all the feels i've caused myself

anonymous asked:

I'm super ashamed and embarrassed of being/identifying as bisexual because of all the biphobia I've witnessed. It's really fucking with my mental health and idk what to do. It's to the point where I just want to identify as straight, but I know that giving into biphobia and heteronormativity aren't the answer. I'm just lost. Our sexuality is always trivialized and I can't complain about it without being mocked. How do you guys deal with this?

I feel this. Biphobia is the largest cause of creating what is known as The Silent Majority - Bisexuals being the largest percentage of queer people and yet the most misrepresented.

I deal with it by surrounding myself with people who accept Bisexuals, people who cheerlead Bisexuals, and people who love me for me and for my Bisexuality. Aside from it being a good way to maintaining a positive self-image in regards to your own personal Bisexuality, it’s a good rule to live by in general. I also deal with it by educating and stepping in when I see Biphobia.

Spreading information to those otherwise unaware to Bi stigma helps! That’s why it’s always important, for those who aren’t Bi and care, to be a good Bi ally and educate people on the effects of Biphobia, including studies showing, for example, Bisexuals suffering from more mental health issues like depression and anxiety than their Gay/Lesbian counterparts. When we see biphobia existing in general cishet society (where we’re facing homophobia on top of biphobia) we turn to our safe spaces, our queer spaces, but in our safe spaces as well we’re not as safe as we should be. We desperately need these spaces especially since studies show Bisexuals face more sexual violence than their Gay/Lesbian and Straight peers. So when this support system we should have gets taken away for who we are - that’s Biphobia. And it does real actual harm towards Bisexuals. 

“No one is hanging you for being Bi, Biphobia isn’t a thing!” well that’s the interesting part! In addition to dealing with Biphobia, which has its own ugliness as briefly mentioned, Bisexuals also deal with homophobia! (internally and externally, as previously mentioned). So in these moments, when we retreat to our safe spaces to recoup, and we’re forced to behave differently or be not what we truly are, or constantly questioned in regards to the validity of who we are, it does damage! It’s a cycle of violence and further reinforces this notion that, in LGBTQ+ spaces - despite being a very present letter in the acronym, queerness is conditional instead of something inherent. Bisexuality is inherently queer, has its own unique queer experiences, is a marginalized identity through and through, deserves better treatment, and deserves equal support. 

This being said, cause these things need to be said, understanding that these concepts are present and being able to live a happy life are possible. What helped me out of my internalized biphobic/homophobic rut was coming to terms with the fact I wanted to be happy. My bisexuality wasn’t going to change, so I knew the only thing to do at that point was to accept it and learn to love it. There are also SO many Bisexual allies out there! The real world isn’t Tumblr discourse 24/7 I promise you and I can’t tell you how many times my gay and lesbian friends stop me whenever I start thinking biphobicly and step in to reinforce I’m queer and worthy. Bisexuality is beautiful. Your bisexuality is beautiful. It may be hard right now but I promise you it does get better.

That feeling when you’ve heard/sang along to a song enough times to feel tempted to do a cover of it 

aliceinboringland  asked:

Im so mad at myself because I've only joined the random 4 months ago, and even tho I already love them with my hole heart and cry with their special moments and get excited with their songs, I feel like a fake fan cause I haven't been here as long as everybody else so I shouldn't cry when I watch them winning their first award or when they thank us all, but I still do

Hi lovely~ I joined the fandom only a year ago, so I think I understand those feelings. I wasn’t there for their first win, or their first concerts, fansigns, etc.. But I’m here to tell you and anyone else maybe feeling this way that it doesn’t matter how long you’ve been here, or that you haven’t been here for the whole time. What matters is that you’re here now. ♡ This sounds cheesy, but it’s so wonderful that you’ve let BTS into your life and your heart, get excited over their music, love the members for who they are, and celebrate the group’s smallest and biggest of wins as your own. And you know what doing these things makes you? A real fan. Loving, respecting, and supporting BTS is, when it comes down to it, what all fans (no matter how long they’ve been around) are trying to do. So please don’t be angry at yourself, or feel like a fake fan! You are a real fan. ^^ Now please enjoy today, your newest milestone with BTS, and look forward to the ones to come. ♡
- Kristi

