all the hard work tumblr does


You can’t tell me Qrow didn’t win Baby Ruby over by making her a rose flower crown, and sequentially turning her into his biggest adoring fan, you just can’t ok!

Sorry for being a bit inactive lately! I’ve been dealing with a lot of stuff and just needed to take a break, but I’m gonna work hard and make lots of new RWBY content if it kills me! Till next time~ ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ

You are what you DO.
Not what you say you will.

the voice in your head

Let’s face it: you are NOT measured by your promises, resolutions, ideas or intentions - and you’ll NEVER be. 

Only actions, results and made decisions last. 

  • Take a look at your resume - what do you see? 
  • Ask a close friend what your personal brand is all about.
  • Listen closely to your boss during your next review.
  • Check your bak account and ask yourself why it says what it does.
  • Think about your greatest success and your most painful defeat.

All actions, no talk.

I do not want to express that you are nothing but numbers, facts and figures. But if you like it or not it is a matter of fact: 

What you DO ist the only thing that will ever matter. 

Therefore: ACTION. 

Travel, work, fight, take over, leave, ask, step and speak up… don’t just think and talk about it. Do something. 

Your m

“Down With Cis”

I’ve seen this term being used a lot on Tumblr by a lot of stupid people. What I’d like to tell you, social justice warriors, are these simple facts.

  • The current president of the United States is cis.
  • The candidate you’re going to vote for during the elections is cis.
  • The creator of Tumblr himself is cis.
  • The creator of the most sjw–crammed fandom ever (Steven Universe), Rebecca Sugar, is cis.
  • Every single president of the United States (so far) has been cis.
  • Your biological parents are most likely cis.
  • Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, Isaac Newton, Nikola Tesla, Albert Einstein, Anne Frank, Nicolas Cage, Martin Luther King Jr., Thomas Edison, Marie Sklodowska-Curie – these were all cis people! And they all did great things in their lives that every one of us feels grateful for today.

So why, social justice warriors – why do you pretend as if all cis people are scum? Does not undergoing the process of changing your gender suddenly make you less of a person than someone who has?

Fuck no. Because your gender doesn’t define your personality or how much you achieve in life. It’s hard work that makes that stuff happen, but all you people do is bitch and moan about how oppressive cis people are. Even when they’re not doing anything to harm you. They’re just being themselves.

Tldr; please stop saying “down with cis”

  • Akutagawa: How does one turn off their emotions?
  • Atsushi: Okay, first go to settings.
  • Atsushi: Wait! I’m an idiot! I thought you said emojis..
  • Akutagawa: No, I’m still willing to try this, go ahead, I’m at settings what do I do next?

The anxiety is mostly gone. I haven’t had a huge panic attack in a few days. But the sadness of my depression has returned. It feels almost like a painful pit in my chest that I can’t seem to get rid of or ignore. The sadness overwhelms me and fills my eyes with tears much of the time. I’m on a new antidepressant, but I don’t have much hope for it. The last bunch I’ve tried have been failures and this one feels no different. 

There is a new treatment option put before me. Something offered at my doctor’s office now. Ketamine. They’ve had some impressive results relieving depression with injections. Some people see results the first day of taking the medicine. Unfortunately it is a not a commonly accepted treatment for depression yet and is not covered by insurance. It costs $100 per shot. They may last a week. They may last a month. I don’t even know if it will help or not, but I am scrounging the money together to at least give it a try. If it does work. I’ll have to figure out the money part later. 

The days are so hard to get through. I try to do my normal things. Work on my tumblr and my comic. I’m afraid photography is just too hard to do right now. Which I think adds to my sadness. I’ve had to cancel visits with friends because I can’t find the energy for even a short visit and they all live sort of far away. Seeing them for five or ten minutes would not be practical. I have my parents and Otis, which does help a little. Having their support has been integral to keeping going, but it’s just not enough to pull me out of this slump. 

I guess this is my all time low. My friend mentioned that she doesn’t think she has ever seen me this distraught. I’ve had some rough patches before, but I must agree, this one is a doozy. I still have the will to live. I don’t think about killing myself. But I don’t feel much like I am actually living. Just merely existing. Hope is so hard to come by. I have this expensive shot that might help, and there is still shock therapy, but beyond that, I don’t know what else could pull me out of this. 

