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anonymous asked:

Imagine: Cas healing Dean with a gentle kiss.

NO why don’t YOU imagine it

Especially if it’s their first kiss

and Dean got all busted up in some improbably high-stakes fight

and he thinks it’s his fault and that Cas is going to blame him for rushing off all recklessly and he’s READY for that fight like they can do rounds of ‘you need to take better care of yourself’ angry posturing for weeks

but Cas just comes over to where Dean’s sitting there stunned at not being dead next to their vanquished foe, bracing for Cas to say something 

and Cas just kneels beside him and reaches out for Dean’s face in that sort of detached inspecting the damage way that Dean’s not exactly NOT comfortable with but it’s still just this side of too intimate for him 

especially when Cas touches the bumps and cuts on Dean’s face looking all sad about it and doesn’t even heal them, just kind of… pokes… tenderly… at Dean’s face

is Cas broken?? can he not heal any more??

and then Cas, who still has a hand on Dean’s cheek but really losing the pretence of just looking after him, turns Dean’s face when he tries to look away, and leans in and presses their lips together

and then Dean feels that weird prickly-cold feeling of being healed but he really does not notice it because what the fuck Cas just kissed him

and then Cas pulls away and gets up and is like “you need to take better care of yourself” and Dean’s like “fuck you I had it under control” and then they leave the room still arguing 

Go think about that and leave me alone :P 

If you had told Dex even a week ago that he would willingly be sharing a blanket with Derek Nurse on the floor of the Haus living room all afternoon, pressed together so close they’re practically in each other’s laps, he would’ve laughed in your face.

Now, he just bangs a fist against the side of the old space heater in front of them and subtly pulls Nursey a little closer into his side. Not that there’s all that much closer to pull him.

“I told them,” he mutters. “Draft fucking central.”

He not so much sees as senses Nursey roll his eyes. “Rans and Holtzy not letting you replace all the windowpanes last year is not why the heating went out, yo.”

Intellectually, Dex know this. But it’s easier to blame their former captains for their current predicament than it is to blame the fact that he’s let routine Haus maintenance slide so much this semester that they’ve ended up here. Because if Dex doesn’t keep a close eye on things like the barely functioning water heater, or the garbage disposal that’s missing two blades and is about to fall out of the sink entirely, who will?

Except, well, he’s been distracted this year. From the moment he got back from summer break and moved into the attic with Nursey, he’s been… distracted.

Nursey is distracting.

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So the Sanvers scenes tonight were lovely. We got some backstory for Maggie (and Floriana got a meaty moment to sink her teeth into), we learned Alex really sucks at writing poetry, and we got a sweet dance at the end. But this episode was NOT the “Sanvers-centric” episode we were promised in the media. I’m not sure I really blame the writers so much as The CW for this one. Feels like they promoted it that way to use us again to boost ratings (although Sanvers wasn’t featured heavily in the promos). We’ve seen that from them before, and it is February sweeps…

All the screaming at the Supergirl writers will probably just convince them not to give us anything at all, but they shouldn’t hype things on social media as being bigger than what they are. We’ve been used and disappointed by TV shows too much as it is.

I just feel let down by the show because earlier this season they’d been doing so well, but I’m grateful for Floriana and Chyler’s work as always. They don’t get the time we desperately wish they did, but they know how to make the most of it.

Shots Fired

First of all, this post in not about finger pointing or he-said-she said. It’ s not about blame or hate or anger. It’s about observation, and hopefully, a little bit of understanding.

I have some questions I want to throw out there about the current toxicity that is running rampant throughout the Arrow fandom.

1. When did being optimistic and hopeful and trusting turn into condescending and belittling and brow-beating?

2. When did having personal opinions, and accepting those with opposite opinions become some kind of furious game of tug-a-war?

3. Why does it seem that this wonderful forum where all of us come for a safe, nurturing environment become a war zone?

I ask these questions not to choose sides or spout anger and frustration. I really want to know why some people feel that it’s their right to try taking away someone else’s viewpoint or expectations of and for Arrow?

