all he does is break my heart

I just can’t get over how fucking salty it is of Spock to be like “tell McCoy he should have wished me good luck” as he’s fucking dying. Like i hope i reach that level of idgaf sass. I’m dying, but that bitch back talked so w my dying breath i say fuck you

But to add some angst on, Bones did say good luck, but as we all know he said it when Spock couldn’t hear him. And you can see Bones’ heart breaking when he realises Spock may well die believing that Bones doesn’t give enough of a shit to say two little words

BUT does Bones tell him then? “I did wish you luck, Spock. And I wish it all the more now.” FUCK NO Bones won’t be out done in this passive agressive war

Misha deflected when a fan asked “You’re a hero to so many people here, what makes you feel like a hero?”  It breaks my heart that Misha doesn’t think he deserves praise for all the good he does, but at the same time, his humility just makes me love him more.

This might be an old issue but I don’t really like Jimin’s abs and here’s why
  • He chooses them over food
  • He feels like his self worth is tied to them
  • So many of his other beautiful physical attributes are ignored because of them
  • When he has them, it’s all people talk about
  • People basically ignored the other awesome things about him for like 2 years until he “lost” them
  • Personal preference, I think his tummy looks better without them <3 (but he’s always gorgeous no matter what)

I really hope that this post is redundant and that he’s okay with not having abs.  Because it breaks my heart that he seems to think that having defined abdominal muscles is an integral part of his appeal.  But it’s not.

So here are some great things about Jimin (but not all of them because the full list is endless!):

  • His sunshine eye smile
  • His lips omg
  • Animals always like him
  • His amazing voice
  • The way he always puts others first
  • His crazy awesome dancing abilities
  • The cute way he stands with his feet at a ninety-degree angle
  • His soulful droopy doe eyes
  • His thighs
  • The Holy Jibooty
  • His infectious laughter
  • The way he sits with his knees together and his hands on his knees
  • EVERYTHING??

Park Jimin is beautiful regardless of how much he weighs and whether or not he has abs and I really hope he knows that, because all of us do!

Thought Of You » Jason Todd

Request: Hello! Could you write something with Arkham Knight!Jason where he had a crush on the reader when he was robin and finally does to find and tell them how he feels after the events of the game?

Pairing: Jason Todd x Reader

Fandom: Batman + DC Comics

Words: 2311

A/N: Okay, I know I haven’t posted a story in so long and that makes me so sad, but my breaks are coming up and with school out of the way, I’ll be able to write a lot more! c:

Originally posted by hwoaarang

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You’ll think, “He has to feel bad. He has to know that he broke my heart, and wish he had done it differently.”
And then the scariest thought is that maybe he doesn’t think about it all, doesn’t feel bad at all, because he never even gave it a second thought.
—  He’d have to actually care to think about the way he ruined you, and you know he didn’t look twice after ripping you to pieces.

The hate all over my social media timelines is breaking my heart this morning. The saddest part of it is that I expected to start the morning with a new president and those who “won” or “lost” continuing to beat each other up.

The president does not, and can not, determine how you treat your neighbor. He can not decide how much love you will give and speak to those that may disagree with you, or you disagree with them. He can not change your relationships with your family and friends. He can not harden your heart or change how you will follow Jesus in this season. He does not determine how much you can pray for our leaders and the hurt/turmoil this election season has caused.

One of the best pieces of marriage advice I’ve gotten so far is, “If you two disagree, but your fighting for a "win” still hurts him/her, you still lost. You’re in it together.“ We all lost today. We’re in it together.

Ok so I know I haven’t done this for awhile. I’ll admit being the positive person that I usually am I’ve found it hard to find the light at the end  of tunnel these days. I think you all know what i’m talking about. 

It has been terribly tough on me to watch watch what Daryl has been going thought in the last several episodes because I adore him so much (and Normans been killing it and breaking my heart).  To watch him be tortured and abused, physically and emotionally. And never mind what he’s doing to himself as well. He thinks he deserves everything that’s happening to him and it hurts me, it really does. 

I think what keeps me going is the knowledge of the old proverb that says ‘this too shall pass’. That the suffering will stop sooner or later. And the knowledge that he and Carol will see each other again. 

That helps plenty right now. 

But what I was thinking of as well was that I wonder if, in the deep recesses of his tortured mind that remembers a few things. That they are there somewhere. 

Like that time when, he was hurting and instead of inflicting more pain on him, she did this..