I’ve had to adapt to my health failing before. I’ve taken my new “normal” and figured out a way to make some kind of life out of it. But I’m really afraid that this time I won’t be able to adapt. I won’t be able to solve how to live with my health continuing on like this. It scares me and adds to my anxieties. I have two close friends that I talk to on a regular basis and I have had so much trouble keeping up communication. This deep sadness I feel is so damning. 

I wish I had more hopeful things to say. Maybe these ketamine shots will be an answer for me. Maybe shock therapy will be. Maybe I will just gradually work my way out of this pit of sadness. I don’t know. I guess I will just try to keep going. One day at a time. 

anonymous asked:

YES thank you for pointing out that Tumblr loves to hold grudges. All im tryin' do is watch a really good cartoon and Tumblr's negativity is really ruining it so THANK YOU for sticking it to them <3

villainous does really deserve a chance ya know, its a good show and there are lots of really good people who worked hard on it, not to mention its from freakin mexico. but nooo tumblr just HAS to hate that ONE PERSON (or two people depending on who you are) who did something bad YEARS AGO and has apologized for whats shes done. nope, never happened apparently, tumblr just loves to think that the moment someone does something wrong that theyre immediately bad and terrible forever and ever and they can never change. i hate that mentality so much :/

but yea i hope you still manage to enjoy the show despite tumblrs one track mind!

I can’t believe I exceeded the limit of posts within 24 hours just as they read out the nominees for Top Social Artist, I had written a huge post but Tumblr wouldn’t let me post it or save it, so I deleted some asks from last night and I’m hoping now this will work.

I have a few things I would like to say;

-I’m so proud of them and us, I couldn’t be happier to a part of this fandom. They work so so hard and they deserve the world, and we were able to help give them their first American music award. They accepted their first American music award in front of artists they idolise like Drake and Nicki, and we were a part of that.

-I’m not expecting overnight results but the barrier between western music and Asian music just got tore down. People have to recognise that Kpop is huge, it’s literally a global sensation and the BBMA’s changed the way the genre will be viewed worldwide.

-Kim Namjoon.
He did so well, out of a group of seven people he’s the only mostly fluent English speaker, he made sure everyone was on the same page, he was kind and humble to interviewers while translating for his members and really shined bright as the best leader possible; the other members and us are so so lucky to have him.

-BTS, our guys, our kings, our faves; have been recognised internationally for their hard work and talent, BigHit can’t ignore this and perhaps the next “world tour” they have will genuinely be a world tour, they’re going to be given so many more opportunities.

-The first Kpop group to receive an American music award, if that doesn’t scream hard work, team work and determination I don’t know what does.

Well done Bangtan, you truly deserve this.

I will see you all in 24 hours when Tumblr finally lets me back on

I’m excited to finally announce something I’ve been working really hard for, and which I think you will all enjoy.

Now introducing itofSavior! The Tumblr extension that every Once-ling needs! What does it do, you ask? Well, just about anything you want it to! Improve your Tumblr experience with these and many more useful features:

  • Find someone wondering about the survival of the Once-ler fandom? No problem! Just click on the “Still Alive!” button to be the first to alert them that we ain’t goin’ nowhere!
  • Want to avoid certain comments about the fandom? Got you covered. Simply enable the “Out of Sight” option to block Once-ler hate from your dashboard and search results! Now you don’t have to hear apocalyptic stories about the Once-ler fandom coming back or other characters becoming the new Once-ler.
  • Miss (or missed) the heyday of the fandom? Worry not! The nifty “Time Travel-ler” feature takes you back to 2012 Tumblr! See posts on your dash and throughout Tumblr from five years ago. Even your dashboard layout changes back for an authentic 2012 feel.

These are only some of the great advantages of installing itofSavior. It’s easy and, best of all, free! Click here to get it now!