Patriots Mutuals

I’ve been meaning to do this for awhile (oops sorry), but @waitititaikas is new to pats tumblr and I wanted to give her some quality blogs to follow. She’s been a Patriots fan since the 2014 season like yours truly and she’s a great blog herself so def check her out

Here are a quick few of my faves and babes off the top of my head:

@edelbabe @julesthenerdfighter @stephisinspace @masturfaded @squirreledelman @fresh-as-lettuce @preciouspatriots @simonxriley @juliansedelman11

Don’t feel pressured to follow lol but they’re great people and a lot of them are mixed content wise so at least check them out. This goes for everyone that sees this post!!!


❣️Because of the thorns
A beautiful rose 🌹 can bloom
Dark red flowers 🌺 it means I love you
Even if I bleed everywhere I wanna know you
Cause I think about you err-day
I’m already addicted to you❣️🎵🎵🎶

Angelina Jolie Quotes for the Signs
  • Aries: "If I make a fool of myself, who cares? I’m not frightened by anyone’s perception of me."
  • Taurus: "It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there."
  • Gemini: "Make bold choices and make mistakes. It’s all those things that add up to the person you become."
  • Cancer: "It's hard to be clear about who you are when you are carrying around a bunch of baggage from the past. I've learned to let go and move more quickly into the next place."
  • Leo: "If you ask people what they've always wanted to do, most people haven't done it. That breaks my heart."
  • Virgo: We have a choice about how we take what happens to us in our life and whether or not we allow it to turn us. We can become consumed by hate and darkness, or we're able to regain our humanity somehow, or come to terms with things and learn something about ourselves."
  • Libra: "To be in any way a positive contribution, that's all anybody wants to be. It's all I've ever wanted to be."
  • Scorpio: "It's hard to be clear about who you are when you are carrying around a bunch of baggage from the past. I've learned to let go and move more quickly into the next place."
  • Sagittarius: "I've been reckless, but I'm not a rebel without a cause."
  • Capricorn: "Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life."
  • Aquarius: "When other little girls wanted to be ballet dancers I kind of wanted to be a vampire."
  • Pisces: "Anytime I feel lost, I pull out a map and stare. I stare until I have reminded myself that life is a giant adventure, so much to do, to see."
'I Think You Think Too Much Of Me' lyrics sentence starters
  • "This is just another sad song."
  • "I've been thinking that, when we thought the world would break us, that we weren't wrong."
  • "I'm so sorry I can't find the time."
  • "I've been thinking 'bout how I'd react if you were me and I was ghosted out."
  • "I know I should try more, but I've been so caught in my own small shit."
  • "I can't see past the nothing around me."
  • "I've been trying really fucking hard not to try so hard."
  • "I've nowhere left to go."
  • "If I told you how this story ends, would you change a step you take?"
  • "If I could relive all of my days, I'd live them all the same."
  • "I'm scared of all that I don't know."
  • "I want it all, but all of it ain't gold."
  • "I'm learning what I should've long before."
  • "All we are is a light into the darkness."
  • "All we are is time that's counting down."
  • "It's wrong and we ain't been right for years."
  • "Let go, give these ghosts a new home."
  • "Let's bury our past and our fears."
  • "I should've seen it long before."
  • "This is my life; I will not run in circles."
  • "Love means nothing to me."
  • "Love means nothing to me 'cause I don't know what it is."
  • "I'm just dying to be all that I've been dreaming of."
  • "I'm still learning."
  • "I just feel so tired."
  • "You ain't you when you're like this."
  • "This ain't you and you know it."
  • "You don't know how to let go."
  • "Who said this must be all or nothing?"
  • "No, I can't tell you nothing."
  • "I'm a fucking mess sometimes."
  • "I could always be whatever you wanted, but not what you needed."
  • "I'm a fucking mess sometimes and I'll say what I don't mean."
