I am kind of-ish triggered because my friends mentioned my birthday and idk wow so much of my life has gone by and so many things I haven’t done and can’t do in the near future either and it’s just sad
My Hope (ALLAH)
My Lord. i seek your Forgiveness
My hands have spread for your Light.
I have pulled out the secrets of my Heart
And i have come to show my grief
I complain to You of my Heart Being Twisted
By a way (I.E. my life) that’s full of cruelties.
I started with it But ..
I don’t know how it shall End.
I don’t know of my hopelessness on this Day
Nor do i know whether i am Guided
I Don’t Even know my night or my Day.
Nor Do I invoked any one Along with Oh My Lord.
YOU ARE MY HOPE
OH Lord! My morning is shackled up in my evening
Place your light in my heart.
I am thirsty for guidance
I don’t know from which waterspout [I.E. HOW]
Can i water my strength?
[i.e to fine guidance]
And the Beach has not enough water
[i.e no strength at the EDGE of my life]
To Extinguish the blaze in my Heart.
[i.e to comfort my worry]
I ask of your mercy, MY Lord .
I and my small Boat,
Alongside my sins
Are in tidal waves where no light can reach
They are being dried up to nothing but ..
I still Quietly have hope of your Mercy.
You Are My Hope (ALLAH)