Look I’m not saying that Game of Thrones is trying to subconsciously make us associate Jonsa with NedCat by paralleling both their costumes and their dynamics…


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back when all we had to work with was book quotes, the aesthetic parallels of the characters was one of the smaller things we had to work with. now with the show divergence, it does look like they are emphasizing the dynamics, behaviours and reasoning of the characters, as well as really going hard on the aesthetic similarities between scenes and characters. 

season 6 has left us #BLESSED 


I accidentally answered a question privately just now that I didn’t mean to. OTL

Thankfully I still have the response saved, so I’ll just put it in normal text post form. The question was from tumblr user @bells, and it went like this:

Hello! How do you think things would have been different if Ouma was one of the survivors? In particular, how do you think his relationship with Saihara would have developed? Thank you for all your hard work in writing your meta, it’s been very helpful!

Thank you for asking this! I feel like as one of the characters who’s left an undeniably huge impression on the fanbase, Ouma does provide a lot of potential for one of the most potentially interesting survivors. A lot of people were probably counting on him making it all the way to the end too, although his death in Chapter 5 does make a lot of sense thematically, and from the standpoint of the previous Chapter 5s we’ve seen in dr1 and sdr2.

From this point on I’ll just be covering lots of spoilers for everything in Chapter 5 and onward, so anyone who doesn’t want to get spoiled for endgame points of the game, don’t read past this! (And again, I’m so sorry for accidentally responding on private instead.)

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Everything About This Poem Is False/The Picture I Paint

I am perfect in every way

Hold my head up high every day

Never have done anything wrong

So nothing ever does go wrong

I don’t care about others

Yet they care about me


Come so easily

Popular, talented, naturally skilled

Better than everyone except with a quill

Don’t work hard

Yet I get recognized for all I do

Not secretive at all

Definitely don’t have an anonymous blog

I share all my troubles with you

And you with me

because we are perfect human beings

Being black, being gay, being a woman, or etc is not a big deal and does not make you special.

What makes you special is you’re intelligence.

What makes you special is your ambition, your drive, passion, dreams, kindness, empathy, compassion, your talents and your hard work.

Think about all of the things that make you so wonderful, and that main thing that does is you being an individual.

Don’t let the rest of Tumblr or social media or whatever or whoever else make you think that the main thing that defines you is your skin color or your sex or etc.

Follower Giveaway! Also random Musings!

Warning, random Kei rambling ahead. 

So, when I first made a tumblr, it was mostly due to peer-pressure and people constantly asking why I didn’t have one for Kei. I’m really bad at this whole social media thing, most of my interaction is and always will be in-game and through rp. I was surprised to find out people are actually visiting this page, especially considering my strict policy on being very tight-lipped about Kei ooc. I’ll be stating to be more active, starting with a very personal story for her I’m posting tonight or tomorrow, but anyways, on the important stuff.

I want to start by reflecting on my entrance into the RP scene. Around…February of last year, a friend who had been a long time roleplayer convinced to to transfer to Balmung with them and give it a try. I had no experience in role-play or writing at all. Naturally, that friend stopped playing two days later, leaving me in the purgatory of knowing nothing or nobody. I did, what many people do when they don’t know where to go. I walked around Ul’dah. 

Now, even today, if you walk around the city, you’ll see dozens of people standing about. (And we’re not talking about the thirsty ones put that aside for the sake of this story). There are so many people out there desperately looking for rp. I was knew, I didn’t know what to do, how to approach, or even what my character was like. But I wanted to learn. This, was how Kei’s concept started.

Many of you that know me, know how strict I am about not giving IC information oocly. I rarely even mention or talk about RP I or Kei has done. Things she’s done people she’s worked with. That all started from my initial creation of her. You see, I wanted to learn how to rp, what makes good rp, how the experiences can be meaningful and trigger an emotional response in the character. But for that, I needed to interact with other characters. And so, here I was, new to the server, looking for people, and I decided something.

I decided, that one of the core concepts for my character, would that she would be able to approach anyone, anywhere, every time. It’s that simple. Those of you who have interacted with Kei, know she’s very up front. She wants to profit from you, and she’s going to find out how. How she and you can work together for mutual benefit.

