.
“Let’s get this mess cleaned up, shall we?”

Jimin

Originally posted by nnochu

You and your boyfriend were enjoying a nice evening on the couch together when your best friend called you in a panic. Her babysitter had canceled last minute and she was supposed to be in a meeting in half an hour.

Of course, you told her she could just drop the girl off at your house. You and Jimin would keep her entertained until the meeting was over and she would be picked up again.
Sure enough, your friend showed up at your door minutes later, thanking you over and over again before leaving.
Jimin and you spent the evening watching movies while the small girl was cuddled up between you. The movies were mostly Disney, and neither of you minded. At one point during Cinderella, you heard soft snores coming out of the girl’s mouth and you both awed out loud.
When you looked up from the toddler you saw Jimin staring at you. He leaned in and kissed you softly.
“I love this,” he whispered, “and I could get used to this.”

V

Originally posted by bangtanroyalty

Taehyung had agreed to come babysit with you the second you asked him. It was no secret he loved children and you could use some company other than your older brother’s three-year-old son. 

As expected, your nephew was completely fascinated by your boyfriend, and your boyfriend by him.
You felt like the luckiest girl in the world while playing games with Tae and your nephew. He was just so.. sweet with the little boy, and it was obvious that he already loved the boy, despite just having met him.
Your nephew insisted that Taehyung would bring him to bed and tuck him in. You didn’t mind and just waited for your boyfriend’s return on the couch.
Taehyung walked into the living room with the biggest smile on his face. He felt as though he had been enchanted by the little kid. He had always known he wanted kids, but after spending the evening with you and a child, he was even surer.
The moment he saw you on the couch, he couldn’t contain himself and walked over, bending over you before kissing you gently. His hand cupped your face as you shifted slightly, making it easier for him to lean over your small figure. The kiss was sweet and gentle and the both of you made no move to deepen it, it was just right for the moment.
“Y/N,” Tae murmured against your lips, “I love you so much.”
You’d heard him say the words before but they still made your insides chutter.
“I love you, too, Tae. So, so much.”

Jungkook

Originally posted by jjang-pandaa

It was Jungkook’s first time babysitting, and to say he was nervous was an understatement. The fact that the child he’d be babysitting didn’t know him at all didn’t help the matter. It seemed only logical to him to call you. Of course, you decided to help your boyfriend out and show him some of the tricks you’d learned in your years of experience with babysitting.

You arrived a bit late, half an hour or so, and the scene you saw when you walked through the door surprised you.
Jungkook was laying on the couch with the toddler in his arms. Both were sound asleep.
The sight was the most adorable thing you’d ever seen and you couldn’t help but take some photos.
After you’d taken at least forty pictures, you decided to make some dinner for when the two would wake up.
When they didn’t you walked over to the couch and kissed Jungkooks forehead lightly. He stirred a bit, and you giggled.
“Looks like you didn’t need much help, after all.” You smiled at him.
He looked up at you and kissed your lips gently.
“Maybe not, but I’m still glad you came.”

‘’Just pretend to be my boyfriend’’

‘‘ Writing Prompt #20 with Bucky “Just pretend to be my date” or boyfriend to like a wedding, someone’s party, or a high school reunion???’‘ was the request by @thedemonsweshare, so I wrote it down for her and I really hope she likes it. I changed it from my date to boyfriend because that made more sense in that one-shot!

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
Words:
1288
Warnings:
None, just some cute Bucky fluff

Originally posted by theimpossibleg1rl

Olivia was the girl in school that everybody loved. She was popular and a member of the cheerleader team. But you were the complete opposite. Your group of friends was not that big, just three or four really good and also best friends. While she went out with many other guys you never heard of, you prefered to stay away from these huge events like these big parties on the weekends.

But still, you and Olivia were really good friends in high school. You helped her with her math exam while she tried to introduce you to some handsome members from the high school football team.

And that was the reason why you were now standing in front of a confused Bucky Barnes, who was looking down on you while he took a sip of his coffee “What shall I do?”

Just pretend to be my boyfriend. Please, Bucky, you have to help me“ you pleaded and already wanted to kneel in front of him before he stopped you from doing so and sat down on the couch.

’‘Can you just tell me why I should do that?“ he blinked and sat down his mug of coffee as you sank down beside him and sighed ’'You know, when I was in high school, I wasn’t really popular and I was never really good at talking to the boys I liked and so…I never had a boyfriend when I was going there and neither when I was studying…and my friend Olivia was soo popular and knew so many guys who would have liked to be her boyfriend. She always dated these dream guys and…I was alone. Sitting in my bed and watching TV”

“So you want me to come with you so you can show them that you found your own dream guy?“ he grinned widely while saying dream guy and raised his eyebrows ’'I’m really flattered that you would put me to the dream guys”

“Don’t be so full of yourself, Barnes“ you slapped him playfully and laughed before you asked him again ’'So would you be the most kindest person in the world and be my boyfriend for that evening?”

“I’ll do it but only because it’s you, doll“ Bucky winked at you before threw yourself at him and gave him a big hug ’'Thank you so much, you’re the best“


Only three days later, the big day was there.
You were just standing in the bathroom and put on some mascara when you heard someone knocking on your door. It was Bucky who didn’t bother to just come in ’'Doll, come on! We gotta go if you want to be on time.”

He looked for you and went straight to the bathroom where he found you. Bucky’s mouth fell open when he took in your appearance and blinked a few times after you turned around “You look good. I like that shirt”

You nodded to his black button up shirt which he had combined with some dark blue jeans. The sleeves were rolled up to his elbows.Just then you realized his look and your gaze went down on you
“Is the dress to much? I told Nat it would look stupid on a high school reunion” You already wanted to zip it down when Bucky began to shake his head

“No, you look fantastic! Don’t worry about the others. You look great“You smiled and kissed his cheek ’'Thank you, Buck. So let’s go. We take Tony’s car” Before Bucky could ask if you had even asked for permission, you waved with the keys and he smiled before following you to the elevators.


“You don’t have to be nervous, doll. You look fantastic and you have an amazing job. You’re saving the world with the greatest team and you’re fake dating a superhero” Bucky smiled at you and held your hand while you were still sitting in the car after he parked in the parking lot next to your old high school.

“You’re right. I shouldn’t be nervous. Do you know what you have to say when they asked you how we met?” you savely asked him again to make sure he still knew what to do. Smiling, he nodded and opened his door before leaving the car just like you “Don’t worry, [Y/N]. I know what to do. Just trust me and everything will be fine”
He took your hand and led you to the great building where all the others were already waiting.

They were all gathered in your old main class room and cheered when you came in together with Bucky who was still holding your hand.

“[Y/N]!” Olivia squeaked and came over. She gave you the most tightest hug you ever got that you almost lost your breath before she let go of you “It’s so good to see you again and your..boyfriend?”

Her gaze went to Bucky who smiled friendly and held out his hand for her to take “Hey, I’m James. But everyone calls me Bucky. And yes, boyfriend.”

“You’re doing well, [Y/N]. So, you’re dating a superhero and you’re also a superhero yourself. Wow, that’s really…unexpected” she smiled before Olivia introduced you to her boyfriend who was the trainer of the hometown footballteam.

You two chatted while Bucky always held your hand or gave you a kiss when you told something funny and he laughed about it. It made you blush when his lips kissed your cheek.Something inside you wished that it was real. That Bucky was your boyfriend and you lived in a happy relationship. But it wasn’t true what made you a little bit sad.

“Soo..Bucky, how did you meet [Y/N]? I mean, she barely leaves her room” Olivia laughed but to Bucky, there was nothing funny about it because he knew that sometimes you needed some you-time for yourself which was totally okay for him because he understood it.

“Actually I met her when I was introduced to the whole team” he began and you stopped breathing.

That was not the story he was suppose to tell her.

“Everyone was really friendly but also really careful to be nice and [Y/N] just walked in, by the way she totally forgot that Steve was already introducing me to everyone, and she just went with the words 'So when comes this weird dude with the metal arm?’ and stopped right in the door way when she noticed that I was already there. That was the first thing she said right into my face and it was so adorable because right after that she quickly apologized. I knew that I would like her really much. Then it came that we talked much about everything and nothing til the day came where I asked her out and she gladly said 'Yes’. I was really happy and still am because…she is the best and I love her”

Bucky looked you right in the eye when he said so. He was speaking the truth. You almost wanted to cry when he came closer and kissed you softly on the lips. First you were shocked which you didn’t show but then you smiled into the kiss and returned it.

After you broke the kiss, you looked into his deep blue eyes and smiled softly “I love you too”

Olivia just sat there in silence and took a quick look at her boyfriend before she gave you a fond smile “I’m really happy that you found someone who speaks with so much love about you. You can be proud that you’ve found Bucky”

“I am. I really am” you hold Bucky’s hand and felt that he gave yours a little squeeze before you turned to him again and gave him a kiss.