  • "All these feelings don't mean shit to me."
  • "It's all just chemicals anyway."
  • "Make all this just go away and find another heart to break."
  • "I had nothing for you; I can't love."
  • "I can't love when I can't even love myself."
  • "I'm addicted to hurting."
  • "I'm a fucking mess sometimes, but still, I could always be whatever you wanted."
  • "I could always be whatever you wanted, but not what you needed, especially when you been needing me."
  • "Lying’s the only rush I need."
  • "I should've listened last night, girl."
  • "This is beyond belief."
  • "We keep falling for the lure of liquid confidence."
  • "If all we have is time, then we'll be alright."
  • "It's not much but it's better than nothing."
  • "We're running on fumes but we'll make it through the night."
  • "It's not love but it's better than dreaming."
  • "I just need time."
  • "We only hang in evenings."
  • "All these dreams and all these plans we shared under the moonlight."
  • "I just don't know if you'll feel right when I leave in the morning."
  • "Should've told you goodbye."
  • "We're both covered in sand
  • "I don't know just what I'm missing."
  • "They tell me I've got something more
  • "You could be loved."
  • "I just wanna live like the ones before."
  • "Maybe I could save the world or end it."
  • "Maybe they'll remember me when I'm gone; that's all I could ever want."
  • "So I got ten minutes to be all or nothing."
  • "I owe you nothing."
  • "I own my luck."
  • "You'll never be alone again."
  • "I don't think you understand me or what I fear."
  • "I don't want to lie to myself."
  • "I'm more than all the mistakes I've outrun."
  • "I'm only here for a minute."
  • "I don't care what you say."
  • "I can be my own kind of rock and roll."
  • "I don't really care if you say you don't fuck with me."
  • "I can say what the fuck I want cause it's down to me."
  • "I got love for you even if you are doubting me."
  • "I wonder how it feels to burn out young."
  • "I just wanna die before my heart fails from heartbreak or cocktails."
  • "Maybe you'll cry once you know I'm gone."
  • "I ain't scared of living."
  • "Does it get easier?"
  • "What are we breathing for if we ain't living?"
  • "I'll know the day I die, I lived through heaven and that I gave it hell."
  • "If it hurt, oh well; at least that's living."
  • "I'm not worried about you."
  • "I can’t find it in myself to wanna lie to keep this thing from going down."
  • "That girl took my heart and I ain't want it back."
  • "You say it meant nothing."
  • "I shoulda kept my silence."
  • "I guess I’m too attached to my own pride to let you know."
  • "All these words meant nothing."
  • "I've always been this heartless."
  • "We’re just having sex, I would never call it love."
  • "I think I’m catching feelings."
  • "Remember why you said this was the last time."
  • "I don’t know how to forget you."
  • "That girl took my heart."
  • "She's in love with the concept."
  • "We're in love, we just don't know it yet."
  • "How am I supposed to see the magic, 'cause I don't believe in it no more."
  • "It's easier if she thinks she won."
  • "I don't think I love you no more."
  • "You never seem to call me lately."
  • "I don't think you know me at all."
  • "I never thought I'd have to say this."
  • "I don't love you and I never did."
  • "Look at us, burning down in flames for kicks."
  • "So much for trying to keep this moving slow."
  • "I don't believe in her no more."
  • "I remember how we talked shit like we knew what we wanted."
  • "I'm no liar and I never hid anything."
  • "You should've seen it coming to this."

anonymous asked:

I've had a pretty stressful day at school and at home. Like I usually watch the game grumps cause the comitary usually makes my crappy days better but I can't seem to just breath and be happy just for the sake of making other happy. I'm ually a happy person making other laugh till they are holding their bellies in pain from it but everything I've done today just hasn't been making myself or others happy. I'm sorry yo bother you but... you just seem so happy and nice so... Ignore this...

