all my feeling in one simple post


It’s time for… A giveaway!  (Insert excited cacophony of music here)

This time there will only be one winner, mostly because I don’t have the energy or time to do much else.  No particular reason, though I did hit a follower milestone sometime recently, so let’s go with that.  


This time I am going to give away… THE COLOSSUS. 

That’s right, the precursor to The Juggernaut!  To go with The Colossus the winner gets 75 ectoplasm AND 25 gold. 

Now for the rules:

  • You do NOT have to be following me, but if you are I will throw in a full body, uncolored picture of your GW2 character. 
  • One like and one reblog per person, please!  I don’t want to spam dashboards with my goofy post (haha). Each counts as an entry.
  • You must have your ask box open and be willing to give me your in game name.  The winner has 48 hours to respond before I draw for a new winner.

Pretty simple, yeah?  I’ll do this drawing on Friday, June 9th sometime early afternoon after I get off of work (usually around 12 CST).  My schedule tends to get shifted around a lot, so I will reblog this post one hour before I do the drawing to let everyone know.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask!  Good luck to you all. :D

Even More Things To Add To Your Bullet Journal

Hello, my journalers! I am making another long list of bullet journal ideas. If you’d like to see my first list, click [here]. I had 30 ideas on that list, so be sure to check that one out! 

1. Books To Read

There are so many cute ways to create this section. 

2. All About Me Pages

These are some of my favorite pages to make. They can be simple and to the point, or colorful and complex. You do you and show off that you! Here’s a [link] to the post I made about my pages. 

3. Future Log

Having a yearly spread of what you are planning, need to plan, or just simply feel organized will help you feel less stressed about the coming year. I’ve seen a few ways how to set up a future log, but I chose the one that works best for my life. Mine has gotten a bit messy and only has the rest of 2016.

4. Movies to Watch

There are so many good movies coming out soon, and so many movies I just haven’t gotten around to see. If you’re like me and love coloring in blocks to show progress, then I suggest to set up the page sort of like mine. (But you can also do it any number of ways as well.) Here’s a [link] to my post about creating a movie/tv tracker)

5. Skills to Learn

I imagine a simple checklist can work. If you like to be more detailed oriented, you can make it more like a progress log. 

6. Important Phone Numbers/Addresses

Much like an address book, you can make pages in your bullet journal for the same function. Most people put numbers and addresses into their phones, but sometimes it’s just nice to have them written down someplace else. 

7. Year In Pixels 

If you’d like to see an explanation of this page idea, click this [link]. 

8. Fonts, Banners, and Frame Ideas

I think it’s convenient to have a few pages that act as a cheat sheet for your designing needs. 

9. Snail Mail Log

This is something that I am totally going to do soon, and possibly even include you all in on it. I want to start a mailing list for sending letters to more people. I love getting mail from family and friends, but it doesn’t happen often enough! 

10. Savings Tracker

This is such a lovely idea to keep in your journal. Be sure to stay on top of your finances! I like to keep an extra page for things I need to pay off or people to pay back.

11. Favorite Lists

This could also go in your “All About Me” section, but I decided it should be separate for me. You can list things like your favorite restaurants, meals, songs, classes, sounds, tastes, places, shoes, animals, colors, instruments, plays, games, etc. Get to know yourself better. 

12. TV Series Tracker

This is for those people who want to feel like they just want physical proof of how many times they’ve watched that series on Netflix. Here’s a [link] to my post about making your own. 

13. Monthly Challenges

These are so much fun to make for you all. If you want to add a challenge to your journal, click [here] for my master list of challenges. 

14. Music Playlists

You can make playlists on your phone with various apps, but there’s something sweet about writing out your favorite songs. You can create a workout, relaxing, studying, writing, etc. playlists.

15. Timeline of Your Life

Use two pages for this one because it will be filled by the time you are done. You can even use this for what you want to do in the future. 

16. Inspiration Page

Quotes, songs, people, pictures, charts, graphs, jokes, scripture, events, love, etc. WRITE THEM DOWN, BE INSPIRED, AND GO DO. 

