I’d love to do an event but I’ve got a big week ahead of me (everything is due next week and I still haven’t started one of my assignments) bUT if you guys want to send in art, edits, headcannons, whatever you desire, feel free to submit, i guess
Blacklist: 3k celebrations if you don’t want to see non quotes I guess
I’ve given up trying to fool myself into thinking that my blog is about anything other than B.A.P at this point. Like, it still says music in general. I still very occasionally reblog something else. But yeah….no it is a B.A.P blog everyone.
I want to write for Levi Ackerman, but I also don’t, because I just love his character so much. I feel like I’ll get his character completely wrong and it’ll be totally misinterpreted. But at the same time I want to because I feel like a lot of people see Levi as someone different from who he is.
Levi Ackerman is a clean freak, but I feel like it is not because he hates dirt or because he picks at whatever he can, but I feel like he’s a clean freak because it is the only thing that Levi has control over. Levi doesn’t have control over much. He tries to have control over how he feels, the way he sees things, the way he reacts to things, but even that doesn’t work out the way he wants it to. But I’ll get to that later. Levi scrubs those floors until they’re sparking, sweeps his heart out, and dusts those cabinets because if he’s able to control his own environment than that allows him comfort. He watched as his mother would do her best to keep her son clean, having them scrounging up whatever soapy water they could fine to keep the bacteria away, also whilst trying to ensure his happiness. That was not able to be fulfilled. But if he could keep clean, then things would be alright. If he could get rid of the mud on his clothes and his environment tidy, then it didn’t matter if he had no choice whether his comrades would survive or not, as long as he had control over that one element. He disassociated himself so much that was all he knew to do in those tough situations Levi’s consistently putting himself through.
Levi is not some unemotional, nagging, tough guy with stoic actions that the fandom interprets him to be. He’s without a doubt, more or less “tough”, but not the way everyone thinks. We know that one scene where Levi grips Hange’s hair and makes a fool of her (yes, in good light, I know that) in a very blunt manner, but why are we so quick to forget that Levi put both him and the squad at risk when he gave that (in some ways philosophical) speech to Eren. He went on to offer some good advice, in a calm and easy going manner while the rest of them freaked. Levi can be so brash and harsh at times, because it is the only way he knows how to be. If he can allow himself distance from other people, then he thinks of it as a good thing. Not because he’s anti social. Because he’s lost so much. He doesn’t want to go through all the pain and agony of losing someone else, and if he can control that factor, then he’s happy. But as we see as the series progresses he can’t even have control over that.
He is so good at advice. Why do we always gloss over this aspect of who he is? He’s not someone who’s unwilling to help. Sure, he’ll be blunt and tell you to your face if your problem is completely stupid and all your fault, but if he knows what you’re going through/dealing with is serious, he’s actually willing to help. He is an adult. He knows how to handle these things. And Levi knows the extent that his comrades go through, so why would he be selfish enough to keep his intent on helping back? He wouldn’t. We’ve seen this in both the manga and the anime, but everyone forgets that. Why.
Levi’s comments are funny, and for some people, very relatable. But just because Levi doesn’t cry like Armin or get into angry tangents like Eren, or devote all his time into protecting someone like Mikasa, doesn’t mean that he is antisocial, or without emotions, or a selfish man. Levi cares so much but it is always glossed over by simple humorous banter or comments he makes, that people seems to forget that it is not who he is as a person.
I’m probably reading Levi wrong, but the more I think about it the more I want to write about it. Sorry about this drabble. Let me know if you think I should write for him?
Special thanks to all those who have left such lovely comments and
likes. I really am overwhelmed. This is the longest story I’ve every
written so thanks for sticking with me. Hope you enjoy this chapter as
well :) Time for Sara and Nyssa’s wedding!!
Due to the lack of Chen on all our dashes I am back with another 'challenge' for our lovely standom. Name a random thing you love about our Chenny which is not commonly mentioned. Can be a body part, a personality trait, a quote or whatever that comes to your mind. We all love his voice and his kindness, but there's so much more to love. Send this to your favorite Jongdae stans & let's keep spreading our love and admiration for our cute talented boy 💓
and @chenbaekery !! thank you for the ask. ive been taking way too long to answer this. its just that i have so much to say about jongdae i cant pick one! ><
idk about yall but i think jongdae and his beatbox really need to make a comeback like
this smol bean actually knows how to beatbox
kris is so damn embarrassing o lov him XD
chenyeol actually saved us twice never forget this!