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(Request: I was wondering if you could write an imagine with daryl based on the song Videogames from Lana del rey? thank you ♥)

Note: I had so much fun writing this, i hope you enjoy! 

Warnings: smut

Originally posted by wouldnormanreedus

Swinging in the backyard
Pull up in your fast car
Whistling my name

Open up a beer
And you say, “Get over here
And play a video game”

You lay on your sun bed as you waited for Daryl to come around. You let the sun kiss your skin and turn it a golden colour. A smile spread across your face as you heard the revving of Daryl’s motorcycle driving up your street.  You knew there would probably be complaints from your neighbors, you lived in a prestige area and you and Daryl were always causing trouble, but you didn’t care, as long as you were with him.

“Yo, (Y/n)”

His voice echoed through your huge house and the gruff sound of it sent heat straight in between your legs. You placed your sunglasses on your head as you walked through the house in nothing but a bikini, you knew he would love it. You opened up the front door to greet Daryl, he was dressed in his usual leather vest coat and his baggy jeans, you almost melted at the sight of him and he pulled you in for a rough kiss. His hands landed your ass as you wrapped yours around his neck.

“Get a room!” you heard a neighbor shout from outside their window. Daryl turned around and stuck his middle finger up at them, making them frown at you both and shut their window. You couldn’t help but laugh and hit him playfully on his shoulder.

“Quit pissing my neighbors off, they already hate you as it is” you laughed.

“Come on they love me” he joked. “Go open up a beer for us” he said, walking over to your sofa and switching the TV on. You did as he asked and you opened up two beers, walking over to him and sitting on his lap as you handed the beverage to him. You clinked the glasses together before taking a sip.

“So, what do you have in mind for today?” you smirked as you set the beer bottle down.

“Just a little something’ you might like” he said as he pulled you closer to him and kissed you, biting at your lower lip and digging his fingers into your waist.

I’m in his favorite sun dress
Watching me get undressed
Take that body downtown

I say, “You the bestest.”
Lean in for a big kiss
Put his favorite perfume on

Go play a video game

You were now up in your room and you had quickly changed into his favorite dress that he loved on you. He came into your room, a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other. He took a puff and leaned on the door frame as he admired your curves that the dress hugged so tightly.

“Take it off for me baby” he whispered. He went to sit down on your bed as you slowly took the sundress of, making sure to take your time so he could get all riled up before you two went at it.

Now naked and in bed, Daryl was thrusting into you with all his might. Both of you were moaning from the pleasure of the activity, the alcohol in your systems making the experience much more pleasurable. The bed was hitting the wall with every thrust and after a while the neighbours started banging back and telling you guys to ‘shut up’, only making you both laugh and Daryl thrust harder.

When you were both done, Daryl pulled you closer and you leaned your head on his chest. “You’re the best, you know that?”

He nodded his head and ran his hands through your hair, making you fall asleep in his arms.

Kissing in the blue dark
Playing pool and wild darts
Video games

He holds me in his big arms
Drunk and I am seeing stars
This is all I think of

It was night when you woke up, still in Daryl’s arms. “Merle wants to meet us at the bar, you up for it?” he whispered in your ear.

“Definitely” you said, getting up and putting that same sundress on. He smirked at you before dressing himself and you both took off, waking the neighbours with the engine of Daryl’s motorcycle.

Merle had already gotten everyone in the bar drunk by buying all the rounds for them. When you two came in everyone greeted you like family, this bar was your second home that you always hung out at. Daryl excitedly brought you to one of the pool tables and immediately started a game.

“You still have to teach me Dixon” you giggled.

He smiled and came around behind you, making sure to push himself against you in the right places as he quickly taught you the basics of how to play pool. You learned quickly and soon enough, after you both had a few drinks you were beating Daryl at the game, the drunk no body’s all cheering you on, including Merle. You took the last shot and it entered the hole as you raised your arms up in victory. They carried you up in the air and finally let you down when Daryl came near.

“I only let you win cause it was your first time” he said, pulling you closer to him. He was leaning against the pool table and you were standing between his legs.

“Yeah right, I won fair and square” you laughed, knowing he was only teasing you.

“Yeah, you keep telling yourself that” you finally shut him up by kissing him, the kiss was slow and passionate, both your tongues exploring each other as if for the first time.

“We got a room in the back for all that shit” Merle came stumbling over as he put his arms around you two. “Congratulations on your first win (Y/n)” he smiled, his eyes barely open.

“How about we get you home Merle” you laughed at his drunken state as he nearly fell over.

“What? The party just got started!”

It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you wanna do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It’s better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you

You got in your first fight with Daryl the other day. Your parents were coming home for the weekend and when you told him he couldn’t come over he thought you were abandoning him.

“You think I care about some snobby bitch like you? All cause you got money an shit? No way I don’t need you” he spat as you didn’t let him in the house.

“Daryl, it’s not like that! Its only for a weekend!”

“Yeah, first it’s a weekend, then it’ll be a week, a month, and soon you’ll be movin’ out!”

You knew Daryl had trust issues but he wasn’t understanding you. He thought you were abandoning him and that’s why he was acting hostile.

