all of my childhoods

10 facts about me

tagged by @blumiin!!! thank u for tagging me <3 this took a while cos idk 10 facts abt myself im s rY

1. I say im yoongi biased but im rlly a hoe for all of them asdkdnsajkdnskn Namjoon has rlly been creeping into my heart recently dont @ me 

2. I have a cat named Ziggy n he’s the love of my life even if he bites me

3. I sleep with a stuffed sheep toy i bought from france called Hublot

4. I still have a poster up in my room from  the 2009 miley cyrus wonderworld tour ((it was such a good concert fucking fight me))

5. When I was younger I was super fucking obsessed with Robbie Williams, I grew up to the song Angels basically ((Would recommend the album Escapology, its such a GOOD ALBUM))

6. Although i read and loved Harry Potter, my favourite childhood books were the His Dark Materials trilogy by Phillip Pullman, and the Sally Lockhart Quartet also by Pullman 

7. I have no piercings, like i dont even have my ears pierced.

8. Im gluten intolerant?? sknsfdjkfnsjdfn I found out a couple summers ago after being in and out of a&e with the most insane stomach cramps ((that my gp dismissed as period pain, fuck that guy))

9. I’ve been horse riding for over 10 years now :) 

10. I used to take ballroom and latin dance lessons but i stopped because horseriding took priority but… I kinda miss it sdbfsdjfbksdj


these were all over the place BUT OH WELL THE MORE YOU KNOW AMRIGHT 

tagging @jungkookio @mnet-anti @dt-minsuga @taekookiesandcream @minyoongislaysme @bts-veins @albumher you can jus ignore me tho 

I was tagged by @eldritchpopkitsch to:

Post 10 facts about yourself and pass it along to 10 favorites.

Thank you so much! :*

10 facts about me:

1. I was born in summer, but it’s always rainy on my birthday (except the day I was born, when it was fucking heat).

2. Members of my family on both sides are deeply connected (my parents are distant cousins).

3. When I was four years old I was diagnosed with a blood disorder called Thrombocytopenia (it is a deficiency of platelets in the blood. This causes bleeding into the tissues, bruising, and slow blood clotting after injury). Because of my illness I was hospitalized all my childhood, and because of my treatment I have many other health problems, and also many anxieties (one of them: I am afraid of hospitals, and being locked in there, without possibility to go out when I want to). Through my illness and long-term hospitalization I was unable to contact my peers, so to this day I have problems with making friendships (I am really bad at this).

4. When I’m really angry, and I hide my anger in me too long, lamps near me start to flash, or they go out completely. I still don’t know how to control this…

5. I’m a witch. Male and female members of my family were witches, hence my natural ability in this matter.

6. When I was a child my parents decided to send me to psychologist, and later also to many psychiatrists. I have been diagnosed with many anxieties, and also dissociative identity disorder (DID). At that time I had only one personality in me (which was in me from the day I was born), and now there are three of them (Shadow – she was the first one, Silence and Chaos). I was cured for many years, but this treatement caused in selfhate, so I decided that I don’t want to be cured anymore, and I started to accept myself the way I was. I use all my strenght to control Shadow, Silence and Chaos – but sometimes when I’m ill or weak they come out of me.
Each of my personalities represents different stage in my life and different emotions:
Shadow – because she was born with me she represents the souls of my ancestors, who in their actions were cruel, proud, strong in spirit and in body. Her strong need to use others, to act cruelly and to kill is heavily inhibited by me and by the help of Silence.
Silence – she was ‘born’ in me because of the need to calm cruel needs of Shadow. She is really soft and silent personality. She has a kind heart, but she is also lonely – I often felt lonely and forgotten at that time. She is just a lot older and smarter version of me. Also she has the strength of Shadow.
Chaos – he is the youngest of them. I felt him for really long time and I did not known what he really is and what he wants to become. He was ‘born’ some months ago, and he represents all my fears that formed in me through the years.
Also I don’t know how many of them will be in me in the end of my life, but I hope that I will manage to control every one of them till this time.