One of the first people I met on the server, was this guy who sat me down, and talked to me about the adventurers guild. For hours and hours and hours he explained the significance of what the guild does for Eorzea. I looked at the guild, at the variety of the leves they offered, and realized, that a character who acts as an ‘independent ‘levemate’ of sorts, could have justification for interacting with almost anyone. 

The rest is history.


When myself @pavpatla and @cmazing started Blue Sky Ventures, @bsventures. What we wanted most of all, was to create a stage for excellent characters to express themselves and develop. Good rp doesn’t take anything more than throwing characters into a room and seeing what happens. All you need is a hook to get you started. That’s what we made the levedesk for. I have many friends, acquaintances, who tell me how hungry for rp there are, but how hard it is to find. There’s some weird sort of…barrier to entry. When everyone is afraid to approach or start something, or know where to begin, you can see how that makes this sort of ‘self-fulfilling prophecy’. We wanted to make that hook, where even if we had focused, character driven storylines within the fc, the Vista could act like a Quicksand, a Drowning Wench, or a Carline Canopy, connecting people be it IC or through our OOC ls even if they weren’t in the FC.



Now, for what most of you actually care about. In the spirit of what I wrote above, rather than giving away ‘something’, I’d figure I’d do the only thing I’m somewhat competent at. Being Kei. So, one follower, at the end of this week, will be approached and offered to be ‘Kei’d’. What does that mean? Basically, it means that, I’ll design a leve or event specific to your character. An Adventure of sorts to accomplish something that they want. It could be solo, with a group of friends, or inv along some of the BS crew. For example, say your character is some kind of artisan that requires some kind of rare material. We’ll arrange an escort mission so you can go fetch it. Decide you want to capture and tame a wild chocobo? We can do that. Want to explore an Amdapori, Sil’dihn, Nymian, Mhacian ruin? We can do that. Essentially, whatever drives your character, I’ll design an adenture around that for you and your friends.

If the person RNG has chosen isn’t interested, we’ll figure out something else and I’ll roll again UNTIL SOMEONE ACTUALLY DECIDES THEY WANT THIS.

Now, I’ve rambled for a while, but very quickly I wanted to give a shoutout to @pavpatla and @cmazing. Those two are the true backbone of this FC, and basically have the monumental task of working hard and keeping my eccentric ass in check. I couldn’t ask for better partners and friends, and you really should go stalk the fuck out of them ic and ooc. @pavpatla has posted some excellent work, but the truly beautiful things she does are all in game, so hunt her down. As for @cmazing Absolutely sensational writer and world-builder, and maybe if enough people pester him on tumblr he’ll start sharing his talents with the world more. 

And of course, make sure to check out the rest of the BSventures crew at  Each and everyone of them is wonderful and deserves to have their work seen. I’d talk about you all in detail, but I’m gonna save that for…a thing -steeples -fingers-

Thanks for listening to my BS


anonymous asked:

I just wanted to say thank you for still being an active storia. It's so hard to get updated and get connected with the boys bc no one really translates things from them or does anything for them. I'm still waiting for any activity from them even if it'll take 10 years. Hope you will still be here on tumblr with us hahaha. I appreciate all your hard work.

Shout out to our translator admins who always make time for us! Without them this blog would likely be dead. Thanks for taking the time to send us a message!

However, stuff is happening anon! Go support Yijeong and Jaeho’s composed song for Yezi! It’s not exactly the subunit we hoped for, but we can still help them get more songs and projects! We aren’t done.

~Admin 92

anonymous asked:

how old do you have to be/what do you have to do to be considered a greymuzzle?

There is no set age or criteria for being considered a Greymuzzle. It is a mixture of time spent in the community, experience, knowledge, and age. Spending time in the community, helping others, and trying to move the community forward eventually leads to a person having a presence, being well-known, and gaining the respect of others. Greymuzzles are supposed to be the “backbones” of the community. They are people who can be trusted and relied upon.

