all the louis feels

anonymous asked:

Louis said that is funny how he was never asked directly about larry... And Dan said he gets asked about it all the time. I feel like that's louis way of telling us that he knows we didnt ask any about larry and also a lowkey fuck you to dan for daring to ask about it.. idk if i'm making sense

Louis loves us a lot and knows we don’t want this shit to happen

You’ll be fine. You’re 25. Feeling [unsure] and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time.
—  Louis C.K.

so i’ve been making monthly fic recs for a full year now! that’s so insane to think about honestly. thanks for all the support! my first monthly fic rec was for april 2016 and it had 10 fics on it. now they have upwards of almost 30 fics. that’s character development. anyway…

here are a bunch of fics I’ve enjoyed and loved reading throughout the month of march. I recommend that you read these great fics in april, if you haven’t already. 

(all fics with a star are my favorites and if there are two stars then it was a favorite favorite)


1. Perfect Storm (80k)*

What do you do when your best friend asks you and your (now) ex to be the best men at his destination wedding? You can either tell him the truth, tell him you’re not together anymore, and deal with the consequences, or you can pretend you’re still together and roll with it, just pray you don’t spiral. Fake it ‘til you make it. You know, for the sake of the wedding.

Harry and Louis choose the latter.

2. The Night Sky is Changing Overhead (124k)**

Harry is a tattoo artist, Louis is a drama professor, and they meet during an argument at a café.

3. All I Wish Not to Remember (71k)**

What happens when all you had, all you loved, all you held dear is viciously ripped away from you? When your inner core, once filled with love and hope and light, blackens to raw, dark hatred?

What happens when your soul is hopelessly consumed and no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you attempt to shake yourself out, to rid your tormented mind of the opaque feelings that plague you, all you can see, all you can feel, all you can want is…

Revenge.

A modern adaption of The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas. A tragic tale of timeless undying love, merciless revenge, and selfless sacrifice.

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Do Not Go Gentle

“This is all a game to you, isn’t it? Well, it’s not for me. This is a real life or death situation,” Louis says, spitting the words at him. “And I just don’t think you’re cut out for it.”

For a moment, they stare at each other in complete silence. Harry can feel his blood thrumming between his ears, can see Louis glaring at him, feels red-hot anger. And then all he feels, oppressively and desperately, is lust.

Suddenly Louis is surging up to him to press his lips against Harry’s. Harry walks the two of them backwards, pressing Louis back against the door. Louis oomphs in surprise and brings his hands under Harry’s scrub top, scratching at his lower back.

“Lock — oh — lock the… fucking door,” Louis mutters.

When Harry Styles starts his first day as a surgical intern, he expects a lot of things: to treat patients, to observe a surgery, to feel a bit overwhelmed. What he definitely doesn’t expect, however, is that the handsome guy he kicked out of his bed this morning is also an intern.

A Grey’s Anatomy AU where tensions are high, Harry and Louis are hooking up in secret, and no one has time for love. Or do they?

harry/louis | 70k | explicit | read it here

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moodboard + playlist by @iwasfinebeforeonedirection

this isn’t really a prompt but i love the outfits you draw in your art, so could you draw louis wearing smthing cute? sorry this is really vague kjdfhfsdk,,,also i missed you and i love you <333    

aahhh thank you so so much for sending this 💕

“Can I have this dance?” Harry said, and Louis thought of laughing, thought of telling him he didn’t need to cook for them, or buy him flowers and put on his favourite songs throughout the whole night just to impress him. He thought of shaking his head and telling him that he was being so ridicolous.
But he did none of those things.
Instead he let Harry take him in his arms, let him guide his body slowly around the dark room resting his head on the crook of Harry’s shoulder.
“I love you” he whispered, wishing it’d be loud enough.
For a moment the night seemed so real Louis thought he could not exist out of it, he was a part of that mantle of stars, shining so bright and quietly between Harry’s arms.
“I love you too. I love you more than anything”

The Observer interview is so raw, honest and self-deprecating and Louis doesn’t bash anyone, apart from being hard on himself. He is so damn deserving of a moment like this, he’s been dealing with toxic fans, grief, uncertainty about his future and insecurities since he first came into the spotlight and I’m not feeling sorry for him because he doesn’t want or need that, but I do find the bits we see of him as an individual so relatable in a way that pulls at my heartstrings. I identify with a lot of it and there’s something so unflinchingly human and rough around the edges about Louis, I’ve always wanted good things for him. I can’t begin to fathom living under the dizzying spotlight of celebrity during a time when you’re trying to grow up and find your place in an industry that builds you up and knocks you down - trying to cope with and negotiate celebrity whilst still being so grateful for the opportunities it affords.

I support and love Louis and want every success for him. Go out there and SMASH IT, lad.

anonymous asked:

Hello! So I was at a party tonight, and this woman told me this great story about how she met her husband. She was the PR person for the local university. He was the sports editor for the local paper. He kept getting the school's mascot wrong in articles, and she would have to call him every time to correct it, growing increasingly frustrated every time. This was one of those moments when all I could think was LARRY AU, LARRY AU.

oh my god, thank you so much for sending me this message! It just made me so happy and I love it.  Like, I love these actually people you met and I love it as a larry au!!!!!! 