Too late, I’m already answering it, mostly cause I care about you, friend. But hey, we all have those days, it’s okay! There’s always another chance to make tomorrow better. For now, I’ll leave you with some SUPER ADORABLE pictures of Danny to make you feel better. 

hvckfinn  asked:

i'm sorry if this is invasive, but if u are in the us i was wondering what the process is for breast reduction surgery? my chest makes me extremely dysphoric and it feels too large for my body; im a 32DDD naturally and idk??? it seems disproportionate and my boobs are often sore from sagging under the weight unless i wear a compression bra or binder, which also causes them to ache after a while. ///: sometimes i consider starving myself because i've read that weightloss leads to smaller breasts?

first off, please do not starve yourself, fat distribution is wildly different from person to person and so all that’s gonna do is make you tired, sick, and unhealthy before getting you results that you want. 

I think I got kind of lucky with my process tbh? I’ve heard stories of people having a hard time getting approval from their surgeon/insurance, but from the moment I walked into my first consultation with my surgeon she was completely certain that I needed it, and then my insurance covered the whole thing. 

I go to Kaiser so I just looked up surgeons nearby that did it, made an appointment, and then was able to schedule the surgery for three weeks after because I was lucky enough that she had a cancellation.

I am very happy with the results. Clothes fit me better and I can spend less on them. The surgery went smoothly and honestly I’ve had period cramps that hurt more. If dysphoria is your issue, I’d recommend doing a lot of research on surgeons that do top surgery vs breast reductions and what it is that you really want.

anonymous asked:

hey uh,, so basically I've spent a while identifying as agender and wlw, but I'm starting to think that I'm a guy? or at least a demiguy. its been really hard changing my view from "wow a cute girl I'm gay" to "wow a cute girl I'm straight" and i was wondering if anyone has any advice? (i think my main issue is that I've spent so long hating the idea of straight guys cause all of the straight guys i know are awful, so I'm feeling bad about myself identifying with them even if I'm not cis). ty <3

Tbh i relate to this so hard.

one of the major things I struggled with when I came out as a transguy was the need to change my way of thinking regarding women. 

Even though I’m not straight, I’m primarily attracted to women and usually date bisexual or pansexual women. But I came out as trans at 19. I came out as bisexual when I was 13. I had spent the entirety of my teenage years participating in wlw spaces and communities and had really formed my identity around that. 

….and then suddenly it was gone. 

Trying to find my place as a man (albeit, a non-straight, non-cis man) in this world when I had formed a large part of my identity around being a bisexual woman was really f*cking difficult! It made me question whether it was worth living as a man at all because I was honestly so lost and confused and I felt this real sense of loss because all of the communities I had ties in were no longer *for* me. It felt wrong being in them. 

And you’re right. There is a lot of hating on straight guys (or guys in “straight-passing” bisexual/pansexual/asexual/etc relationships). It makes being a  transmasculine person difficult if your primary romantic and/or sexual preference is women. I know a lot of straight transguys who completely disconnect from the LGBTQIA community because they say they dont feel welcome in most LGBTQIA spaces. (This is not to say that the vast majority of discontent directed at straight men isn’t justified. Straight men can be terrible. But that’s getting a bit into the dischorse and this blog isn’t about that.)

It’s hard. It really is. But at the end of the day your identity is valid. there is nothing inherently wrong with being a man or identifying with the male end of the gender spectrum. There’s nothing wrong with being straight, either. You literally can’t help who you are or who you’re attracted to. And as a transperson, you have and always will have a place within this community. 

You might need to alter your thinking, and you might need to stand in front of a mirror and tell yourself that there’s nothing wrong with who you are. You might need to catch yourself in the middle of the sentence and correct yourself with the way you phrase things. You might need to reconsider the way you act in spaces for women, or stop going completely.

