all the pretty things that we could be

Coming Out As Genderfluid- Evan Preferences

Tate- Tate would find it too be pretty interesting. As we all know Tate doesn’t like normal average things and would love that you were being yourself. He’d always compliment you on your appearance, even if other people seem to dislike it. As far as your actual relationship went, I don’t think it would change anything Tate would still cuddle with you any moment he could and spend the rest of the day ranting to you about society.

Kit- Kit would think it is kind of odd (I’m taking the time period into consideration). He really wouldn’t know how to respond to it first. He would probably distance himself for a week or so and think things over. He would realize that no matter what you love him and you’re the person he wants to be with. Gender doesn’t matter as you love each other and he can keep you safe and protected.

Pre-death Kyle- Kyle would be pretty accepting of it. He loves you and that’s what matters. I think he would love seeing you in all types of clothing. He would always make sure he called you either hot or cute. Kyle would love to make you blush and he knew to do it all he had to do would be give you kisses and call your beautiful or handsome.

Post-death Kyle- At this point, Kyle wouldn’t care what gender you are as long as you were there for him. He would probably hug you and thank you for telling him how you truly feel. He would never want you to feel unwelcome or disliked by him.

Jimmy- It would surprise Jimmy a little bit (similar to Kit). With as many strange or different things he sees everyday it wouldn’t really bother him much. He just wanted you to be with him. He would treat you exactly the same, if not better for telling him how you truly feel. You’re one of the few people that he trusted completely and he was on of the few people you trusted completely.

James- James would find it to be completely unorthodox (also based some on time period). “Darling, we can get past this,” he would constantly tell you anytime you talked about it. You knew he still loved you and find you just as precious to him, he just isn’t a normal thing to him. He would always tell you that you are the most gorgeous creature to him and no matter how you felt gender wise you always would be.

Rory- “That’s cool,” would probably one of the few things Rory said about it. In this day and age things like this were becoming more common and Rory didn’t have problem with it. He would probably find it kind of cute and would want share some of his clothing with you.

Edward- Edward would find it slightly alarming, but it wouldn’t really bother him. He just wanted companionship from you. Your gender wanted matter much, but he would prefer it when you were more masculine.  

anonymous asked:

One of the thing that bothers me most about ToG series is that it has a potential to be something better than whatever it is right now. In the hand of a good and thoughtful writer, we can have strong WoCs (and PoC in general), good LGBT representations, good representation for people with disability and mental illness, meaningful realistic relationships (all types, not just romantic), and an enjoyable epic fantasy book. Instead, we get a Shitty Shades of Fae Porn we don't need in our lives.

The idea of T0G would actually be pretty good in the hands of a competent writer. She could’ve written the story of an assassin (not a lost princess) in T0G because without reading the book the plot actually sounds good and then explored the fae in AC0TAR, in a more original and less toxic way. Not to mention she has a ton of opportunities to add diverse character in both series, but she decides not to. Good ideas, bad execution. Conclusion: wasted potential.

anonymous asked:

That's understandable, I hadn't thought of it that way. I'm one year off finishing my BA, so I spent a while today researching grad schools 😊 what ideas do you have about going back? Care to share?


maybe this is stupid, because I dunno just how much good I’d ever do with all of my issues and baggage and everything, but i thought maybe i could try and find something with kids dealing with… things like what I dealt with. just, I’m sure there’s some sort of a need for doctors in that sort of work. and it doesn’t really matter if I get paid, since we’re pretty financially secure…

I dunno. it’s just a thought I had, maybe it’s not realistic

anyway I don’t even know if I’m ready to work again yet

anonymous asked:

So Wingdin, I heard that Bitter hurt you? What happened there? He didn't seem to want to talk about it that much.

W-Well…it was a bit ago, when it happened to be honest. I understand if Bitterkins is not wanting to speak about it; it was pretty uh…nasty? When it happen.

He was lashing out at all of us, as if we were going to hurt him! I used my strings, the thickest ones from my spine; to restrain him as carefully as I could. I, eh, did not want to be crushing him of course…then I wrapped my arms around him, I was wearing just a nightgown with no sleeves…

Next thing I am knowing, he bit down onto my arm! He…actually managed to dig into the surface of it too. I um…began to bleed…when I cried out in my native tongue it seemed to snap him out of it. By that time, Cupcake had gotten Edge, and Edge took him from me to help him. Cupcake then helped patch my arm up. 