It should be noted that age alone does not mean that a person should be respected as a greymuzzle. As previously stated, the individual must also work with the community where possible. It is hard to be everywhere these days, from forums to Tumblr to Facebook, to innumerable Discord chats, etc. It has become hard for someone to be active on all of these platforms. Just because a person may be considered a greymuzzle in one place doesn’t mean that person will be known as a greymuzzle elsewhere.  

We see the term greymuzzle being thrown about a bit here on Tumblr. People seem to call themselves that instead of being given that title by others. This isn’t a title that you bestow upon yourself. With that in mind, does the term greymuzzle really have any significant meaning here? Sadly, younger Therians and Otherkin need to be wary of people calling themselves greymuzzles unless those greymuzzles can provide examples of the work they have done to help others and the community. 

The first greymuzzles, those who founded the community and were part of AHWW in the early 90′s let us know that they use the term affectionately for each other. Most of them really do have grey fur now. If we had to give an age, these members of the community are all now in their 40′s or older. These Weres (as they still call themselves) have been part of the community for 20 years or more. Today, if a person has been around for about 10 years, that person might be eligible to be called a gremuzzle if they meet other criteria. But we do know of one or two younger individuals who educated themselves and have a lot of knowledge and are therefore looked up to.

The following quote is by Windrunner from the “Our History” section of the AHWW FAQ.

“This letter is being sent out not only to the newsgroup, but also to those who once were its backbone; as Smash accurately calls them the grey muzzles. Their muzzles are grey, not out of physical age, but simply the fact that they have been a part of this group longer than the rest. And the greyer, the wiser, has been my experience.”  

Another source for “Greymuzzle”:

O. Scribner, “A Otherkin lexicon: A multi-lingual dictionary of jargon used in the communities of otherkin, therianthropes, and other similar peoples, v. 0.1 Abridged,” The Art and Writing of O. Scribner. 8 September, 2012. 
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I’m working on double sided Hetalia charms. On one side is their 1P, on the other side is their 2P.

EDIT: All done with the designs, now to make them into keychains~

(Wow, is it just me or does Tumblr over saturate or something?)

EDIT: I tried to link this to another post, but it didn’t work… The keychinas are done though! I worked super hard on them so make sure to reblog and/or buy them~♥

If you want to buy them, please PM me and pay through a paypal account.

$6 for an individual

$10 for a pair

$50 for the whole lot

The MCD/Mystreet fandom insanity

I posted abit about this on twitter but I honestly wanted to just talk about what the hell is going on in the fandom. Now I dont know if this is cause alot of her fans are young like 16 and under compared to me who is 23 and some of my friends with in the fandom who are like 18 or just the fans being insane.

Ingapotato (i believe that is the full user) Just deleted her twitter and Instagram.. Why you may ask? Because she was getting constent and I mean CONSTENT messages, threats and hate mail because she wasn't “drawing enough Aphmau fanart” Like legit people were trying to get her Instagram BANNED because she wasn’t drawing alot of Aphmau. here is a tweet disturbing the situation since Ingas original tweets are gone. This is honestly not only insane but disgusting, Inga drew amazing realistic drawings of the MCD/Mystreet charaters but also of real people like Sky, Ross, Jess and other youtubers.Her style was very pretty and made me happy seeing it all the time. Now I wont, no one will because those “Fans” ruined it for her. Ive also seen people going to an Arists other drawings going “WHERE IS THE APHMAU FANART RAWR” when the artest like Proxy or my friend Mystic does something amazing and i can see the hard work they put into it. They are humans!

Then lets get to the tumblr side (since thats where i see alot of this insanity) MCD and Mystreet has a lot of shipping and so on which is cool. I personally love being able to write alot of different ships and have the creator approve of it But as soon as a ship seems to be a “cannon ship” I see people get constent messages going “HA YOUR SHIP IS SINKING” “HOW DOES IT FEEL THAT TRAVLYN IS SINKING CAUSE OF THIS ONE 2 SECOND CLIP OF LUCINDA SAYING SHE HAS A CRUSH ON TRAVIS” and more crap like that to wonderful people like @sinner-sebby Like honestly your a dick if you go to someones blog just to be an ass. Like look at me I have alot of ships I know will never be cannon but i still love writing them, Travis x Zane, Garroth x Laruance, Garroth x Cadenza, and about a dozen other ones. I still enjoy them even if its not gonna be cannon. Let others enjoy their ships and just bugger off.