17. Self Care List/Ideas

Sometimes we don’t know how to make ourselves feel better. Write a list of things you could try to do to help yourself become a healthier you. Examples: take a warm bath, go for a walk, drink a glass of water, watch a sad movie, etc. 

18. Monthly/Yearly Memories

It’s nice to have a page with all the memories you had that month/year. I tend to put a little doodle with each event/milestone in my life just to make it more memorable. (This was from my first journal. Please don’t judge.)

19. Sleep Tracker

I personally don’t use a sleep tracker because my sleeping habits are the worst and logging them might be upsetting to me. However, you can track the time you go to bed and what time you get up in the morning on a chart that is easy to read and compare with other nights. 

20. Me Time Log

Sometimes we all need a little time to ourselves. You can use this with the “Self Care List/Ideas” pages to log specific activities you do with yourself. You can keep track of the activity, when you do to, and how long your me time was. 

21. Tiny Adventures

Not exactly real adventures, but adventurous enough to get you out of your comfort zone. To see the original post about these adventures, click [here].

22. Word Tracker

For those authors and poets, keeping a goal sheet or tracker of your words helps a ton! 

De-Chained Bang Long Hair - A vampire’s hair edition

I worked so fast with this! I wanted to make it bgc to return something to the community as an extremely nice person gave me the pack ; ; <3 I love you nonny, this one is for you

  • Edit of the Vampires Pack! It should be Base Game Compatible but any problems let me know!
  • Comes in 18 EA’S colors
  • For females, from teen to elder
  • Fixed bump map, shadow and Lods (sames as EA’s).
  • Enabled for random.


I’m not going to post this to my blog nor putting the link for money (optional as always) bc i wouldn’t feel good about it, it was just a simple edit to all Lods.

if you’re thinking about screenshotting a gifset originally on tumblr to post to twitter please just do one of two things: give credit or reconsider. even in the most simplest of sets, gifmakers put in time and effort in order to create content that they think their followers would enjoy. time and effort that could very well be directed elsewhere. the least that most gifmakers ask is recognition for that time and effort, and having their content be circulating around other websites with zero credit whatsoever is heartbreaking.

HENLO CHILDREN!!! welcome to my ask blog for (s)namjoon, jimin and taehyung (aka two losers accidentally resurrected a god lol whoops)

i’ve already gotten a few messages so i may close the inbox by tonight but regardless here’s my intro post! (all of this info could be found in my about but i feel like this will gain traction so for convenience’s sake i’ll put it right here too):

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Young Hollywood (1/15)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

The Brief:

Fake dating / Hollywood AU. Billy/Teddy, background Tommy/Kate. Erik Lehnsherr runs half of Hollywood, and Emma Frost is not getting paid nearly enough to handle his former-child-star grandsons. Teddy just wants a career.  

Rating: Explicit M/M, No Archive Warnings Apply.


“Theo Altman,” Emma said smugly.

Billy stared at the pictures in his hands. He tried to speak, couldn’t, then moistened his suddenly dry lips with the tip of his tongue. “… he’s the jeans guy.”

“Calvin’s current campaign model, yes. I had lunch with his agent last week.” Emma studied her nails critically, as though Billy wasn’t gaping at her and Tommy snickering from his place on the couch.

“Altman wants to make the jump into film, you need a date to get rid of the ‘fake gay’ buzz. You take him to some parties, introduce him around to the people he needs to know, and make sure the paparazzi manage a few flattering shots of you staring dreamily into each other’s eyes. Then you have a sad breakup, we announce that you’d like the press to respect your privacy, and everything goes back to normal.” She waved airily. “Dead simple, even you could pull it off.”

A new fic! That is, a fic written for Patreon last year that is now being brought over to AO3. It is complete, and will be posted one chapter a week until it’s all up. 

All art and most of the inspiration by the ever-fabulous @cris-art​, who has been my muse and my delight through the writing process. 

Many thanks go to @mytsunami for advice and corrections on Rroma culture and dialects; your help was invaluable.

If you want to see the whole thing early, or just feel like supporting my writing addiction, find me on Patreon.