Even though he flinched, conditoned to expect more pain, there was no reason to. That she told him he was ‘every bit as good as they were.’  Maybe the first time he’d ever heard those words. 

Or when she made him laugh when was miserable and thinking everyone was against him..

That sweet little unexpected giggle she drew out of him. That feeling of being happy if only briefly. Of laughing and smiling as though it is something he still wasn’t used to . 

Of taking his hand when he was in pain and torn up..

of not wanting to let go of that hand..

Of flirting and teasing each other like was perfectly natural..

A moment when he hated himself a lot less because it was sunny and happy and you were content and somewhat happy. With those eyes and that smile lit up his life. 

Or he remembers what he felt when he saw her again and thew his his arms around like he’d done with no one else…

And cried tears of joy because it was safe to do so..

To just about trip over himself and drop water jugs at her feet cause of how nervous and awed he was to be around her. 

Just being that adorable dork that he is…

And does he remember when he was hurting again and she touched him so gently, not doing harm or adding on….

The softness of the touch, the way her fingers felt grazing over his skin as she bushed his hair away and kissed him like that..

Does he remember that it didn’t hurt at all? 

Does he remember all these things, and all the things he’s done that make him a good a person? For her and for others? 

Maybe someday realize he deserve what’s happening to him now. And that people love him. I hope so. 

I do know for certain he’s gonna remember a lot of these things when he sees her again. When she lays a hand on him and it dosen’t hurt at all. And she’ll remember too. 

However these moments I know the will have will last, they will be beautiful. It’s the light at the end of the tunnel for me. The resson for hope in the darkness. 

It is just inevitable to me. So I will see them both through this. I’ve come way too far to give in now. 

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Just… look at John’s eyes. The wonder in them. The way they are glistening slightly with tears he would never spill. Maybe once upon a time, with Jessica, or before that with… he used to get gifts. But then he changed as a person… and how much do you want to bet this is the first time someone has given him a birthday gift in years. He probably think he doesn’t even deserve one… what with the self proclaimed monster he is. 
And i can’t with how he swallows in the end. Swallows all the words and protests and the gratitude. Because he must think… this is usual for Harold. He has lots of money. Gifts are no big deal for him, and even if my heart is bursting with joy… i can’t burden him with all these unwanted emotions.

But i bet Harold sees it all. In the little thanks. and his heart breaks just like mine does. JOHN REESE DESERVES AND NEEDS ALL THE LOVE OKAY. 

aries // “sometime I wish it would just stop. the aching I feel constantly over things I’ve done, and things people have done to me. it’s something I’ll never be able to get over. I’m so angry and I feel so confined in my own little head. I just want it to fucking stop.”

taurus // “I feel happy a lot, but then I get angry at myself. my life is a constant battle between hate and love. my heart aches because I love so much, but one does not trust me. I break people without meaning to, and it ends up backfiring on me in the end. I wish time could reverse and I could make things okay again.”

gemini // “lately, I don’t know what to feel. it’s all about him/her, I fear, that’s making my head spin. he’s the reason I’m staying up late and constantly finding guys to talk to because he won’t talk to me. he’s gone then he’s back in .2 seconds, and I can’t take it. I feel so sick without him but so amazing when he’s here. I hate depending on someone as stupid as him.”

cancer // “I want people to accept me as I am. I’m emotional in all kinds of ways, but you can’t blame me. I’m a sensitive emo who doesn’t know to cope when people yell and disagree with me. I’m often though of as annoying because of it. If I could toughen up, maybe I would hate myself so much.”

leo // “my household makes me want to get out, now. I’m constantly banging my head against walls and writing endlessly about the people I love and the things I fucked up. or the things I can’t change that have happened. it’s a battle between happiness and giving up everything, it feels like I’ve lost everything. I don’t want to feel that again.”

virgo // “life’s going pretty okay. I just kind of feel confused. I’m smart, but I’m insecure. I just want someone to love me in ways I’ll never be able to love myself. it’s such a childish thing to say off of my bitter tongue, but I can’t help it. it’s a want that will forever be hard to get rid of.”

libra // “I want to be happy but I’m too concerned about making other people happy. why should I make other people happy?? everyone throws me around like a rag doll. I always give fifty chances or more when people decide hurting me was stupid, but they repeat the cycle. I’m just so fucking done but I’m really never going to be done because I’ll never say no.”

