aka the mother of my childs

I HAVE SO MANY DAD HOPPER FEELINGS I NEED TO MAKE THIS AS A SEPARATE POST ON ITS OWN. 

I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY ACTUALLY GAVE US DAD HOPPER. IT HAPPENED. 

ELEVEN LIVING WITH HIM AND HE GAVE HER CLOTHES ( MATCHING PLAID FAMILY) AND MADE HER EGGOS BUT ALSO MADE SURE SHE HAD PROPER FOOD. I WAS SHOCKED AT HOW MUCH SHE WAS SPEAKING AND TO HIM AND THE ATTITUDE WHEN I FIRST SAW HER. 

AND WHEN THEY SHOWED US HOPPER TAKING HER INTO THE ACTUAL HOUSE. AND ALSO I HOPE EVERYONE HAS GIFFED THE MOMENT HOPPER REACHED FULL DAD WITH THAT DANCING. OH GOD I CAN’T . I LOVE HIM. AND PLAYING MUSIC FOR EL AND THAT BEAUTIFUL CLEANING MONTAGE AND TEACHING HER ABOUT STUFF. 

AND THEY HAD ARGUMENTS AND SHE USED HER POWERS WHICH WAS OW BUT THEN HE MADE UP FOR FORGETTING HIS PROMISE BY MAKING HER A TRIPLE CANDY EGGO BREAKFAST AND JUST THE WAY HE TRIED TO GET THROUGH TO HER BUT ALSO BRAVELY GOING INTO PARENT MODE WITH A KID THAT HAS EXTREME POWERS. 

I LOVED THAT SPEECH HE MADE AND THEN SHE ACTUALLY HEARD IT AND SHE WANTED TO GO BACK TO HIM. AND WHEN HE ADMITTED HE YELLED BECAUSE HE WAS SCARED AND HE BROKE MY HEART ABOUT THE BLACK HOLE THING. ALSO HOW HE DIDNT MIND HER NEW LOOK AND THEN WAS AMUSED ABOUT HER SAYING BITCHIN. PERFECT DAD. 

AND THEY BOTH WENT BACK TO HER PERSONAL HELL AKA HAWKINS LAB AND HE WAS THERE BY HER SIDE AND SHE HELD HIS HAND AND HE TOLD HER SHE DID GOOD AND THE FREAKING FEELINGS I HAVE ABOUT THAT PIECE OF PAPER WITH THE ADOPTION. JANE HOPPER. SHE KEPT THE NAME HER MOTHER GAVE HER AND NOW SHE HAS A LAST NAME. HE ADOPTED HER. 

HOPPER GETS TO BE A DAD AND TO A CHILD THAT ACTUALLY NEEDS A NORMAL LIFE AND THEY BOTH COMPLETE EACH OTHER BECAUSE SHE HAS KNOWN ONLY PAPA AS HER FAMILY HER WHOLE LIFE AND HE JUST WANTED TO USE HER AND HOPPER LOST HIS DAUGHTER AND NEVER GOT TO DO THE REST OF THE DAD STUFF AND IT BROKE HIM INSIDE. 

AND NOW BOTH OF THEM ARE A FAMILY. 

hi i hate doing this but i’m losing my mind currently

if you don’t know my current situation i’ll briefly summarize: my mother passed when i was 3, my father did a shit job of taking care of me and the second i turned 18 (aka the second he stopped getting money from the govt for me) he kind of gave up so i moved in with my friend unintentionally, now i’m literally on my own and i pay my own bills, i have monthly loan payments that are doubling bc i still don’t qualify for deferred loans, and all of this is very overwhelming for me bc im a fucking child and i am so scared 90% of the time

recently i’ve been fighting w/ everything, i’ve been trying to get myself food stamps and health insurance but they keep denying me and saying i’m missing information and i’m ultimately playing phone tag with them and it’s been a strenuous process. my summer job fell through and i’ve been applying to places with no avail. i’m trying so hard. i was working as a substitute once the semester at college ended, but the school year is over and my paychecks from that short span of like 5 weeks have come to an end.