“Daryl please don’t say that! You know I’ll never leave you, I’m not like that!” He stayed silent so you continued talking. “If there’s space at yours, I can come ‘round for a bit, just to prove that I love you. I’ll do anything for you Daryl”

He bit on his finger and then nodded his head. You smiled and quickly packed an overnight bag and hopped on the back of his motorbike.

“(Y/n)? Where are you going?” Your parents asked from the front door but it was too late. You were already driving off into the distance with Daryl, the wind blowing through your hair and the feel of Daryl under your hands made you feel happy once again.

I know this had been said so many times before, but I need it out of my head.

Mental illness are not fun, or beautiful, or anything like that, it’s cold and lonely and harsh.

People seem to think that it attract people in some sort of way, that everyone will try to help you. that everyone will see the fragile little thing you are and help you get through all of that.

That’s so far from the truth, mental illness will push people away and make you miserable. It won’t bring you a boyfriend/girlfriend, it will push them away, they might even you that against you someday.

Mentel illness is shit and everyone needs to understand that. Once you have one, you’re fucked, you might think you’re in control ofit all but you’re not.

Stop remanticizing mental illness

anonymous asked:

Tell us the story of you and Hunter!

Hahah welllll what a story it is!! And it’s cheesy and really long so I’m sorry but whatever. I screenshotted this and sent it to him and he joked and said “well, it started with a pair of stinky moccasins…”

But it did start with a pair of stinky moccasins. He was one of the first people I ever followed on tumblr and I had never talked to him but one time he posted about how to get rid of the gross smell of shoes and I messaged him telling him to put them in the freezer (this does work, btw. it apparently helps kill the bacteria). I really don’t know why or how but we had started messaging some last summer about random things. whatever, you know, I had been through that, just thought it was some random guy from ohio. We followed each other on instagram and twitter and such and during August he had posted his snapchat so I added him, which really isn’t like me because I just usually keep my snapchat to people that I know in real life and keeping up conversations with people from tumblr is not my specialty. But we just didn’t stop snapchatting. and it wasn’t the normal ‘oh talk for a few days and then never again’ thing. Eventually we started texting and it is absolutely mindblowing because I don’t really remember how we got started talking to the level we did but there was just always something to say to him. I could hold any conversation with him and tell him anything and it was super nice because I could tell him all my school stress and he didn’t know anyone in these stories and he did the same for me. He was incredibly funny but incredibly sweet and listened to all of it.

He let me ramble about guys and annoying parties and friends and just became my best friend that I talked to about absolutely anything, and he did the same to me. I talked to him about a girl at his school and his friends and all ofit. It was really weird because I never thought anything of it because he was in rhode island at school and I was in virginia. It’s funny, there’s a lot less stress when you know you’re not going to see them in real life and he just genuinely cared and he made me laugh even though we were so far apart. We just clicked really really well. At the end of October, he called me randomly one night and told me he actually liked me, which cracked me up and we kind of just moved along but continued talking nonstop. Over winter break, it became nonstop talking. The last time I ranted to him about any other guy was the first night of winter break and then it kind of hit me that the kind of guy I wanted in my life was him and it was weird but the more we talked, the more I realized that it should always feel that natural to talk to people. We facetimed ALL the time and there was never a lull in conversation or in stupid jokes or in just long stories and rambling. 

I am a very logically minded girl. I am a girl of reason and facts and try to think straight and with my mind during things and not my heart. I was never a girl that was so absent minded that I fell for a guy and didn’t think anything else. I was the friend that convinced other friends to forget guys that put them down, to do what was best for them, and to think based on facts about relationships. So does it sound crazy to start talking to a boy who doesn’t live near you at school nor at home? Absolutely. But it sounded absolutely crazier to let go of someone who could make you laugh on your worst days, who would listen to you ramble, who made you feel like your insecurities were gone, and who absolutely brought out all the best in you. He’s my person I talk to right before I go to sleep and right when I wake up, and the person I dream about in between. I hate cheesy things like that, but honestly, I’ve never felt like this. And I think about it a lot- am I just idealizing him? Have I seen the worst in him? No, I’m not idealizing him. He really is what he is and I feel like I’ve known him my whole life. Am I talking to him just because he’s sweet? Absolutely not, he’s not just a smooth talker, he’s an intellectual thinker and my own personal comedian. Does all of it sound ridiculous? Well sure it does!! I would probably roll my eyes and laugh if I saw someone posting the stuff I do. But you’ve just gotta trust me when I say that I care about him with my whole heart and I have never ever known someone to make me feel like the way I do when I’m talking to him. And the most magnificent thing? He feels the same way about me.

So in January we realized we were as close as we would be for awhile and we had to make the most of it. We met halfway in Columbus and had lunch together (with my mom and sister) and spent a few hours together. Talked of course even more and more this past semester. All my friends know who he is and love him. This past weekend was so wonderful because he came to my house and stayed for the weekend and it wasn’t weird or annoying at all. Just the two of us and a whole lotta fun. I know we both post a lot about it but it doesn’t feel like what it sounds like at the base of it all and I hate to be annoying with it. But I was a hopeless romantic and never thought someone could make me feel the way he makes me feel and I really and absolutely truly wish for all of you to find someone so great and that makes you feel so great. It is one of the best things to ever happen to me and I am really excited for what the future holds.