Hello favorite writer of mine. Do you think you could do an one shot based off a song and music video called nothing by the script. But with it being castiel and the reader but they do end up getting back together in the end. Sorry if it’s difficult. But I knew if any one could do it, it would be you. 😘
A/N: Hi guys! So my spring break is finally here and I hope I’ll be able to write more in next 9 days :)
C’mon man, let’s go out. Drink some beer, bang some chicks, cheer you up. What
do you say buddy? ˝ Dean asked with a smile on his face.
Ever since you and Cas broke up 3 weeks ago, Dean and Sam tried to
cheer him up, take his mind off you. Nothing seemed to work, but they kept
Castiel sighed and lifted his head to look at Dean. ˝I suppose I
could go. ˝ he said, sadness in his voice.
˝Great. We’re going to have a great time, Cas. ˝ Sam smiled.
It was hard to watch Castiel like that. But nothing compared to
the pain Castiel felt.
He blamed himself for this. For hurting you like he did and for
the break up. He knew that it was his fault, that he shouldn’t have scared you
like that or yelled at you. But it was over and Castiel had to accept it. He
remembered your broken face, he remembered your words, ‘I hate you’ and he
remembered how much they hurt.
˝Impala in five. ˝ Dean said, before leaving the room and Castiel
alone with his thoughts.
He’d never forgive himself for hurting you and for making you cry.
He’d never forgive himself for letting you go. A voice inside him was saying
that maybe, just maybe if he’d apologise and beg you to stay, you’d stay. That
maybe, if he’d swallow his pride, you’d still be in his arms, safe from the
rest of the world.
But this didn’t happen and Castiel slowly dragged himself to the
backseat of the Impala.
Dean and Sam talked the whole time at the bar. Castiel put on a
fake smile, knowing how much the boys cared about him. He even laughed a few
times when Dean told a joke and talked to Sam about how they should get a dog
or at least a guinea pig. Dean was against it, but Castiel had always wanted a
The Impala stopped in front of some empty bar in Kansas. All three
entered the bar and found a free table. Again Sam and Dean talked the whole
time and Castiel smiled while looking at them. They didn’t want to notice all
glasses of scotch Castiel had already drank.
He heard hundreds of times how people tried to drown their sadness
with consuming enormous amounts of alcohol. So he kept ordering glass after
glass, hoping to forget you. After a while he started feeling a little dizzy,
but his mind was clearer than ever. And sadly all his mind was set on was you.
Instead of forgetting you, he couldn’t think of anything else but
˝Cas… Cas? Castiel buddy, you here? ˝ Deans voice brought him back
to this world.
He smiled lightly and nodded. ˝Sorry, I… ˝ he couldn’t find the
˝Hey Cas it’s OK. ˝ Sam said gently ˝It takes time to get over
someone, especially if you love them like you love Y/N. ˝
The smile faded from the Castiel’s face at the mention of your
˝Anyone up for a round of polo? ˝ Dean tried to change the
But Castiel was already out. ˝I think I’ll head back to the
bunker. I’m sorry. ˝
He didn’t wait for boys to respond or turned around when they
called him. He simply walked out the bar, not caring about anything else. Well,
he wasn’t even sure about what he was doing.
He walked the streets of Kansas. It was freezing, but he didn’t
mind at all. The streets were empty, he saw one person every now and then.
God knows how long he walked, before he found himself on a bridge.
He didn’t recognize it at first, but after a few seconds he realized why this
felt so familiar. It was ‘the bridge’. The bridge where he first met you. The
bridge where he started falling for you. He remembered it like it was
He was supposed to meet Sam and Dean here, a year and a half ago.
And they came with this beautiful girl. Ever since he first laid eyes on you,
Castiel was unable to take them off. He was never quite sure what dragged his
attention to you. Maybe it was your laugh or maybe the way you talked to him.
Not that it really mattered. It was your personality that he liked the most.
Sure, you were cute and sexy… you were kind and positive and optimistic.
Castiel adored that about you.
˝Cas? Cas, what the hell are you doing? ˝ he heard a familiar
It can’t be… he
thought to himself. It can’t be
you, my imagination must be playing tricks on me.
˝Cas, hey listen to me! ˝ you shouted scared for what he might do
Castiel was standing on the bridge railing, watching the water
pass by. He didn’t want to jump or anything, he wasn’t even sure how he climbed
Quickly you ran to him. ˝C’mon Cassie, let me help you down. ˝ you
said calmly and took his hand. When his skin touched yours, a wave of heat
rushed through your hand and you tried your best to ignore it.
It’s been a 3 weeks since you last saw him. You missed him more
than you could ever think, but he told you loud and clear that you don’t belong
in his life. And so you left the Bunker, finding a small motel nearby to have a
place to sleep.