today the reality set in when i went to pick up my prescription from the pharmacy and the fucking total came to 95$. i almost cried in the middle of the store bc i had 70$ in my account. thankfully my friend was there and able to help me.

i hate asking for help but i’m so afraid man like i don’t know what i’m going to do and i’m freaking out. i was going to try to get an eye exam bc i haven’t had one since my sophomore year in high school and i’m going to be a sophomore in college now (and i’m supposed to get new glasses every year bc my eyesight is literally so shitty lmao) but like i can’t even afford that so fuck me am i right. i have to push off stuff like that, my ability to see, bc i have to take care of my loan payments and the like. it’s very frustrating.

basically, if any of you could help me out in the slightest i would appreciate it wholeheartedly. any little thing would help, but please don’t donate if you yourself aren’t in a stable place. i know once college starts up again ill hopefully be okay bc i’ve already got an on campus job. but right now there are so many uncertainties in my life and as of right now i can’t afford to pay anything right now and it’s so scary and i hate doing this alone.

here’s the link to my paypal: paypal.me/courts28 , and thank you so much to anyone; even just sharing this helps. thank you.

anonymous asked:

queen of angst do you have any angsty trimberly headcannons <3

oh god why do this to me right now but i have to answer it because I NEED the angst (as much as I love smut, angst is my REAL speciality and I crave that shit)

anyways this shit is long and i am in love with both my girls having sad backstories but plenty of character growth. so here we go! enjoy this shit show.

Trini:

  • trini is adopted; her real mother was june’s sister, but she abandoned her with them, and this is why june has a disconnect with her because she never asked to take care of trini, and she can’t help but look at trini and feel anger that her sister would leave a child the way she does; she wants to get more involved in trini’s life and but she doesn’t know how to do it properly; she was “given” trini (aka found the baby on her doorstep) when she and her husband were young, so they didn’t know how to take care of her but they couldn’t bare to send her away so they took her in. june’s homophobia is out of a misguided sense of protection, because she doesn’t know how to accept trini or love her properly, and she still resents her sister for just up and leaving, and that resentment unfortunately gets pushed onto trini unintentionally.
  • trini finds out she’s adopted when she and june get into a yelling match, when trini is like, “you’re supposed to be my mother!” and june accidentally yelling back, “but i am not! i never asked to be, nor did i ever want to. it’s not my fault my own sister couldn’t take care of you.”
  • trini being shellshocked and june cupping a hand over her mouth, and that’s when trini realizes that it’s the truth, that she was lied to her entire life and it fucking breaks her so she runs; she’s shaking and numb but she doesn’t cry until she gets to the ship, and zordon is surprised to see her. she asks if she can stay there from now on, and he agrees instantly.
  • trini finally falling apart and sobbing and not being able to sleep because she’s so distraught over the fact that her entire life is a lie.
  • trini pushing everyone away, even kim (this is established trimberly).
  • trini no longer reacting to the people bullying her at school.
  • trini slipping on her grades.
  • trini skipping school.
  • trini just spending hours atop that cliff, staring into nothing.
  • trini not answer june’s phone calls.
  • when a group of leftover putties attack the town, trini almost makes the rangers lose their morphing ability. she gets hurt but doesn’t tell anyone about it but when they get back to the ship, kim sticks around and notices trini isn’t okay and goes to help but trini shoves her away.
  • zack becomes the only one trini trusts to let in, because she loves kim and is far more scared of hurting her, or getting hurt herself, to let her in.
  • zack patching her up and trini confessing what happened.
  • june calling kim for help and telling her everything; kim gets pissed af at june and gives her a piece of her mind, a really big piece tbh, and goes to trini to comfort her; trini trying to fight her off at first but kim telling that she knows and she’s not leaving, that she loves her and no matter what trini might feel about her worth, kim thinks trini is her world.
  • trini sobbing into both zack and kim’s arms as they hold her close; eventually billy and jason sense something and come to the ship and find them there in a cuddle puddle and join in to comfort trini best they can.
  • trini wanting to find her real mom, and the team being wary but supportive; they search her up, only to find out that trini’s real mom died ten years ago from cancer, and trini being numb.
  • billy suggesting they go to the place where she was buried, and at first the other rangers are worried it’s too forward for trini, but trini nods and says she would like that, but only if they all came with her.
  • the rangers meet trini’s real mom, trying to hold back tears as trini says some words (”I never knew you… why didn’t I ever know you?”) and then after they’re done, trini realizes june doesn’t even know about her sister.
  • trini returning home alone and june sobbing with relief and apologizing for everything she said because she does love trini but she just doesn’t know how to accept her and that she’s so sorry; she’d taken a vow to protect trini and love her after she was abandoned.
  • trini slowly breaking the news to june and june being in disbelief; trini apologizing and then after she says, “I could take you to see her, if you want?” and june nodding, teary-eyed and choked up.
  • trini and june visiting the tombstone and standing in silence, before june says her goodbyes and it’s sad and mournful because the last memory june had of her sister was resenting her, despite never knowing why she had left in the first place, and that failure to protect her sister hurts deep.
  • when they come home, trini asks june what her mother was like in childhood, what her name was, her favourite colour, her favourite food.
  • june telling her that trini was just as beautiful as her sister, and had the personality and kindness of her, too. she talks about the similarities between trini and her sister and it ends with them crying and bonding.
  • june apologizing for how she’s been acting about trini’s sexuality, and that she shouldn’t be judging her for how she acts when she’s made so many mistakes herself. trini says she still doesn’t know how to deal with the lie but says that she’s not ready to give up just yet.
  • trini and her family going to therapy to sort out their issues; june meeting kim and thanking her for protecting trini at school and from herself when she was being so damned stupid, and for loving trini as much as she kim does; trini silently crying as she watches june and kim interact kindly.
  • it takes several months until trini calls june “mama” again. when she does, it’s spontaneous but it makes trini and june cry because they’re finally healing after all these months of heartbreak and pain.
  • june being a proud parent when she finally sees just how amazing trini is with the twins and her friends, and how she’d been blinded by her own inner hatred and grief of losing her sister to see how good trini is.