The VA’s i feel very sorry for.. I am a beginer myself and Ive already had this and it honestly bothered me alot. When a fan call us by our charater and not our name which in somecases are right on screen (Mine is Axelle on all my accounts) Alot of the VAs for Aph i follow on twitter and instagram and I constently see people calling them “Garroth! Travis! Katelyn!” or in my case having people call me Jessica when my name is right there Axelle. (I do va work for CyanideEpic) Like Patrick (travis’s voice actor) does so much stuff OTHER THEN MCD/MYSTREET he has been in games, animations, videos yet i keep seeing people demanding him to do travis’ voice, same with Andy (Garroths VA) When i go to his streams all i see is “SAY -INSERT SOMTHING GARROTH SAID-” People can not understand we are not out charaters, we are just people who can do a different voice.

And now the part i really hate thinking about.. Fanfiction, as a fanfiction writer myself I love reading fanfictions..But unforchenally looking for MCD/Mystreet fanfiction that is good is insanely difficult to find. To be honest i hate trashing other writers but on Wattpad (i had to look through that site to fine my stolen story a month ago) Ligit all I found were rape storys.. “I love you” then the guy rapes Aphmau like this is fucking disgusting. Whats worse is I know for a fact who writes this stuff are like under 18 cause of the words they use, how poorly written it is and how its pretty much a poorly written porn. Other then me and @undercovermcdfan I have no found a single fanfiction simuler to ours that are focused on love, romance or just silliness. Just poorly written sex, using “love” as an excuse to rape and just disgusting works in general.

I really hope @aphmau adresses some of the issues the fandom is having cause its starting to get out of hand and insane. No i am not blaming her, I am not saying “THESE ARE YOUR FANS YOUR FAULT” I just have hope if she says somthing then it might cool down abit. I am sorry for the rant and mistakes. Its been along day.

Cling - Bucky Barnes x Reader

Originally posted by sebastianstahp

Words: 1019
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Mention/some-what describing a panic attack, crying
Requested by anon: “Could u do a Bucky imagine where he has a panic attack in the kitchen during the night and the reader sees and helps him out of it and when he does he just clings to the reader and cries? And when she tries to get up to go back to bed he just clings to her and whimpers? So she has to actually carry him to their bed and when they get there and lay down on the bed he wearily asks the reader to hold him closer? And she does and softly sings to him as they fall asleep? THIS WAS WAY TOO LONG
Authors Note: I FINALLY FINISHED IT! I really enjoyed writing this- but it does mention a panic attack so just be careful with reading around that! I’m so excited to get back to my normal schedule (even if this is posted a few hours late XD)


You tried to go to sleep at a decent hour, but that never seemed to work. The Internet was always such an easy distraction…and all this Stark Tech around, the Internet was easy access, and worked fast. It wasn’t hard to get distracted scrolling through Tumblr or watching videos all throughout the night.

But staying up so many extra hours meant that you had to use the bathroom more, and get more food- as you last track of time easily.

You walked out of your room to use the bathroom at one am. You had some decency in you, so when you were up this late, being quiet was a nice thing to do. You hoped not to wake anyone, because if you woke anyone up, hell would rain down on you.

You jumped back when you heard a crash in the kitchen, and squinted your eyes with your hands raised. You really were hoping no one would wake up, especially Tony or Pietro.

And to your luck, no one came out of their rooms trying to kill you. Then, you had to make a decision that was like trying to decide to go left or right when at a fork in the road. But, being part of the Avengers, your superhero side decided that you should go figure out who, or what, was in the kitchen.

You grabbed the fork you had in your room and walked into the kitchen, really hoping it was just a pan falling over, but there was no way to tell. You turned the corner quickly, holding the fork in front of you- and ready to stab.

But you just found the former Winter Soldier sitting on the floor was a broken plate next to him. You noticed he was breathing heavily, and had dried tears on his face. You immediately set the fork down and ran over to sit next to him.

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