Nova’s guide to spell-casting

Hi guys! I just thought I would share my method of casting spells. 

  1. Before all spellwork, I like to ground and center. Grounding, for me, is ridding yourself of any excess or negative energy and bringing yourself back to reality. Centering is focusing your own personal energy and intent to perform spellwork. (For a more detailed post about grounding/centering, click here.) 
  2. I hardly cast a circle for simple spells considering my desk and altar serve as my “sacred space” that I keep nice and cleansed for spellwork, but if I feel like I need the extra protection or oomph for my spell, then I will. But for all spells, even the simple ones, I am sure to shield myself for protection. 
  3. At this point, I decide what kind of energy will be needed for the type of spell I am performing. I usually draw up energy from the Earth (asking nicely), as that is the element I work with the most. (so basically, instead of asking for assistance from a deity, I am asking elements or planets based on their associations and correspondences to my current need)
  4. With that energy, I can now cast my spell. It’s important to have all of your materials handy so that you don’t have to get up or leave your space to find something. While this isn’t totally necessary, I find it helps a lot to avoid any disruptions. With that being said, if you have not memorized the spell you’re about to perform, it never hurts to keep your notes or book of spells nearby to reference if you need to. 
  5. Once I have completed my spell, I close my circle if I had cast one and repeat the process of grounding to bring myself back to reality and to dispel any excess energy I did not “use.” Also, I like to cleanse my space when I am done, whether that be by burning incense in my space or just cleaning everything really well. 

I hope this helps someone out there!

anonymous asked:

what would you recommend to someone starting astral travelling and spirit work as far as maintaining self confidence and expelling self doubt? I've been practising and using discernment techniques but still feel like Im not cut out for this or that Im making things up, even when I had an experienced practitioner confirm one of my spirit guides. Tips? Pep talk? please?

Hello, Anon! <3 I feel for you. This stuff is overwhelming and it’s easy to get discouraged. Many years down the path, you can still find yourself stumbling over doubts you thought you’d put to bed. It’s natural. It’s good, even. Doubt doesn’t have to be our enemy. BUT it doesn’t have to be our best friend, either.

On that note, here is a short list of posts by myself and others that you might find helpful for putting doubt in its place (I dredged up all I could find in my archives that seemed remotely applicable):

Personally, one thing I like to do when I feel doubt edging up on me is just be completely honest about that with both my gods and my spirit companions alike. I tell them straight up, “Look, this is hard. I’m sorry to ask over and over again, but if you could send me a sign or set me up with a moment of validation that I can’t just reason away, I’d really appreciate it.” Be patient. They won’t always answer right away or in the way you expected, but they will answer.

This is a huge topic and I could go on and on. Regrettably, I do struggle with chronic wrist tendinitis and I’ve done a number on my wrists recently, so I’m going to have to cap my advice this time. But I really want to make sure you get all the advice, guidance, and support you need, so how about I link a few blogs (off the top of my head) that have some good, helpful stuff in their archives on these topics? @spiritvexer @duskenpath @urbanspellcraft @spiritconnect @thiscrookedcrown

I hope that helps! Good luck, Anon! <3

saturndream  asked:

Hi!! ive been on tumblr for a while (and following you for a while haha) and i just haven't been growing. im active and posting alot of my own pics but i havent gottan any new followers in 2 months! do you have any tips?

hello! first of all thank you so much for sticking around yay love yaaa! 💟 here’s a slightly elaborate (and quick) list of my tips to gain more audience:

1. ask ppl to check your blog! a little note that some people might find this annoying!! i find this okay bc i constantly feel the need to find and discover new blogs! however, that is not always the case for everyone. please do check the faq of every person before hitting up their asks!
2. make/post your own content. simple ones like cute photos, selfies, thoughts, etc. please do tag other people who can reblog it for you too! in my case, my tag is: peachisty! this really helps in gaining more notes i believe. this is because more notes = more audience!
3. get a nice lay-out, personalize it. dont just settle for the lay-out you took from the theme-garden. style it! literally the codes are everywhere in google! but if you have no idea where to start, feel free to hmu! i know lots of css stuff and im p much skilled with web designing so yeah :~)
4. choose your blog style and stick with it! in my case, it’s personal/art/positivity i guess? changing your blog style once a month doesn’t help tbh bc people want consistent content! and having literally super random stuffo is chaotic i believe?
5. get a nice, catchy url and dont just leave it around!!! dont change ur url everyday! my url is p much a gem so i dont rlly think i will ever ever change it tbh haha. i do have some saved ones that are centuries old btw!! if u dont have something in mind, feel free to hmu so i can give em to you
6. talk to your pals !!! may it be thru saying: “if u ever need somebody to talk to im here!” or thru posting updates about you or your day!! i think it just makes me feel safe and happy to read regular updates about ppl on my dash!!! i guess the same goes for other ppl!
7. make your own tag and reblog the stuff ppl tag you into!!! usually, your tag may be your url bc it’s easier to remember! i think this helpz bc u can gain pals thru exchanging of posts tooo
8. make a faves page! haha idk, but faves page made me discover tons of really cool blogs!!!!!! this assures u new mutuals too!!! mutuals that match your aesthetic! ;)
9. join networks. this did not entirely help me in gaining followers but it did help me gain friends!! this is bc networks treat each other like family!!! and idk!! that’s the very reason why i made tumblr tbh!! to meet new beautiful ppl that have the same aesthetics and passion as mine!! networks give u that! along with it, u can do group blog rates, follows, etc!
10. follow similar blogs! this is p much obvious! u follow similar blogs in order to have similar posts on your dash that u can easily reblog! also, if u have the same content, there is a huge possibility that the person will follow u back!!

last note: i want you to know that it is never about the amount of followers!! if you’re using tumblr as a platform to showcase your art: im pretty sure it feels more validating to have sum ppl recognize your talent but please do not entirely depend on it! dont stop making art just because you dont have lots of audience! the amount of ppl who sees your art =/= your skills ok !!!!! :0 at the end of the day… if you come to think of it… i can delete this blog and im back to 0?? i mean… do you get me? you’re still youuu! :)

i hope this helps !! good luck on your journey bb 🐝


It has been a while since I felt inclined to post something about tales from the crypt, but found myself getting a little snarky over some posts and anon’s, so I decided to let it all hang out on this fine Monday. Fair warning….some things here will not be politically correct, so for those with sensitivities to certain topics, you might want to scroll on by right now.

First…the good stuff. I absolutely loved seeing the IG posts from our dreamy duo yesterday! They looked so relaxed and happy, that I wanted to put on some sunglasses and have some wine in the snow. (We actually had snow here in SC yesterday, so I officially had a snow day, even though nothing stuck where I live!). More importantly, I am simply giddy that they are ensconced in SA, and now hard at work bringing my favorite book in the OL series to life. And, according to our shipper brother MBR….this will be some difficult shooting coming up, so I am ok with a little silence from time to time right now because they are WORKING….so all is good on that front.

Now, on to the tabloid fodder. As everyone knows, I have absolutely zero interest in famewhores….yes, that’s right…fame whores. And, if you watch SM or reality TV, you know who they are. Not a slam, but simple facts. If anyone believes for one minute that these people will fade into the sunset, it just won’t happen. But, how we react to such nonsense dictates how we see and feel about such games, and I laugh and shake my head more than you know these days!

I was not surprised that Sandstorm Skipper showed up yesterday. I don’t follow her, but her IG posts are all the same….and that is hysterical to me. Always Daisy dukes, that hideous hair, arms outstretched….hell,…even I can understand why this career is in the tank! I have more moves getting out of the shower than this poor chick! And, I loved the fact that the photographer outed the location and she went back and geo-tagged her own…..oops!….so much for that SA innuendo! Of course what is a girl to do when your alleged bf is hanging out and drinking wine with his hot costar in an exotic country! Nothing like quicksand to put some pep in your step….don’t you think?!?