We all know that Hoth was a simmering mess of hormones and stress and I would pay good money for a soap opera about them. Here are some things which Definitely Happened: 

  • There’s a betting pool going on who takes Luke’s virginity. The favourites are Han and Leia, but Wedge Antilles has pretty good odds, and there’s a small contingent of aliens who are convinced it will be Chewie (after all, who could resist that Wookie musk? Headcanon: most alien races consider humans soft and gross. Most alien races find Wookies absurdly attractive. Han Solo isn’t the ladykiller; Chewie is.)
  • Leia and Han scream at each other in every corner of the base. Everyone is desperate for them to fuck. They do not. The sexual tension is so thick that it could be cut into blocks and sold as wall insulation. More than once they are ‘accidentally’ locked in a supply cupboard in the vain hope that claustrophobia will act as the catalyst that enables their frustration to spark into true love – or at least nasty raunchy cupboard sex. It does not. All that happens is that the offender has legally changed their name to escape the Wrath of Organa. 
  • Someone paints a shirtless Han Solo on their X Wing. Leia is furious. Han is delighted: both at the highly flattering portrait (he has an eight-pack, he is shredded) and at Leia’s fury (you’re jealous princess/no I am not/you’re jealous, hey I can pose like that for you if you –). Hoth’s winter had nothing on the chilly silence that followed that suggestion. 
  • Luke and Leia both have very graphic dreams about Han Solo. Han Solo has very graphic dreams about the twins –  individually, together, he’s thirty fucking years old, why is his brain doing this to him.(Later on they will, individually, realise that due to Luke and Leia’s Force-bond they probably created a circle of Han Solo Sex Dreams: Leia had them, so Luke sensed her lust for Han which intensified his own lust for Han, which led to Luke having Han Solo sex dreams, which led to Leia lusting – and so on, and so on. For the sake of their sanity, they never share this revelation which each other.)
  • Luke is SO COLD. All the time. WHY DOES NO ONE APPRECIATE HOW COLD HE IS. He comes from a desert world. Of course he’s cold! What is all this white stuff? It was pretty for the first fve seconds but holy fucking Force it is so cold it burns and what the hell is going on with that? He bundles himself up in so many layers that he waddles rather than walks. Fearsome Last of the Jedi indeed.
  • Luke tapes a knife to a cleaning droid (disc-shaped things that swish around the base, sucking up dirt) and names it Stabby. Why, says Leia. Luke, the boy from Tatooine, shining and happy despite everything says why not. Why not indeed. Stabby is very fond of chasing Han. Han wants desperately to shoot the fucking thing– but then he sees big-eyed Luke and sharp-toothed Leia cooing over it and, well. A little bit of light stabbing is nothing, compared to those two smiling. 

physics in the 17th century: pretty neat how feathers and lead cannonballs fall to earth at the same speeds, right?

physics in the 19th century: we’re all made of atoms

physics in the 20th century: remember time? one of the things that literally defines the universe as we know it? it can go faster if you’re around something really fucking big. sorry if that disturbs you, would you like to come take a nice bath in the radium water?

physics in the 21st century: literally everything is just a disruption of quantum fields. mater is just fucked up energy. the force field that creates mass could just permanently changed out of nowhere and it would create an ever-expanding bubble that physically annihilates the rules of the universe as we know them. let’s smash the fundamental particles of the universe together at 75% of the speed of light underground in switzerland and see what happens.


/APPARENTLY/ we could be seeing spideys underarm webbing in the new movie!! Fancy suit upgrades! 

kinda like really super fucked up that its 2017, 72 years after the end of the Second World War, and we’re literally having to create anti-nazi messages to combat the resurgence of fascist propoganda, and also it’s really super fucked up that even with context like the Second World War, i actually have to read with my own two eyes, people in 2017 saying that punching a nazi in the face makes you no better than a nazi

Hit the Diamond

The way that this episode had not only things I wished, but things I thought that would be pretty unlikely to happen makes it hard to believe that I’m not dreaming, somehow. At the beginning of this year I made a fancomic with lots of Rubies and had such a great time just by playing with the idea… I could never imagine that we would have such an anime-istic episode WITH THAT MANY RUBIES. AND SO MANY RUPPHIRE MOMENTS. The jokes were amazing, all other characters were just as incredible, DAMN. I’m so happy! 

Why is it that Sebastian Stan looks like he could be any number of humanoid supernatural creatures?

Reveals he’s actually some sort of vampire:  Yeah, I think we’ve all had our suspicions there at one point or another.

Every full moon he turns into a werewolf:  At the risk of sounding like a furry, but I best he’s probably a pretty damn hot werewolf and works the whole tortured soul thing.

A mermaid magically able to walk on dry land until he hits the waters he was born in (So, like, Romania):  Not surprised.  He is an ethereal being when bone-dry, wet can only intensify that.