Kim:

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Shirota & the 7 Sins

Finally allowed to post this~ Ahhh!! I’m so glad everything worked out well for the ServampZine! Here’s my piece! Apparently a lot of people thought of this fairy tale cuz of the 7 sins/7 dwarves thing and all. Should’ve gone with Grimms’ fairytales //kicked but nevertheless, the variations are all adorable!! At least my prince here is Sakuya xDDD You can already imagine how things would work out with Sakuya as the prince charming~ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) heh

Check out the magazine here! Big thanks to @servampzineteam​ aka @fif-the-writer​ for organizing this wonderful event and book!! 

I’m scared

Originally posted by thorodinson

Pairings: Diana Prince x daughter!reader

A/N: reader is like 14/15 so she isn’t like a little girl

“Mom,” you muttered as you sat on the leather couch. You were currently in the hall of justice league, most of the time you hung you there. Your mother and your mom, aka Diana Prince would always be there so might as well tag along.

“Yes my love?” Diana asks but she doesn’t look at you, still caught up in her paper work. You sigh and pull your knees to your chest.

“Mom, please look at me.” You here her sigh as she swivels around to face you, tired look on her face.

“What is it?” Her voice was more stern which made you flinch slightly and you looked down at your lap to avoid eye contact. You heard her get out of the chair and felt weight sink next to you.

You felt her arm wrap around you and you instinctively relaxed in her embrace. You curled up next to her and let out a shaky breath.

“I’m always…scared when you leave.”

“When I leave?” She whispered, placing her lips on your head, resting there.