I hope that’s okay.

soulmate!non-idol!vernon

two updates in a row!!! yay!!!!!!

sorry if this one seems a little bit shorter (〒︿〒)

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LAI GUANLIN SCENARIO

▹ word count: 1360 words
▹ summary:  you’ve been crushing on the cute guy who works at your favorite pizza place for a while, but you’re too scared to actually make a move. when your best friend dares you to talk to him, things don’t go quite the way you were hoping…

  • you love pizza
  • like really. it’s so good, and there’s this great place near your house
  • you and your best friend go there every week because its so good
  • okay that might be a lil lie
  • yeah the food is good, but the real reason that you go all the time is because of the cute guy who worked there

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Changing Planets

Prompt: One shot of the reader having Hal Jordan as an uncle and the reader is dating Wally West and Hal and Barry just fangirls over their relationship

Words: 305


          “They’re just so adorable!”

          “Ahh, young love.”

          You sink down a bit into the couch, Wally right beside you. “When’s your aunt getting home?” You whisper.

          “Not ‘till tomorrow, her flight was delayed.”

          That sentence makes you want to cry, and almost as if he senses, it Wally takes your hand. “It won’t be like this forever.” He whispers.

          You nod, “Yeah, you’re right, of course you’re right. I mean how long can two grown men fangirl over their niece and nephew’s relationship?”

          That sentence stops both of you cold, because your uncles have been known to obsess, and a chance at becoming in-laws on top of best friends was something they would obsess over until well AFTER it happened.

          Wally sighs, “Okay so when we turn eighteen, we move to a new country, get facial reconstruction, and create all new identities. Maybe then we’ll have a moment alone.”    

          You shake your head, “Won’t work, Uncle Hal will call in the whole of the Green Lantern Corps. I’m fairly sure he’s already picked a wedding date.”

          “Hopefully it goes with the colors Uncle Barry has picked.”

          The two of you grin at each other before peeking back over the couch at your uncles. When they turn towards you, the two of you quickly duck, and all you can say is, “You need to go pick up your

Aunt Iris, or call Dick and have him steal the batplane, because I can’t take much more of this.”

          Wally nods before asking, “Is there a chance we’re being a tad bit dramatic?”

          You look your boyfriend in the eye and say, “My uncle was looking at wedding dresses on Pinterest yesterday. He’d interrupt me every two minutes to ask my thought on them.”

          Wally nods before saying, “What about changing planets?”

          You grin, “That one might work.”

Love Is

Lance Week Day Three: Love/Comfort

Love. That’s the topic that runs through Lance’s head as he watches the roof. Recently his thoughts have been keeping him from sleeping, and tonight it seemed to revolve around love. Not even a romantic love, just the feeling itself. Why could no one explain it the same way twice? Why did some experience it differently than others? Why did people let it in if it could end in immense pain and sadness? That was the real question, wasn’t it? All day Lance was plagued with the memories of his family and friends back home. The ones who loved him and was probably hurting because of their love for him. Lance felt it was wrong to be a little happy because if they were hurting that mean they really cared. He never voiced it out loud, but sometimes at home, he felt everyone was pretending at some point, even his mom. He could never be so selfish as to ask them to prove it.

With the thoughts going through his head Lance knew today would be one of the days he wouldn’t want to be bothered. But Allura had a training regimen she wanted to keep, and she didn’t seem to care about mental health days. Lance just can’t today. He doesn’t have the energy to smile, train, laugh, or do anything for that matter. He couldn’t stay in his room though, they could easily override the lock codes and come in. Picking up a blanket and pillow, he started making his way to Blue. Lance knew that if he asked she’d put up her particle barrier, and won’t take it down unless he said so. Right now, that seemed like a dream. It’s not like he was running from his problems, he just didn’t want to deal with them right now. He was honestly surprised that he had the energy to even leave his bed, but the idea of him having to deal with everyone on their own time rather than his own gave him the energy he needed to go to Blue.

Once he reached Blue’s hangar, all he had to do was mutter a soft “Hey girl” and she opened right away, no questions asked. As soon as Lance was comfy in the pilot’s seat her particle barrier went up, and he could feel her comforting presence surrounding him. She used their bond to ask him what was wrong. He wasn’t in the mood to talk right now and he let her know as much, but he also assured her he’d talk when he was ready. So, she “talked” instead. She showed him memories of what Altea was like, and the that the things he thought Coran was making up were actually real. She shared with him her favorite memories, most of them with him. Blue seems to really like the spa days, so he makes a mental note to himself to do them with her more often.

She keeps his mind occupied with her memories, so the questions his mind was conjuring up early doesn’t have time to resurface. In a matter of minutes, he was asleep. His dreams consisted of days at the beach, holidays with the family, memories of a time he truly felt loved. It was the first night of peaceful rest he’s had in a while. It didn’t last long because soon after the alarms went off and Allura was summoning them all to the training room. He could feel Blue’s anger of suddenly having her Paladin wake up after she worked hard to put him to sleep. Lance was feeling slightly better, but still not in a mood to have to socialize with anyone. He knew he was going to get yelled at, but he couldn’t seem to find any fucks to give.

Surely enough, Allura came storming into Blue’s hangar after a while with everyone else in tow. He guesses it took them a while since they probably went to his room first. As predicted Blue refused to let her particle barrier down for anyone without Lance’s say so, and Lance didn’t feel like saying anything.

“Lance as the Blue Paladin you have a duty to show when called upon,” Allura started. She was far from finished and he knew that. But again, he really didn’t care anymore.

“Hey Blue, is there any way you can mute the noise?”

Surprisingly she did have a mute function. She kept the camera up so he could see what was going on down there. He made a game to himself to try and figure out both how long they would last just yelling at him, and exactly what they were saying. The only one he could imagine having nice things to say was Coran. Hunk had left earlier into the one-sided conversation, not saying anything to Lance. He probably knew that Lance wasn’t listening and decided to save his breath. Everyone else just seemed to be letting out whatever pent-up anger they had for him because they about ten minutes. He had estimated five, so he guesses he owed himself $10. Once everyone left after realizing he wasn’t coming out and they weren’t getting a response, he tried to fall back asleep. He almost succeeded until he saw Hunk come back in with a tray of food.

Unmuting Blue he leaned closer and began to speak. “Hunk buddy, I adore you, but I just want to be alone right now.”

“Well, let’s be alone together. I’ve got snacks, drinks, shoulders to cry on, and ears willing to listen.”

And how exactly could Lance say no to that? He could never, not even in his lowest moment, turn away Hunk. He told Blue to let him in and began moving to the floor. The particle barrier went down for only about 5 seconds before it was up again. Once Hunk was inside, he placed the tray down and sat next to Lance. He didn’t say anything, he didn’t even look at Lance. He just waited silently until Lance was ready to say whatever it is he needed to.

“What is love,” was what he decided to start with since this was where it all began.

“Baby don’t hurt me. Don’t hurt me, no more,” Hunk began singing. It caused Lance to laugh a little. He knew that was going to happen the second the words left his mouth, but it was too late to take them back.

“I’m being serious here man,” Lance said as he playfully pushed a laughing Hunk.

“I know, but man where do I start. Love is probably the greatest force in the universe. It’s everyone’s strength and weakness. Love is the answer and it’s also the question.”

“Not only do you sound like a cheesy romance novel, but you’ve also managed to confuse me more. Nothing you said made any sense to me?”

“Maybe it’s not supposed to. Love is different for everyone, so what makes sense to me, may not make sense to you. You have to find out what love means to you, and then your answer you will have.”

“Did you just go Yoda on me? But I suppose I get where you’re coming from.”

“So, tell me, Lance, what does love mean to you?”

Lance took his time thinking. He never really had to put it into words. He’d just know when the feeling came. Maybe if he had taken the time out to think about it, they wouldn’t be here right now. He tried to think back to all the moments he ever felt loved or loved someone. There were plenty of moment to choose from, the only problem was finding a way to explain it. A way to express it out loud. He took his time mulling it over, Hunk at his side ever so patient. He hugged his knees as he began to speak.

“I think…I think love is waking your little brother up so you guys can catch the first waves of summer together. It’s your mom baking you brownies to say ‘job well done’. It’s seeing your dad cry for the first time because he’s so proud of you. It’s your sister not laughing at you through puberty, but helping you apply concealer instead. It’s your dog waiting on the steps for you to come home every day after school because he misses you. Love is your best friend, sitting with you and listening to all your problems. Love is Mama, Papa, Abuela, Jose, Maria, Burrito (I was a child leave me alone), my entire family, Blue. But I think since coming to space it’s clearer than it’s ever been that love is you Hunk.”