I feel like it works both ways so well for larry that I can’t even really pick one. example:

Louis as the university PR person, grumbling to Niall about the mistake the first time it happens.  Waving the sports sectionaround and stabbing a finger at the picture of their mascot at a basketball game.  “What the fuck!!! look at this photo of Ferdinand!?!!  Look at this caption!!! A hawk???? A hawk??” (they are the falcons) And then like, because in this version louis is immediately over-frustrated, instead of increasingly, he’d call up the paper in a big huff and then immediately be disarmed by Harry’s calm, deep voice and seal bark laugh once he finally got him on the phone.  Then he’d flirt-email him a link to an article about the differences between Hawks and Falcons as soon as he got off the phone, thrilling at his own daring as he did it! And after like the sixth time Harry got it wrong, they would go on a date and after they got married they’d always collected both stuffed hawks and stuffed falcons. 

oh my god how killer, because opposite way around, Harry the PR guy calling, he’d be immediately disarmed by Louis’s voice, too!!  Like all flustered, and then like he’d get blushy when louis teased him, but also tease back.  oh my god and then seven or eight calls in, Harry finally loses it and is like “you just don’t care about our sports teams because we’re not division one! Well, tough! you live in this city too, Louis, you should know our mascot is a turtledove by now god damn it!” and then louis would ask him out.  

i’m just smiling a lot.  like i can also imagine either of them as the sports editor, starting to get it wrong on purpose and feeling like “oh no, my journalistic integrity!” but also “i need to do this flirting very bad!!!!” 

okay sorry i rambled so much.   

anonymous asked:

Louis spent all his years in 1D feeling he has lesser value than the other boys yet ultimately he fought his soul out for that band to be treated with justice. He thought he contributed less in the beginning and yet he saved that band in every way & then commenced to be the backbone of songwriting etc. this is why I think his solo endeavors are being sabotaged and his personality being tainted. But this is the same boy who survived & thrived. He'll win, he's a legend & his legacy shall live on.

🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣

anonymous asked:

I used to think Louis did a lot of this for the fandom, like of course he loves Harry but he also wants the fans to know? But I truly think he really does spoil harry, like finding ways to support Dunkirk, then all the new rings, and Barcelona bracelets, not showing up for a day of promo on Harry's birthday. Harry going on and on about picking someone supportive and just how much he's grown and how strong he is, he's got such an amazing boy beside him.

louis is the most romantic out of the group… all the boys said that.. he TOTALLY spoils harry and just adores him. he wants to show us that this is all legit but imagine how harry feels when louis does these sneaky little things.. when he sees his boy trying SO HARD to show his support and love when he physically CANT do it publicly… imagine how giddy harry feels when louis dances so close to that line because he knows louis is doing it for him. GOD imagine what they’re gonna be like when they’re allowed to show all their love for each other publicly… WE’RE ALL GONNA DIE.. louis is the sweetest and most romantic and has a massive heart and beautiful soul and just wants to show the world how much he loves his harry

all of us are tired and we’re just watching this all unfold.. imagine what louis has been through and what louis feels after all the horrible things he has gone through the past 7 years… he fucking deserves so much better. 

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tbh i had the best outfit at my graduation yesterday and it’s all bc of the green carnation ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Do Not Go Gentle - coming June 2nd for the @1dbigbang!

“Fine,” Harry says, pulling Louis by the wrist into the nearest empty on-call room. They stand between the bunk beds, hands on hips. “You want to know why I get so mad at you? Because you treat me like you’re so much better than me, like you don’t care about my opinions, like you know automatically you’re better than me. You fuck me, and then the next day you act like you want nothing to do with me.”

“I don’t-”

“And then you show up late for work, when you know that we had to be early so we could take care of that patient. And you have the nerve to tell me that I don’t care about my job! What the fuck?”

“I was late,” Louis interrupts, his voice rising in tone, “because I was on the phone with my mom. Because I was telling her about this patient and how it was giving me terrible flashbacks to her twin pregnancy, and how-”

“You were late because you were talking to your mom?” Harry says, throwing his hands in the air. “Oh, great. That’s just great. Way to take the job seriously.”

Louis scoffs, and just the sound of it makes Harry’s blood boil. “Oh, let’s talk about taking the job seriously, shall we? You’re the one wearing stupid masks and pulling out kids toys and trying to steal my surgeries.”

“I do not steal your surgeries!”

“You do! And you treat kids like they’re on a playground! This is all a game to you, isn’t it? Well, it’s not for me. This is a real, life or death situation,” Louis says, spitting the words at him. “And I just don’t think you’re cut out for it.”

There’s a moment where they stare at each other in complete silence. Harry can feel his blood pumping between his ears, can see Louis glaring at him. And then all he feels, suddenly and oppressively and desperately, is lust.

He doesn’t know who moves first, but he knows that suddenly Louis is surging up to him and Harry’s walking the two of them backwards, pressing Louis back against the door. Louis oomphs in surprise and brings his hands under Harry’s scrub top, scratching at his lower back.

“Lock - oh - lock the… fucking door,” Louis mutters.

(gifs)

The rage that i feel towards all those people who tried to crush Louis’ spirit. Who told him he was not good enough, that his voice wasn’t good enough, that he was the weak link! That made him keep the mic far away and not trust his own unique voice and doubt his abilities. They subdued his flamboyance and personality. I hate them so much.