But there is nothing wrong with you.


the zodiac signs as Halsey songs + lyrics
  • Aries: Ghost // "You say that you're no good for me 'cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve, and I swear I hate you when you leave, but I like it anyways"
  • Taurus: Colors // "It was early in the morning when the light came through and I've only felt religion when I'm high with you... You were red and you liked me 'cause I was blue, you touch me and then suddenly, I was a lilac sky"
  • Gemini: Empty Gold // "We're the underdogs in this world alone, I'm a believer got a fever running through my bones, we're the alley cats and they can throw their stones, they can break our hearts but they won't take our souls"
  • Cancer: Control // "And I tried to hide these secrets inside me, my mind's like a deadly disease, I'm bigger than my body, I'm colder than this home, I'm meaner than my demons, I'm bigger than these bones"
  • Leo: Castle // "Already choking on my pride, there's no use crying about it, I'm headed straight for the castle, they wanna make me their queen, there's an old man sitting on the throne saying I probably shouldn't be so mean"
  • Virgo: Hold me Down // "My demons are begging me to open up my mouth, I need them, mechanically, make the words come out, they fight me, vigorous and angry, watch them pounce"
  • Libra: SOS // "Crazy to think since 5 AM, all I see is green eyes and I'm lost in them... I wonder what it's like to run my fingers through your hair"
  • Scorpio: Trouble // "Lets cause a little trouble, oh you make me feel so weak... And I've got my mind made up this time, go on and light a cigarette, set a fire in my head tonight"
  • Sagittarius: Hurricane // "I'm a wanderess in a one night stand, don't belong to no city, don't belong to no man, I'm the violence in the pouring rain, I'm a hurricane"
  • Capricorn: Is There Somewhere // "And I promised myself I wouldn't let you complete me, I'm trying not to let it show that I don't to let this go, is there somewhere you can meet me?"
  • Aquarius: New Americana // "Survival of the richest, the city’s ours until the fall, they're Monaco and Hampton’s bound but we don’t feel like outsiders at all. We are the new Americana, high on legal marijuana, raised on Biggie and Nirvana"
  • Pisces: Tilt you Back // "Come on and wrap me up, let me tilt you back and swim, I want your taste on my tongue, Won't you warm my bones within? Reveal yourself to me, on this dark and empty street"

anonymous asked:

Another thing that bothers me is when fndm says yan/g can’t be a lgbt character cause she has only shown interest in men. She reminds a lot of myself before I came out later in life. Weis/s is to blunt with her feelings never got vibes from her. rub/y I see as someone who has no interest in romance. Blak/e eventually coming out as bi also makes sense to me too. Bb just makes the most sense since I see both characters figuring it out naturally & not forcing it in there especially after 3x11-12.

aldjsgkhd you just reminded me that a few days ago I saw someone say Yang liking girls is unlikely because she “talks about boys a lot,” so if she liked girls she would have talked about them, but Yang made one comment about boys, so that’s not exactly “a lot.”

An aside, but why do Some People who insist Yang is straight also think she’s boy crazy? Yang being straight is debatable, but Yang being boy crazy is just factually wrong.

And besides that, yeah, Yang could have just not figured out she likes girls yet? It can be take a while to figure out you like girls when you’re a girl because it’s A Thing where it’s acceptable and normal for straight girls to think other girls are hot just because Aesthetic and not because of attraction, and working through that can take time. Like, I was older than Yang currently is when I figured out the reason I have zero interest in guys is because girls, so it wouldn’t be weird at all if Yang turned out to not be straight.

anonymous asked:

(Tw)As someone who was molested as a child antis make me feel so sick like esp since they call ppl like me "not real survivors" just bc my trauma doesn't meet their requirements like I've been afraid to call myself a survivor for years bc of all the assholes out their but recently I've been more afraid simply bc of antis like y'all need to get ur shit together and stop harassing survivors just cause we disagree with u

Antis try so hard to be fucking gatekeepers for CSA and it’s so gross like this isn’t some abuse olympics of ‘who was abused the most’ and 'who is the most mentally fucked up’ stop fucking belittling peoples trauma ffs