scorpio // “I’m still recovering from the hurt that happened. nobody knows it but a few, and him. I wish I could have him in my bed one more time as we confessed our love to one another while sneaking a kiss and a possible touch. I gave the most precious gift a woman could give to him, and he left. I just wish I could feel all those chemicals soon. now.”

sagittarius // “I love dogs more than people and I’ve discovered that. they won’t hurt me, they’ll only cuddle with me with the occasional sneeze. it’s a literal beautiful thing when you see them excited to see you, running up to you when you arrive home from school. it helps me forget about the pain. I love dogs.”

capricorn // “music gets me through this hell like world. it helps me forget about all the pain and sorrow that has been occurring day by day. everything I ever wanted seems to be slipping out from beneath my arms. I just wish that they would’ve stayed. but want and need are different, and I know I need you.”

aquarius // “I just want to be alone. I feel depressed and sad most nights and it fucks me up. it’s like I can’t do shit right. it fucking bothers me. I get so angry because of it. I’m so sick of people treating me like I’m nothing more than a rag doll. I still wonder why.”

picses // “I’m a fragile flower that got set on fire some time ago. I’m still burning and can feel the fire dancing around my heart, burning up into flames while all the people who hurt me laugh. apologies can’t even save or put this fire out. when will I ever be okay?”

—  how I feel
It’s like, I don’t know,
It’s like nothing you’ve ever felt before. 
You can’t quite place your finger on it, 
That feeling that you have about him. 
“He’s no good,” you hear it everywhere,
“Stay away from him,
He’s only going to break your heart again.”
And you know that, it’s the only thing you know,
But the smell of his clothes still lingers in your nose, even after months of being away from him,
And the way he always looked at you right before he kissed you is engraved into your brain.
You can’t stop reliving it,
Those memories bathed in 5 o’clock in the afternoon summer sunlight
When he stroked your hair while he told you how much he loved you;
You never felt more whole than you did in those moments.
But it’s over, you remind yourself every time those memories that you’ve tried to keep behind a dam
Somehow break through and wash ashore in your brain,
It’s been over for three months now,
And you should’ve stopped crying about it two and a half months ago; 
He surely stopped caring about you long before that.
But sometimes tears still well up in the back of your eyes whenever he crosses your mind
And you can’t help wondering,
How could he move on from a love like that?
Does he still think about it, too?
Could we ever go back to the way we were? 
Doubtful.
And you know that.
But the small possibility of a love like that happening with him again
Is enough to make you want him close to you for another year
And to make you shiver whenever he talks to another girl.
It’s enough to give you that feeling about him,
The one you can’t describe,
That feeling that convinces you that maybe, if you try hard enough,
He’ll come back to you someday.
—  Delusional Love is the Worst Love
10

“You said to remember only my happy moments, but you said to forget you. That’s a contradiction. Every moment that you were in, even all the sadness and hardship, all of it made me happy.”

I’M A SOBBING MESS! He keeps following her, secretly playing her guardian angel against PJW, thinking that she doesn’t remember him; obviously convinced that he must have been her worst and saddest memory. And once again Sun manages to completely shock, baffle and captivate him like she did so many times when she lets on that she’s known he’s been there the whole time and she does remember him because IN THE AGONY OF HER OWN DEATH SHE WAS HAPPY BECAUSE OF HIM.

“Every day my heart was breaking from missing you.”

SUN WIPES AWAY YEO’S TEARS in a gesture that is an intimate lover’s caress and then she returns the ring to him and breaks up with him ON THAT VERY SAME BRIDGE WHERE THEY MET FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THIS LIFETIME BECAUSE OF THAT RING! 

Lee Dong Wook (My Girl) was one of my very first kdrama male lead crushes back in 2006 when I began watching them and more than 10 years later he shows he has grown into this incredible actor. He has made Wang Yeo so unbelievably human and heartwrenchingly tragic.

