all happiness no tears

anonymous asked:

mom, today i heard the sweetest thing. i live in méxico, and as u may know rescue dogs are working to save people rn, and this one street dog (now named manolo) saw the rescue dogs, and started imitating them. no one really noticed, until he started barking; he saved a woman today, the beautiful angel. he was taken to take some training so he doesn't hurt himself, but he is part of the family, now!! there's pictures of him smiling, and i've been crying happy tears all day because of him- nilo

I just love how this dog obviously had to sit there, watch the others, learn that they were rescuing humans and was like “I’m going to do that too!” and proceeds to do it

We don’t deserve dogs man

The Same Ending | Wonwoo

Genre: Angst

Pairing: Wonwoo x Reader

Word count: 310

Synopsis: You just wanted a happy ending. And you got that. Minus the happy.

A/N: Isn’t today just angst hours all day! I also teared up a little writing the end. Happy reading my children but not really happy <33333

Beep. Beep. Beep.

“I… remembered to return the book to you.”

“You really think that stupid book is important right now?” You cried. “You’re about to… to…”

Beep. Beep. Beep.

“I’m sorry it took me so long. It took me a while to finish it… But I can see why you love it so much.” Your eyes hopelessly searched his pale face, your grip tightening on his hands making them even paler. “Why?”

“You’re just like her. Strong, brave, courageous… and fell in love with a guy undeserving of you.”

Beep. Beep. Beep.

You shook your head wildly, eyes blurred as tears stained your cheeks. “I can’t believe you would say that! Then, you’re just like him.”

He smiled weakly, and another needle pricks your heart. “How so?” “He’s a fool, pushes people away, is too quiet for his own good… but he learned to love her anyways.”

Beep. Beep. Beep.

He blinks slowly, the sad smile still plastered on his face. “I wish we could have had their ending.” You stifle another sob and sniff loudly. “We can still… We can do it right now.”

You and Wonwoo look down on your intertwined hands. He swallows and looks back at you with glazed eyes.

In between your shaky breaths, you ask, “Will you cherish the bride as your lawful wedded wife, protecting her, and tending to her needs through illness and disappointment?”

Beep. Beep. Beep.

He weakly nods. “I do. Will you cherish the groom as your lawful wedded husband, protecting him, and tending to his needs through illness… and… disappointment?”

He exhausts his last breath and flashes the same smile he did the day he got down on one knee. His hand slowly falls down and his eyes close one last time.

Your body wracks with sobs as the warmth of his hands disappear forever.

“I do.”

Beeeeeeep.

Why am I so taken by the Jonerys hand grab?

I mean, generally speaking, holding hands is barely something to get this excited over right? (or as my friend so eloquently put it, “It’s freaking Game of Thrones and you’re excited about people holding hands???”). To which, my answer is:


I’m not just excited about them holding hands (although I’m crazily obsessed with it, and have watched that scene a couple million times already). It’s the fact that Jon ‘You-know-nothing’ Snow, clueless Jon, naive Jon who despite being told this:

Still didn’t make the first move. Who’s always had that ‘I’m adorable but I don’t know it’ aura around him. Who’s always been so reserved and so..just so unsure about himself nearly always. 

The thing which made me go crazy about the Jonerys hand holding was Jon making the move y’all!! 

Jon!!!, our Jon!!, reaching out!!, grabbing her hand!!!, not letting go!!! 

I can watch this forever and still not get tired, because this shows Jon Snow reaching out for something that matters to him, Jon Snow holding on and not letting go because he wanted this. He wanted someone for the first time in forever and he went for it and he didn’t want to let go!

And this, this, is why the Jonerys handhold will always be the most romantic thing I’ve ever seen on GoT, because we have a vulnerable hesitant Dany, and a ‘dammit all, I’m going for this’ Jon, and that was the most beautiful scene I had seen in a really long time!

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Today my country (aka Germany) legalised gay marriage. After years of fighting we finally made it! And that on the last day of pride month! For once I’m actually proud of my country, I know it took way too long but better late than never. I wish you all a happy last day of pride month, mine couldn’t have began with better news. (Yes I’m crying in the two bottom pics ignore that)

*Me and my future kids talking*

Kids: Mommy, who was president from 2016-2020?