A wizard/warlock:  Uh, pretty sure we all know he’s a magical kinda guy.

Literal angel from heaven:  We’ve been saying that for years!

i mean viktor was right there watching yuuri buy the rings. yuuri could have literally just handed it over. instead he dragged viktor outside and all the way over to the steps of a fucking cathedral where he could take off his glove and put the damn thing on himself. 

meanwhile viktor either already has a ring on him or has one of the ones yuuri bought (where are we on this debate?), instead of yuuri just putting on his own ring viktor then returns the ringing favor like this is 10000000% clearly a Romantic Gesture 

yuuri’s blushing at the ears and going “it’s a good luck charm!! a thank you gift!!!” trying so hard to assure himself that it’s Not A Big Deal when really he has ZERO CHILL AT ALL and thankfully neither does viktor who just calls it what it is

Context: I DM for a small group. Most of us are pretty new to DnD, so we have a unique set of house rules including alternate ability scores, so the process of deciding which modifier to use isn’t always straightforward. Our orc fighter is having a very awkward date with a local human NPC.

Fighter (OOC): Okay so I want to romance her.
DM: Alright.
Fighter: Uhm.. what do I do?
DM: Well you could talk to her… or you could make a roll for it if you prefer I guess?
Fighter: What kind of roll would that be?
DM: Depends what you mean by “romance”. Do you want to sleep with her.. that would be intelligence (for persuasion) usually.
Fighter: Yeah I want to roll but my intelligence is only one.
DM: Uhm…
Fighter: I have a really high intimidation factor that should convince her! What would that be, a strength roll if I want to intimidate her?
DM: Thats… you want to use intimidation to… “romance” her?
Fighter: Well…
DM: That’s… that’s rape.
Fighter: No… yeah. No. I don’t want to do that.

the raid

Originally posted by giffing-lazuli

so i was gonna make a quick post about bismuth’s brief appearance in same old world. i thought the purpose of that scene was to show what could have been the consequences of the breaking point, since we see bismuth assault lapis. the conclusion is obvious: if rose had approved, and bismuth had used the breaking point back then… lapis would have been shattered. 

it was a pretty straightforward, albeit sad post… but then, i noticed more things about this scene. and it got long. 

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victuuri + yuri plisetsky parent au thing

ok me and maddie quickly came up with a bunch of scenarios involving victor and yuri being yuri plisetsky’s parents?? we got pretty excited with it and came up with a lot and its all under the cut!!

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i have this friend who i dont really talk to much everyday besides a hello and a smile and occasional conversations but every time i’m sad i text him and ask him to tell me something good and he always responds right away, no matter what time, with the purest, simple things like, “today i was thankful for my cat because we cuddled for an hour.” or “i saw the prettiest flowers.” and it’s just really sweet and he told me every day to look for the pretty things, the good things, things that make me happy and to write them down and read them every night so i could be reminded of the good around me. and i just think that that is so important and he reminded me of all the good things life has and he is so absolutely right and just too precious for earth.

I love how Viktor and Yuuri compliment each other and act as foils of each other. I kinda spoke about this in my case for submissive Viktor and dominant Yuuri, but this is more my interpretation of the emotional side of their relationship? Anyways! (Link is nsfw, btw.)

The first time we see Viktor and Yuuri interact, Viktor is played off as this flirtatious, suave sex god, and don’t get me wrong, that boy is smooth as silk, he knows he’s pretty and clearly knows how to work his attractiveness. Meanwhile Yuuri is presented to us right away as a shy, soft boy who is easily flustered, and again, he is all of those things. What interests me is what we learn about the two of them as the show moves on. 

In the first episode or two, I was lead to believe that Viktor could be a slick playboy type character, the handsome suitor from Yuuri’s “eros” story. But as the show progresses, it becomes more and more clear that Viktor is honestly… just… a big romantic softie? Like, he fell head over heels for Yuuri that night at the banquet, so all of his flirtation with Yuuri upon arriving in Japan was a result of Yuuri flirting with him FIRST. This dynamic shift is so awesome to me, because we all thought that Viktor was initiating everything, but his flirting was reactionary the whole time. And we thought that Yuuri was a blushing innocent flower but! That boy can work a stripper pole like a pro!

I love that neither of them are how they seem at a glance, and they’re so full of so many layers. Like yes, Viktor knows how to be a charmer, but he’s so soft and romantic on the inside. It makes me wonder if he’s had an opportunity to be this soft with anyone before–all evidence suggests that with Yuuri, he’s allowing himself to be that way for the first time. Meanwhile Yuuri is soft and shy and easily flustered, but he clearly also has a lot of raw sexuality that it just takes a little nudge to bring to the surface. 