Hunk gave him a bone-crushing hug once he was finished monologuing. Lance wasn’t sure what he was expecting, but Hunk’s hugs are always welcomed. He allowed himself to hug him back, and they stayed like that for a while. Hunk was one of the only things keeping him sane on their quest to save the universe, and he wasn’t sure what he’d do without Hunk at his side. They spent the rest of the day in Blue eating the snacks Hunk brought and reminiscing about all the stupid things they got in into back on earth. Lance knew that at times he’d forget, but he also knew that he could always depend on Hunk to remind him what love is.

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  • FORGETFUL
  • will literally forget everything and anything
  • speaks Chinese all the time when he comes in because hes tired and not thinking
  • and you’re like ????? I don’t speak Chinese
  • and he’s shook because he didn’t even realise he’d slipped into it

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The magazine falls on the floor of Jo’s dorm room and her bottom lip trembles slightly as she buries her face in her hands, elbows resting on her knees. 

“Oh, Jo, I am so sorry! But it probably means nothing, he loves you, he’s infatuated with you and that girl… he was just hugging her, Jo, come on, don’t be sad! He loves you so much!“ her best friend rubbed her back, stroking her hair.

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anonymous asked:

re: big hero 6. Keith is the one hit the hardest on multiple levels.

Probably.  But Keith poker faces it because this one actually matters.  Yeah, Up was sad, if he had a reaction to that it was whatever, everyone found it funny.

So he just stone faces through the whole thing, while Shiro is still wrangling Lance the Octopus and pulling Pidge aside and make sure she’s okay and that Matt adores the hell out of her and is gunna be so proud when they find him.

After that, Hunk just requires a good hug and a hair ruffle, and hes’ almost definitely crying but he handles that better than just about the rest of them since, well, he does it a lot.

It isn’t until later that Shiro tracks Keith down.  He gave him the space to deal, because crowding Keith when he’s having Emotions is probably not a good idea for anyone involved.  But then he just sits down next to him in the empty training room and just talks.  Some of it is current stuff, like how Keith and Red should work on that twisting circle maneuver if they’re going to keep trying to use it, and some of it is older, like Shiro talking about the time he accidentally stained his face purple with some other cadet’s (illegal) hair dye, and how Keith gave him shit about it for a solid month later.

Eventually, Keith leans against Shiro’s side, without a word.

They’re okay.  Shiro’s okay.  For now.

Until he disappears again.

Months after Meridian is found, Jaal is looking around the Tempest for Ryder. He’s looking all around; she’s not in their bedroom, nor the galley, not the bathroom, or even the cargo bay. He pings her omni-tool and grows worried as he can only hear muffled sobs coming from her end.

After minutes of searching, the Angara finally hears her cries coming from the drive core room. With the rest of the crew on leave while they dock, he wonders why she would hide herself.

She’s huddled up under one of the displays, her knees tucked up to her chest. The glow of her omni-tool illuminates her tear-streaked cheeks. Her sobs are being muffled by the hum of the drive core.

Jaal kneels down beside her to most his anatomy will allow.

“Dearest. Are you hurt? Have I done something to cause you pain? Are you sick?” His questions are rapid fire as he reaches to hold her hands in his own.

She shakes her head, tears slowing down.

“Is it your Brother? Your period?”

Again, she shakes her head.

“No no. He’s fine. I’m fine. We’re okay.” She chokes out.

“My love, please tell me what's​ bothering you.” He asks, moving a hand to gently caress her cheek.

She sighs heavily and meets his gaze.

“They’ve started opening up the genomes with the waves of sleepers.” She gave a brief pause before continuing. “They’ve been working on the genetics of cats.” Another small sob.

“Cats?” Jaal had heard Ryder mention them before. She’d even shown him pictures of her cat named Bear (which confused the Angara).

“Yeah. The first litter in Andromeda was born this morning. They let me name the first kitten.” Ryder wiped her eyes and opened up an image of a tiny, furry thing that sort of looked like Bear if he squinted just right. “This is Mr.Pebbles, the first kitten in Andromeda. I’m hoping that I’ll be able to see him on our next visit to the Nexus.”

“I’m confused. Why would you name something that makes you cry?” Jaal was still very concerned. His taoshay was acting very strange. He had noticed it when she’d spoken of Bear, but he assumed that it was because of their years-long bond.

“Because he’s so adorable and I haven’t seen a cat in almost two years. Two whole years, Jaal. I’ll have to bring you with me when I go visit. You’ll love them!” She beamed.

Yoon Jisung Hogwarts Au

I know I did Daniel as a Hufflepuff as well, but I can’t see Jisung as anything other???

• Hogwarts had always seemed a mystical place that you’d never get to visit,

• You’d been home schooled for a good 5 years,

• But there’s only so much someone can learn about potions in their kitchen,

• And you’d turned your sofa into a dog house by accident and your family had decided maybe Hogwarts was the place to go,

• Finally,

• I mean yeah home school could be cool but hOgWarTs!!!

• At this point you’re not even embarrassed to turn up and get sorted with the 1st years,

• You show some of the Muggle Born’s a Patronus on the boat trip to the castle and they loose their s h i t,

• Anyways,

• You get sorted into Hufflepuff, and boy are you glad because you feel they’d be the most welcoming to a complete newbie,

• And no offence to the 1st years but you kinda want some friends your own age,

• The first lesson the next day you are definitely lost,

• Why is this castle so big and why does it’s staircases move?

• Health and safety?

• And you swear you watched a room disappear, how is that practical?

• But nothing will get you down because you’re finally here,

• You spot a boy around your age walking past, and he just so happens to be Hufflepuff as well,

 • It’s not like you waited in a corner for 10 minutes to pic out a friendly looking target,

• Pfffft.  . . 

• “Heya, I’m new and totally lost, would you mind showing me where transfiguration is?”

• The boys soft brown hair and shiny eyes relax you enough to smile brightly,

• “That’s where I’m headed, you can walk with me,”

• You where not expecting this boy to have a smile to totally melt your heart,

• You’re taken back,

• How rude of him,

• His smile seems to trigger a reaction in you where you can’t help but smile back,

• “ I’m Y/N,”

• “ Jisung,”

• And just like a mama bird, he totally takes your vulnerable little self under wing,

• Jisung is actually a huge dork and a walking meme,

• (No matter how hard you try to explain, hardly anyone in Hogwarts understand what a meme is and it’s a s t r u g g l e),

• And he helps introduce you to your first ever proper friends :’)

• You learnt how to ride a broom and you knew of Quidditch before, but have you really lived if you haven’t gone to a proper Quidditch match?

• Hufflepuff wins although a Slytherin girl falls off her broom and almost nearly dies but gets saved and you hope every match is filled with this much excitement,

• A whole new world opens up to you and it’s all thanks to Jisung,

• And he just never stops showing you around?

• Everyone is 100% sure you know your way around everywhere but Jisung will be like,

• “No this way is a short cut,”

• You start to wonder how Jisung Knows even secret passages or knacks for getting things in the castle,

• Then you realised it’s Jisung he probably either asked nicely or made people so at ease with him that they’d just tell him,

• You’re normally sat in the Hufflepuff common room doing some work and he just appears,

• Takes your hand in his extremely soft ones and gently lead you away,

• And boi if you don’t LIVE for those moments, 

• He’ll take you a little into the forbidden Forrest or to a secret corner of the lake,

• He’ll find the highest window in the castle so you can watch the starts from it,

• Constantly wrapping his robe around your shoulders because you always forget yours,

• Haha, ‘forget’, nice one,

• But really why is his robe so much softer and warmer than yours?

• He always looks you in the eyes to speak to you so you feel as if you have his whole attention,

• Okay it’s been 3 months and you’re head over heels,

• Just when you think there can’t possibly be another secret place,

• The room of requirement,

• Jisung looks a little nervous when the door appears and he leads you inside,

• You figured it must be quite personal to him,

• oOps there goes your heart again,

• The room is small and quaint and colourful bean bags sit in one corner and bookshelves in the other and a hammock and the place looks so cozy you’re not sure you’re ever going to leave,

• You guys are sat on the bean bags and chatting but Jisung is half out of it and you start to worry,

• Is this the bit where he says that he was just being nice and showing you around,

• But then you remember his dorky smile and your open-heart conversations by the lake and when he went out of his way for you all of those times just to see you smile,

• You remember all those witty comments that always made you giggle, maybe just because Jisung said them,

• No one is purely that kind to people they don’t like, not even Jisung,

• “Hey Y/N, I kind of sort of like you?”