“yeah. I always feel like something bad is going to happen to you. I know you are the big tough Wonder woman but…” You sniffled, trying not to think of that awful image in your head. “Amazons can die too…”

She took your chin, raising it up to meet your eyes. Her hands were soft and gentle as she held your chin up delicately like you were glass.

“you, my love, are one of the only things that keeps me fighting other than your other mother.” You clenched your jaw, feeling guilty now that you even thought about your own mother dying.

“I know it’s just…”

“it’s nothing. As long as you live I will never give up fighting. You know how stubborn I am.” You both laugh and after that died out you wrapped your arms around her tightly, not wanting to let go.

“I love you Mom.”

The thing with age gap movies/shows

Lolita: a pedophile who seduces the mother of a 12 y/o in order to get closer to her child, then kills the mother and kidnaps the child for his own sick pleasures.

The crush: a man moves in with a family, only to have his entire life terrorized by the psychotic underage daughter he accidentally was too nice to.

Molly maxwell: impressionable 16 y/o wallflower meets hot teacher, who makes her come out of her shell, while they have sex on the side. Aka grooming.

Modern family: legal older man with a bad past with marriage marries legal younger woman, who takes none of his shit and the two balance each other out.


I believe I know which one I prefer to form my age gap fantasies around out of these.

anonymous asked:

well vincent himself said, that "that child" aka our!ciel looks like rachel. is it safe to assume, that despite being twins real!ciel is more like vincent while our!ciel is more like rachel? is it possible that madame red knew that our!ciel is not real!ciel? since she noticed that he looks like rachel too...

(Sorry for my super late reply!)

Well, Vincent didn’t exactly say “That child (our Ciel) looks like Rachel” but rather that he “takes after Rachel" which has a broader meaning than the former. So Vincent might have meant that our Ciel takes after his mother in general, i.e. he got her eyes and her asthma, while real Ciel might have been more like Vincent in terms of state of health and personality. I don’t really think that there’s a significant difference in the appearance of the twins because Yana said that the twins are supposed to look identical (mirror-reversed).

I mean, real Ciel has appeared in many scenes (ch10, ch54, ch58, ch90, ch93, ch95, ch108, ch113, bonus chapter “That butler, nursing”, etc) and everytime he appeared, the majority of the (Western) fandom insisted that it’s our Ciel (even though there were small differences like the hair parting, the bruise and overall behaviour), so I guess this proves that they indeed look identical. So maybe the difference between them lies in their aura, facial expression and the non-/existence of the eyepatch rather than their facial features? D:

As for Madam Red, as I stated in this post, I’m not sure :/ I personally think she didn’t know our Ciel’s true identity. Imo there’s no scene that suggests she knew it. D:

anonymous asked:

i would love to hear you talk about harry potter and trauma, aka the dream thesis

i already wrote this paper my friend

highlights:

  • “Thestrals are very significant in a discussion of not only death, but specifically the idea of witnessing death and trauma. We learn later in the fifth book that thestrals are large winged horses that cannot be seen by most witches and wizards - only those who have witnessed death. Luna saw her mother die as a young child and has always known that the carriages were drawn by thestrals. Thus, the thestrals become a physical manifestation of trauma that acts as a common experience shared by a community of traumatized individuals.
  • “Harry begins to feel untethered and helpless, alone with his trauma. As the book progresses, we see in Harry what Freud called a “compulsive re-exposure to trauma”  - it was once thought that the aim of such repetition is to gain mastery over the trauma, but clinical experience shows that instead, “repetition causes further suffering for the victims and for the people around them.” Harry, despite feeling afraid and traumatized, desperately begs to join the Order of the Phoenix (the eponymous organization in the fifth book comprised of adults secretly plotting to defeat Voldemort and his followers). Indeed, throughout the rest of the series, Harry seems to have a compulsive need to put himself in harm’s way - something his friends and family do not understand.”  (i’m very interested in the idea of Harry having a “savior complex” and the idea that he does these things not to be heroic - something that separates him from other Hero figures - but as an act of compulsion)
  • “…many of the adults in his life begin to avoid him, in order to shield Voldemort from access to important conversations. They also force Harry to undergo lessons in Occlumency, a practice that allows a witch or wizard to close their mind from people who can read thoughts or mental images. When he is not particularly successful, they become quickly frustrated with him. But Harry’s inability to close his mind likely has more to do with PTSD than it does any failings he might have as a wizard. The idea behind intrusive thoughts is that they are uncontrollable.
  • “With a nonstop onslaught of visions, nightmares, and intrusive thoughts, it is no wonder Harry has begun to feel unsafe in his own mind; furthermore, those he relies on for comfort and understanding - and more importantly guidance, in the case of the adults - have begun to avoid, scold, and even fear him.”
  • It becomes clear that the people Harry has come to depend on now feel strange and unrelatable to him now. Likewise, they feel frustrated and helpless because they cannot understand how his mind has come to work in the aftermath of a traumatic experience. Harry is unable to process things calmly and rationally, not because he is a teenager with turbulent emotions but because he has unresolved trauma.
  • For people living with PTSD - children and adults alike - a traumatized hero lives, breathes, and feels in a language they can understand. It is more than simply the story of a ridiculously and annoyingly angry teenager. CAPSLOCK-Harry has become a language in and of itself, a dialect of trauma.

anonymous asked:

Can I have headcanons where bakugo and midoriya introduce s/o to their family?

Bakugou Katsuki:

  • He didn’t really want to introduce you to his family, because he thought the altercation would be hell in itself. But after days of insisting from both you and his parents, he finally caved.

  • Mitsuki Bakugou (aka Bakumom) is the most enthusiastic woman you’ve ever met, insisting you stay for a weekend or more. Masaru Bakugou (aka Bakudad) was flustered to meet you after all of the things Bakugou had been boasting about you.

  • “OH MY GOD, THIS IS WHO YOU’VE BEEN OBSESSING ABOUT?”

  • “You old hag, I told you to keep it shut!”

  • Then hours of flipping though baby pictures that Bakugou was throwing a rage on trying to burn before you saw them, but you and Mitsuki shot him a glare saying “You ruin this for me, you lose your benefits.”

  • Staying for dinner that Katsuki was forced to make as you were bombarded by questions like “When are you getting married” or “When will I have grandkids?”

  • Katsuki was the most tsundere embarrassed child in the world at that point.

Midoriya Izuku:

  • Midoriya was the one who suggested it, since his mother was begging to meet you since the day he dropped the bomb he was dating someone.

  • Inko Midoriya (aka momdoriya) started bawling as she ran towards you both, shaking your hands for about five minutes before Izuku calmed her down.

  • “I can’t believe it, my son’s found an angel! Please marry one day!”

  • “M-Mom, that’s a bit soon!”

  • Inko gave you a full house tour, not excluding Izuku’s All Might plastered room, of course. But despite how much it flustered Izuku, you already knew how much he idolized All Might.

  • Inko said she’d let you stay over at any time, and she’d even make extra space for you to sleep if you weren’t already planning on staying in Izuku’s room. That made everyone blush at that point, abashed laughter filling the room.

  • Dinner was a very enjoyable time, sharing all of the cute memories of Izuku as an adorable little baby to the ambitious teen hero that he is today. Izuku was blushing beet red by the time Inko was done telling her stories.
Things that were on my kill list as a child (according to an old piece of paper I found in my drawer)