I just love their dynamic so much, because they draw each other’s defining qualities out of each other, which results in them becoming more comfortable with being themselves… both sides of themselves. I love that our first impressions of them aren’t necessarily wrong–they’re true! To a certain point, at least. But they don’t have to be static versions of themselves, they’re allowed to be multifaceted and explore the parts of themselves that they don’t let other people see very much. I want to see more of Yuuri’s growing sexual confidence, and more of Viktor learning what it’s like to be genuine and soft and in love. It’s just such a beautiful, mutually beneficial and healthy dynamic, I can’t get over how much I love it. 

(anime/yuri on ice blog: @viktorkatsuki)

I stand pressed up against you, my head on your chest, your chin rested on my head. I bury my face against your chest as we sway to the music, without a care in the world. “Hey” you say to me. I pick my head up and stare longingly up at you. “You’re pretty” you say, with that huge, goofy smile all over your face. God, I love it when you smile like that. “Thank you” was all I could manage to say, as I got lost in your eyes, so mesmerized, falling so deep into something that I never even saw coming.
—  I’m just so in love with you & all your little things
You know what I think?

‪I think Derek actually is the one who had Stiles questioning if he only liked girls.

I feel like at first he just realized “huh, he’s so goodlooking wow.” Then that morphed into like a sexual thing. Like he only really saw Derek’s good looks and the whole cool werewolf thing as his only good qualities at first because ya know, they used to hate each other.

So it made Stiles question but he could easily brush it off at first because he’s still a teenager and he doesn’t have it all figured out yet, the whole “this is just a phase” thing.

But then he actually starts liking Derek, in a “we’re sort of an odd duo, but we do make a pretty good pair” (of friends!!!!). Like they actually got passed the “you need me to survive that’s why you’re helping” stage. He really just genuinely started liking Derek, just calm friendly like at first, but that like into more of a crush like than a friend like without him even noticing.

And he feels it there but he just avoids it but then that night at the glow in the dark party? Kaitlyn asks the golden question, “do you?”

And he just sits there for a while. His mind immediately flashes to Derek and he thinks like “wait a minute, I actually fucking might,” like guys, that is.

Stiles sort of realizes it’s become more than “you’re hot and I wanna experiment,” and more than, “I actually don’t mind hanging out with you anymore, it’s kind of cool because you’re not as much of a shitty person as I thought you were.” It’s more of a “I really think I’m falling for you but I’ve liked girls my whole life and we used to hate each other. What’s going on?”

So he doesn’t get the chance to ever answer because he really isn’t sure at first. But the thoughts after that question are stuck with him. And overtime, he starts noticing little things about Derek, like really taking note. Like Derek’s actually smart and actually selfless and his bunny teeth and how he’s actually funny when he tries (it’s a bland and dry humor, snarky remarks when they bicker and Stiles gets sarcastic but Stiles appreciates and enjoys it regardless). Stiles starts realizing all these things that could factor into why he might actually like Derek (if he does because he isn’t 100% on that yet).

He starts realizing that Derek really isn’t the guy he met back in the woods, that Derek is more, that Derek is actually a great person under that hard exterior. He starts realizing how he used to get and still gets whenever something goes wrong with Derek, how he starts worrying and all. He starts looking at Derek in a new way, looks when Derek is oblivious, sort of the whole “admire from afar” thing, and can hardly help it, can hardly deny that he starts getting a little happier whenever Derek comes around, but he’s still, in a way, denial.

The night Derek almost dies changed that because for a brief moment he felt like he stopped breathing as he watched Derek bleed out on the ground.

He felt numb and he wanted to stay but knew he couldn’t. All he could do was hope that Derek would still be well and alive in the morning, that they would all be, and then he’d be able to tell Derek because he knew completely. Knew what it felt like to almost lose someone you care about so much.

Stiles wasn’t sure what he was going to say, how Derek would take it or how it would effect them, but it didn’t really matter in the end because he never got to say it.

Derek left and Stiles couldn’t even be mad because he knew Derek needed it, deserved it.

So, life went on and he tried to shove his feelings aside because it didn’t really matter anymore.

Except it did, which he realizes on the night at the school, seeing Derek’s initials.

I’d like to think that the reason for Stiles’ smile was because he had fully come to term with the fact that he did indeed have feelings for Derek. He wasn’t able to tell Derek, but he could finally admit it to himself.

No more questioning, no more “this is just a phase.” None of that.

Stiles just accepted it, and he was okay with it.