i want to feel loved. i want to feel like im all you think about. like im the priority. like you stand by me and stand up for me to be with me. i forget what it feels like to make love to you, its become quickies and little fun times to relieve you. im not a mother or a babysitter im tired of having to beg for time with you. im tired of feeling like a bother. if you love someone you show them affection all the time. i give so much that you assume it everytime you dont even notice. you insult me to overpower yourself but all you do is look like a fool. im tired im really tired i try to look sexy because i feel like you dont even find me pretty. i could only think your cheating because you havent shown me love in weeks. its not fair that i go at your beckon call. im being pushed away when is it going to be about me.