• While Jisung starts sounding confidant he drifts off at the end in an adorable raise of the eyebrow and uncertain tone,

•You can’t help but laugh a little at it,

• But you quickly stop so he doesn’t think you’re being mean,

• “We that’s awful lucky, because it just so happens I Like you too,”

• Neither of you can stop your little grins,

• Jisung lips are soft, just like his actions and both of you make slow lazy movements, almost as if trying not to frighten each other,

• Although a car could crash through a wall and you wouldn’t be startled,

• (Which is almost as dangerous as those stairs),

• From them on in it’s all gently taking each other hands when next to each other,

• His carefully slipping an arm around your waist in corridors,

• You tentatively slinging you arms around his neck as he places his hands on your hips when you’re alone,

• The highest your PDA goes is carefully wrapping yourself around each other,

• You’re both so sly though hardly anyone notices,

• Should of been a Slytherin,

• He loves it when you play with his hair so you’re forever running the soft strands through your hands,

• He almost seems to purr like a cat it’s kind of adorable,

• It’s awful though because if one of you starts to cry the other does as well and you become a group mess,

• But better be s group mess than a mess alone, right?

• You two have definitely been found in some corner somewhere crying about stupid things,

• “You got full marks on your defense against the dark arts test, oh my god," 

• Everyone just sort of leaves you to be emotional,

• Jisung always brings you little flowers he finds or snacks from the kitchens or manages to smuggle little gifts from Hogsmeade  to you,

• How does he do it though you’re always with him at Hogsmeade???

• How do you not see???

• You decide it’s better not to ask,

• Jisung is pure blood so he doesn’t know much from the Muggle world, so you get him little gifts and it makes his day,

• A rubix cube wasn’t a good choice though, he was addicted to it for an entire week,

• The two of you are combined a ball of sunshine and wit and it’s really damn cute,

• Overall Jisung is special to you on a whole different level- not only did he show you a new sort of love, he showed you a new sort of family,

Thanks if you’ve read till the end, I hope it’s satisfied all you Jisung Stans, heh.

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   - PART III


Kai Parker x Reader
word count 
: 4 809
summary : continues the story from part I part II 
* gif by me
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Y/N got out of the car and semi ran towards the front door. Her hands shakily held the keys and she almost dropped them on the ground before finally managing to unlock the door and get inside. For a moment she stood frozen at the door, looking at the emptyness and darkness around her, then shakily she took a step inside. Silence was all around her, even though on the inside she wanted to scream. The door closed with a muffled thud as she rested her back against it and slipped down towards the floor, bringing up her knees to her chest. Tears streamed down her cheeks while her mind played on repeat the events from earlier that same evening. So much had happened and most of it felt like it wasn’t real, like  it was a really really horrible nightmare from which she kept praying to wake up. Only nothing happened because it was real. Her eyes opened and closed but she was still there, alone. Her dress was still covered in blood, his blood and the memory of seeing one of her friends killing the man she loved was right there in the back of her eyelids every time she closed them. Her scream still echoed in her head and the fact she hadn’t been able to do anything to stop this from happening.
   “Smile.“ said a male voice from right next to her. “I can’t stand seeing you like this. I get this feeling that it’s my fault and I hate being the one causing you pain. God, feelings are hard.”
   “What ?“ she asked confused while someone’s arms wrapped around her, pulling her into a hug.
   “You didn’t think I’d leave you alone did you ?” he kissed her forehead softly. “Never. I will always be here with you. Always.”
   “Kai ?“ she asked, looking up at him seeing him smile at her. “Y-You are dead.”
   “Yeah, I guess I am.“ he laughed under his breath. “Doesn’t mean I am not here or that this isn’t real. Doesn’t mean you won’t have a part of me with you at all times.”
   “Is this a dream?“
   “You tell me.” he said softly, brushing his palm against her cheek before leaning in to kiss her and a blink of an eye later he had vanished.
A sigh left her lips and she wiped away a tear from her cheek. Y/N wasn’t sure why she was crying. Not exactly. Maybe it was the memory that had flashed in her mind, or maybe it was because of the small stick with two red lines she was holding in her hands.

   “I wish you were here –“ she mumbled.
   “What ?” asked Kai confused, gently brushing his thumb against her cheek, his lips curling into a small smile. For a moment he almost forgot her memories were gone. Almost. “You still talk in your sleep. So absolutely adorable.”
Y/N snuggled closer to him and  he carefully pulled the blanket up covering her shoulders, unable to look away. He wondered what she was dreaming about and fought the urge to sneak into her dream. He didn’t want to risk the second chance he got with her in any way. A quiet sigh left his lips and then he saw it – a tear rolling down her cheek.

As the first sun rays started to seep through the windows, Y/N started to wake up and to her surprise a cup with coffee was already waiting for her on the coffee table. Kai however was nowhere to be seen. Sleepily she made her way upstairs to her son’s bedroom and wake him up, only his room was empty. Instantly she started to freak out when barely a few seconds later she heard laughter coming from her bedroom. Almost running there, semi-spilling her coffee on her way, she opened door and took a peek inside. There they were – her boys, Kai and Peter, semi-cuddling on the bed while he tickled the young boy making him laugh. Both of them looked up at her and she sighed in relief.
   “Hi.“ grinned Kai, while Peter jumped up to give his mom a hug and Kai followed shortly after. “Sorry, I um – I couldn’t bring myself to wake you up when I heard he was awake upstairs. Y-you are not mad are you ?”
   “Happy birthday, trouble.“ she kissed the young boy’s forehead before ruffling his hair. “No, not mad just … had a small heart attack. That’s all.”
Peter laughed and ran off, leaving his parents alone. For a long moment neither of them said a thing, they just gazed into each other’s eyes and then Kai took another step towards her, one hand in his pocket while with the other he scratched his forehead.
   “He really is something.“ he smiled. “So charming, and fun to be around. He is umm.. he is absolutely perfect. You know, he um… he said you’ve talked about his father, I mean me. Saying that having him in your life is like having a part of me back.”
Y/N took a sip from her coffee realising it was just like she likes it – right sweetness, right spices. “I am sure I have because there is no way I haven’t. Do you um want to stay for breakfast ?”
   “Yeah, sure. But after I have a couple of things to do, including getting him four years worth of birthday presents.“ laughed Kai nervously as they headed downstairs. “Hey um, what were you dreaming about last night ? You talked in your sleep.”
   “I did ?“ she asked half-scared half-curious just like every time someone mentioned they had heard her talk in her sleep. Y/N was always terrified she might’ve spilled a secret or said something emberrasing or offensive. “Wh-what did I say ?”
   “’I wish you were here’.“ he stopped at the end of the stairs, bracing himself against the stair railing. “You don’t remember what you dreamt about, do you ?”
   “No. It’s like whatever it was, my memory filters it through that white noise on old TV’s.“ she thought out loud, trying to remember her dream in full but the only thing she could fully recall was the feeling – this sad yet somehow happy feeling. Peter ran right past them laughing, playing with his favourite blue car toy while Kai got to work. "No, no wait –”
   “What ?“ he asked confused, almost dropping the pan he was holding. "Y-you remembered something ?”
   “No, I just – you can’t make breakfast.“
   “Sure I can. Hey, buddy ? What do you want? Waffles ? Pancakes ? Scrambled eggs ? Cupcakes ?” suggested Kai. “It’s your birthday –”
   “Pancakes !!“ exclaimed Peter.
   “He is the pancake monster.” stated Y/N watching her son make a monster face. “See ?”
Kai laughed, tapping his son’s nose. “If it’s pancakes you want, pancakes you shall get.”