Ellie Goulding {Sentence Starters}
  • "Every day I feel this pain, but you just turn and walk away!"
  • "You were like home to me."
  • "But there's trouble ahead, I can feel it!"
  • "Can't you see, can't you see?"
  • "Reassure me that you'll wait for me, wait for me as long as it takes!"
  • "I've figured out that joy is not in your arms."
  • "I just don't know what is wrong, with you and me."
  • "I don't know when you'll break, but it's gonna be soon."
  • "You are the risk I'll always take."
  • "You're as bright as the sun and as calm as the moon."
  • "You know, this is your biggest mistake."
  • "Maybe we forgot all the things we are."
  • "I've seen you in a fight you lost."
  • "I know you better than I ever have before."
  • "I really thought that we'd go further."
  • "And I'm not sleeping, now. The dark is too hard to beat."
  • "You move so fast, makes me feel lazy."
  • "I had a heart then, but the queen has been overthrown."
  • "You show me what it feels like to be lonely."
  • "Oh, I don't think you know me much at all."
  • "And so I tell myself that I'll be strong-!"
  • "I'll give you everything you need, but I don't think I need you."
  • "It's time that we found out who we are."
  • "You're stabbed in the back, but you feel no pain."
  • "I know you care. I know it is always been there."
  • "I know I'm fooled. I can't help it."
  • "Tell me if you feel this pain."
  • "'Cause this is how things ought to have been."
  • "I've never met anyone like you."
  • "I'll wait for you. Maybe."
  • "I just can't keep hanging on, to you and me."
The signs as I know them
  • <p> <b>Aries:</b> Aries is the fun sign. They love a good laugh and a party, but not with too many people. They're really social in smaller groups, and rather adventurous people with passion for their hobbies. Don't get them angry tho, because they find it scarily easy to yell at you and abandon you.<p/><b>Taurus:</b> I've learned tauruses are probably the strongest and most caring people of all, even if they've been through a lot they'll always be there to help others and give the nicest compliments and advice. They like to keep themselves busy trying new stuff and won't easily let people get to them.<p/><b>Gemini:</b> First of all let's clear something up: geminis are not two-faced. At all. Nor bitchy, nor lying. I've experienced they are actually really loving, have a huge interest in music, are stylish and funny. They're rather insecure and crazy, but in a fun way. They might not always be able to express their feelings the right way, but they try and that's what matters
  • Cancer: The Cancers I know are generally positive, optimistic, and adventurous. They want to experience as much in life and sometimes go a little too far when doing that. They're impulsive. When mad, they will give you the worst looks but won't attack you, afraid to get hurt.
  • Leo: Leos near me are some of the best people. They're caring, funny and very beautiful. They also tend to keep their feelings to themselves but oh, they're full of feelings and thoughts that should be heard but never will.
  • <p/> <b>Virgo:</b> A thing the virgos I know have in common, is I loved them and they left me. One purposely did, one didn't, but to me, virgos represent heartbreak. Since I know only two virgos who are also very different from each other, I can't give you one stereotype. One of them was your typical tumblr white girl who lacked depth and braincells, but was very fun to be around, cute, caring, happy... Till she got enough of me and started calling me names. For the other one how she behaved would depend on who you are. I've seen her mood change in a matter of seconds. She is a contradiction. Sweet yet bitchy. Intimidating yet easy to talk to. Tough yet emotional. Her smiles easily make someones day. As a virgo stereotype I'd say they're people you'll never forget.<p/><b>Libra:</b> I know the libra stereotype is that they're cute, but as far as I know they're all rude assholes caused by being insecure. They won't hesitate to insult or let down others if that'd make them feel better. They're really sneaky and talk shit behind your back.<p/><b>Scorpio:</b> I don't think I've ever met a perfectly alright or "normal" scorpio, somehow there's always something odd about them. Depression, no father, gender issues, been bullied, not straight, stealing.. It makes me wonder if "normal" scorpios exist. On the contrary, I've also never met a scorpio I don't like. They're really nice yet insane. And, being a scorpio myself, I find they are the only people who don't think I'm too intimidating to yell at. I've never met a purely stereotypical scorpio tho, we aren't all that scary and intimidating, not as obsessed with sex, and we don't fight everyone we see, only if we have a good reason to. Overall we're just deeply good, emo people.<p/><b>Sagittarius:</b> Sags are really social people with a lot of friends, that they like being around. What they probably like even more, is showing off their friends. And their knowledge. And money. Clothes. And so on. They are good storytellers tho, and will keep you interested.<p/><b>Capricorn:</b> All Capricorns near me are outgoing and sweet. They're really lovable and funny and have an ambition to make a change in the world. They'll always be nice to you, no matter what.<p/><b>Aquarius:</b> Y'all are FUCKING insane. Aquariuses tend to try too hard on a lot of stuff, and that makes them annoying sometimes. For instance they're smart, they know it, and love to let other people know as well. They're really some know-it-alls. Some of them stereotypically have no heart, some only care about themselves, and somehow a few do actually express some feelings, but not that often.<p/><b>Pisces:</b> Pisces people either have too many emotions or none at all. They either think too much or not at all. They easily hurt your feelings and then come apologise afterwards, when it's too late. They can be really rude and annoying at times and don't seem to care about you at all, like they're in their own world. They're not really social people.<p/></p>

