Mama, I'm super depressed, and the only reason I'm alive is because I need to find out what happens in animes I watch and mangas I read. What should I do help get rid of my suicidal tendencies, because honestly, staying alive for animes and mangas is getting tiring. I don't wanna keep going anymore, I've been going for 3 years and I just wanna quit. What should I do?
If it’s been going on for so long, please, please get help! Like professional help. Also taking medication might do something, I know it’s not the most desirable way, but it’s better than you ending up hurting yourself or worse! Also something you need to do is look at your life and sort out all the bad influences you can get rid of. And those you can’t get rid of: try to make them as pleasurable as you can. Try to find good things in your life, even if it’s just one thing every morning, Try to find something you look forward to in every day. Even if it’s just stuff like “Looking at a cute bird” or “I wanna do my hair today!” Try to slowly get back some positivity in your life. It will take some time and it will be hard, but it’s crucial, even if you’re able to get help. Please know that you’re loved and that you’re an amazing seedling! Please, please take care of yourself! I love you!