-All the classic Disney princesses
-Barney
-Dora
-All those fuckers who thought I liked pink and dresses
-All of those same fuckers who gave me pink shit and dresses when all I wanted were dinosaurs and cars and trains
-My music teacher
-Most Disney movies other than the classic princesses that didn’t have animals/had romance/ ended stupidly (aka too happily)
-My forced-friend’s mother who always replaced all the fun activities in things with stranger danger
-Those people who always tried to make me share my toys with other kids because of their stupid ‘sharing is caring’ bullshit
-My third grade teacher
-My sister (who liked all that stupid pink girly shit and cried when I didn’t want to join in)
-Collaborative activities
-Ballerinas (pink shit)
-Those stupid timed math tests that I always got punished for when I failed them
-Forced reading books
-The librarian’s assistant (who wanted me to read novels more suited for 'girls’ instead of what I liked to read, which was Harry Potter and Eragon)
-People who tried to teach me to read
-People who then tried to get me to read lower-level books when I learned to read and advanced over everyone in my grade
-Math in general
-Jesus with the spikey hair (I have no idea)
-Those girls who walked around in poofy dresses and cried when the boys threw sand at them (I remember wishing I could do that but being too afraid to)
-My P.E. teachers
-There was a part 2 but I never found it

Conclusion: I was an angry little fucker as a child. To be honest, nothing much changed.

p3asant--queen  asked:

Heyy I was wondering what threads, websites or books you would recommend as a must read on the craft?

Here’s the thing with many books that have to do with the craft. One, a majority of these New Age books are Wiccan and/or interchangeably use Wicca & witchcraft. Two, you have to look out for outdated information or the lack of information especially on herbs and their interactions with medicines and their ability to harm or kill. Many often leave out that drinking mugwort while pregnant or nursing is dangerous to the mother and child and put it in almost potion throughout their book. Just do your research before ingesting anything or putting it on your body.

Now onto the important part, my book recommendations:

This is not an end all be all list but it’s a good start! If you have a particular path in mind, I can help find more path specific books.

God Father & God Son date with Taehyung aka The Gucci Prince of Bangtan

disclaimer: I do not own the rights to any of the images used. 

This actually contains spoilers ;) for my B.O.Y series. 


       “Taehyung…I swear to god, if my son’s first word is “Gucci”, I’m going to murder you in your sleep.” Taehyung heard Kim threaten him, however, his mind was focused on the fact that his god child looked extremely good in Gucci. 

       “Trust me, Kim! Jinwoo’s first word won’t be that. I’m sure it will be either “mama” or “dada”!” Taehyung reassured the angry mother as he fixed Jinwoo’s Gucci coat. 

Kim glared at him, “Better be…” 

AVACODO EYED FARM BOY AKA OSCAR THEORY TIME

Okay so in the whole Wizard of Oz universe theirs a character named Ozma. She’d the rightful ruler of Oz. As a baby she was given to a witch by the Wizard of Oz. the witch then turned her into a boy named Tip. She had no memory of ever being a girl and was later returned to her female form by Glinda the Good witch.

SO. Farm boi, aka Oscar, aka my child, is the Spring maiden. His/her mother was the previous maiden and when she died her thoughts were on her daughter making farm boi the next Spring Maiden. Then Ozpin, the protector of the Maidens, took the child away from the kingdom where she was transformed into a into a boy by either a Witch or Ozpin himself. Mombi(the witch from original story) used the Princess as a slave and she was forced to work for the witch (Farm Boi is the only one doing any shit on that farm). Note* the witch lived on a quiet farmland with corn fields and cows* Ozma(aka Farm Boi) is later returned to her true form by Glynda.  

Other things to note: Pip(Ozma) steals the powder of life from the Witch, which is a magical powder that brings things to life and Spring is the season of bith and regrowth

Tip later teams up with the Scarecrow and the Tin man (Qrow and Ironwood)  

Ozma’s mother was a magical being (Spring maiden)

Ozma later seals off entry to Oz to protect it from invasions of unwanted inturders(Grimm)

Glinda describes Ozma as She was fresh, healthy and beautiful as the dew from a Spring May morning

List of OCs to love and appreciate

IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER

anonymous asked:

your top five stranger things characters please!

oof okay

1: steve harrington, aka my dad
2: my baby eleven
3: mike, my smol child,,,,, so pure
4: DUSTIN
5: my mother,,,,, joyce