aka-my-death

Okay so my first photo op of the day was Jensen. And I was basically a nervous wreck. Shakey and felt like I was going to just spill the contents of my stomach everywhere and then some. It was awful. But I had decided to wear my 49er’s jersey like people had convinced me too xD SO AT LEAST I HAD THAT ON MY SIDE. 

Anyways, I got up to the front of the photo op line and GOD HE’S JUST GORGEOUS I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT HE’S LIKE A GOD BUT MORE BEAUTIFUL AND FJDSKFNDSKJFNSDKJFNDSKJNFJKDSNFKJDS EYES AND SMILE AND HAIR AND SDFSJK W O W

But I got up there and kind of shuffled towards Jensen and he had his back turned to me because the woman in front of me was talking to him so I just hung back and waited and then he turned to look at me and smiled real wide and said hi and beckoned me forward (because anyone that knows J2 ops, they have to go FAST) and then he stops me and puts me at arms length and I’m FREAKING THE HECK OUT BECAUSE JENSEN’S HANDS ON MY SHOULDERS and this is basically what happened:

Jensen: Wait wait - *looks at jersey* Who’s team is this - *turns me around to see back of jersey* OOOOOOH the 49ers. Dude that’s awesome, I like 7

Me: *nfdskjnfsjdnds* I like 7 too - 

Jensen: *smiling LIKE THE FREAKING SUN* so how do you want this?

Me: *stammer stammer stammer* Can I - I don’t know - behind .. hug from behind?

Jensen: Sure! Let’s do it - *manuevers into position* 

And I literally just couldn’t stop thinking JENSENACKLESHASHISARMSAROUNDMEI’MGONNAPUKE and I was shaking like a leaf and he kinda squeezed so I gripped onto his arm and he has WARM SKIN AND HE HAS FRECKLES ON HIS ARMS JUST LIKE ME AND FSNJKSNFJSKDFNSDJK

And I said thank you once the picture got snapped and he was like “I think he caught me mid smile but it was my pleasure 49er girl”

49ER GIRL. 49.ER.GIRL. 

I. I just. I. Hi. Flatline. Hi. Okay. Hi everyone. My name is Katie and I am having a SITUATION. 

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Luke in Every Episode → No Going Back
↳ How did we get here? Sitting in the snow, leaned up against a tree, bullet in my leg - but alive. When so many of my friends are dead, for no good reason, and I couldn’t do anything to stop it. Everyone we set out with, just…gone. I could’ve done more. And that ain’t up for debate. I know it in my bones, and I’ve gotta live with it.