all my internet hopes and dreams

DLC spoilers

Also that April DLC? I have all but three of the cgs and I am thriving

That dlc was hilarious and amazing oh my god, I felt like it was a fever dream.

I finally got it to work, I just had to uninstall and reinstall it! It took a while without internet and probably ate a gig of my ten gig data limit but :’) Worth it for this damned game.

I hope yall are having fun with it! I love it omg.

After I find these missing DLCS, I’m playing for Yoosung’s third bad end and then redoing Zen’s route since its been aaageees

The signs as quotes from Fifty Shades of Grey (NSFW)

I spent an hour flipping through this shitty book for the sake of a meme I hope you’re all happy

Aries: “the muscles inside the deepest, darkest part of me clench in the most delicious fashion”

Taurus: “”I’m going to fuck you now, Miss Steele,” he murmurs as he positions the head of his erection at the entrance of my sex.”

Gemini: “I didn’t know I could dream sex. Was it something I ate? Perhaps the oysters and my Internet research manifesting itself in my first wet dream.”

Cancer: “Because I’m fifty shades of fucked up, Anastasia.”

Leo: “I’ve wanted to spank you since you asked me if I was gay.”

Virgo: “You’re mad and turned on because I said no?”

Libra: “’Weirding’ is not a verb and should not be used by anyone who wants to go into publishing.”

Scorpio: “I watch in fascination at the wanton creature writhing in front of me.”

Sagittarius: “I sit staring at the screen, and part of me, a very moist and integral part of me that I’ve only become acquainted with recently, is seriously turned on.”

Capricorn: “Finally, my medulla oblongata recalls its purpose. I breathe.”

Aquarius: “It tastes all the more divine because it’s been in his mouth.”

Pisces: Oh… shouty capitals!

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you’re the dream that I keep thinking about all day  ♥

I’ve made it, Longhorns!

No, you’re not dreaming. I’ve finally made one of these blog-type-things that you’ve all been talking about. I genuinely still don’t understand the hype, but I suppose I’ll figure it out eventually, huh?

Anyway, after a long day of practicing my splits and sacrificing my sanity to cheer, I’m ready to retire to a long night of internet surfing and Netflix binging. Here’s hoping some of you are having better evenings than me.

Journal Series/Page?

Hello everyone. I want to ask you all a question that I hope to get a good amount of feedback on.

So, I’ve been trying to think of a way I want to help make an impact some way on myself and the people here on Tumblr. And as shown by a few of my posts, I love a lot of things on the internet and a lot of games. And part of my dream is to become a creative writer someday. But…ever since I was a kid, I’ve had journals, but there wasn’t too much to write as I couldn’t keep myself consistent with them and it just seemed like I had a pretty normal life, without much to write about. Although, now I feel like there are more interesting things and even stuff I could write down as my thoughts.

I’ve been trying to find good ways to help keep myself consistent with writing my own thoughts while practicing my writing skills at the same time. But they’ve flailed. However, now, I’ve found a solution. I want to start a journal series or page here on Tumblr.

I am hoping to have it called “The Journal of a Girl Named Annie” or something like that because Annie’s the name I represent myself as, and I love that name. The only other name I’ve ever wanted to use for myself is Pika, my Internet nickname.

The journal would consist of my thoughts, actions, and feelings as I go through real life events. I’m gonna try my best to keep the events interesting, and maybe not put anything boring down. I also want it to contain references so people of many different interests can be interested in this journal as it is written. The tags will consist of some references/people/games/characters I will include.

Also, it will talk about YouTubers since I watch YouTube a lot and have a few of favorites. Some examples are @therealjacksepticeye (Jacksepticeye) and @markiplier (Markiplier). There are others I know of, but those two are main ones.

So, I’m gonna ask. Should I do this for you people to read? Yes, or no?
And I also ask one thing: to repost to spread the word. A repost only takes a few seconds, a few taps and even a little more if you wish to add your words to the repost. I want to be able to get this out as best as possible with the limited resource(s) I have.

If I really had to be honest, I truly want this to be a thing. I want to help people, make them happy, feel the emotions they would feel while reading what I write. I want to give people something good to read as a habit or just something to pass the time. My words probably will not seem much being the small user I am in my current stage. But part of my dream of being a writer is to impact people in the way I described.
So, to all of you…I really hope to obtain feedback. It will only take a few seconds and a few taps. Thanks to you all for reading and I hope you have a nice day.

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, and my tendency to jump to conclusions. You fall in love with my troubled past, my unrealistic hopes and dreams, and the fact that I seriously believe they could come true. You fall in love with my wild temper, my illogical thought process, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart, despite my feminist views.

