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i actually got up today and i did my hair properly and i put on clean clothing instead of wearing what i had been the last week and i went down the street and i got a new video game and looked in the cinemas and got the shopping and every cashier i went near called me sir and i didnt feel bad or anxious or scared at all and ive been helping to clean up and ive been watching shows with my mum and i havent lost my temper and my speech has been ok and i have only cried once and i came out to my mum and i havent felt miserable or sucicidal or shit at all and all of that is going to be gone as soon as i set foot in my dad’s car tomorrow it’ll all be lost and irrelivent and im going to go back to wanting to die every night and i willbbe miserbale

I’m fucking laughing though, everyone’s breaking their dicks over Davepetasprite when THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY’RE GONNA BE LIKE. HOLY FUCK DUDE. “IT’S JUST A FURRY, EW, RIP HOMOSUCK IT’S ALL GONE TO SHIT, FUCK U HUSSIE SUCK MY ASS” oh my fucking god. THIS IS HOMESTUCK. YOU SHOULD BE EXPECTING THIS. YOU SHOULD BE EXPECTING FUCKED UP SHIT LIKE THIS HAPPENING, OKAY, STOP WHINING LIKE A FUCKIN’ FIVE YEAR OLD OVER A CHARACTER THAT WAS INTRODUCED LIKE TEN MINUTES AGO

Binx Waters is a born and bred eccentric with an unsuccessful blog, a sexually-charged best mate named Archie, and an ever-growing hit list. And, according to her, it’s all gone to shit. But the only thing stopping her from burning down the entire University of Bristol is Adonis, himself: Zayn Malik.

She’s nothing if not determined in everything that she chases—and Binx will run the London Marathon for Zayn if that’s what it takes.

That is, if pretentious Duke of Pricks Harry Styles, his awful taste in music, and pretty much every other bloody force in the universe decides to give her a break anytime soon.
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A UNI AU about running out of options, the shit refectory food, faking what you know all too well, elevator conversations, and one too many pineapple mimosas.

CHAPTER ONE IS UP ON 1DFF HERE!

from growin up in the north, goin to school downtown, living in the east, riding round paintin in the west, my city got my heart. they can say whatever , but I know where im from, what I seen, and real ones stuck round. City on my back like a jersey, this wave bigger than all of us. Fuck around drown, we gone bring this town shit back.

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I never got it right,
That’s how this breaks down
I never see things through,
I always carry the weight for you, for you.

And now I hesitate
With every step I take
I fear my back might break
If I don’t leave today

Always trying to please everyone that I met
And I ended up losing it all

But all that shit is gone
La la la la
All that shit is gone
La la la la

I guess I felt abused,
Is that something you choose?
In a cheap disguise,
I did everything for you

Always trying to please everyone that I met
And I ended up losing it all

But all that shit is gone

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Carolina Liar- All That Shit Is Gone

This is the anthem to my sad days..

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Carolina Liar - All that shit is gone

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ELLA.MASAR.

Ok so obviously we all love Ella. I mean, look at her, physically its all perfection. I meannnnnn, when she takes of her shirt at the end *swoons*. But this video is about so much more than that. Ella has shown us what it is to grow as a person. She is inspiring by being so open, so raw, so humble, and most of all so loving. She loves her family. Even after all the shit she’s gone through she lovingly talks about her mom and her dad with well deserved happiness and pride. Of course, like we all know, she loves Erin. But the message behind it all is that love always wins, and love is always the way. She has chosen the right path of christianity (in my opinion), one that does not judge and puts love and honesty as its basis. Ella has taught us about forgiveness and how it is useless to be defensive and be constantly mad at people that don’t share your views. In my opinion, this video alone has taught me more about life than any amount of sermons or speeches I’ve received. 

It’s so important that everybody watches this video as a life lesson and guidance, if not to fangirl and stare at that perfection of a human. Thank you so much balvarado for doing this piece, as it is both inspirational and refreshing to see someone that lives life with that much love and sincerity.

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