I just can’t help but think

I’ve brought it up a few times here and there, but the more I think about it, the more I think something like this will end up happening in TOG6. We all know how Abraxos likes free falling off of cliffs as if he’s dead, right? (There’s a page that references to this in one of the books but I honestly can’t remember). Well, I feel like Abraxos is going to have to play dead at some point in the final book. And we’ll all think he’s really dead, until he rises back up and does some cool shit to the enemies. While it will break my heart to not know if he’s dead or not, I would love to see Abraxos pull one over on everybody.

movie marathons || luciel (saeyoung) x reader

(i do not own this beautiful art, pls do dm me who does, tho, i would love to credit them)

“so, uh, wut u been doin over the summer?”

guess who is the biggest hoe for my redheaded baBE

honestly he could blind and strangle me and i’d still adore him gaAH

this is just simple fluff bc i see so much angst for this boi and it breaks my heart so enjoy this simple fic! ❤️

dedicated to my gorgeous kitten tilly ;)))

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as luciel finally got a break from all his work, the two of you figured it was perfect to spend a whole day cuddled up and binge watching cartoons and films. 

a mound of buttered popcorn along with a pillow fort accumulate in the living room as you prepare for the day ahead.

“who’s ready for a marathon with the mighty defender of justice seven-oh-seven?” your boyfriend exclaims as he walks into the room with even more snacks.

you giggle, playing along. “me, of course, great sir!”

“then we must commence!” with that, he drops down next you, wrapping his arms round your waist and nestling his chin on your back.

“okay!” you laugh, pressing the play button.

over the next hours, the two of you laugh at bee movie, cry through les misérables, scream through a shit ton of horror films, roll your eyes during rom-coms and cuddle through disney, dreamworks and pixar. happy and content, you sigh as you lean your head against his shoulder.

inconspicuously, he glances down at you. how did he manage to deserve you? there isn’t anything he doesn’t adore about you and all his thoughts are occupied by you. while everyone in his life have passed by and moved on, you stubbornly stayed put regardless of how aggressively he attempted to push you away. it was bitter agony watching you marry yoosung, start a business (a/n: and marrying bc dammit chertiz ily but i need me a gay jaehee route) with jaehee, fall for zen and go on luxurious honeymoons with jumin; his only comfort being the thoughts he force fed himself.

you don’t deserve anyone’s love, much less theirs.

you’re unlovable anyway.

you’re a bad person.

it’s better for the both of you to just stay apart.

you’re not worth anything.

you’re too dangerous.

you’re going to ruin their lives.

just stop, saeyoung. everything’s against you.

so, when you did reach his route, the shock froze him to the core. 

of course, he dealt with it the only way he could.

by ignoring you and blocking you out.

unfortunately, you didn’t stand for it and refused to leave him. at first, he thought it was a cruel joke; you so easily flicked through everyone else’s story, his shouldn’t be any different, right?

however, he found it harder and harder to resist you, so he gradually let you in. immediately, he realised it was the perfect decision. you’re so full of love and life, you literally radiated happiness and warmth. saeyoung felt his 707 persona crumble away around you since you adored him completely. it was so easy to be around you - he didn’t have to fake or lie about anything. and so, he soon found himself reunited with saeran, all thanks to you.

not everything had been easy, especially the bomb and saeran still being bitter about the past, but who could blame the poor soul?

but, you made everything worth it. from your angelic smile and relaxing nature, saeyoung found himself truly at peace with you.

“hellooo?” you wave your hand in front of his face. his golden eyes are gazing into space, in some sort of dream. “earth to the almighty 707?”

refocusing, his eyes fall on your concerned expression. 

god, you’re so perfect.

“are you okay?” you query, worried.

he blinks a few times. “i’m fine, babe, don’t worry.” he squeezes his arms around you and nuzzles your neck. “i was just having deep thoughts.”

you chuckle, feeling the vibrations of his voice deliciously travel down your spine.

“alright, as long as you’re happy.”

“i love you.” he mutters quietly, threading his fingers through your hair.

“hm?” you hum inquisitively, slightly tired. “what was that, babe?”

he laughs. “i love you!” he presses a gentle kiss against your cheek.

“i love you too, saeyoung.” you whisper sleepily.

he was truly thankful you didn’t reset this time.

This part of Revenge of The Sith breaks my heart(well actually the whole movie does). Anakin literally just got all of his remaining limbs cut off, got completely burned and is put into a suit that he will wear the rest of him life. Yet the first thing he asks is about Padmé. He doesn’t even take a second to look at his new body, all he cared about was her. ALSO the first thing Padmé says when she wakes up is “Is Anakin alright?” They care about each other so much, they have such a beautifully tragic love story:’(

This gif just came into my dash AGAIN and my dirty mind couldn’t give me a break today…
Why does Yugyeom look like he’s ready to say: “Go, move it the way I love it”? And then that satisfied smile at the end XD
All this happening while Jinyoung has that straight face, ready to seduce us with his peach ahahah
This boys and “Bounce” just love to play with my heart *sigh*

PS: All this time I was Mark, looking at Junior. That’s why I never thought about Yugy before XD

I CANT BELIEVE PEOPLE ACTUALLY HATE ROMAN REIGNS. THE MAN IS THE EPITOME OF A BEAUTIFUL MAN IN AND OUT.