At the end of the day, this farce will play out, and believe me…it WILL play out. In the meantime, no more eggshells….call this shit out based on what you see. And for the anon’s and antis who want to admonish the wonderful shipsters here for discussing anything….go f*ck yourselves. The days of hypocrisy are over. Fanning in any format is a two way street, so be careful what you wish for. Of course, they have to be careful as well. I occasionally lurk, and read one “other side” comment that said “they were glad Sam found a girl on his level because Cait was too sophisticated for him”…Wth??? I guess they were implying that Sam was smart to trade in “couture and class” for “kale and kohl”! (Crédit to one of my fellow shipsters for K&K,😚😚😂😂)! And, the implication was that Sam really should stay in the D-List level…..such wonderful support!

As for me, I am all about the luxury liner, and that is Sam and Cait. And, i am sure we will see more in the future, as @fromheretoeternity1121 outlined in her post yesterday. But, it will still be bs….after all, it is hard to get rid of poor on your shoe.

Happy Monday sweet shipsters! Long live all things Sam and Cait….no litter box needed!😙😍😊

When Red Leader isn't home...
Simple-Pianist (Art) + Toasty-Tordsy (Dub)
When Red Leader isn't home...

LET ME START OFF BY SAYING- This comic isn’t mine! It was made by @simple-pianist. All did was dub it… (with my shit voice acting-)



All voices in this dub © ME (Sadly…)
Art © @simple-pianist


anonymous asked:

could you post a little bit about your process when you paint? the way you shade and render your art is so so beautiful!

Oh shit. I’ll try. But dear Anon, you need to know… most of the time, i have no idea what i’m doing.

Keep in mind i’m a newbie to digital art and painting in general. I’m probably doing some things wrong and making bad choices, so be critical of what you see friend. Also; i paint in Photoshop CS5.

(1) I start with a not-too-detailed-nor-polished-and-never-will-be sketch. I just need an idea of what i want to do. I don’t want to go into details here, because i don’t want to put any limit to what i can do when i’ll start painting over it. Also I’m using deep red color so that i can mix it with the painting later on.

(2) color layer under the first one; I usually select it (ctrl+clic-on-layer) and paint inside that silhouette at first.

(3) I start painting on a new layer, mainly put some red to the cheekbones and nose and some highlights. The brush I use has some transparency to it; this + the base color help keeping things consistent. I usually use colder colors for the jaw & forehead… you can see a better exemple of this on my last dragon’s dogma post.

(4) Then I merge everything (except the bg color) and keep painting on the same layer. I keep the previous steps in one Group so I can come back to it if i feel like i need it, but i usually don’t.

From there i just keep painting on top of the last layer (always in NORMAL). I try to define some planes using lights and shadows. It’s all pretty rough if you really look at it. Big brush strokes to quickly define planes and shapes. Keep it simple (i’m not good with details)

Last step can’t be seen on the layers but I’ll explain to you what I did. First, CTRL+ALT+SHIFT+E gives me a new layer with everything i’ve done on it (I keep previous stages in a Group, as a save) I make two of these and work on the last one (for… safety reasons?)

I’m really bad at chosing colors, so I usually apply the “auto-color” and “auto-tone” features to this new layer (you’ll find them in “image”) I’m not giving you screenshots of this because my Photoshop is in french ahah but that’s what they translate into. I don’t keep it at 100% opacity, you’ll have to play with that layer a bit and see what works best.

Very last thing; CTRL+ALT+SHIFT+E again. I go to “Filter > Other > High-Pass”. I put this layer in Overlay and it makes everything sharp and well defined :D

ah. I also tried adding a more saturated line around different planes and shapes to give more volume. I only tried this on Melqart (if you look at Fanel on the same image, she doesn’t have that kind of thing) and I think it looks quite nice? I DON’T KNOW, ANON, I’M JUST TRYING THINGS.

Anyway, I hope you find this useful :D sorry for my bad english ahah

One More Time.

Can also be found on AO3 and, also under the cut…

Authors Note: This is my seventh prompt for the Olicity Hiatus-Fic-A-Thon organised by @thebookjumper This is my one-shot version. Now a few words, as with these versions they are SMUTTY, they are NSFW!!! Be warned I just got super smutty for this, I just wrote. I’m not feeling too well so all mistakes are mine but yes, enjoy some nice hot smut.. 

