I’m Still Yours - Chapter Ten
~When Jared calls on you again, you go with a smile, but it’s not all fun and games anymore~
Warnings: NSFW, RPF, Established D/s Relationship, Angstiness
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Jensen Ackles was way less complicated than anyone assumed. He was a simple guy, he liked good music and good food. He loved his family, would die for his friends, and took pride in his work. One thing he was not was a cheater. Sure, there had been a few times in the early years when he’d dated more than one pop star at a time, but since he’d been married, the only lips other than his wife’s that he kissed were his co-stars, and only then on camera. But there was something about you. Something that pushed him so close to the line he had no choice but to leap right over it.
He knew it was wrong, God damn it, he knew. But strangely, even though he tried, he found himself unable to feel guilty about it. It was as if, when you were around, there were no rules; or rather, a different set of rules were in place. When he was with you, a bubble grew around you both, and nothing and no one could pop it. Not Jared, not Danneel, not anything. It was only you. Only your eyes and your lips and your softer than soft skin. The way you melted under his fingertips drove him insane. The smile he felt against his lips when he kissed you made his head spin. The way you fell to your knees and gave him every bit of yourself… scared him. It turned him on more than he thought possible, but it also worried him, made him pause and rethink everything. He found himself questioning every choice he had made in the last month, every misstep and awkward moment. Again and again, your words flew through his mind, “You’re confusing me with the power. You don’t want me, you want that feeling again.”
How could that be true? He wanted you, he knew he did. His heart raced when he thought about you, mouth went dry when you were in the room. It had to be you. It had to be.