Roman Reigns gives his heart, soul and body for WWE and to entertain every single person that buys a ticket for the shows or watches the shows. He does this all with a smile even when people boo him and for what? because WWE sees a super star in him? because WWE knows that Roman can be the guy for the company? because he worked his ass off for every chance he gets and has gotten even though people believe everything was handed to him? I’m not saying that every wrestler doesn’t work their ass off too but no one gets the amount of hate Roman does. It just breaks my heart because ROMAN REIGNS DESERVES NOTHING BUT LOVE.

Originally posted by vaniwin

Victor/Happiness OTP

Okay. Okay. There was……. a lot that happened in the latest YOI and I am WITH Y'ALL freaking out about rings and about victor and christophe sticking their leggys out really far and about Phichit being the best supportive friend ever and GODDAMN Yuuri’s got some GAMS on him shiiiit and about LOL NOBODY CAN STAND JJ IT’S AMAZING

but holy shit we gotta talk about the ending with Yurio and Victor

Victor just breaks my goddamn heart to pieces.

I think @caramelcheese pointed this out already but… No one really believes Victor, that he’s pursuing the life he wants by giving up competitive skating. At every turn, every person who’s ever known him just does not believe he’s doing what’s right for him. Even his goddamn coach, who logically should know him best. Even Yurio, who’s known him for years now and been in a position ot witness all this happening.

At every turn, Victor’s faced with doubters and detractors, and Yuuri’s repeatedly faced with accusations that he’s “stealing” Victor from his true calling.

But my god. Victor seems so quiet and happy in this new segment of his life. He’s still connected to the sport he loves but it’s with this new distance and new love and new passion. Seeing it belittled so much makes me want to cry.

The only person who seems to get that Victor is doing what he wants is Yuuri, who even in the throes of a panic attack acknowledges that this is where Victor wants to be and what he wants to be doing.

There is this sweet calm to Victor in this scene that just fucking guts me. Especially with the heavy implication that it wasn’t solely Yuuri’s viral video that drove him to leave the sport, but something months earlier, Yuuri’s drunken suggestion that apparently haunted him until that final push of the video.

And now he’s here. He’s by his own admission catching up on life and love, he’s engaged himself to the guy who gave him the idea to step away in the first place, he has food and family and just a brilliant exuberance at everything life puts on his plate. It’s lovely, and I just want him to be happy.

Let Victor be happy, be it on the ice or off it, goddammit.

anonymous asked:

Marco is a new kid at school. he hasn't mde any real friends yet, and it's lucnh time. He fears he might have to sit all by himself with his packed lunch his mom made special for him today (one extra cookie inside!) but he sees there is another kid all by himself. He does't look very friendly, but Marco has few choices. Either sit with other people he doesn't know and it will be very awkward, or sit with the other kid who mighr be lonely. (It's jean, and in the end Marco shares his cookie!)

Originally posted by ba1n3s

I LOVE THIS ITS SO CUTE

Jean is generally a grumpy kid and Marco is able to break past that PLEASE and the COOKIE SHARING MY HEART ITS SO CUTE

  • What he says: im fine
  • What he means: the song Whats The Use In Feeling, Blue break my heart. It gives insight into Yellow Diamond and how she does feel but chooses to push them away. People think the line is wordplay where "blue" means sad but they ignore the comma, which changes it to Yellow asking Bpue why she chooses to feel at all when she could just choose not to feel. Yellow Diamond is not totally in the right in any case, but she's also just as messed up as antone would be after losing a close friend/possible little sister figure. Yellow Diamond has feelings.

marhinki-shipper-4-lyph  asked:

Imagine LeFou being very very insecure about his body and when he and Stanley are making out he does NOT want to be touched under his shirt and Stanley tells a story about something with the point being that he doesn´t care what he looks like, and he just loves him forever and every bit of him. So when Lefou puts his shirt off, Stanley just kisses his neck and belly and makes sure his boy is loVED. ADBUEJNDFDFD

Originally posted by icanflyyybitch

LET MY CHILD BE LOVED