*            *           *

   “Fantastic news.“ said Caroline, opening the front door and walking into the living room/kitchen. "Cade is – what is he doing here ?”
Y/N left the orange juice on the table and glanced at her friend who had balloons, a wrapped box with a bow and a pink paper box with either donuts or cupcakes in her hands. Caroline’s eyes widened in shock seeing Kai with an apron by the stove while a very excited looking Peter ran around him laughing and making funny faces.
   “Oh hey, Clarisse.“ said Kai, waving at her while flipping the dinosaur shaped pancakes in a plate before leaving it on the table and lifting up Peter to sit on one of the chairs. "So, you guys really pulled it off huh? Come here and I’ll totally give you a high five.”
Caroline stared at him and pulled Y/N aside. “Why is he here ?”
   “He is Peter’s father.“
   “Wait. You remember ?”
   “Not exactly.“ said Kai, joining them. Caroline stared at him suspiciously. "I told her who I am and –”
   “– the truth or half of the truth?“
   “He told me enough. Look, Kai has every right to be here. Specially today of all days.” said Y/N, glancing at Peter who was about to pour the entire bottle with maple syrup on the pancakes. “I’ll be right back.”
Kai followed her gaze and laughed under his breath.  “Awwh Peter loves maple syrup as much as you do.“
   “Shut up.” laughed Y/N, grabbing the bottle from her son’s hands. "I’ll take that.”
   “You can’t be here !“ said Caroline in a hushed voice. “What the Hell are you thinking being here?”
   “Where else would I be but with my family?“ asked Kai, leaning in towards Caroline who took a step back. "Also be happy I was here other ways you would’ve found Y/N dead. Or worse – Peter would’ve.”
   “Wait, back up. What are you talking about?“ she folded her hands on her chest.
   “Seline. I think she is still mind controlling her somehow because in the middle of the night Y/N decided it would be a nice time to stab herself with that knife over there. Don’t tell me you can’t smell the blood.”
Caroline turned her head sideways for a moment, her vampirism showing, and glanced at him. “Well. Thank you.”
   “Yeah. I need you do to something for me.“ started the heretic. "Don’t panic. I just need you to watch her and keep her from doing anything… dangerous while I go … talk to Seline. There is nothing medically wrong with Y/N’s memory. Its magic and with Cade gone maybe I can get Seline to undo what she did –”
   “You mean torture her until she does?“ stated Caroline.
   “Got any better ideas?” he asked trying hard not to raise his voice. “We can’t keep Y/N under 24 hour surveillance for the rest of her life!”
Caroline stared at him, then glanced at Y/N and Peter currently smiling over the chocolate cupcakes she had brought – Peter’s favourite, and then finally turned towards Kai again.  “Do what you gotta do.“
   “Thank you.” he said, walking over to his family. He ruffled the boy’s hair and leaned in towards Y/N. “Hey so, I’m going out for a bit to um – Will you be okay here with Peter and Clarisse?”
   “Who?“ she asked confused. "Ohh, yeah. W-where are you going?”
Kai glanced at Peter then at Caroline.
   “Gift shopping.” he stroked her hair and snatched a chocolate cupcake from the box before heading towards the door.
Y/N watched him go towards the door, wondering why she feels this pit in her stomach. Like if something happens to him, there won’t be no way for her to recover. Ever. How it was possible to feel like this when you don’t have any memories of the person? When you can’t remember the slightest thing about your shared history even though there is a living breathing proof of it –
   “Hey, Kai?“ she called out and ran towards him, catching him at the door. Her arms wrapped around him tightly and a moment later his arms did the same. "Promise me you will come back.”
   “I promise. I’ll be back before it’s time for cake.” he smiled at her, gently kissing her forehead. “Don’t worry. What can happen to me ? I am an all powerful heretic now.”
Y/N’s lips curled into a smile and she leaned against the door watching him disappear in a split second.
   “You have lost your mind, not just your memory.“ said her friend from behind her. "Did he tell you how he –”
   “–murdered his siblings after his entire family denied him basic things a kid wants because he was born different? How he made a mistake letting his emotions get in the way and paid for it for 18 years?“ asked Y/N in a hushed voice so Peter doesn’t hear. "Yes. He told me right after saving my life.”
   “Did he tell you it’s his fault this happened to you in the first place?“
   “It’s not his fault. It’s Seline’s.”
   “Yeah but if you hadn’t gone to see him –“
   “I never would’ve even been at the Armoury if one of you had called to tell me he was back. I had the right to know.”
   “Are you saying this is our fault?!“
   “No, it’s no one’s fault, Caroline. That’s the point. It just our crazy messed up supernatural lives.” she sighed, wiping Peter’s chin which was dripping maple syrup. “It’s hard, okay. I know, I have no memories but you should’ve seen him last night. He looked as if his life had been just about to end. As if I die, he’d die. I know he has done awful things but, Care, so have I. So have you and Damon and all our friends. I – I don’t know if ever I will feel the same way I’ve felt for him for four years, apparently, but –”
   “You want to give him a chance.“
   “I do. I’ve given him a chance before.” smiled Y/N. “There must’ve been a reason. Plus, I owe it to Peter. He deserves to get to know his father.” she finished in a hushed voice.

Kai whooshed himself to the nearest entrance to the underground tunnels leading to the Armoury and slipped in them. For a while he walked in human speed, kicking a rock here and there while he tried to calm down his thoughts. He hoped his suspicions would be wrong, that this had been a one time thing but he knew better. Seline hadn’t been able to take her away from him and now not only she had stolen her memories but made sure Kai will lose her.
As he stepped into the Armoury, he walked past Doryam who was reading a bunch of books on one of the tables with the pitchfork right before him. Alaric’s intern glanced at the clock and rang the pitchfork. Somewhere from bellow Kai could hear the siren’s reaction and a devilish smile showed on his face as he made his way to the holding cells.
   “Kai…“ said Seline, looking up from the cards on her bed. "Thought you might come by. How was your night ? Eventful ?”
Kai flicked his wrist ringing the pitchfork with magic and the siren squinted her eyes, groaning in pain.
   “God, I just love that sound.“ he smiled innocently. "Ahh … people in pain. I had forgotten what that sounds like.” he tapped his finger on the large glass, not taking his eyes off the siren. “Cade’s dead.”
   “Oh is he ?“ said the siren a little amused.
   “Yeah, he is. Which means I don’t have to do what he says and neither do you.”
   “Awwh…“ said Seline, getting up. "And you are hoping that you can somehow appeal to my ‘humanity’ and get me to undo what I did? That I’ll sing a few notes and fix your girl? I assure you, I have no humanity left. All of it got stripped away centuries ago.”
   “Tell me what you did to her and how to fix it.“
   “No.” said the siren, folding her hands on her chest. “You can’t undo it. She will keep trying and trying no matter how many times you save her until it gets done. And then she is going to get dragged to Hell, because –” paused the siren, leaning in towards the glass. “– a few years ago, she killed someone. That’s kind of a deal breaker.”
Kai clenched his jaw. No one had told him anything about this , but he was sure what had happened had been an accident because the girl he knew wouldn’t hurt a fly.
   “You know what it’s like there.“ smirked the siren. "You are on fire all the time and every bad thing you have done in your life, however small and insignificant, comes to haunt you. Cade being gone doesn’t change the way his psychic dimension works. You want to save her ? Leave. It’s the only way to get her to stop.”
   “I can’t leave her.“ he said more to himself than to the siren. "I can’t leave Peter –”
It was a selfish thing to say, he knew that, but there was the possibility Seline was lying. That him leaving would change nothing and Peter would end up an orphan and he couldn’t let this happen. He knew there was a way to reverse it, and if she didn’t plan on telling him he will have to torture it out of her.
A devilish smirk flashed in his eyes and he flick of his wrist, the pitchfork rang again and the siren screamed in pain.
   "For the record, I was willing to strike a deal. To let you out of this place if you told me how to undo it. But –“ he laughed, his blood boiling and fire burning in his eyes. ”– now you have upset me in a way I never knew existed. I may not be able to kill you, yet, but I am sure going to enjoy this.“
Kai smirked and flicked his wrist, snapping her neck. Seline dropped to the ground only to get up a few seconds later with a smirk on her face. He used his magic to repeatedly inflict her pain – causing her to bleed, breaking a couple of her bones but no matter what he tried, the siren didn’t cave in and still refused to tell him what he wanted to know.
   “Do you really think she will except you and let you raise Peter with her ?” coughed the siren after for perhaps the 5th time he had pulled the air out of her lungs with magic. “Sure, she seems open to the opportunity now but how long before she realises you are not exactly a role model? How long before she gets scared having you around might turn this sweet innocent little boy into a monster, same as his father ? How long before you screw up and come home covered in blood scaring your son –”
   “I’d never do that.“ he said, trying to pull at the siren’s heart with magic when suddenly he stumbled backwards, rubbing his forehead and his mind got pulled away.  
Kai walked through the front door, rubbing his forehead with his blood covered hands. He took a few steps inside the house into the darkness when he heard footsteps. Turning around he saw Peter standing on the stairs with his favourite toy going down the railing, his eyes wide in shock and quickly filling with tears and fear. The young boy screamed. Y/N ran towards him, freezing on the spot for a few long moments and then ran towards their son, pushing Kai’s hands away. She pulled Peter into her arms trying to calm him down –
   “S-stay out of my h-head.”
Kai snapped his fingers and the siren’s neck snapped breaking the link long enough for him to recover and get an idea. If he couldn’t torture it out of her, maybe he could find a way to slip inside her mind and find what he needs to end this nightmare the siren had turned Y/N and his life into. Kai’s cold laugh echoed in the Armoury and he flicked his wrist ringing the pitchfork again.
   “You have a thing for worst scenarios, huh.“ he said amused. "Let me tell you something. Whatever scenario you can come up with – I’ve already ran in my head. I’ve endured so much pain in my life you would not believe. You would not believe how much pain I’ve inflicted in return either, and I’ve never been more motivated to do so. Either you tell me what I want to know or you will enter a world of hurt even Cade couldn’t create. Choice is yours. Either way, I always win.”
   “Not this time.“ smirked the siren, sitting back on her bed. "Have fun saving her tonight and the night after that and the night after that because she is not going to stop. A run in with a knife didn’t work. Who knows, maybe she will get more creative next time.”