Summary: Post 5x23. Oliver and Felicity share a night alone.

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An Open Letter to the Overwatch Community

– written by somebody who probably has no business writing it. ;)

So my blog, overwatchuserboxes, was for some reason deactivated from Tumblr briefly last night/early this morning. I luckily heard back from Tumblr support staff after a while and, as you guys can probably tell, the blog is back up and running! :) 

I can’t figure out if this was just a random mistake or if something else happened, but I’ve been over the Tumblr rules and guidelines and I’m confident I didn’t violate any of their terms. But in light of the recent influx of hatred and viciousness in my inbox related to some of the userboxes I have made on request, I instantly wondered if there was some sort of correlation. I don’t think there was, but the fact that I had the thought is ridiculous in itself!! So. Just a (slightly wordy, sorry) post from me re: ship hate and my ~feelings~ below, if you’d like to keep reading. If not, have a lovely day! ❤

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pirickili  asked:

Hi! I have an art blog with like 1,000+ followers, then I hit art block for a while and now every time I post a drawing it gets like 12 notes max?? Do you have any suggestions on how to improve interactions with followers/ gain a following?? I feel like my art's improving but it's getting no attention and it makes me feel poo :^( Sorry if this is a weird question!

hi! it’s not a weird question at all!

gaining a following on here, or anywhere for that matter, i think requires both a lot of patience and luck.

for me i started gaining a lot of followers after this golden retriever drawing i did got super popular. and the reason it blew up could be because just the right people with a lot of followers found and reblogged it, or it was a good drawing and really struck a nerve with people, or both! i didn’t do anything different for that post to get popular over my other ones, but for some reason that was the one that did it!

but there are some things that i know will help with this stuff and i’m going to put it under a readmore because it’s a lot!

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3T4 brownstone set - original meshes by @marcussims91

im releasing this publicly because its a large set, but if you send me an ask i’ll send you a link to a halloween treat!!! (i will apologize, it isn’t terribly halloween oriented and is for ts4 only)

this set is 16MB, so it might take a little bit to download, but it comes with a window, windowsill, doorframe, stair railing, and iron railing. they can all be used together to form a brownstone as pictured in the top of the post :) they work especially well when used in a row, as seen here

feel free to recolor anything!! the layouts for recoloring are really simple and easy to modify. if you do decide to recolor, please read my tou!!! 

i used one brick texture by hvikis and the rest are bricks by peacemaker-ic. i suggest downloading the wallpapers to match here, here, here, and here. huge thanks to these creators for their amazing wallpapers that i use and abuse!!!

download the set here

enjoy!!! please tag me or use #owlplumbob if you use the set! i love seeing people use my content in their games!!

Tweets and Posts about the Aqours 1st Live!! Translation

Since today is the 1st live, here are the translation of their tweets


Today is、Aqours 1st Live。
Surprisingly、my feelings now are simple。
However、enjoy it!
Hanamaru in one。Right!
My feelings〜!Delivering it to everyone〜!


Together with Yohane。Together with everyone。
With all one’s might let’s plan to shine!
Let’s sparkle a lot everyone 😈


Tomorrow is already today but………
Its Aqours 1st LoveLive!…
Throbbing and trembling…Let’s give our full energy and have fun anywhere (*´□`*)♪


It become this very day already、、!

Rather than being nervous I really don’t know my feelings yet、Everyone who will come to the venue and the live viewing!I would be able to give a smile with full energy and have fun^ ^
I wish you the best in 2 days


Good Evening!
Tomorrow is February 25、Aqours First LoveLive! ~Step! ZERO to ONE~ 1st day!

This day has arrived finally、、
It was long and it was fast、、How’s everyone feelings today??
I am tempted to see everyone quickly!
In the performance 、I will blow away my uneasiness and afraid feelings、I will enjoy it with full energy!

and will cherish every moment。

Are you ready to have fun?? Then、Let’s meet in the Yokohama Arena!!


