“Meditation was a daily practice for me because I had to do it. I was completely unstable and the only way to keep myself in check was to make sure that I was as calm and relaxed as I was before. But now it’s completely irrelevant! I can be as fun and energetic as I want to!”
((Changes are happening to Alida throughout these posts~))
Alida: [I was reckless then and I cared not for my own safety. I fought, fought, and fought, and I won every single time. I didn’t care for the wounds I received and brandished them to my comrades as some sort of gods-forsaken trophy whenever I came back from battle.]
The gardevoir stopped walking and stood still for several seconds. Her brows furrowed as her memories came flooding back at her recalling her past self. She was becoming frustrated. Just why? Why couldn’t she even talk to someone about her past without feeling so overwhelmed? Why?
But she knew she had to tell her companion something, anything if she wanted to get over her issue. She just had to keep on pushing herself, even if it was just a small step towards progress. Taking in a few breaths, Alida turned to face the younger gardevoir before her.
[T-that is until I lost one day… I-I lost o-one day and I received this wound along my throat.] Alida finished, running a hand alongside the bandages around her neck. [I haven’t been able to speak since then… But…. it helped show me t-that I needed to care for myself. Not for m-myse- myself, no…… but for those whom I may hurt if I were to die due to that recklessness….. I hope my answer was sufficient, dear….]
Alida: [……. I didn’t know my change would get this kind of attention.]
((So my little Alida rework currently has 19 notes. That is honestly the most notes I have ever gotten for a picture on a single character. Thank you all so much! I’m glad so many of you like Alida’s redesign!))
“I’m normal now! That means no more pain, no more getting funny looks, no more keeping calm, and best of all I can talk!” Alida shouted, jumping with joy in front of Victoria. Alida eventually stopped and looked up at the towering gardevoir.
“With me being like this I can finally do the things I could never do when I had those injuries. All my problems are now gone! And with this change of events I’m going to evolve right this time and live out my life the best possible way I can!”