During the following two weeks Kai spent every night by Y/N’s side watching over her as a guardian angel while she slept, keeping her safe whenever the mind control kicked in. There were a couple really close ones and the siren had been right – Y/N got more creative. After the 8th time he had saved her, the most unexpected thing happened and instead of letting him go sit on the comfy chair near by the bed, she pulled him onto the bed with her. It seemed the longer they spent together the more she warmed up to him and some times he’d see those flashes in her eyes as if for a moment she remembered something – a feeling, an image. Sometimes while she was sleeping she’d say something which somehow seemed indirectly directed to him which made him wonder what exactly was going on inside her head while she dreamed. But he couldn’t bring himself to aswhilr permission to enter her dreams, afraid that would ruin what little they had rebuild together.
Kai spent his days either with Peter or at the Armoury with Seline using every chance to find out how exactly to weaken the siren enough for him to sneak into her mind. Ringing the pitchfork disrupted her powers and couldn’t do what he needed but could definitely help. As the days went by he started devising a plan and at the beginning of the third week he already had it laid out in his mind. Only for his plan to work, he’d need the help of his least favourite Salvatore brother, a very reluctant witch and pretty much everyone else in the Mystic Falls gang. Luckily for all of them – Cade was gone and they had found a way to get rid of Katherine and Sybil. But not before Kai had gotten to the siren and had successfully found out how to sneak into Seline’s mind.
   “You want us to what??!!“ exclaimed Damon. "Have you lost your mind?!”
   “It’s the only way.“
   “No. No, no, no. Did I mention?” laughed the vampire for a second. “No!”
Kai sighed, glancing at his shoes before catching a glimpse of a picture of Damon and Elena near by the fire place.  "I’ll wake up Elena.“
   “Oh sure.” stated Bonnie. “Cuz we haven’t heard that one before.”
   “Before the life of the person I – well, one of the people I love the most, wasn’t hanging in the balance.“ said Kai, taking a step towards Damon. "Bonnie will put a spell on the Armoury sealing us in with the siren so she can’t get out. Stephon will be safely tucked away with the pitchfork on the upper floor ringing it every 10 minutes –”
   “No. It’s too dangerous.“ protested Damon. "He is human! Vampire blood won’t heal him if something happens to him.”
   “Nothing will happen –“ said Kai raising his voice. "Imagine it was Elena. Damon, Seline mind controlled Y/N to kill herself. Do you have any idea how many nights I’ve saved her and how many of those were really close ones ? Y/N is your friend. Isn’t helping your friends like your motto or something ?”
   “We don’t have a motto.“ said Caroline.
   “Why should we trust you ?” pointed out Bonnie.  "You have crossed us before.“
   “Yes. I have.” stated Kai. “I also crossed Katherine not once but twice – warning you about her plan about trying to blow Mystic Falls right off the map and then tricking her into the tunnels where by the way we got rid of Sybil as well, after I crossed her too. Do you have any idea how hard it is to cross a psychic?! Only reason Sybil agreed to tell me how to sneak into Seline’s mind was because she hates her adoptive weird cannibal sister as much as you all apparently hate me.”
   “Ahh, you are right. We do hate you –“
   “Not the point, Bon Bon.” said Kai, wiping his face. “Point is – I’ve helped you get rid of two of your largest problems. Quite permanently, if I might add. I promise to get Elena back too, for real this time. I do. I just – I can’t watch Y/N like this anymore. The other day when I came home she was curled up in a ball on the couch, crying because of how awful she feels everyone has to take a break from their own life and and ‘babysit’ her as if she were a child. You can’t even imagine how scared she is to go to sleep every night not knowing if she’d wake up and see Peter ever again.”
   “We love her, that’s why we do what we do.“ stated Caroline.
   “Yeah. I know.” pointed out Kai. “Why do you think I am doing what I am doing?! I love her ! I love her more than I have ever loved anyone in my life. Please ? If not for me me at least do it for Peter. He can’t lose his mother.”
Kai glanced at everyone sitting in the Salvatore’s living room looking for support. A second or an hour passed, he wasn’t sure, before Caroline broke the silence.
   “Whats the plan?“
   “Caroline !”
   “I hate to say it —“
   “Don’t say what you think you are going to say.” groaned Damon.
   “– we have to help him.“ said Caroline. "I remember what I went through when… when my mom died. We can’t let that happen to Peter. But Stefan stays out of your insane plan. I’ll go in his place and ring the pitchfork. I can listen in on whats happening all around the Armoury and –”
   “Care –“ started Stefan but almost immediately gave up knowing there was no arguing with his wife. Damon glanced between everyone in the room, gulping his bourbon at once, before finally looking at Kai, who looked more hopeful than ever, and sighed.
   “Fine, when do we do this?”
   “Tomorrow.“ said Kai.

That night Kai spent by Y/N’s side without taking his eyes away from her for a second. Almost until sunrise nothing happened and he started to think maybe by some miracle that night nothing will happen. Then without any warning signs Y/N pushed her blanket off her, got up from the bed and headed towards the stairs topping right over the railing. Instinctively Kai ran catching her right on time before she had smacked herself onto the floor.
   “Hi.” he grinned at her. “Nice of you to drop by.”
Y/N looked around, not remembering how she had ended up out of bed and in his hands. “That’s not funny.”
   “I know.“ he sighed. Y/N hooked her hands around his neck, both of them gazing into the other’s eyes. It was as if sparks of electricity floated between them and he felt the desire to kiss her stronger than ever. Slowly he leaned in, noticing how her eyes kept darting between his eyes and his lips but stopped himself. Kai cleared his throat. "Oh-kay. Let’s get you back to bed.”
   “What are we going to do ?“ she asked just as Kai walked into her bedroom. "This can’t keep happening –”
   “It won’t.“ he let her down on the bed. "I have a plan.”
   "What plan?“
   “Don’t worry about it, cupcake.” he gently brushed his palm against her cheek, kissing her forehead before sitting on the bed next to her. “I’ll take care of it. I promise. This nightmare ends today, one way or another.”
   “If something happens to you, I –“ she started, gazing into his smoky blue eyes.
During the past few weeks Kai had become her knight in shining armour saving her countless times. He was so caring towards her and Peter, something inside her stirred and every minute they spent together it kept stirring. But there was something else too – the past few nights her dreams were becoming clearer and clearer, giving her flashes of memories they had shared together. At least that’s what she thought those images were, as if the longer they were together the more whatever Seline had done to her was going away. Only it was such a slow process, at this rate, she’d succeed in her night activities before the memories returned.
Kai tilted his head slightly looking at her with curious eyes. "You what ?”
   “N-nothing.“ she smiled shyly, moving closer to Kai. He wrapped his arms around her and both of them laid on the bed, snuggling together. Y/N placed her head over his heart listening to his heartbeat while lightly playing with his shirt. "I’ll never survive losing you.” she said quietly.
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MASTERLIST - SMUT
MASTERLIST - FLUFF
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NOTE : I don’t know how this happened, but at the moment this is the only story that flows easily while I write. I intended on ending it in this chapter, but somehow I got myself into writing another one (which will quite possibly be the last one). I hope you enjoy reading this story, because it became dear to me in a way I can’t even explain. 

anonymous asked:

I love sleeping Dean, like... I'm not the only one, there's no way. He's just so peaceful and adorable I almost wanna cry. But I can't decide which I like better... sleeping Dean, or winking Dean. They're both murderous assholes, it just kills me.

Dude, if you want gifs, just ask…

Let us take a look at each … so that we can, ya know, come to a scientific conclusion as to which is better. 

Sleepy Dean: 

Winky Dean:

Sleeping:

Winking:

I think you get the point, but let’s just take another look to be sure. 

And my personal favorites:

In conclusion… The best Dean is, in fact, Dean. Winking or Sleeping is just fine by me. ;)

Gummi Bears

AN: Hey! I felt bad for being so pissed off when I posted ’The Winning Team’ so have this absolute sweetness i wrote in like half a day

Summary: Bucky is a THIEF!!


“Steve!” You yelled as you looked through the freezer for your candy. 

 “What?” He asked back at you from the couch in his room. He was watching a movie with Bucky and you yelling was distracting them both from the well choreographed fight scene on Steve’s TV screen. 

 “Where the hell are my Gummi Bears?!” You put them in the freezer as soon as you got home so they could be nice and cold by the time you were ready to lay in bed and watch your favorite TV show. But they were fucking gone! 

 “How in the world would I know where your candy is?! Does that even sound a little logical to you?!” 