7. I am talented in many areas. I am able to create art in any medium available (and I am not joking here!). The only two things I can’t do are singing and playing instruments (but I am sure that I would be able to learn how to play instruments because my father is talented in this art field).

8. I believe in the power of dreams. I always dream dreams that foretell a specific event (my mother and my grandmother have the same). I also dream dreams that repeated every now and then for many years. I am able to create places in my dreams to which I can come back when I want to.

9. I’m hairy. Like fucking wild animal. And there are some parts on my body that I shave regularly (face, legs), and there are some that I don’t shave at all (arms, bikini area).

10. I’m a pervert… Like REAL FUCKING PERVERT with strange kinks (but don’t ask about them, I won’t tell). Also, I’m addicted to sex.

So… That’s all!
I tag: @transcedental-death, @the-blanket-underer, @underthemoo-n, @blackflamingoradioluv, @whydearthomas, @ofmoonlightandthesun, @hoddei, @n-yctophilia, @depseth, @vancouver-diaries, @iarba-n-vine, @calice-de-ossos, @beneath-this-skin, @samotny-tlum, @xxylems and @d-a-r-k–i-n-f-i-n-i-t-y !

Feel free to ignore this tag game if you don’t want to take part in it!

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Lewis: You’re home. It’s just me and you, nobody else. Take off that fucking mask.

Audrey: All my childhood told me what to do. I’m used to this mask. You never feel my problem.

Льюис: Ты уже дома. Здесь только я и ты, никто другой. Сними хоть тут свою чёртову маску.

Одри: Всё детство ты командовал мной. Я привыкла в этой маске. Ты никогда не почуствуешь мою проблему.

Yo guys, sorry for such a sudden disappearance, both me and djoe got in some problems/troubles so we had no time/chance to draw inktober drawings lately. I (Deb) for example had my external hard drive crashed with a loss of 1 TB of data which I’ve been collecting for the last 5 years so now all of my art/photos/videos/installers/tutorials/useful information/childhood memories are temporary/completely gone (including like 2-3 hundred of oban sketches omfg I feel like crying just by typing this). Now need money to get it back/buy orange juice so if you feel like helping out, you can donate me as much as you like (paypal e-mail:  yunniechi@gmail.com ; send with a note “for deb”). If you want me to draw you a sfw sketch of anything you want, also add your tumblr nickname to the message.

PS: Djoe’s just got her finger hit but still, pretty much ouch to write/draw :(
PPS: gonna catch up to inktober eventually anyway, maybe not in October but still.

aLRIGHT AU TIME

Lance pokes fun of Shiro being a merman (not an actual merman unfortunately), and pidge and hunk, defending their father’s honour, dares lance to take some of Shiro’s classes (he teaches people how to become merppl n all that w allura). 

Lance takes the dare and finds out this guy from one of his classes, whom he has a one-sided rivalry with, goes for mermaid lessons as well and *insert oh no he’s hot moment here*

anyway there’s lots of pining and swimming and mermaids and keith being obsessed with the mythical merpeople n lance finding it endearing as hell

[edit:] I’m not planning to write this however I will be building upon this au If you wanna write this or whatever could you link it to me? I wanna see it :D

I can’t believe that there’s people who don’t start crying when they think about their childhood

lil usnavi is a very good helper 

People who slam doors and stomp their feet to show how much they want to physically hurt you shouldn’t be trusted

  • Frank: Imagine if someone handed you a box full of all the items you have lost throughout your life.
  • Nico: Oh wow, my childhood innocence! Thank you for finding this.
  • Jason: My will to live! I haven't seen this in 15 years!
  • Leo: I knew I lost that potential somewhere!
  • Percy: Mental stability, my old friend!
  • Frank: Guys, could you lighten up a little?
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Sandylion Spongebob stickers🦀🐠