Me: I don’t remember kids, but let me give you a rundown on what happened at the 2017 Oscars-it was WILD

anonymous asked:

Hey uh.. not to bother you by any means.. but can I get a link to those tips for drawing people crying you did once?? I looked through all the tags and couldn't find it myself, sorry..

Oh, it’s no bother! http://whatisthiscutenonsense.tumblr.com/post/147379834506/eruhamster-retroautomaton-some-crying-tips 

But honestly, I’m not actually too happy with those anymore. They’re pretty old. I still sort of hold the same value when I draw them, but here’s some more updated tips, if that’s alright. 

One of the biggest complaints I got with those tips was that just a single tear is good enough. Well yes and no. Tears are just a helpful tool, and of course not everyone cries the same, so yes, a single tear can be just as impactful, as long as your emotion and context carries the message. 

On the opposite end of the spectrum, there’s heavy crying. And this can take many forms. Again, the face has to carry the intensity of the emotion; the tears are just there to emphasize it. More intensity, (for some people) does tend to include more liquids and leaking. 

And of course none of it has to be perfect or even. As I love to touch on, crying is messy and ugly. It brings out the most strained emotions. So none of it has to be symmetrical to get the point across- if anything, it gives it more movement. 

I of course draw in a more cartoony fashion, so if you did want to go on the more realistic end of the spectrum, you can focus on the actual physics of tears and how they act and react on the face. More realistically, they come from the inner eye, and are much smaller. They tend to fall in wayward paths, slowly, but  sperraticly, and in droplets or thin streams. You can also add streak marks and flush up the face, depending on the subject. 

I’m glad you liked my old tips, and I hope these new ones help! 

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Thank you Troian and Keegan for seven amazing years of Spoby. All the smiles, tears, angst, sexiness, happiness and heartbreak. We couldn’t ask for anyone better to portray these characters. You both are so incredibly talented and your connection on and off screen is what makes Spoby so enjoyable. Spoby will be missed and they will always be each other’s safe place to land. Thank you.

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i want to spend the rest of my life watching you talk about anything and everything

emupoppyjay  asked:

I'm grateful to be a fan of someone who makes people all around the world happy and smile. Who puts so much work into the videos they display. I'm just grateful to a fan of you. You do so much for us. Gosh my world would be a little dark without your positivity/silliness. You say youre proud of us. Well I'm super PROUD of you. On another note: I'm glad your mums surgery went well and hope the next and recovery goes well. Lots of love from me to y'all - Jc

I’m drifting off to bed, and this lovely message just made me tear up. You all don’t know how happy it makes me to be able to create these videos and hopefully entertain and support. It’s an absolute dream come true that I didn’t think was gonna be possible, and it’s such an honor. If I’ve managed to make you feel better or smile, it’s a blessing. I’m gonna try and sleep now, thank you so much for taking time to write this.

The culture of college education in this country is so frustrating to me, because it ends up feeling like life and death when it really really shouldn’t. Failing an exam or dropping a class or taking more than four years or even dropping out of school shouldn’t feel like the end of the world, and we all know this, rationally, at yet they do. 

(And people who went to college when you could basically always get into your first choice school and pay for the entire year with your summer job busing tables, perpetuate this by making everything about arbitrary metrics of ~success~ rather than happiness/general life satisfaction).

And yeah, there are a lot of cultural and societal factors at play, not least of which is the way that our education system treats college like the goal, something that must be harnessed to guarantee the highest possible earning potential, a necessity for future success and happiness. 

But expecting to know what you want to do for the rest of your life when you’re what? 17/18/19? is ridiculous. Hell, I’m in my twenties and in grad school and I still don’t know what I want to do with my life most days. Basically no one I graduated from college with is doing what they ultimately want to do (if they even know what they want to do). 

Idk idk. Life isn’t linear and it’s a lot longer than it seems when you’re 19 (which I realize is rich coming from me, the 23 year old), and they way we treat college is kind of (very) fucked up.