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Dating Clint Barton would include


⦁ You had just moved to a rural New York for college, you thought being away from the city a bit would help you focus
⦁ Your neighbor saw you carrying boxes twice your size and offered to help. When the boxes were in the house, you thanked him, he laughed and said, “no problem princess. my name is Clint.”
⦁ You quickly found out about his hearing impairment, and as soon as you left you went to the local bookstore and bought books to help you learn sign language.
⦁ He spent a lot of time at your house helping you fix it up.  You felt bad about him doing so much, but he said it kept him feeling sane.
⦁ You quickly became friends with tons of flirting
⦁ “If i fix the heating, i get to take you out to dinner.”
⦁ Heating? Fixed. Dinner? Amazing.
⦁ Your first kiss was in your backyard while the two of you were trying to build a picnic table
⦁ He would stay at your house one night a week
⦁ Barton liked to sit with you while you did your homework
⦁ You noticed sometimes he would be gone for days. when you confronted him about it, scared he was cheating on you, he told you about his day job.
⦁ Being close to Natasha
⦁ Being called princess unless its serious (but even then he would sometimes call you princess)
⦁ You were the only sense of normal in his life
⦁ Slow kisses
⦁ Him almost crying when you showed him how much asl you had learned
⦁ Sleeping in one of his T-shirts
⦁ Your parents adore him
⦁ Clint cooks when he gets stressed, but he loves to surprise you with breakfast in bed
⦁ You loved listening to him talk about his childhood
⦁ He is so insecure about the almost 25 year age difference, he is so sure you would leave him for a college kid
⦁ “If i wasn’t so proud of my princess for trying to become a lawyer I would insist you quit school because I miss you sooo much.”
⦁ Dates with Natasha totally being a third wheel because why not
⦁ Clint and you deciding your first time together should be when you get married, he was more traditional when it came to relationships
⦁ Slow dancing to old songs
⦁ Planning a future that involved kids and a large farm house with a garden
⦁ Deep conversations on the porch swing on the back porch at two in the morning in summer
⦁ He decided to sell his house and move in with you after a year
⦁ Horrible, awful, painful jokes that you absolutely love
⦁ So much Taylor Swift
⦁ Teaching you archery
⦁ “Natasha go home, you’ve been here for seven hours, im ready for bed.”
⦁ Him introducing you to Pietro and Wanda and then immediately asking if they could stay with you for a few weeks.
⦁ Okay so you basically end up adopting two kids who are five years younger than you, but you just adore them.
⦁ “Clint Barton I wanna marry you.” “Just give me a date princess. I am more than ready”

anonymous asked:

U SHOULD TOTALLY SHARE UR HEADCANONS W THE REST OF THE WORLD

You ask and you shall receive.

Based on this video

Please, if you like this and want to write it for me, PLEASE DO!

  • Stiles is 22 years old when he needs to get his wisdom tooth out
  • It’s not a secret to nobody that he hates dentist for the life of him so he pretends nothing is wrong with his mouth so no one aka Lydia will make him take his tooth out
  •  It literally takes Lydia a full week to get him to get in her car and drive him to the dentist
    • Of course, she doesn’t tell him she’s taking him to the dentist. She says there’s something wrong in BH and, because it’s Beacon fucking Hills, he doesn’t blink an eye before getting in.
  • Stiles absolutely appalled that 1) she lied to him 2) his dad was in it and actually came up with the plan
  • But he’s already there and there’s no way in hell Lydia or his father will let him go home, so he, reluctantly, gets in to see his childhood dentist - who, if he was being completely honest, had no business to treat him, being the main reason he hates dentists in general.
  • After taking his sedation and having Lydia assure him he wouldn’t die in that table today at least four times (”Stiles, the only way you’ll die today is if you don’t shut up and get this over with”), the procedure goes smoothly
  • And then he wakes up
  • Lydia’s biggest regret is that she doesn’t film when he comes out of the anesthetic. 
  • It takes him a while to open his eyes and look around the room, wide eyed, taking everything in slowly.
    • “Whaaa… Where am I?”
      “Hey… You’re at the dentist..” She says, looking away from her book. “How are you feeling?”
  • Stiles looks at her and he freezes. It takes at least 30 seconds of him staring at her, mouth wide open, with the most shocked face ever.
    • He blinks and whispers to her “Are you an angel? Am I dead?”
      “No, you’re not dead. You’re at the dentist.”
      “Oh my god, why? Is it serious? Am I going to die?”
      “Stiles, you’re fine. You just took your wisdom tooth out. You’ll be okay.”
      “So you’re not here to take me to heaven? I’m not gonna die?” He looks around and sees Sheriff talking on the phone right outside his door. “Oh my god, am I going to jail? Did I murder someone?”
      “No, that’s your dad.” His eyes widened and he smiles brightly.
      “My dad????? Oh my God, I have a dad????? HI DAD!”
  • And he starts to wave at him desperately. The Sheriff looks at him and smiles, waving back. Stiles then looks back at her and Lydia is trying so hard to not laugh.
    • “That’s my dad right there! What else do I have?”
      “You also have a best friend” Stiles is so surprised and his eyes are watering and Lydia wishes so badly that Scott could see this. “His name is Scott.”
      “A best friend? I always wanted one for myself! Wow, and what else?”
      “You have a girlfriend.” He’s listening close, watching her mouth like there was nothing more precious than hearing her talk. “Me.”
  • This time, Stiles is basically crying. His mouth is wide open and his eyes are almost popping out of his face. 
    • What??? You’re my girlfriend? How???? You’re so pretty!” He doesn’t give her a chance for her to answer, grabbing her hand. “Did we kissed?” He whispers.
      “Yes, a lot of times.” Stiles’ smile is so big and he can’t contain his excitement, which is the most adorable thing in the world, in Lydia’s opinion. 
      “You kissed me? Wow!” He looks around the room again, just amazed, and then his eyes are back on her. “Why?”
      Lydia smiles softly, “Because I love you.”
  • And Stiles is a goner. He starts to cry and keeps repeating that he’s dating an angel and he can’t believe an angel loves him, but he’s also smiling and laughing because he’s so high

Like, this may be so OOC but who cares? This made my day when I thought about it.

BEING PREGNANT WITH PETER MAXIMOFF’S BABY WOULD INCLUDE...

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  • Peter loves to put his hands on your stomach everyday
  • Even when you were only weeks pregnant he would put his hands on your stomach just to feel you growing
  • Once you started showing he completely fangirled
  • That’s when the baby talk started
  • “Who’s my cute wittle baby? Is you? Yes it’s you my sweet wittle twinky?”
  • “You’re making me hungry”
  • Speaking of hungry you had sooo many cravings
  • Peter happily provided you with everything you desired
  • Even if it was at 4 in the morning
  • “Peter…peter wake up”
  • “What?”
  • “I really want some chicken nuggets”
  • “Please don’t make me get up”
  • He got up anyway because he loves you
  • So he drove to McDonald’s at 4 in the morning, got your chicken nuggets and sat with you at the dinner table while you rambled about whatever
  • He was half asleep for most of it
  • “Isn’t so sad that Pluto is so small?”
  • “Mhmm”
  • “I can relate to Pluto so much. Look at me! I’m so small! And look at you! You’re like Jupiter compared to me!”
  • “Mhmm”
  • Then you started crying and he woke up instantly
  • “What’s wrong? Do you feel sick? Is it the baby?”
  • “No! I’m just so sad that you’re taller than me! Why are you so tall? ”
  • He didn’t know how to respond so he just held you while silently laughing
  • Your mood swings were too much for him to handle
  • One minute you were happily watching tv while eating and the next you were yelling at him because he was breathing too loud
  • “STOP BREATHING LOUD”
  • “I’M TRYING”
  • “STOP YELLING AT ME”
  • You started crying
  • You also loved cats so much
  • You adopted 3 one time when you went to the market
  • You didn’t even get the food you were supposed to get
  • “Hey, you need help with the groceries?”
  • “No…”
  • “What did you do?”
  • “I brought cats!”
  • “What have I done”
  • So now you have 3 cats named Flash, Minnie, and Peanut
  • The cats adore you
  • They follow you everywhere around the house
  • They can sense that you’re pregnant so every time Peter tries to hug you they hiss at him because they think he’s hurting you
  • Peter attends all of your ultrasounds
  • When he first heard the heartbeat he almost cried  
  • And when you saw him almost crying you started crying
  • Then he actually started crying
  • It was a mess
  • He framed your first sonogram picture
  • He keeps one in his wallet to
  • When the baby first started kicking he was so amazed
  • He wouldn’t take his hands off of your stomach
  • When he can’t sleep at night he’ll put his hand on your stomach to relax himself and fall asleep
  • He also likes to put headphones on your stomach and play rock music so they can be like him
  • He plays AC/DC, Pink Floyd, The Clash, Guns n’ Roses, etc.
  • When he’s not looking you’ll change it to your mixtape of R&B or Hip-Hop
  • Peter also really likes to draw on your stomach
  • He uses crayola markers and draws what he thinks the baby will look like
  • He really wants a little boy so he’ll usually draw a baby with a little blue beanie
  • He’s surprising really good at drawing to
  • He’ll make a pillow and blanket nest so you can rest in while he draws and plays music
  • Most of the time you fall asleep
  • As I mentioned in my previous headcannons, Peter loves to take pictures of you, so he brings out his camera and takes pictures of you
  • Through your whole pregnancy he took pictures of your stomach and labeled them with how many weeks you were + the date
  • Peter also loves to read comic books to the baby
  • He has a whole box full of them
  • He reads at least one everyday
  • When you’re in your final weeks of pregnancy, Peter is jumping all over the place 
  • He’s both excited and nervous
  • And since you both decided to wait to find out the gender he’s freaking out over whether he’s going to have a baby boy or a baby girl
  • He would absolutely love to have a boy but if its a girl he would love her the same
  • Sport alert: you have a girl
  • When you finally get the labour pains, you were shopping for more baby clothes with Jubilee (gender neutral of course)
  • Since she’s like only 17 she starts to freak out and almost electrocutes you
  • Then she calls Peter to meet at the hospital
  • Jubilee nearly crashes the car 2 times but you make is safely to the hospital
  • She helps you register in, change into the hospital gown, calm your breathing,etc.
  • She was doing amazing with you and you were so grateful
  • Peter finally arrives and takes over but Jubilee still sticks around because you need the extra support
  • The rest of the X squad came over to
  • They took over the whole waiting room
  • Peter sayed with you the whole time but Jubilee would trade places with everyone else at some point
  • The Professor was even there
  • He even helped to ease your contractions so they weren’t so painful
  • He already knew you were having a girl but didn’t spoil the surprise for all of you
  • Fast forward nine long hours, you’re finally dilated enough to start pushing
  • Peter stays by your side the whole time holding your hand
  • You were kinda moody because of the long hours
  • “Push harder, you’re doing amazing!”
  • “Shut up or I’ll rip your face off! You did this to me!”
  • He just held your hand and stayed quiet after that
  • Everyone outside the room asked either the Professor or Jean to read your mind to know how it was going
  • They had a good laugh knowing you wanted to rip Peter’s head off
  • Minutes later small cries were heard and you completely melted
  • You were told it was a girl and then she was handed to you
  • You held her briefly and Peter watched with watery eyes
  • She was taken to get cleaned up and then handed to Peter
  • Minutes later everyone came in the room to welcome Victoria Maximoff to the family
  • Everyone held her at some point and opened her eyes but only for a few minutes
  • Peter took pictures of everyone holding Victoria to add to his collection
  • Soon everyone left to go back to the mansion
  • Peter laid with you in your bed with Victoria in your arms
  • When you started to doze off he took her from your arms and held her for a while
  • He watched her as she slept peacefully, occasionally making little noises and twitching
  • He started to think what he did to deserve such a perfect life
  • Next to him he has the love of his life, the person he would die for, and in his arms he held his whole life
  • He teared up once again knowing now he has two people who will love him unconditionally besides his mother and sister
  • He realises he has a whole new path to ride down but now, he has you and Victoria to help him along the way
  • There isn’t a single thing he wouldn’t do for the both of you
  • Whether it’s playing princess tea party with Victoria or buying tampon for you, he would do it
  • He was more than happy to have two beautiful girls in life 