The date changed today。In Yokohama Arena we Aqours have an important 1st live……。
Throbbing and trembling ///
With Mari that I love so much let's。
I will deliver a lot of shiny to you*̣̩⋆̩*


Throbbing and fidgeting。
I didn’t made it to post a blog、I’m sorry
I wrote already in halfway though (T_T)(T_T)

Tomorrow 、I mean today。
Let’s go forward in full speed!!!!

For the time being、good night!


I don’t know what to write!!!

That’s what I want to say


Anchan posted her thoughts in Line blog and it so freaking long~ I’m going to post the translations of her blog in a new text :) 


Anchan’s LINE Blog Translation

i just can’t deny a good prompt

based on this post right here because oh my god

In art, winged, humanoid creatures were often romanticized, being depicted as angelic, ethereal beings, which was all well and good, right up until one didn’t make the quota.

Glanni, for one, loathed his wings; those shriveled, papery nuisances hanging from between his shoulder blades had never brought him joy, because it wasn’t as if they would ever warrant any happy feelings. They were ugly, plain and simple, and undeniably a mistake of nature.

Some time ago, Glanni had tried to rid himself of them. Using nothing but a switchblade and pure grit, he’d hacked away at the base of his wings, but found that they were firmly in place. Though he pressed on all the same, the pain became too blinding, too overpowering to continue, and he’d been left shaking on his bedroom floor, waiting to regain the strength to perhaps make a second attempt.

After that particular incident, he had stood in front of his mirror, back facing the glass so as to measure the damage he had done. Frustratingly enough, it was very little, the only apparent effects being the blood caking his skin along with multiple tears in the wrong parts due to bad aim. It was then that Glanni gave up on ever tearing them out, resorting to keeping them permanently tucked away until further notice. It hurt to have them crushed into him by his catsuit’s force, but there was nothing else he was willing to do.

He must’ve not been thinking when he unzipped the fabric despite Ithro standing directly with him. Glanni could only assume he was so distracted by the anticipation of relieving his wings of the constant weight pressed against them that he never stopped to wonder whether or not it was a good idea. Before he knew any better, he heard Ithro’s sharp inhale behind him, sending him in a frenzy to cover back up again before anything else happened.

“Who told you you could look?” Glanni spat venomously, turning around to face the other man as he furiously redid his zipper. His face was painted an indignant red, a side effect from holding back tears. It’d been a long time since he’d snapped at Ithro like this without reason, and it had also been a long time since he had felt this vulnerable.

“Glanni, what-” Ithro stammered, struggling to understand the sudden hostility whilst also trying to process what he was seeing.

“Shut up!” Glanni clapped his hands onto his ears, something he tended to do when he was overwhelmed and didn’t want to listen anymore. Gritting his teeth, he squeezed his eyes shut to avoid crying. His body was stiff as he stood, back hunched and knees pressed together.

Ithro didn’t try to speak again just then, instead approaching him in a cautious manner, being sure that his kind intentions were clear by holding his hands up in a submissive stance. Glanni eyed him suspiciously, but didn’t back away, encouraging Ithro to keep going.

“It’s okay,” he said gently, and put his hands on either of Glanni’s shoulders, which tensed briefly before relaxing once more. Ithro listened to his ragged breathing, rubbing his shoulders with the palms of his hands to get him in a calm state.

“I didn’t want you to see that,” Glanni choked out, clutching the fabric of Ithro’s shirt with trembling fingers. “I never wanted this to happen, and I- and I’m so sorry if I misled you or something because I didn’t mean to.”

“Misled me?”

Yes. I never told you, and I never meant to.”

“And I never meant to scare you so much to make you think that this isn’t all alright.” Ithro stepped back a bit in spite of Glanni’s protesting hands and made gesture directed towards his suit. “Why don’t you get comfortable?”

Glanni seemed to think for a minute, glassy eyes looking to nothing in particular, then he gave a watery smile. “I guess I might as well,” he said, uncharacteristic shyness creeping into his tone as he undid his zipper, allowing the material to fall and his unloved wings to stretch out properly.

They were more than Ithro could have ever prepared for. Though they were damaged horrendously, there were still hints within their structure that they could have grown into something tremendous, but several removal attempts left them battered at best. He still thought them to be beautiful, as they were a part of someone who was everything that word held and then some.