Since I started my blog page over a month ago, I have read so many negative (and positive) asks and submissions, theories and specs. It is one of the main reasons I love being invested in the show. Debate on where the writing and s/l’s are going, falling in love with and rooting for the well-being of Olicity, of Diggle and Lance and Thea, loving to disapprove of lesser characters like SW and Billy and some of the Newbies. Wanting to see Prometheus defeated and getting to the bottom of Adrian Chase and the whole Vigilante stuff—all of this is why I watch.

I have been fortunate that since I put up my page, I have not been exposed to the negative people who go to others asks boxes and lament on how their belief and expectations of the show have been turned into personal attacks and victimizing. Great voices in the fandom—,@louiseblue1, @jbuffyangel, @hope-for-olicity @almondblossomme @callistawolf  @tdgal1 @ruwithmeguys,  and many, many others, should not be held accountable for other people’s shattered dreams and fantasies. It is selfish and rude and immature to blame people who choose to stay positive.

I woke up this morning and found my ask box full of negativity and anger. It felt like my get-out-of-jail free card had been revoked. I was amazed and mystified as to why my choice to be a fan of Arrow is now suddenly being vilified and attacked. Some of my asks even got personal and had nothing to do with the show. Someone wished that my wife would just die already and put everybody who has to read about her out of their misery. Another hoped that my dogs get ran over by a car. Just vicious stuff. These went on and on, and I was forced to hold back my own anger and not give in to lowering myself to that level by lashing out with my own hate.

But despite, all this, I am not deterred from the enjoyment I get when I watch Arrow. These people who came to my page with their hate and despair are faceless entities, They are cowards who have obviously never learned to turn the other cheek. If my optimism and belief in Arrow generates these kinds of responses, I truly feel sorry for this part of the fandom who has gone rouge and have decided to jump ship.

Folks, it is a long swim back to shore.

I believe in Arrow. I believe in Oiicity and that they will reunite, get married and have lots of babies. I believe in the show’s writers. I believe that whatever comes my way, negative or positive, is still a gift I’ve been given by just simply watching the show. Loud and proud, folks!

So, I guess these are my shots fired. I only hope that my aim is off, because I don’t want to hurt anybody—by accident or on purpose.  

@hope-for-olicity @almondblossomme @tdgal1 @louiseblue1 @callistawolf @ruwithmeguys @jbuffyangel @jamyjan @vaelisamaza

I’ve decided, after talking to @lynslogic and @nightkeepyr extensively (aka: I should do this? They go You should do this), that I’m bringing back my Fluffy Fanfiction Fridays.

So, send me a prompt any time you have one. Send me characters. A ship. A fandom.

Just be sure it’s one that I know, do you hear me, @thedouglastrap?

But then I’ll write fluff and post it and then Fluffy Fanfiction Fridays. Because we could all use a little bit more happy in our lives right now. So let me try to bring some happy back from my little corner of the interwebs.

he’s a guy who goes around smashing mirrors with a bat, then blaming the mirrors for “breaking on their own” and cutting him with the broken pieces, all because the mirrors reflected a version of himself he doesnt like (a.k.a his real self)

also after the Smænching starts, the mirrors reflect spotlights onto this guy and it slowly burns his skin away, revealing the reflection they tried to show

For a fandom that consists of a lot people, who considers themselves to be feminists, there are surely plenty of misogynistic and anti-feminist opinions about the women that Sam may or may not be dating. 

They shouldn’t get hate for NOT deleting nasty comments; making their IG private; posting pictures from their everyday life; appearing to be sexual. Last but not least, they shouldn’t get hated for simply not being Cait.

We all love and adore Cait, but constantly comparing her to these women in order to make her superior is just disgusting. It’s implied all the time that Cait is elegant and classy, whereas the others are trashy and cheap. 

And how come it’s THEIR OWN fault for receiving all this hate? They are literally doing nothing wrong. It’s still victim-blaming even if it’s ‘’just’’ on social media. Tell people to stop being arseholes such as shatner instead.

This is something I feel like I continually have to speak up about. I’ve seen this happening in other fandoms, but this one is pretty close to becoming the worst one regarding this. 

If you are a feminist, you do your best to stand up for women. You don’t intentionally bring them down. 


He did what he was raised to do. You can’t blame him. Although, I was kinda crushed by his decision all the same. I ship him and Mare so much. If he dies in RQ4, I don’t know what I’ll do. 