Sorry this took so long!! I was buried in homework these past weeks plus moving so it was pretty crazy. Things are getting back on track soon, I promise! 

anonymous asked:

I loveeeeeed your guanlin ldr au so much asdfghjkl. Can I please request a daehwi one?

thanks for requesting!! 

this may not be up to par with gualin sorry fjndsfnsdf i have writers block atm so bear with me!!


- if he’s not facetiming you, he would be texting you or calling you constantly

- he may come off as clingy, but it’s only because he misses you a lot and he’s probably never been in a ldr before

- so even if he’s not there physically, he wants to at least hear about your day or whatever you were doing at the moment so it feels like he’s there you know?

- you know how people are scared of double texting?? daehwi isn’t like that nope

- he will double text, triple, even quadruple text you about his day like this boy does not care

- to other people, it can be annoying but to you, you don’t mind at all

- mainly because he sends you things that he thought was funny or asking you about your day hehe

- ‘’look at this view!! it’s super pretty~ but i wish you were here to see it with me :((“

- ‘’we bribed jaehwan hyung to buy us meat hehe i hope you’re eating well!! <3’’

- ‘’today, seonho appeared in our dorm and went straight to minhyun hyung and ignored guanlin. i’ve never seen someone looked so offended’’

- ‘’lets facetime later tonight?? i want to tell you what happened today!!”

- also the type to send you random selfies like during photo shoots or dance practices

- he would always send you some hehe

- ‘’look!! today we’re modeling innisfree masks!! aren’t i cute? ;)’’

- ‘’wahhh look how sweaty i am!! today we tried practicing to some songs that we learned from produce 101 and my legs are dying T.T’’

- sometimes the other boys would take daehwi’s phone and would send you random selfies hehe

- and sometimes, daehwi jumps on them to get it back

- aka you suddenly getting blurry photos of of daehwi and whoever decides to mess with him

- a mess i tell you

- oh!! you guys either call or facetime each other every night

- and its super fun!! like he shows you around the dorm and he lets you meet the members and its so cute jcnkjdfd

- you two like to eat together when on camera lol like if you would be having dinner, he would want to eat a small snack or something just so you wouldn’t have to eat alone

- and he would want to hear about your day and would give 101% attention to you

- if anyone tries to disturb him with his time with you, he would tell them to go away LOL because he knows his time would get limited with you and he wants to spend as much time with you as possible

- ‘’ah really? tell me more’’

- and he lowkey likes listening to you talk because he finds your voice so soothing that he could listen to your voice forever hehe

- when you ask him about his day, he likes to be a bit extra LOL

- mainly because he loves when he makes you laugh like its literal music to his ears

- so he would try his best to be overdramatic that even the rest of wanna one calls him dramatic lmfao

- sometimes, the conversation will die down and it would be that silence that isn’t awkward but almost comforting??

- and he’ll just gaze at you through the screen and sometimes it takes your breath away

- because the look he gives you - is absolute adoration and you lowkey almost want to cry at the sight of it

- and then he would just

- ‘’i love you, and i know im getting busier once we start our activities, but i want you to know that okay?~”

- and then he’ll just give you the brightest smile

- and you just

- deceased

- nfjdsknfkd f because?? how can someone be this pure and cute??? and he cares for you so much

- you could only say i love you back because you don’t know what to say except to protect this child

- wow ok anyways im getting carried away

- this poor child is the type to try and send you goodmorning or goodnight texts only to fail because the time difference is too much for him to handle LOL

- so he would call you before going to sleep because he ‘’wanted to hear your voice before he slept’’

- and its super cute because when daehwi is sleepy, sometimes he mumbles about the weirdest things and you almost dIE because your heart cant handle it wow

- but even if he is on the verge of knocking out, he still manages to say i love you

- such a cutie aaa

- and you guys hope to meet one day!! and daehwi is always managing to bring you up in the conversation so secretly, the rest of wanna one is hoping too hehe

anonymous asked:

I've always wondered if you just like Set a lot or if you're religious in some sense. I hope this isn't too personal and I'm not trying to be rude, just curious!

No worries! I am vaguely religious, yes. I call myself a casual practitioner because I do not know a ton about the history of Seth or other gods (at least not yet) though I do pray to them.

I was raised Christian but kind of had a falling out with the church, partially because I hated the way my family’s specific denomination treated gay people, partially because confirmation and communion were painfully forced on me, and partially due to mental illness that the church wanted to help but only really made worse.

I was convinced at one point that communion was spiritually poisoning me because I lied while taking it and only did so appease my family. Everything I prayed about only ever seemed to get worse. It was almost like God was telling me to fuck off, honestly.

So I gave up and was adrift for a bit. I still felt like there was such a thing as God, but he felt distant and impersonal, a far cry from the adoration my Christian peers kept talking about. I never had “a relationship with God.”

Then I got sucked back into my love of ancient art a couple years after my art degree was finished. At the time I liked the idea of chaos magic, as it felt like a more simple and direct form of prayer, so I started my art phase with the Egyptian chaos god.

I did a little reading to make the drawings more accurate and interesting and quickly got sucked into the stories. Not just the ones about Set, either. Then something fun started happening.

I started having dreams about them. Set specifically came to me in a dream first. He came out of the sun and met me in a red desert and handed me a broken pair of bird wings. The idea in the dream was, if I could repair the wings, they would be able to fly again. It was a barren desert, so materials were scarce, but somehow I managed to patch them up to a scruffy but serviceable finish. I remember him holding the wings up to the sun to let the light shine through, looking for hidden defects.

So I started praying again, but to a new kind of gods. Anubis was also there at first, and in many ways I think I can see his influence from when I was very young and didn’t realize it till I looked back from a new perspective. This time though I felt like my prayers were actually being heard. Instead of a very fake feeling communion I could make and eat a dinner dedicated to the gods on my own terms. I felt that personal relationship with God that I never did before.

So while I’m very casual and occasionally irreverent about my spiritual beliefs, I do owe a lot to Set. I feel he helped me finally get right with God. I’m much happier from having these gods in my life, and enriched by the community that came with it.

Sorry to ramble lol.