“I don’t know what you were so afraid of,” Ithro murmured in wonder, grazing his fingertips along his wing’s outline, being careful not to go over any sensitive piece if he could avoid it. “These are amazing, but what happened to them?”

Temporarily lost in the soothing sensation of his wings getting touched in a delicate fashion for the first time, Glanni took awhile to respond. Now that he could tell he wasn’t going to get screamed at, hurt, or abandoned, he didn’t feel like discussing such things anymore.

“I didn’t want them.” He was reluctant to speak, letting himself be led to his mattress and onto Ithro’s lap where he continued to fondle those hated appendages. As much as Glanni wished them to be gone, it was nice to have them caressed that way. “I hate them. They’re awful.”

“That’s just not true,” Ithro countered quietly, adjusting his position to accommodate Glanni’s weight sinking into him as he loosened his muscles. “You might hate them, but they’re not awful.”

“Are you saying that you don’t?”

“Why would I? I love everything about you, these too.”

“You’re ridiculous,” Glanni groaned.

“I’m not, you just don’t understand yet, and I’ll help you.”

“You aren’t going to give up,” and while Glanni tried to make it sound like a for certain statement, his inquiring tone outed his anxiety.

“Not a chance.”


so….I’ve been thinking about this a lot. College is approaching, my dad just passed away, and life is chaotic right now. I haven’t been writing on here long, but in that short amount of time I have not only written for one of the best characters in my opinion , but I’ve also grown as a blog and made friends on here as well. What the point of this really is…is that I may not be writing as much, or possibly at all…in the near future. There’s not just one simple reason or explanation for this, it’s just life has become so so so complicated and I just feel so rushed and dissatisfied with what I post sometimes. The truth is, I’ve written lots of imagines, but recently, they haven’t been the best. I’ve also let a lot of people down. For that anon request that requested nsfw, I’m still working on it and I’m so sorry. For everyone else, whether you follow me or don’t, I’m sorry for the lack of good writing and writing in general. Whether I actually stop writing on here or not, the blog and all of its content will stay. What I’ve written so far isn’t going anywhere, it’s staying right here. I just…I just don’t have a definite answer as to where this blog is going. There’s so much I wanted to do on here and there’s just so little time. O want to make all of you guys happy, but I need to make myself happy as well. You guys have requested a lot, and I love requests because I think they’re fun and interesting, but I feel bad letting someone down because I don’t want to receive hate in my inbox because I didn’t fufil or choose their request, I’m rambling now…basically…if I’m going to keep writing, it’s going to be limited and not as frequent. If I do end up writing still, some changes will need to be made so that I can give you guys stuff that you like while writing my own stuff and things that I like too. But if I don’t write on here anymore, I am sorry to anyone I let down or make sad or mad or upset. I love you all and the support hat I’ve received over the past few months on this blog is incredible. I just don’t know what will happen. I’m not giving up on the blog, I’m not giving up on Newt or Harry Potter, and I’m not giving up or leaving you guys. It’s just that some changes are going to be made…whether writing continues or not. I’m sorry for the rambling and I’m sorry for letting you down. I’ve said that too many times and I’m so sorry. I love you all and thank you for everything. Love, Alyssa aka unscriptedtimetraveler


Hey everyone, Crazybearlady or Alyshia here!

So with not getting decent hours at work and a very large student loan and medical expenses to pay I am offering cheap and simple commissions!

Will do

  • Ocs
  • Canon characters
  • Monsters
  • Mild gore and body horror
  • Won’t do


  • Excessive gore/violence
  • Hate
  • Machines (Trust me you don’t want to see that)

Brief process

1. You email / pm me what character, pose, art style and other simple details

2. I send you the draft, you approve or request changes~

3. You send in the money (full payment)

4. I complete the artwork and send through email and (with permission) post to my Tumblr!


  • Prices are all in CAD
  • I might take 1 week to finish artwork, if I take longer than quoted time I will refund 
  • I’ll post the artworks with watermark
  • Maximum 3 characters in 1 artwork please!

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