What’s disappointing me is that people are jumping to Maven’s ship after Cal’s decision. Maven (in my opinion) is worse than the teddy bear Cal. 

Who knows what direction MareCal will go, it might be gone forever. Or the ship will finally make it to its destination. I have hope, even if its broken and torn. Uh, I’ll be moping for weeks.

Theories soon.. 

(( is it too late for a munday selfie ))

(( yeah okay sorry im not funny here’s a more pleasant looking one ))  

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GOT7 reaction to their S/O commiting suicide


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Mark is already a pretty quiet person. I think he would become very closed off for a while. Maybe he would talk even less. Or he might just hate being around people at all. Being around people only makes him feel worse.

When he found out what happened, he would be angry. Not necessarily at anyone just angry. He would start blaming himself. “Maybe if I would have been around more…”

Alright. Here’s the thing. We all know Jackson is supper hyper and seems happy all the time. But I feel like his attitude would completely change. He wouldn’t be able to joke around for a really long time and he would need to take a break from everything to just heal.

He would try his best to continue doing his job and being around people because he knows that’s what they would have wanted. But inside he’s breaking and he spends most nights in tears wondering if he could have done something to stop them

He wouldn’t understand. He would spend a long time trying to figure out why they did it. Maybe if he could figure out why, he would be able to come to terms with it. But inside, he knew that wasn’t true.

A week after the funeral he would start packing their stuff into boxes. That’s what everyone was telling him to do. Because if all their stuff was gone, he could move on faster. But the second he walks into your shared room he would burst into tears and fall to his knees. He would never go back in there.

He would spend a lot of time in the dance room, alone. He would dance until he threw up because dancing was the only thing that made him feel alive anymore


I almost cried while writing this. So. That’s fun.

Why start off soft when you can just make angst?

blame @spaceliondad and her AA streams, because the S3 ending gave me serious Doctor who and rose vibes. Tony would make a fantastic Doctor, he already has the guilt.

In all seriousness, thanks to Erica for introducing me to the gold that is AA, and providing the opportunity to meet awesome people in the fandom, I had a blast.

@marcieyre also like it’s SO hard to learn correct lgbt history. sure there are a few documentaries and wikipedia but unless you get lucky and happen to know a lot of lgbt elders most kids are dead out of luck because straight people erased what happened. out of all the people to blame for lgbt history not being taught gay kids are the last that should be getting blamed

Ok so I’m going to be answering asks tonight but I will have to answer some en mass and some on private to avoid spamming people’s dashboards because as you can see I have…rather a lot. So thank you thank you to everyone who has sent me an ask because I treasure them all and hopefully I’ll be able to answer you satisfactorily! And if I miss any I apologize because I know tumblr has been eating some of my asks recently and the likelihood is tumblr is to blame!

itty-bitty-baby-face  asked:

ok :) 11&8 with gibbs ❤

11 - making out
8 - “I love you. I love you more than I’ve ever loved anybody.”

Making out in Jethro’s basement wasn’t as glamorous as you thought it would be. It smelled strongly of sawdust, the wood dug almost painfully into your back, and it had quickly gotten a little hot; though, that could be blamed on the kissing.

And yet, you could deal with all of that, because Jethro was kissing you in his basement. Upon joining the team, this was something that completely came out of left field. Just a thing that happened without either of you planning on it.

The kiss broke, but only because your lungs were screaming for air. Jethro’s forehead pressed against yours as he tried to catch his breath, as well. But his eyes were locked onto yours; bright blues with smoldering, dilated pupils. His eyes made it a little harder to breathe. “I love you. I love you more than I’ve ever loved anybody.”

The words fumbled out without your consent, but before you could say anything to take back what was just said, Gibbs just gave a smirk and leaned forward, capturing your lips in another kiss. And the passion coming from that kiss told you that he probably felt the same.

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anonymous asked:

u kno u can just say "I don't like drawing actual dark skinned people" instead of blaming the lighting like every other white washing artist does lol itd make this less Sad

But? That’s not the case /at all/. I add multiple filters to my drawings which effect the tone of the skin. I would know because hello? I’m a digital artist. What’s /actually/ sad is that you are grouping me with “white washing artists”.