It was 12am but my sister keeps on pestering me that I’ll miss out big time if I’m still asleep….so there I was feeling like a zombie walking into her room only to be surprised with a belated birthday present!!! EEeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I’m soooo happy!! My fist Wacom!! 😆😆😆😍😍😍💕💕
I can’t stop thanking my sister after! Like when everyone around me keeps on shooting me down by saying it’s a waste of time & it’s not a good career choice, she’s the only person who keep on supporting my love for art!! 😭😭 ILU sister!!❤️

Halsey {Sentence Starters}
  • "You know you're supposed to keep it."
  • "I'm bigger than my body. I'm colder than this home."
  • "Already choking on my pride, so there's no use crying about it."
  • "I didn't mean to fall in love tonight."
  • "I'm hoping you could save me now, but you break and fold."
  • "I find myself alone when each day is through."
  • "And I tried to hold these secrets inside me. My mind's like a deadly disease."
  • "I keep a close watch on this heart of mine."
  • "I promised myself I wouldn't let you complete me."
  • "You've got a fire inside but your heart's so cold."
  • "I'm meaner than my demons. I'm bigger than these bones."
  • "'Cause I've done some things that I can't speak."
  • "Is there somewhere you can meet me?"
  • "I find it very, very easy to be true."
  • "But the ending is the same every damn time."
  • "Goddamn right, you should be scared of me."
  • "But I don't have to fucking tell them anything!"
  • "These days, I can't seem to get along with anyone."
  • "All we do is think about the feelings that we hide."
  • "Sick of all these people talking, sick of all this noise."
  • "Would it really kill you if we kissed?"
  • "And there's a storm you're starting now."
  • "I just wanna feel your lips against my skin."

offthephones -> cyniclandscape

okay, y'all, i’m back, holy hell, there was someone from the Real Life™ following me and i had to escape ‘cause i’ve never felt comfortable being myself around them because they usually ridicule me, sO I CHANGED URLS AND BLOCKED 'EM, AND NOW I CAN GO BACK TO BEING A FANDOM BITCH

anonymous asked:

I've been feeling really crappy for a couple of weeks now, just feeling like life isn't worth much. Not that I would kill myself, but I simply don't feel good anymore. I have a hard time at school, and I always feel tired, and I am frankly scared...

i highly suggest organizing your thoughts and writing them all down. journaling helps me a lot, kind of like venting but without anyone judging me. writing it down just helps me know what’s causing this and what i want to change about it.

napping, taking a nice warm bath, listening to music, hopping on a bus and just watching the scenery etc. i think they all help in calming you down. good luck, anon.

So I keep dreaming about spiders but yesterday I had a really disturbing dream and I’ve been thinking about it all day. 

Basically I got stabbed in the chest and I could feel all the blood pouring out of where I got stabbed and it felt really warm. Then I could feel myself losing consciousness. I felt like I was going to die and I was thinking “wow I’ll finally get to see what happens when we die”. Then I suddenly decided to not give up fighting and I woke up.