Castiel grabbed your hand tightly and stepped off the railing. You
smelled alcohol as soon as he stepped down.
˝Cas? Have you been drinking? ˝
˝No. ˝ he answered stubbornly, but gave up when you tilted your
head. ˝Yes. ˝
˝How much? ˝
˝A lot a lot. ˝ he admitted quietly, avoiding your eyes.
˝I’ll drive you back to the Bunker okay Cassie? I bet Sam and Dean
are worried sick by now. It’s almost 1 in the morning. ˝
Castiel nodded and let you lead him to his car.
It’s been hard not seeing him in the last few weeks, but it’ll be
even harder now. Even though, you tried to keep a smile on your face when you
entered the car. Castiel took a shotgun and you drove off to the Bunker.
˝I miss you Y/N. ˝ Castiel said all of the sudden. ˝I miss you so
much and I’m so sorry for what I said. ˝
˝You’re drunk Castiel. Don’t say this when you’re drunk, I don’t
want to have my heart broken even more in the morning. ˝ you whispered, because
you didn’t trust your voice now.
˝It’s true. ˝ he said, turning to you. ˝I might be drunk, but I’m
not changing my mind in the morning. I’m an idiot, but I want you back Y/N. I
need you. ˝
You didn’t answer, you didn’t look at him. You kept quiet until
you reached the bunker. It’d hurt too much if you talked to him about it, and
you didn’t want to cry in front of him.
After he climbed out of the car, you led him to the Bunker. You
prayed to anyone who was willing to listen to you, that Sam and Dean are still
awake. You walked in and immediately heard a familiar voice.
˝Y/N? Cas? ˝ Dean asked and you sensed surprise in his voice.
˝Hi Deano. ˝ you smiled. ˝I brought your drunk buddy back, maybe
you should take better care of him. ˝ you teased.
˝Y/N˝ this time Sam asked.
˝Hey Sammy. ˝
˝What happened to him? ˝ Sam pointed at Castiel, who seemed to
have a problem standing.
˝I could ask you the same question.˝ you chuckled. ˝You should get
him to bed. ˝
Dean immediately stepped to Castiel, pulling him to the closest
˝No! Y/N I need to talk to you, please. ˝ he begged. ˝Let me
explain you, just listen. ˝
In that moment you spotted something you’ve never seen before. A
tear slipped down his face, smashing into the ground.
˝We’ll talk in the morning Cassie. ˝ you promised. ˝I’ll sleep
here and we can talk first thing in the morning, OK? ´
Castiel nodded slowly and let Dean take him to nearest bedroom.
You let out a sigh and walked over to the library. You needed to
take a seat and clear your mind.
˝He misses you Y/N. Dean misses you, I miss you. But neither I nor
Dean miss you as much as he misses you. ˝ Sam said, sitting on a chair next to
˝I don’t know what to do Sammy. I miss him too, but you were
there, you heard what he said. ˝
˝What he said was stupid and he couldn’t be more sorry for it. You
know he didn’t mean it… ˝
˝I’ll have to think this through. ˝
You woke up in one of Bunker’s bedrooms. It was late in the
morning and only then you realized that you slept in Castiel’s bedroom. Dean
told you that Castiel took yours and that you can sleep in any other, so you
wandered into his.
It was crazy that you didn’t even realize it when you walked it.
Everything smelled like him and you couldn’t help yourself but bury your nose
into the sheets. It felt so familiar, you felt so safe in this moment.
˝Umm… Y/N? ˝ Castiel asked, confused by the way you acted.
Immediately you sat up, looking at him, your eyes widening.
˝Cas! You scared me. ˝
˝I apologise for that. ˝ he lowered his head ˝Can we talk now… or
would you like to eat first? ˝
You grinned at his shyness; he was the cutest thing in the world.
˝We can talk now Cassie. ˝
Castiel lifted his head and hesitated, before taking a seat on the
edge of the bed.
˝So… ˝ you started.
˝I’m so sorry for everything I said and did. I’m an ass and I
understand if you want to leave. You just need to know that I love you. I love
you more than anyone could love anything and I’m so deeply sorry for hurting
you. I’m… I… I just love you. ˝ he finished quietly and you saw that he
struggled with choosing words. But his face told you everything you needed to
Without saying a word, you pulled him closer, crashing your lips
against his. He tangled his hand in your hair, pulling you closer to him. Your
lips moved in sync and everything felt right again. Until you felt a tear on
your cheek. You opened your eyes and found Castiel crying.
˝It’s OK Cassie. We’re OK. I love you. ˝ you whispered. ˝We’re OK.˝