If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate, all my imperfections, and my perception that nobody could ever love me. You fall in love with the history that has caused me to think this way. But you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just to tell you I hope you have a great day, and at night, to wish you sweet dreams. You’re falling in love with the occasionally thought-provoking things I say, and the silly things I do in an attempt to see you smile. You are falling in love with the way I blush when people ask me about you, and how I’ll hold your hand, even if we’re fighting. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me.

If you’re going to fall in love with me, don’t fall in love with my Sunday best, don’t fall in love with the way I look after spending hours getting ready, or my fakest smile or freshly done hair. Fall in love with my body, the way it widens quite a lot around my hips, and how I will never have that perfect figure, and how I honestly don’t really care.

Fall in love with my impatience, my jealous, moods, and the times that I don’t feel anything at all. And fall in love with how sometimes I act like a child, whilst other times I can be the most mature. Fall in love with my scars, my marks, and all the things that makes me far less than perfect And fall in love with every part of me, both good and bad, and especially with all that I consider a flaw. Fall in love with me as a whole or don’t fall in love with me at all.

i’ll draw proper bun bun fanart once i see the episode (living without cable or proper internet sucks)

but i’m pretty sure if i didn’t doodle phoebe in a crop top and ponytail i would die

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 10,000 FOLLOWERS! that number completely blows my mind, and i’m so lucky to have each and every one of you in my life. i love you all so much and just thank you for everything. so without further adieu, here’s my follow forever to celebrate (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

besties (ily guys)

dreaming-without-hope // flowerkimonos-n-skeletonbones // satansmorningstar // vegasvideo // troylermeetsworld // youtubeloviesss

a - i

a-kingdom-fit-for-troyler // acciotroyler // adoringoakley // alfpacas // austroyelian // awzoella // ayeoakley // benjpierce // bethanymota // connorfranta // crazytronnor // cuppaconnor // fawntroye // frantassivans // fuckyeah-tyleroakley // fuckyeszoella // gladyousaidhi // hellatronnor // hugsivan // hyellohoakley // i3troyler // icanfeelweregettingcloser // inventite // itmetroye // itstronnor 

k - s

koreykuhl // lavieradieuse // letsgoyoutubing // lookingfortronler // mangothatismelancholy // marcusbutlers // mintynugget // narrywhales // nutella-plus-ranchdressing // okaytroyler // onfirelikegasoline // peace-love-youtubers // peace-out-little-munchkins // phanerds // preemie-fetus // promoakley // queenzoesugg // shirtlesstroye // slaythehummus // sleep-sarcasm-youtube // smilingoakley // swiftly-sivan

t

thatsacutedesk // thatsthat24 // theperksofbeingatroylershipper // theslaycademy // thetroyesivanworshiphour // thirstyfortroyler // thiswillbringuscloser // toyesivan // tronnorissocoollike // tronnortv // trosivn // troyeble // troyeboyish // troyes-lip-ring // troyesbooty // troyesheart // troyesivan // troyetopia // troyler-ing // troylerfivever // troylerkuhl // troylerrocksmyworld // troylersexual // troylersheart // troylertouch // trronnor // twinkbottom // tylerbroakley // tyleroakleyismyqueen // tyleroakleyisthebae // tylerslittleshit // tylertillytroye

u - z

ughoakley // unftroye // visualpizza // versatyler // wearetylerspeople // whatstroyler // whoevenistyleroakley // whoistroyeanyway // woosivan // xlovingtroyler // youtubers-ugh // zalphie // zozeebo

and last but not least…

tyleroakley - you are one of my favorite people in the world, and you inspire me in so many ways. thank you for being yourself and encouraging me to be myself, especially through this little blog of mine. i don’t know where i’d be if i never found your videos. i love you so much and i hope you’re having a day as amazing as you are because you truly deserve it <3

Dear actualwizardbillykaplan,

I cannot hug you through the internet, so I’ll let these idiots snuggle instead. 

The scarf is Ronan’s. It’s been knit into intricate dark grey and black zigzags of thick Irish wool, but is softer than silk, which means it must be a dream thing. Adam doesn’t care about its provenance. Technically he stole it off of Ronan and never gave it back, but it’s one of the few things he would have happily accepted freely from Ronan even if it had cost a ridiculous sum. It smells like Ronan–spicy cologne and raven pet and soft leather and forest moss–and it’s warm like Ronan when Adam presses it against his skin. Even on days when it’s been carelessly tossed aside to sit in the coldest corner of his room he comes back to find it still bearing a very human heat.

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