And when it started to get dark you pointed to the sky, and told me there was a star for every thing you loved about me.
—  Lauren Oliver, Requiem
I want to reminisce all the feels I had while reading Delirium Trilogy

My over all reaction on Alex and Lena’s sappy romantic moments in Delirium:

When they both shared their first kiss, I was like:

And that moment when Alex took Lena to the wilds and he read that poem “Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?” and they ended up cuddling each other:

My reaction when I thought Alex died:

When I start reading pandemonium without Alex in it, I’m like this:

And when Lena start to have feelings for Julian:

And when they kissed:

And my reaction when Alex reappears:

But then he says the words “Don’t Believe Her”:

So my whole reaction after reading Pandemonium was this:

When Alex told Lena he doesn’t love her anymore:

When Lena finally met her mother:

That time where Alex and Julian face each other and the fight done it all and I’m all “Go Alex! Go Alex!”:

And when he apologizes to Lena but she refuse to look at him:

My reaction when Alex Left a note for Lena:

And when she won’t believe what coral says about Alex who’s still Inlove with her:

But then at the end, they admit that they still love each other, and Alex kisses her, so I’m like:

But then last part of Requiem ruined me, so I’m this:

My over all reaction after reading Delirium Trilogy:


Maybe it would be better if we didn’t love. If we didn’t lose either. If we didn’t get our hearts stomped on, shattered: if we didn’t have to patch and repatch until we’re like Frankenstein monsters, all sewn together and bound up by who knows what. If we could just float along, like snow.

for chaolwestfaal


D E L I R I U M  trilogy: locations →  3 7    B r o o k s

The best part of 37 Brooks is the garden in the back. An enormous overgrown lawn winds between ancient trees, so thick and gnarled and knotted their arms twist overhead and form a canopy. The sunlight filters through the trees and spots the grass a pale white. 


But somehow it’s not gross or frightening. Somehow it’s kind of nice, and it makes me think of woods and endless cycles of growth and death and regrowth -like what we’re really hearing is the house folding down around us, centimeter by centimeter.

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You can build walls all the way to the sky and I will find a way to fly above them. You can try to pin me down with a hundred thousand arms, but I will find a way to resist. And there are many of us out there, more than you think. People who refuse to stop believing. People who refuse to come to earth. People who love in a world without walls, people who love into hate, into refusal, against hope, and without fear.“

"I love you. Remember. They cannot take it.” 


Delirium Meme ❖ One Location

“I hadn’t been to watch the birds at the border in years. But that’s what you reminded me of. You were jumping up, and you were yelling something, and your hair was coming loose from your ponytail, and you were so fast. Just a flash, and then you were gone. Exactly like a bird. Everyone is asleep. They’ve been asleep for years. You seemed… awake.”